I was lying in his arms; my cheek on his bare chest while my arm was resting on his stomach. I was shaping little lines as my fingertips rocked back and forth softly on his skin while his arm around my shoulders was stroking my own skin softly. I didn’t want to move from where I was.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIBlyV8TrD
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“Did you regret it?” I heard him ask in a low, hesitant voice. I raised my head from his chest so I could see his face.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmGAvDt3Q2
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“Regret what?” I asked back; a light frown on my face.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhluutXuN1F
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“Coming here with me,” he replied looking into my eyes.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDXfvrTboY
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“No,” I frowned and almost exclaimed “Why are you saying that?” I asked and shifted on the mattress to be able to look at him better.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7W9nCRFEE
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“Because you’re being weird since we got here,” he sighed.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJrotdyVES
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“I'm always weird, remember?” I chuckled trying to change the mood.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktOTTTbE4m
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“I'm serious,” he said and my face went serious too. I always felt intimidated when he was serious. Maybe because I always believed that I wasn't smart enough for him. It was easy when we were joking around but when he was serious I felt like the little girl that I was.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbx3ydHfZni
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“Me too,” I sighed in order to relax “I don’t regret coming here with you,” I shook my head lightly “Or making love with you,” I assured him. His face remained blank for a moment and that worried me.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Jv8aKvwqM
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“Okay,” he finally nodded. I hoped he would let it go. I reached up and kissed his lips softly. He gripped my neck when I pulled away and pulled me back to his lips. I parted my lips when I felt his soft tongue on my lips and allowed him entrance.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQ6QJyHdea
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“I need to get a shower,” I mumbled when I pulled away.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDABHlniXx
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“Come on then,” he grinned and got up.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2RBGv5UEu
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“You only got your bag up here you selfish man?” I scoffed as I noticed his bag next to the closet.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nqsaUh51x
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“I was in a rush,” he explained with a smirk and looked at me from the door. “I’ll call you when the water is ready,” he winked at me and left.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpVZRfkivC
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I laid on my stomach, my arms squishing the pillow. I still couldn’t believe this. I couldn’t believe I was here with Damien. The back of my mind, for a split of second, was convinced that this was just a dream.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2l7UgdslAV
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“Ladybug?” I heard him calling. This was real.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoVZyO2isx
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I stood up and walked towards the bathroom. He was standing with his back to the door; testing the water. At first I got a little bit nervous but then again I just had sex with him. So, I took a deep breath and walked into the bathroom.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkKDqFxz6R
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I smirked at the side of his wide shoulders and his stiff butt as he bent down in the tub. I walked up behind him and put my arms around his waist. He backed away from the tub and I rested my cheek on his back.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LxtnaVwe2
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“Hey,” he greeted me and took one of my wrists in his hand; breaking my hold. He turned around in my arms and put his palms against my cheeks. I parted my lips to breathe and stood on my tiptoes and kissed him. A moan left my throat as his tongue touched mine and my grip around him tightened.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EqpzvHbBN
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After we cleaned each other he put his arms around me and kept me close to him. In the faint light that was coming from the hallway, I could see his beautiful gray eyes staring back at me. I raised my hands and put them on either side of his face; my fingers on the side of his neck while my thumb was stroking his lips.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVj1QPlBYA
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He was here with me. I tried to memorize his features as he looked back at me and I closed my eyes to test my memory. I could still see his handsome face; his piercing gray eyes; his wet brown hair, pulled back on his head; his soft baby-like skin and his pink full lips.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9StDiicdW
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“Kiss me,” I breathed and slowly opened my eyes again. He put his palm against the back of my neck and pulled me to him; his lips parting mine and his tongue entering my mouth and stroking mine softly.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZP8svQ7VG
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When we broke the kiss, we both got out of the tub. When I wrapped the clean towel around my wet torso he put his hands on my face once again and begun kissing me. He pulled away, only to rest his forehead against mine and sighed.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtr7HASpyoi
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“I won’t leave you,” he breathed out of the blue as if to assure me; as if he knew I was scared.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaasNpESgD
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“Don’t,” I shook my head and pulled away “Please don’t,” I said and took another step away from him; shaking my head rapidly.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aO8HSOJdU
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“What?” he asked; his voice just a whisper.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhnAis38PQ
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“Don’t promise me things,” I whispered back, my voice weak while I stopped moving. He took a step as well and stopped right in front of me.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjh10S0DDXg
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“I mean it,” he said; his voice sounding confident.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcK8mzs6Vy
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“No. Please,” I trailed; my face falling now. I didn't want to hear promises. Suddenly the bathroom seemed very small to hold me and I wanted to get out. I left him standing there and went to his bedroom.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUhV6UOrc3
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I was sitting motionless on his bed when he walked into the room. I was too scared. What if I opened up and he hurt me? I knew that if he, out of all people, hurt me I wouldn't be the same. I loved him as long as loved myself; even before that. Deep down I wanted to open up to him; I wanted to give him the chance to try and earn my trust because it was Damien. If I didn't want to try, I wouldn't be sitting on his bed after all.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTtZlsHMn6
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He crouched in front of me and searched for my eyes; resting his palms on my knees. He had a towel wrapped around his lower waist as I noticed but I refused to look into his eyes. He raised one hand on my cheek to make me look at him. I could feel the moisture in my eyes. So much for promising not to cry in front of him again .498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlqFrCTEit
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“Please don’t,” he pleaded and my heart skipped a bit. He was bored seeing me cry. “It hurts to see you cry,” he breathed and that made my heart lighten up.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqO9M0cMhKF
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“Is just...” I trailed. It felt great hearing him say all that stuff to me and that scared me.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLmbBjFaoG
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“Yes?” he encouraged.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMDkbxDvoP
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“I have so many things to tell you,” I manage to say “But I’m not sure if I can or if I should,” I wanted to tell him I liked him since...I can't even remember since when. I wanted to tell him everything; that he was the first guy I ever cried for or dreamed of. Maybe it was too soon? Or maybe he had to know.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6C80DMTp2z
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“You have all the time you need. I’ll be here,” he said; his voice soft. I didn’t look at him. “Erica...” he trailed; waiting for me to look at him. “It’s me,” he looked at me; putting both hands on either side of my face “You know me your whole life,” he said suggesting that I should trust him.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdv82WhhiTh
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“That’s the problem,” I mumbled.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXIt6Ctfd6
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“Why is that a problem?” he asked confused. “It’s what makes us, us.”498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7snuEILCV
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“I know,” I whispered “Just give me some time.”498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KvNdFvOqe
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“Okay my ladybug, I will,” he smiled “Can I have a kiss?” he asked trying to fix my mood. I looked at him and my lips curled up into a small smile as I nodded.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhFqTOrOUV
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As we kissed I pulled myself further back into his bed and he followed after me; climbing on top of me. He removed our towels and got comfortable between my legs as he kissed me again. I felt all my need traveling from my lips to his; the desperation to be with him.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkgpT1Uemz
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He must have felt it, for he gripped my body tight as his kiss grew more passionate and felt him growing hard against me. He moved his lips down to my neck and nipped the skin; leaving his mark.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zsfZBic6T
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“I want you,” I whispered to his ear before pulling him into another kiss. I pushed him on his back and stayed on his side. “Sit up,” I breathed.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPk7E9YYGnt
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“You’re being bossy,” he smirked but sat with his back against the wall. I climbed on his lap and began kissing him as my hands traced his bare chest and moved down to his stomach. I felt him shift beneath me, his erection brushing between our bodies. I smiled against his lips and took it in my palm, causing him to groan.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPerej7tik
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My lips moved to his neck as my hand slid up and down his dick slowly; his hands on my hips. I kissed his shoulder and moved onto his chest with little kisses.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthiYHTQVLH
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“Get a condom from the drawer,” he said; his voice husky. I backed away from him and did as he told. I had the condom between my fingers of my left hand as I climbed back to his lap; my hand replacing his on his dick. I placed my lips on his and I was lost once his tongue touched mine; like every time.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIgIdFXrM1
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He took the condom from my fingers and I pulled slightly back to give him room to put it on. Once he had it on, he put his hands on either side of my hips and led me to him and I rested my hands on his chest. I slid down on him slowly; allowing myself to adjust to him. This time it was different; more relaxed and passionate.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiAON1jkgJ
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He released my thighs and put one hand on the back of my neck pulling me to him. I could taste his lust into my mouth as his tongue stroked mine eagerly. Lost by the kiss I forgot to move upwards but he didn’t seem to mind as he griped my body tighter and kissed me deeper. I tightened my walls around him but didn’t move as he released my lips.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39PlVxI0s7
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“Be mine,” he whispered; his voice hoarse. “I want you to be mine,” he spoke again and my breath came out into a wild gasp as butterflies filled my stomach and chest.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XTDnehKVp
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“I'm yours Damien,” I whispered back “I was always yours.” I shouldn’t have said that.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pOcIEoaEp
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“Good,” he smiled a breathless smile “Because it hurts how much I need you,” he whispered and our lips connected and I began sliding up and down once again.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bdbtuVoAc
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He had his cheek against my upper chest, his forehead touching my chin as I lay on the bed; my fingers through his soft hair. Once my breathing and my heart rate decreased to its normal speed, I felt happy. I felt him move and I opened my eyes to see the reason. He was staring at me.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4sTBdiNDq
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“Yes?” I chuckled nervously.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLJDRXxyL6
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“You look so beautiful,” he stated and I felt the blood rushing to my cheeks.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDS8lntaxu
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“Thank you,” I replied. “I am so…” I began but I couldn’t find the word I was looking for “I'm happy” I finally whispered. It’s been so long since I’ve felt like this. Since I’ve felt complete.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mTCdWK9lm
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“I'm happy that you’re happy,” he smiled placed a kiss on my skin. He sighed and lay back down on my chest.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEazgjwJVM
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“Damien?” I mumbled.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41Tc23pJrh
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“Yes?” he responded.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6m12ZY3XMd
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“I'm sorry if takes time,” I began and he pulled away again to face me “To tell you the things I have and want to say.”498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGalXKhqc6
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“I told you I’m not leaving,” he stated.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbb0exCVP8
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“I...” I began. What if I say that I can’t believe him? Would that be that bad?498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIENGCj9HbZ
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“Yes?” he waited.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9o6zC15P9f
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“It’s hard for me to…” I rephrased and he got up form my chest once again.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIoQdrCZ7w
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“To believe me?” he ended the sentence for me. I looked into his gray eyes. He obviously could see right through me. I nodded and he sighed in response.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1S3lmG1klp
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“I know baby girl. I know,” he sighed.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWHQ92ADrU
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I believed the words Alex told me and where did that got me? I gave him my heart, I believed in him and he ripped me apart. It’s not that I didn’t want to believe Damien. I did. It’s that I couldn’t. Every time he said to me that he wouldn’t leave me, a small voice in my head was mocking me for wanting to believe his words.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfOZwuRPkJ
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“When are you going to tell Cleo and Max?” he asked out of the blue.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAYJbFAhAw
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“Ahh. Leave me alone,” I groaned and pouted at him making him chuckle.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Q54P40Ir6
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“Do you want me to...?” he begun.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAXq2N81hd
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“No!” I shook my head “It has to be me,” I said “I just wanted to wait a little bit first,” I winced.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6vS0sShaD
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“Why?” he slowly asked.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkfiGSA0x7
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“You’re asking too much today,” I narrowed my eyes at him trying to avoid his question.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYeNAQ7X3G
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“Erica…” he said; a serious tone in his voice. There was that tone again. I hoped he didn't know the effect it had on me.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCXwXiFULk
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“I wanted to see where this would go,” I bit my bottom lip and looked away from him.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzVqfSGJ7k
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“So, I have to play hide and seek for a year or two then?” he narrowed his eyes. That sounded nice. He actually had me into his plans. I couldn’t fight back a grin.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5P5OtqAXA9
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“Clown,” he mumbled and shook his head.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzq5Mhw6sta
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“Fine,” I groaned “I’ll try on Monday,” I played angry. He chuckled and leaned to kiss me.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiclRCZCLU
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“No promises though,” I quickly added before he crashed his lips to mine.498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CMfh99ZQ9
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