I threw my arms around his shoulders and buried my face in his chest as I tried to digest what he just told me. I’ve missed his smell so much. I brushed his neck with my nose, taking in all his musk scent; his hands going up and down my back.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6rjRmvKHo
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I wanted to say it back. I was waiting for this for so long. But I was hesitating. Just because he said he loved me it didn’t erase the fear that he would leave. I put my arms around his waist and hugged him tightly; laying my head against his chest.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCEYgTUyJ2
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I felt like I couldn’t get close enough to him. And just like that, as soon as I stopped thinking and started feeling, it came out of its own.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjt17F7f5U
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“God, I love you so much it hurts,” I whispered. It escaped my lips so easily. I heard his heart accelerating and his chest moving faster as his breathing paced up. Mine did the same as I realized that I was the one that made him feel like that. I moved my palms upwards on his back as I laid the side of my head against his shoulder.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6PX2h1rkS
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He pulled me away, enough to be able to look at me, and kissed my forehead slowly; his full lips lingering on my skin. I parted my lips in order to breathe as he kept my head inside his hands.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhM0iPThdn
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“Say it again,” he mumbled, his voice hoarse.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRj318uWD0U
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“I love you,” I replied. It was like redemption. A deep but low sigh escaped his lungs and made me even happier.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIDQc6KcTb
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“That’s all I needed to hear,” he said softly. “That’s all,” he mumbled and smiled softly.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rls1bAkrr
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My mouth watered from anticipation as all I wanted was to kiss him, touch him and feel him. When he finally touched my lips with his, it felt like I was surfacing from underwater; I was finally able to breathe.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcFduXO1Ln
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I parted my lips to taste him better; my head still in his hands. The taste of whiskey and cigarettes touched my tongue as he brushed mine with his; my favorite taste; his taste. My breath came out in a gasp mixed with a moan of satisfaction and relief.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudk2qIG4c8
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“I’ve missed you so bad,” I mumbled between kisses.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUCVo0wkhA
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“Good,” he replied as his lips moved to my jaw line “Because I really can’t stay away from you right now,” he said as he sucked in the skin of my neck. Another moan escaped my lips before he covered my mouth with his own and my hands found their way to the buttons of his shirt. I managed to get it off of him and leave him half naked.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMn4H3tSwG
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As his tongue never stopped brushing mine, my palms caressed the muscles of his bare chest and back. He put his hands against my butt and squished it; pushing me against his body. He pulled back for a moment, his lips red and swollen from the kiss, and as I looked at him from inside my trance something tickled inside of me. His grey eyes always mesmerized me.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgQGvcij2u
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I put my right arm at the back of his neck and pulled him close for another kiss. I felt him smiling before he pulled back again, pulling my sleeveless black top upwards. He leaned down and kissed the skin between my breasts before he stood up again and lightly pushed me backwards against the mattress.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70zKhM4tvu
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“Please, tell me you have condoms,” I mumbled against his lips as soon as he laid on top of me. He chuckled lightly before replying.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6TLN1cF8L
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“I do,” he smirked.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3lZBTEUHV
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I wrapped my legs around him, my fingers stroking his bare back but it wasn’t enough. I pushed my hipbones against his and he moaned softly as the contact squished his erection. My right hand was at his lower waist and I pushed my fingers under the waistband of his jeans but with no success.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZ0Hb0OLA1
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“You were planning to have sex?” I teased him. He pulled back, kneeling on the bed, and then I heard his shoes hitting the floor before he pulled my high heel boots off of my feet.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtUuBSEBKC
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“No,” he smiled “But I hoped,” he smirked as I unbuttoned my pants and he pulled them down as well; leaving me just in my underwear. The underwear Cleo made me wear by replacing the set I had already chosen. It was the set I bought with her especially for Damien.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8isJh2q47
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I sat up, my legs still bended from the knees on either side of him, the same time he leaned down a little bit and kissed me. I put my fingers on the back of his head and released his hair. I broke the kiss for a second and smirked as I noticed how beautiful he looked.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWp3qQgd6cd
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He smiled back and kissed me again. I unbuttoned his pants with one hand as with the other one softly stroked his erection causing him to moan. He pulled away again and stood up to remove his jeans. I took the opportunity to clear my bed; all my stuff were laying on it and there was no way I was having sex with Damien on Cleo’s bed that was just a bit emptier than mine.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsktWP6CNcq
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I had to roll on my knees for a moment to push everything down on the ground. I wasn’t trying to be provocative but I did take advantage of my position. I felt the bed moving and I tried to turn around again but he put his hands on either side of my waist and kept me there. He put his hands underneath the waistband of my underwear and pulled them down; keeping me kneeled against the mattress.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12Zn1GaVCx
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As soon as I was free from the fabric, he ran his hand slowly down my spine. He kneeled between my legs and pulled me back, making me sit on his lap; the contact of our naked skin send chills down my spine. He removed my bra while he was placing small kisses on my shoulder. I pulled my hair in front of my left shoulder and turned my head to the right; my fingers mingling with the hair on the back of his head. He shifted a little in order to kiss me as his hands gripped my torso.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIGnY53Yg6
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“I want you,” I mumbled against his lips. He broke the kiss and I opened my eyes. I found his grey orbs fixed at my eyes.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQvMTZ7nZn
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“I want you too,” he told me and kissed me again. This time more intensely and passionately.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIdpnh45at
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I felt him placing his palm between my shoulder blades just before he pushed me slightly upwards. He placed his dick right on my slit and pushed inside of me softly; a loud sigh escaped my lips as he entered me. His left hand was around my neck, resting on my right shoulder while his right hand was stroking my front; from my chest to my lower stomach.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwUIJXfZW7
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“I’ve missed you so bad,” he mumbled next to my ear, his voice husky, as he gripped my torso tight. I arched my back and cried out a moan as I kept moving my pelvis against him. “Erica,” he moaned turning me on even more “Tell me you’re mine,” he breathed.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZqWHReLBL
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I remained seated on him and gripped his hands; making him tighten his grip around my body. I shifted lightly to be able to look at him. His grey eyes were liquid as he stared at me through half closed lashes.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEVx6J2TH8
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“Baby, I always belonged to you,” I whispered back and a sigh escaped his lungs. He looked at me for another moment before a small smile appeared on his full lips. He gripped my body tightly and kissed me again.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR83bApb5hd
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“Lie down,” he told me when he broke the kiss, before I started moving again.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLPgSq8p4N
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His hair fell in front of him as he positioned himself between my legs and I held them at the side of his head, bringing him closer to me. I still couldn’t believe he was here with me. He captured my lips in a sloppy and wet kiss; his taste into my mouth making me even more eager. I moaned into the kiss as he entered me once again; my fingers gripping his back tightly.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiCogDXDcq
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“Yeah,” I hissed as he drove into me and rocked my body with each pounding thrust, and my grunts and gasps chorused the slicksounds our bodies made sliding against each other. “Damien,” I mumbled his name several times as I wrapped my legs around him; my fingers messing his hair at the back of his head.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Xp5T0TMGU
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He pulled back, kneeling against the mattress and run his hands down my sides before he gripped my thighs as he thrusted into me. Our moans filled the room and I was glad that my friends had a room down the hall and not next to us. I wasn’t going to hold back now, tonight.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QdtnKBGtI
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He leaned on top of me again before I felt him throb and pulse and I tightened my walls around him as he begun to explode inside of me; his moans getting deeper. His deep voice in my ear made my sweaty body suddenly shuddered and convulsed. My vision went white and I came hard, clinging to him with every muscle in my body, I trembled and spasmed hard in his arms.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4d6UjNM3a
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He collapsed on top of me and kissed my neck softly; trying to catch his breath. I caressed his hair and kissed the scar on his forehead softly; my legs still wrapped around him. I felt so exposed to him at that moment; and it didn’t feel bad. I had been waiting for this for so long, to be worshiped, adored, caressed and loved by him.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3osTduhMZ
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“Damien?” I whispered. He shifted in my arms and pulled lightly back to look at me. I put my palms on either side of his head and stroked his cheek bones with my thumbs. “I love you,” I whispered once again. His lips curled up into a smile and my favorite dimple appeared; a scar he got when he was little. He leaned over me and kissed my lips softly.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIl7wAiWbM
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“I love you too, ladybug,” he smiled. A soft sigh left my lips as butterflies attacked my stomach. He pecked my lips again and pulled away, gave me a soft kiss bellow my belly button and got up.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQe7OTQ61g
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“I’ll be on the pill next time you see me,” I smirked. He chuckled and winked at me before disappearing into the bathroom.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gWjWQCGG4
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He returned to the bed a few moments later to find me under the soft hotel sheets. He walked to the furniture that had left his cigarettes and took the packet and the ashtray before walking to the bed. He was breath taking. 566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmnqKTFpHt
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He pushed the sheets away and sat down, taking a cigarette from the packet. He put it on the side of his lips and lit it up before he laid beside me. He pulled me into his arms and covered our bodies with the sheets again. I was running my fingers up and down his chest when he spoke.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCChMQv9ix
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“My first memory of you,” he said softly removing the cigarette from his lips “Is when I was seven, my mom was still pregnant with the twins,” he continued. “We came to visit your mom when you were born. They thought I should hold you since we had the twins coming,” he said and I pulled back to look at him. I kneeled next to him and sat on my feet, gathering the sheet to cover up my body.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtso9UGEpC
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He had a soft smile on his lips. He looked at me and inhaled from his cigarette. “You were small and very pink,” he grinned as I winced to the color reference. “I was actually terrified. I thought I would break you,” he chuckled again. “Until you grabbed my index finger and wouldn’t let go, even when I had to let you go,” he smiled; my hand traveling around his stomach.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xnBU4bdxx
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“Yeah,” I chuckled “Mom told me about that when she realized I had a crush on you, a few years back,” I smiled “She said I started crying when you let me go and wouldn’t stop holding your finger,” I blushed; his lips turning up into a goofy smile.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEy1Za0OGgw
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He put his arm around my neck and pulled me closer before he kissed my forehead. “I had some weird connection to you. You were the first baby I held after all,” he mocked. I laughed too but I was actually melting from happiness.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBd7cg4cMl7
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“So when did that changed?” I asked. He inhaled from his cigarette and turned his head away from me to release the smoke. “Because, if it hasn’t, this is so wrong in so many ways,” I smirked. He almost chocked on the smoke, making me burst out laughing.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizIC1yEjOL
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“Come on. I loved you like a sister but I was always aware that you’re not!” he defended himself “But to answer your question, ladybug,” he smirked and touched the tip of my nose, making me smile.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWINpVcInuM
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He inhaled from his cigarette, held the smoke longer this time and turned away to exhale. I was sure he did it just to make me impatient. I pulled away from his embrace.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3AlYqClE6
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He turned around just as soon as he felt me moving, waiting to see what I was going to do. As soon as I was seated on his lap he smirked and put his free hand against my stomach. I pulled the sheet over my legs as my hair were, barely, covering my breasts. His eyes traveled from my stomach upwards until he finally reached my brown eyes.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONUQQ944Ko
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“I noticed that I liked you more, three years ago. When I came home for the holidays and I met that kid you were going out then,” he narrowed his eyes at the thought. I breathed out a laugh as I noticed the faint jealousy. “But then I left and…” he said but I interrupted.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡge6ldZbiB3
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“It took you two years to come back,” I pouted. He stretched out his hand towards the bedside table to put out the cigarette before he placed both hands on either side of my pelvis.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFGOoutEpe
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“And then you met Alex,” he made a face; his eyes staring forward at my stomach and not my eyes.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rHfWdAZkU
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“You had a girlfriend too as I can recall,” I raised my eyebrows.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXpKzEt20Q
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“There’s not even the slightest comparison,” he argued. “I had to cover up some needs,” he defended himself with a soft smile on his lips. I chuckled softly and then paused.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAwhXgsIt6
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“Well, I had to cover up some needs as well. Not physical likes yours,” I grinned. Damien didn’t laugh however.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlEbdaMY85
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I sighed deeply and stared at my fidgeting fingers that were playing with the sheet on my lap. “I’m in love with you since I can remember myself,” I admitted. “I knew that it wasn’t the right time when I was just fourteen or fifteen because you were twenty-two at the moment but I just lost faith when you left,” I said softly “I wanted to get over you,” I explained; my voice low. And then I found the courage, out of nowhere, and turned my eyes towards his. “But it never happened,” I said as I got lost into his gray eyes.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsixdPeNHQ
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He put his palm on the back of my neck and pulled me in for a long kiss. I had to tell him about the hospital. Now it was the chance. I broke the kiss and pulled back from his kiss.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnc76w4N0In
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“I’m still a little bit scared,” I confessed. He pushed my hair out of my face and kissed my forehead. I was scared because now I didn’t think that if he broke my heart it would killed me. Now I knew. I didn’t want to admit that however because I was afraid that it would make him feel like I’m pressuring him.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuJDFhCMnd
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“I know I said…” he trailed.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSdXfTAyug
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“I was in the hospital,” I interrupted him.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4xup4RdR5
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“What?” he frowned “When?”566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8qkw1MjTw
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“Two months ago,” I said and placed my fingers on his collar bone so I could distract myself.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlBFCurJtB
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“Why?” he said and he was still frowning.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPc3g0PqrJK
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“Uhm, the first time I had an anxiety attack and couldn’t breathe,” I explained; my eyes fixed on his chest. I was too embarrassed to look at his eyes.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIaYH5r4gq
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“The first time?” he echoed me sounding anxious.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMXoT6bCJT
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“Yeah, I went back three days later with more chest pains,” I explained.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuFI6Bl7Ct
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“More chest pains?” He echoed me again. “Erica, you’re not making sense,” his voice deep and anxious. I exhaled really loud from my frustration. He wasn’t helping.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtR99tk6SAb
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“Okay,” I breathed “Three days after I got back, I met Alex and we were talking and at some point I was ranting and hyperventilating and my chest ached. He took me, or more like dragged me, to the hospital,” I said and stole a glance at him. He was waiting to hear the rest “It was an anxiety attack.”566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc50y28EDM3
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“You got home the day I left,” he mumbled but I ignored him in order to explain everything.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyeUW79l6e
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“They gave me anti-depressing’s and three days after that, the night I called you,” I added softly and I saw his chest going up and down quickly “It happened again, only the pain wouldn’t leave. So I stayed in the hospital for two days.”566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEzvfBvWg2
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“Why?” he asked; his voice hollow and deep.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJCOE1MrVy
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“Emotional pain,” I mumbled. Damien sighed and put his arms around me and pulled me into a tight hug. “I guess that’s what Alex wanted to tell you when he called.”566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yeraVrirn
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“I know why you didn’t call me,” he breathed “But why didn’t anyone else said anything?” he asked and pulled back so he could see me “I would have come right away,” he said.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI11Bjr37Hm
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“I told them not to,” I mumbled.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTmL4YTHBW
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“Jesus,” he breathed and pulled me into his arms again. “I answered to that call because I wanted to hear your voice,” He explained and buried his face into the crook of my neck. “But I was hurt,” he explained “I’m so sorry,” he mumbled as he stroked my hair.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOg4Pm5RjW
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“That’s okay. I just thought I should tell you because that’s why I’m hanging out with Alex lately,” I winced.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpN0FEAvB9z
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“Oh,” he said. “Okay,” he said softly; blinking trying to find something to say.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvX0APbagN
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“You have absolutely nothing to fear about him,” I told him, searching his eyes for something that tells me he needed to be convinced.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HK8We4Gqd
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“Sure?” he whispered. I raised my hands and put them on either side of his face, my thumbs stroking his cheeks, and leaned forward.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QptnbuyQY
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“Good or bad, there’s nobody else out there for me besides you. It was always about you Damien,” I whispered “Always,” I sighed. His hands gripped my body and my lips connected with his in a passionate kiss.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeh5oeo2Yts
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“Good. Because I love you very much and I couldn’t bear loosing you again,” he whispered as he held me in his arms. My heart had healed and was flying inside my chest. I pulled back and attacked him with my lips.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI88ntzNDzt
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It didn’t take much time to feel him growing hard beneath me as I kept kissing him. I leaned over the bedside table and grabbed a condom. I gave it to him and shifted so he could wear it.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTHBbWwZpt
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I don’t know if it was because he got scared I was in the hospital when he left me or because I finally admitted that I loved him more than life itself but he had more passion and tension to his moves than any other time.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyFnRqdYjd
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“Stay with me for a few days,” he said as I was laying into his arms.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCt2rXo6CYI
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“I need to be back by Monday because I have a class I need to attend,” I said.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9t620pwMP
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“That’s four whole days,” he said and I could hear his smile. My dream was coming true; Damien and I in Tuscany. I couldn’t have asked for anything more.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uIJkWh9Pf
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I was patiently waiting for Damien to log in. For the two months we were apart, this was our relationship. Sometimes I was wondering if it was right. Maybe he needed someone closer to him.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq59LGsl7Be
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And right on time, before I begun sinking in my own thoughts, I saw his name popping up on the side of my screen. A smile formed on my lips.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4USyI7oKif
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“Hey,” I smiled to him. He was lying on the bed, the laptop on his side.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4t2fF2SEzP
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“Hey, baby,” he smiled back. He had his skeleton glasses on but no t-shirt. I sighed.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hi8iNfWo6
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“How are you? You look tired,” I winced, trying to focus on his face; ignoring his body.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxN2kpYLzSk
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“Yeah,” he replied, as he lid on a cigarette “It was a long day. We had some problems.”566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbcwhqbqdO
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“Oh, is everything okay?”566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6ROmbe8hs
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“Yes but I really don’t want to bore you with this,” he said “How are you?”566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Br5XUaZkF
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“You’re not boring me!”566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3K5qdqLS5Q
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“I don’t really wanna think about work, I just want to talk to you and relax,” he said. His voice was so tired I wanted to give him a big hug.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJJpiJenAu
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“I wanna hug you so bad,” I pouted. “And put a t-shirt on! Please!” I told him. Damien chuckled.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQY4DAZCAZv
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“It’s so hot here!” he explained and rubbed his hand over his bare chest.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pffXEgLZJ
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“Fine!” I said and without a second thought, I pulled my top over my head, revealing my red bra. “So, I have a test in three days.” I said indifferently.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvy4HgiERV
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“You play dirty, ladybag,” he narrowed his eyes and I smirked.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbjm0jG5Ws
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“Have I made my point?” I arced a brow. Damien laughed and nodded but made no move to cover himself. “So, you’re not gonna wear a t-shirt huh?” I smiled.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBpLARb9PP
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“Of course not!” he scoffed “I like what I see!” he said as he kept smiling.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyhU0hyB1N
“Stop staring at my boobs,” I narrowed my eyes and put my hands on my breasts to cover them by squishing them. I realized what I was doing when his smile widened.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaMbcqKZEZ
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“I’m more than allowed to stare at them. I can stare at them, touch them, kiss them, bid them…” he said sloewly as he exhaled his cigarette smoke.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZkpMDOVbT
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“Oh, my God. Stop it,” I bid my bottom lip and removed my hands. I wanted him so bad. “And they’re not yours. They are mine. So shut up!”566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZJAMNA6Xb
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“You’re mine, thus your boobs are mine.” he teased.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLawCVpJze
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“You don’t own me, Simmons!” I narrowed my eyes pointing my finger to the camera but I so liked the way that sounded.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXzLUqqPu3
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“Are sure about that?” He teased.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXo1fdWkzd
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“No. But stop it because I want you so so so bad and you’re far far away -” I winced.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMwD8vVu6z
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“To a long lost kingdom?” he mocked. My pout turned into a laugh in a second.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HahErWctn
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“I love you,” I smiled. He always made me laugh and smile when I felt down.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bsvDLBcdu
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“I love you too, baby,” he smiled back. “And I miss you,” he added.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbfd0GIQef
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We started talking about other stuff, my upcoming exam, his brother and sister. I managed to get him to talk about work a little bit because I didn’t like it when he kept the anxiety of work to himself.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ENo1888xP
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“Oh, I got news!” he said out of the blue as he seemed to remember something.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarWZfJrhmE
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“What?” I asked as I sipped my ice tea.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjhdNJXdne
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“Matt’s sister is getting married,” he informed me.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgJey1F5BB
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“How old is she?” was my first question. Since his best friend Matt was at Damien’s age and she was younger…566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3l5ytioo62
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“She’s twenty.”566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO369UczfTu
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“She’s young!” I breathed wide-eyed. She was barely a year older than me. “How long have they been together?”566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIxvYShV9r
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“Four years I think.”566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyx1FsHmid
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“Oh. It partly sounds reasonable now,” I shrugged my shoulders.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYj7Sj8UDZ
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“Partly?” Damien chuckled. I winced. It felt weird talking to my boyfriend about marriage.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sSJwRmzL4
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“I don’t know,” I begun, as it was one of those subjects that you have to choose your words very carefully before speaking. “I understand someone wanting to move forward in their relationship after being together for four years. But she’s only twenty,”566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFZdKD7x9g
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“So?” he frowned lightly “You think she might miss out on someone else?” he asked.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLx6e8HiRB
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“No,” I shook my head “She may be immature for such a thing. That’s all,” I explained.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF08vqW1YHI
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“Yeah,” he replied looking like he was thinking about it “I agree with you on that.”566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhAz5CcuqL
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“I mean,” and once I open my mouth and words find me, I can’t seem to shut up. “I don’t see marriage just as a piece of paper. Being married won’t stop someone from cheating on you or hurting you,” I explained; my eyes averting from the screen for a moment.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeWVSwQuGF
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“Yes, I agree,” he nodded. “If someone wants to do it, it will happen,” he said. I scoffed lightly as Alex crossed my mind. “No matter if you’re married or not,” he finished his thought.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkuN9Vgwze
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“Yes it will,” I whispered, a bitter smile on my lips; Damien eyed me over his glasses as if turning his head towards me would make me feel weird.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmI6xNxV8H5
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“So, how do you see it?” he asked, ignoring my comment and chancing the subject.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTkJ676xgg
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“It’s not just a paper you put in a drawer somewhere and a ring that will only remind you that you’re not free! I think that marriage is much more!” I said and sat back against the cushions; still without a top on. He rubbed his belly calmly; the move causing me to lose my focus for a moment. “It’s something that needs commitment, much love and compromises in order to work; In order to create a family. That’s it. It’s family,” I decided. “Marriage is the creation of your new family.”566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGd4evSjqHx
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“You can create a family without being married to someone,” Damien argued. I remained completely calm as he expressed views that no girl would like to hear her boyfriend having.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zgHURtHWU
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“What you’re talking about is being married on paper,” I said “I’m talking about being married in here,” I said and pointed at my heart “And here,” and pointed at my temple and smiled at him. “And yes, being actually married isn’t necessary in order to create a family, if the couple is committed to each other, but I think it’s nice being married in a church if you’re religious or in the city hall if you’re not…just for the sake of your parents!” I chuckled.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNA8YpMYE7K
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“I swear that sometimes I think you’re older than me,” Damien smiled back at me. I chuckled.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVPt8cDJYf
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I just hope I didn’t freak him out but that’s my beliefs on the matter and if he got scared by it or felt pressure maybe he wasn’t the right guy for me. On the other hand, he had proven to me that he really was that guy. He really was what I wanted and needed.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIChzUyEuyP
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Besides, I was too young for stuff like that. I didn’t actually told him that but by telling him that Matt’s sister was too young I think I made my point. So, there really was no reason for him to feel any pressure.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiihTYzud7j
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Til Kingdom Come by Coldplay566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4ZdSUiwTB
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The story ended back in 2010, but as I was going through my old note, I found 3 more chapters written. Chapters that I actually thought I've shared with you, as there were in my head as a basic part of the story. So, I decided to do some editing and share them. In this chapter, only the last paragraph was added.566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vunAQDrtp
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Two more completely new chapters are coming! :)
