I managed to get the project done by Thursday night thanks to Damien. But still, I was suffocating. I had absolutely no idea what triggered those emotions; why I felt so anxious and worried. I had to assume that it was because I was supposed to talk to Cleo that night.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMFV9XRa2A
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I had to do it, no matter how I felt. If I didn’t and she found out by herself things would be worse and she will have any right to be mad at me. At least that way, I hoped that she will be happy for me.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQzEtYfngf
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I was trying to get dressed but my mind wouldn’t stay focused even for a minute. I wasn’t even able to pick a top or a dress to wear. I managed to get my mind together enough to wear my skinny jeans.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGiczRufIG
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Then it took me another ten minutes between irrational thoughts of Cleo’s overreaction and me telling Damien that I love him, just to pick a plain white top to wear. Thankfully, after picking an outfit, my hands found the right accessories on their own, because my mind was again lost.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qROPoaMvZ
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Once my mobile rang, signaling Max’s arrival, I decided to just relax and be there for Cleo. My friend had just broken up with her boyfriend and needed me. I took a deep breath and left my renovated garage to meet the twins that were waiting outside, in Max’s car. Damien was coming with his own friends. He had told me that only Matt, the guy that stayed with us at their summerhouse and also his best friend, knew about our relationship.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8VsLB1Rtf
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I was acting like a clown for Cleo the whole night; never left her alone; talked to her all the time. If it was one thing I knew about loud music was that it was helping you get lost within your own thoughts and I didn’t want her to wallow and feel sad.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2Xi9mvDt7
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I could also feel Damien’s eyes glued me and I’m positive that if Cleo wasn’t so caught up in her heartache she would have noticed too. Especially when after three drinks, he decided to move closer.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5lbahf5kO
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At first he started teasing his sister and then me. I was just glaring at him. Until, as he was standing in front of me with his whiskey and cigarette in his left hand, he put his right arm around my waist and pulled me into his arms.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63spn2Tnzu
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I didn’t react; even when I noticed we wore matching clothes and a goofy smile threatened to escape my lips. I just stood there awkwardly as I would have done if this happened three months ago. When I realized that he wasn’t intending to let me go any time soon, I pushed away from him. He smiled and leaned closer. I froze; scared he was going to kiss me right in front of Cleo.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3exyxIKeXG
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He moved slightly to the right and kissed my cheek before leaving us and returned to Matt. I had to take a big sip of my drink in order to recover. I glanced at Cleo and she was looking around the club. I nudged her and she gave me a weak smile. I moved closer to her and put my arm around her.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkETP063GuK
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“Eventually,” she replied.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroApXHJRJa
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I let her go and turned to my original position, where I could see Damien’s and Matt’s sides; Max and some of their friends were facing towards us girls. And there, before my two eyes a tall brunette with endless bare legs poked Damien on his arm. He turned his back at me and hugged her. I tried not to be paranoid but I couldn’t help but narrowing my eyes at the pair when the girl put her arms around Damien and kissed his neck.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjN4GHcyXEj
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I brought my phone to my right hand and typed “Blood will be spilled.” and send it to Max. I watched him as he read it and a smirk appeared on his lips. In the mid time the girl moved her arm on Damien’s lower back. I didn’t want to stay and watch if Max will show Damien the text.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnFI9fAn8S
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“Let’s go outside,” I told Cleo and grabbed her hand. I only took a quick glance at her confused face as I walked past her and led the way outside the club.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkuYsxd1Eq
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“Uh…what happened?” she asked me once we were outside. I'm going to murder your brother, that’s what happened! Why was he letting that girl be all over him like that? He knew I had issues with being cheated.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UXOb0iNxI
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Thus, I could only think of one reasonable excuse; he wanted to get me jealous.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EcVLulhTT
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“Shit,” I mumbled “I need to talk to you about something,” I begun. Cleo furrowed her eyebrows and waited. “Okay..um…” I paused and exhaled “I’m dating Damien.” But my voice was lost from the voices of some guys that passed us by.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkSCzonv0d
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“What?” she asked. As if it wasn’t hard enough already; I had to say it twice.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWFC4rzPHD
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“I’m dating Damien. I wanted to tell you right away but I was scared and then I got the project and then you broke up with Mike and…” I blurt out.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsfDt9Y85V
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“Oh, okay,” she said, her voice sounding bored and at that moment Max joined us.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pNgiDvE93
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“Is everything okay?” Max asked; his eyes running between Cleo and me.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZmU3Wo8vx
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“Yes,” Cleo said before I could open my mouth to respond “Can we go home? I’m not...” she winced. I remained on my spot, frozen, as my heart bouncing inside my chest. She opened the door to the club and Max followed her but also turned towards me as I recovered and tried to follow them. I just shook my head making him understand that I had no idea what just happened.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzjue7dHHQ
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As I walked behind them, I saw Cleo taking her bag from the small table and waving goodbye to Damien and his friends. That girl was still there. However, this time she wasn’t clutching at Damien’s body but I could see her lust towards him. Damien looked confused as he waved to his sister and then his eyes searched for someone. I turned my eyes elsewhere and grabbed my bag from the table and turned towards Cleo that was waiting for me.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hkIENel7A
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“Ready,” I told her.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YQXOq731a
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“You’re not gonna say goodbye?” she asked and motioned towards Damien. Her expression confused me. It was blank; bored maybe. Fuck. This was bad.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3H5iIHFlP
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“No need, he’ll survive without it,” I replied unable to mask my bitter tone. Cleo looked over at Damien once more and then raised her eyebrow. It was like she said “I told you so.” 401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3aeSt6024
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“I’ll call you tomorrow. You need Christmas shopping,” I told Cleo as I opened the car door.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOcRhRNNni
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“Wake me up,” she smiled in response.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZQWLKysxo
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“Okay,” I smiled back “Goodnight kids.”401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKLDDBLGAS
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As soon as I got into my home I took off my high heels and coat and for a moment I just stood there.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdrwRQrQZL
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I felt defeated.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Fpt8OakrG
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Cleo didn't react the way I’ve expected her. In fact, she didn’t react at all. And Damien made me jealous. I had to admit that it hurt a little bit. It hurt because he let that girl be all over him when he knew I was watching. He knew that Alex had cheated on me twice. It was cruel.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGm2gl1Jxfv
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I was counting on his words that he would never leave me. I was counting on that to keep my mind sane; that he wouldn’t end up in bed with her. But I wasn’t supposed to believe his words! That would only hurt me in the end.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KYKZr1kUb
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I finally moved from the door and took off my jeans and top in one move, leaving them at the floor along with my bra. I threw my bag on the sofa and hurried from the cold room to the, also cold, bathroom to take nice hot shower.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9PRfVjlEb
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I thought that I barely fell asleep after warming up when a noise brought me back to consciousness. I realized that someone was knocking on my door. I tried to check the time from my mobile but it wasn’t on my night stand. I groaned and threw the covers away from my body. I turned on the floor lamp and walked to the door.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoMslaUjjU
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The knocking didn’t stop as I walked to the pile of clothes I left near the bed. I grabbed my top and pulled it over my head; the long white top I was wearing hanging like a night gown from my hips and barely covered my bum.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1K8rYbjHM4
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“Yes?” I asked without opening the door. Who it is in the middle of the night? 401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaeWzOQoug
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“It’s me,” I head Damien’s familiar voice. I opened the door and there he stood in all his amazing glory. The moment my eyes fell on him I swear my heart stopped. He was standing there, the collar of his black semi-coat upturned and an almost finished cigarette hanging between the right side of his lips.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjxdVplQkn
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I shivered from the cold wind and made a step backwards. He threw the cigarette on the ground, released the smoke and stepped on the cigarette stub.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwbEIZNQuv
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“You weren’t answering to my messages or my calls,” he accused as he walked past me; his tone a bit distant. I shivered again and hurried to close the door behind him. He did call after all.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdG36RN08yX
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“My phone is...” I trailed and looked around and then remembered that I left my bag on the sofa. I walked towards the furniture and took the phone from my bag. I managed to see three messages and two missed calls before he spoke. With the corner of my eye I saw him getting out of his coat.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjjRqAnMmv
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“Well, I’m here now,” he said suggesting that I should leave my phone alone as he left the coat on the back of the sofa. He walked up to me and grabbed the device off my hands; the whiskey smell hitting me. I narrowed my eyes at him and moved towards my bed. I stopped at the edge of the furniture and removed my top once again before climbing back on the bed.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YzxHpJb7B
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As I pulled the covers over my half naked body and laid on my stomach, he sat on the edge of the bed; his fingers knitted in front of him.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF52A3bv5PF
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“What time is it anyway?” I asked half asleep.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ggnWK2u8y
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“Five.” Five? I got home at three. That means I slept for two hours and he was…401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZYNOaKEo9
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“Where were you?” I asked as I raised my head from the pillow. He leaned towards me; a smirk on his full lips.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6ZqG5e1Y9
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“I was fucking that girl from the club.” I groaned and fell back to my pillow.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJKBkgBAL0
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“Idiot,” I murmured and turned my head on the other side, away from him. He must have heard me because I heard him chuckle. I felt the bed shifting and he leaned over me; his body hovering over mine as he put either hand against the bed on each side of me and his lips were near my ear.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwXmU3iSYm
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“Got jealous ladybug?” he asked me and I could hear the smile on his face. Irritating idiot. I wanted to slap him but I couldn’t. Not even when he pulled the covers downwards and revealed my bare shoulder. I couldn’t resist his musky cologne even if it mingled with cigarette smoke and whiskey; his smell and body heat overwhelmed me as his lips brushed my jaw line and his hot breathe hit my skin.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzFCNkP78X
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“I’m not talking to you,” I mumbled and made him chuckle once again. His lips begun brushing the skin on my shoulder and made me shiver.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvSBJv70Km
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“She’s an old classmate, was part of my group back in high school,” he explained.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Go45LqkoC
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“I don’t care,” I said stubbornly.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxkF1K8cWf
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“Baby, turn around,” he said softly as his lips left my skin.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJ0QjlZ30w
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“No.”401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPj8KpGzBZ
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I exhaled and slowly shifted beneath his body and looked his gray eyes with my half-asleep dull brown orbs. My breath was caught in my lungs. The fringe that was carefully angled upwards from left to right was now falling down his forehead.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUwVHxnZpZ
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“I would never cheat on you,” he said; his voice soft and serious. My eyes drifted from his eyes for a moment. “Hey, look at me,” he nudged me lightly. I turned my eyes back to his again and he caressed my cheek with the back of his hand. “I’m not him.” That stung for a second, bringing back old painful memories “I wouldn’t do that to you.” This time his voice was dead serious. “Ever. ”401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVzvp0ZK6w
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“Stop saying stuff like that,” I mumbled. “Stop promising things.” If he could only do that for me, it would make it easier at the end. A deep sigh escaped his lungs.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPdUVkzkFo
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“Erica,” he trailed but I didn’t want to talk right now.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQ9ohWrpSE
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“Kiss me, please,” my voice just a whisper. Plead for his lips to touch mine; for his bittersweet taste to fill my mouth; for him to let the subject go. I saw him searching for something into my eyes before he leaned closer and touched his lips to mine. My arms instantly found their way around his body; my fingers tracing his muscles under his white shirt.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxd3sJcHMRy
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“Stay,” I mumbled against his lips. We kissed for a few moments before he pulled away. “No,” I almost cried. He quickly leaned over me again and pecked my lips.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauyMEQgPvg
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“I’m not going anywhere, baby,” he assured me “I’m just gonna take my clothes off,” he smiled his heartbreaking half smile; the dimple on his left cheek appearing.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYkSvdTj5o
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“Okay,” I said my voice small. I needed him so much tonight. So many times I cried myself to sleep over him. I wanted him near me tonight, to make sure this was my reality; that we were really together.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡds8JHfZ8fy
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He pecked my lips again and sat on his original position and begun unbuttoning his shirt. I pushed the thoughts away and followed him, bending my legs and sat right behind him; my bare inner thighs against his lower waist. I put my hands around his torso and my head over his shoulder. He turned his face towards me and smiled.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6aL3g9O1s
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I gave him a small kiss on the cheek as my fingers replaced his on the buttons of his shirt. He unbuttoned his jeans and I pulled back to let him remove them. He sat back on the bed and I pulled his shirt off; leaving him just in his boxers. I hugged him from behind; my naked chest against his bare back. My face buried at the crook of his neck and I breathed in his scent as his left hand was angled behind him, resting on the back of my neck.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RaKZWdk0e
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“You didn’t even said goodbye earlier,” he said, a faint complain in his voice as he pulled himself further back on the bed. “I wanted to introduce you.” I scoffed. “What?” he asked.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfeLl3bFII
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“Baby, if I walked there that moment,” I begun and I could see a smile forming on his lips “The moment where she kissed your neck,” I narrowed my eyes and he smirked “There would be blood on the dance floor,” I breathed through my nose. Damien, as expected, chuckled and put his left hand on the back of my neck and pulled me in for a kiss.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyO1sfiPhxk
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He released me and took my hand in his while with his other he placed the pillows against the cold headboard. As he sat back on the bed, I moved towards him and pulled the covers with me with my free hand. Once he sat me on his lap, one leg on either side of him, I left the covers behind me to cover his legs. He released my hand and put his palm against my bare, and cold, back and pulled me against his body in order to pull the covers around me.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK37DJP22Ay
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I took the chance and rested my head against his shoulder; inhaling his scent and kissing him lightly as my fingers run through his hair. If someone told me that I would be sitting like this with Damien three months ago, I would probably laughed bitterly. And yet, here I was, sitting on his lap, both of us half naked. He was here with me; holding me. That was more than enough.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfFrbyDBGr
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“Got that jealous, huh?” he teased.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAjptaliVa
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“You should know one thing, love.” I felt more comfortable as the covers were now covering my back; my front getting the heat off from Damien’s body. One of his hands was holding the covers against the back of my neck while his other was resting on my lower waist.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQcRtiP5C2
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“And what is that?” he asked before I could say more.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKGMLIqPCJ
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“I do get jealous,” I begun and pulled back from his embrace. “A lot. I just don’t cause a scene,” I grinned and took hold of the covers over my shoulders; the edges covering my breasts.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6zYbtLfUz
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“Oh yeah, spilling that girl’s blood on the dance floor, wouldn’t be a special scene!” he mocked and I chuckled. “For real, what would you do?” he looked at me; his right hand traveling up and down on the skin between my breasts that was still exposed from the covers. I steadied the covers with my left hand and let my right wander on the faint hairs of his chest.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmWjWdyfAO
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“Why, Damien?” I asked as my right hand moved to his neck “Planning on letting another girl to kiss your neck?” I arched my eyebrows as my hand circling his throat; my thumb stroking the pressure point on his neck. My eyes flickered to the movement my finger was making and then back to his eyes. He raised his eyebrows and laughed with fear; his hand stopped moving on my chest.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡts2f9x615d
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“Baby, I have friends in the marines. Stop doing that,” he told me and took hold of my wrist. Alex was into martial arts and once explained to me about that pressure point on the neck. Only marines use it to kill their enemies if caught and held hostages. I grinned and leaned forward; kissing the same spot. “You didn’t answer,” he said and I smiled.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNudXLvp6f
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“Hm, I would most likely make myself visible,” I said and he raised his eyebrows, maybe expecting something extreme “In a polite way!” He chuckled and pulled me in for another kiss.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbxdlbvYjE
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I arched my back, the movement creating a friction between the lower parts of our bodies. The covers fell down as I put my arms around his wide shoulders and his hand gripped the back of my neck tightly; taking control of the kiss. The cold air made me shiver and my nipples hardened even if occasionally our bodies collided. We had to break the kiss in order to breathe but we only pulled away a few inches and he pecked my jaw line.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbRCSKbCTG
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“Where did you learn about that killing move?” he asked.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68e6rlVoHT
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“Alex told me,” I interrupted and maybe I should have lied because I felt him tensed. “What’s wrong?” I asked confused. Why was it that every time Alex was mentioned he had that weird reaction? Shouldn’t I be the one to flinch to the sound of his name?401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTyKDXJwud
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“Nothing,” he mumbled and pulled me strongly in for another kiss. This kiss was different. It was more intense and strict. More passionate and dominant. “Tell me you’re mine,” he whispered against my lips. This was it? He felt threatened? Jesus, I had to talk to him sooner than I thought. If he knew how much he means to me I don’t think he would doubt himself. I was lost in my thoughts when I felt him cupping my face; a searched look on his features; a worried look.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nHitM0dOQ
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“I’m all yours,” I breathed finally and leaned against his touch; my hands against his bare chest and stomach. “I’m just scared,” I winced lightly.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtNvfmdWPS
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“Of what?” he asked; a light frown appeared on his features.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFNEA2hDQ6
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“Of you,” I confessed; my eyes dropping from his.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2hvSijEHP
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“Why? What do you mean?” he asked and I could hear the frown and confusion coloring his voice.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8apLE3DMXC
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“Not tonight, please,” I pleaded and looked back into his eyes. I didn’t have the energy to explain that I was scared because he was the only man with the power to kill me. Because it would kill me if this man ever breaks my heart.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0f6AbPWvyt
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“No,” he refused, shaking his head “Talk to me,” he demanded and added a bit more strength to his hold on me. His voice had this intimidating tone again; the one that made me feel like a little girl.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrPjPAPy3u
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“There’s a lot to say and a lot to explain,” I mumbled. He didn’t reply. “I’m not ready yet, Damien,” I looked at him and only then I noticed that my sight was blurred. When he saw it, his expression softened. He exhaled deeply. His palms moved downwards from the sides of my face and rested against the sides of my neck.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4MTeIRMwf
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“I don’t like being in the dark,” he explained.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0jQyG2cq2
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“I know, I’m sorry,” I apologized and bit my bottom lip to keep the lump in my throat from escaping. I was scared that if he knew how much he meant to me he would run away. I can’t lose him. A tear escaped my eye and he leaned forward, catching it with his lips. I hated that he had seen me in tears so many times.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmh4BGBEcg
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“Don’t,” he mumbled “I’ll wait.”401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJ4Y0cCACs
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I forced a small smile on my lips and moved my mouth to his; capturing his full lips into mine. Kissing Damien was never a simple thing; it never had a simple effect on me. A moan escaped my throat and his hands moved on my hips. I arched my back, my hard nipples colliding with his chest and kissed him eagerly.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYRjAfCS2l
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I felt him growing hard underneath me and smirked against his lips. He was pretty gifted and the slightest change at the area was detectable; especially when we were only in our underwear. I moved my hips against his and heard his breathing accelerating.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVEusH8k8A
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“Lay down,” he mumbled against my lips as my hands traced his strong biceps.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4f7v3PwqGi
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“No,” I replied stubbornly and he chuckled. He grabbed my hips and pulled me up from his lap. Next thing I knew, I was on my back. I liked being on top but I also loved my strong man.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKDai8yfZF
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“Clown,” he chuckled as I smirked. He pulled away from me and pulled my brazilian panties with him, leaving me completely naked in front of him. He leaned down and kissed the center of my bikini line before placing his body between my legs and kissed my throat.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2Ee5LtZL6
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“Hey!” I complained. I was naked and he wasn’t. “Get naked!” I ordered frowning.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1dxNcaca8
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“Will you shut up for once and let me do whatever I want?” he chuckled and pulled back; resting his weight on his hands.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlovv0zbpF
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“Get out of those boxers and then you can do whatever you like,” I smirked. He smirked back and pulled completely away from me. He leaned towards the nightstand and took a condom off the drawer.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHFwSGAdNA
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“Baby, you need to get on the pill,” he stated. Yeah, sure. “What?” he asked looking at me. Did I say something? I don’t think so. “I assure you it’s very, very pleasant without a condom,” he smirked. I narrowed my eyes. Sometimes I wanted to slap him so bad. I did it all the time when we weren’t together. But I guess it wasn't the right time now!401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLVh0tHs7Z
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“Damien,” I said my voice strict “Now, is really not the time to talk about your experience in sex.” I was starting to get cold and impatient. The sun will rise up soon. “Now, move,” I ordered. It was his time to narrow his eyes. He left the condom next to me and again positioned himself between my legs.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YhKJqrRKG
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He placed a kiss on my stomach and moved his way upwards, leaving butterfly kisses on his way. I bit my lip in anticipation. He noticed and slow down even more. He wanted to do things his way? Okay then, I would not utter a single word. He did tell me to shut up after all!401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0ypRj1RNN
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When he finally reached my cold and hard nipples, he cupped one with his mouth and the other with his warm fingers. He then moved towards my neck, sucking and licking my skin while he kept our bodies detached. I might have bit my lip from moaning but I couldn’t resist touching him. He was hard and I could feel him occasionally as his dick touched my lower stomach. As soon as I took hold of him and run my hand up and down his length; a moan escaped his throat.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFV3JvupeI
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He pulled back again and grabbed the condom. I was glad he wasn’t up for foreplay tonight because I was sleepy.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUd9LlvtU1
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I put my fingers on my clit and started making little circles. He smirked and opened the little pack and left the condom on my lower stomach. I was wondering what he was doing when he pushed my hand away and replaced my fingers with the head of his dick. I closed my eyes and bit my lip again. He stopped for a moment and then felt two digits stroking my wet slit before entering me.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKNKSC68ZU
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“You're more than ready,” he mumbled approvingly. My breathing increased but I managed to keep the moans controlled. “Playing the silent game?” he asked huskily; a smirk on his lips. I didn’t reply.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjpqiBwfmZ
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He stopped touching me only to put on the condom and lead himself towards my slit. I thought he would stop but he entered me at once; a loud moan escaping my lungs and my eyes opening wide. He kept moving fast and I couldn’t control my moans anymore.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnkPzdln4N
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“Good, you’re back,” he smiled his half smile and leaned on top of me. I love having this man above me; his weight against my body.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9LN2JoEMV
My fingers clutched his hair and back as he kept moving, only now his rhythm decreased. “Are you okay?” he whispered to my ear softly.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ91qayrI4c
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“Yes,” I breathed; louder moans escaping me. He kept his low rhythm but it was now more intense; my legs were bended upwards making the friction tense. I loved the sound of his deep voice as he was moaning against the crook of my neck and his hot breath was hitting my skin. His rhythm increased and I begun hyperventilating; our breaths louder, filling the room.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejfiAXuS8Q
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Damien collapsed on top of me as we tried to catch our breaths; my grip on his body lightened. He pulled away from me a few moments later, causing me to groan.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSGRkU4p5X
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“Pill,” he smirked.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp05zbyMmYV
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“Idiot,” I narrowed my eyes. It was a good motive I have to admit; not being separated from him after we made love was a very strong motive. When he got up I got cold and pulled the covers over my body.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡga1EkYbtP8
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He returned a few moments later and laid down next to me. He pulled me onto him and put his arm around me as I laid on his chest; my forehead touching his neck and my fingers stroking his chest.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhm6KbKXDIR
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“I told Cleo.” I heard him sighing in surprise.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBiZIu8RgW
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“What did she say?” he asked as he stroked my back.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lyFOnSxnt
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“That’s the weird part,” I said and raised my head to look at him “She didn’t say anything. Just an «okay»,” I frowned.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrlj8mfi9K
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“Isn’t that a good thing?”401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSS22MK59hu
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“No! She was supposed to say something! Good, bad, something!” I complained and laid back on his chest.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mIsOtweVp
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“We’ll see tomorrow,” he mumbled sleepily but I was almost too far gone as well to respond.401Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7J5XUMGfj
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