It was past twelve when I woke up the next day. Damien headed home as soon as we woke up because it was Saturday and my parents were home and we’d decided to keep it from them. I was sure if my mom knew, she would start making those awkward comments about him and me getting married.476Please respect copyright.PENANARE4bc9qVPp
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I didn’t want for Damien to feel awkward as I knew he wasn’t fond of marriage. The fact that he was the only man I’ve ever pictured having family with, could stay hidden in the skeleton closet.476Please respect copyright.PENANA2p3PJpH9fq
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Since Christmas were only a week away, the City was all dolled up. I hated that Christmas had become so commercialized but it was the one holiday that made me forget everything. I could stare at Christmas decorations all day and night. The lights, the love in the air, it made me believe in miracles. And this year it was even more special for me.476Please respect copyright.PENANACv7FPe2ag8
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This year I got Damien. I couldn’t ask for anything else.476Please respect copyright.PENANATZarQcjpAy
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I went to my parents’ house for breakfast and called Cleo. I would pick her up in an hour from her house to go downtown. I had to buy Damien a gift not only for Christmas but also for his birthday. He was turning twenty-five on December 26.476Please respect copyright.PENANA01YBZx8X0v
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I wouldn’t ask Cleo about it. It felt too weird, especially since I didn’t get a proper reaction out of her. I would ask Max if he said he liked anything. It was a good opportunity to see what that dude was up to. He was hanging out with his male friends too much lately.476Please respect copyright.PENANA3j0OlXR0b6
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I was feeling a little too tensed as I waited to hear if Cleo had to say anything about the news I told her. But she never said anything.476Please respect copyright.PENANAN5yaPABvyP
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When I picked James gift she pointed out that she had no idea what she would buy for her brothers. I guess that if she actually tried to pick a present for Damien, the subject of him and me going out would come up since this year I would buy him a present too. She had already bought presents for her parents and I for James and dad.476Please respect copyright.PENANAwp8enoeAPQ
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I was nervous and thought that maybe she would finally say something when I led the way towards her favorite lingerie shop. When I first told her I was with Alex, she dragged me here to make me buy new lingerie.476Please respect copyright.PENANAly5apI9wRo
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“Have you talked to Mike?” I asked as I eyed the matching bras and knickers. I was pretty sure that she was quiet not because she didn’t want to talk me but because she was still mourning her relationship.476Please respect copyright.PENANAFtEOCC4VvS
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“No. I don’t want to text him,” she replied. “Do you need anything from here?” she asked out of the blue “I can’t be in here,” she winced.476Please respect copyright.PENANAGbhnR2Vhww
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“Uh, I can pick it up later, let’s go,” I said, grabbed her hand and turned towards the doors.476Please respect copyright.PENANAwprrt1CSpf
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“No, if you need something…” she trailed and tried to look relaxed.476Please respect copyright.PENANAYWe8bhbLJX
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“Cleo, seriously, we can go. I can pick something later,” I told her, looking at her.476Please respect copyright.PENANAd0UgddjKlM
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“Nope. I’ll live for another ten minutes,” She said and looked around “What are we looking for?” I sighed and decided to humor her.476Please respect copyright.PENANAPvvKQaRrj8
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“The usual, it’s me you’re talking about,” I winced.476Please respect copyright.PENANAXqrOwBaJca
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“True,” she mocked and gazed at the bras next to her.476Please respect copyright.PENANAXIG7AbkZTD
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“This one!” I told her and she handed me the demi bra she was holding; black lace embellished with floral design. I moved next to her to where the underwear were and picked a Brazilian, also black lace.476Please respect copyright.PENANAcb43LiQCzN
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“Okay?” she asked.476Please respect copyright.PENANAJoAFBCdsWJ
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“Nope,” I said and she frowned. “I just need new seam and heel stockings,” I smiled. Damien said he wanted something in exchange for his help on my project; I had to fulfill his wish.476Please respect copyright.PENANAnzGO0PYSFO
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Cleo, not once made a comment about the lingerie. She just said that they were making a good set. It wasn’t really about the lingerie as it was for whom it was purchased. I decided not to say anything; to just give her some space. Maybe she wasn’t in the mood to talk about anything; let alone her big brother and her best friend having a relationship.476Please respect copyright.PENANAfFAaTZvuln
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“Do you want to do anything tonight?” I asked her once I stopped outside her house. It’s not like I made official plans with Damien after all.476Please respect copyright.PENANAQBrPuhOLSy
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“Don’t you have plans with Damien?” she asked; her voice colorless. It was the first time she acknowledged that Damien and I were together.476Please respect copyright.PENANAaz2hKNcRRk
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“Nothing official,” I replied “We can do something together and I’ll meet up with him later,” I looked at her.476Please respect copyright.PENANAeSftlMNF4d
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“No, that’s okay. I’m gonna stay in and watch a movie or something,” she said and opened the door.476Please respect copyright.PENANACKsTeJfeZW
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“Whatever. I’m not leaving you alone,” I told her. She never left me alone when I broke up with Alex. It was my turn to help my friend.476Please respect copyright.PENANAbvNEh8UWqw
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“Okay,” she said and we agreed to meet up at her house at around eight o’clock. That would give me plenty of time after the movie to get ready to go out with Damien; if he hadn’t planned anything. I would be very disappointed if he had made plans that excluded me because I really wanted to show him my new purchases.476Please respect copyright.PENANAdG0lkDH00v
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As soon as I parked my car, I grabbed all the shopping bags from the back seat and walked into my renovated garage to get the laundry basket. I had to make laundry if I wanted to wear the new lingerie tonight.476Please respect copyright.PENANAChvnkOBBol
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I found a note from my mom informing me that she was out with dad. James was going back at his apartment Monday morning, so he was probably out with his friends, so that left me all alone in the house.476Please respect copyright.PENANAR0HkqbSudK
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As I put the clothes into the washing machine, I called Damien to ask him about tonight. I had to know if we were going out before I started the preparations; waxing, manicure, pedicure.476Please respect copyright.PENANAlWcneroo7n
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“Hey ladybug, ” Damien greeted “How did it go? ”476Please respect copyright.PENANAZMeyTF7mL9
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“She didn’t say anything,” I sighed defeated.476Please respect copyright.PENANAKmno90s57v
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“Hmm, ” he murmured.476Please respect copyright.PENANAII0Yb76ZaC
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“Anyway, do you have plans for tonight?” I asked.476Please respect copyright.PENANAHdHerCnTGO
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“Tonight, as in what time?” 476Please respect copyright.PENANA5gShYw4pHf
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“I’m coming over to your place at eight to watch a movie with Cleo,” I explained “And then I’m up for a drink…or two,” I smirked. Damien chuckled.476Please respect copyright.PENANA22gstJMnH9
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“So we’re going out together? ” he said stunned but I interrupted.476Please respect copyright.PENANAH5grq7ozHW
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“Yes, yes,” I interrupted with a chuckle “Oh, and I have something to show you,” my smile turning into a smirk.476Please respect copyright.PENANAxw9Um13lqN
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“That sounded good, ” he said and I could hear his grin.476Please respect copyright.PENANALiFeMJYJqc
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“It will be,” I promised “But you didn’t answer, are we going out?”476Please respect copyright.PENANA1N50eB3GW5
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“Of course we are! The guys are going out, we’ll join them. ” Usually I would have felt weird going out to a club only with guys but since I would be with Damien, it didn’t really matter.476Please respect copyright.PENANADTY9gv7WwJ
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After I started the washing machine I had an hour before having to put the clothes into the dryer. I would use it for waxing, then I would do manicure and pedicure. Though there wasn’t much to do as my nails were always painted and I waxed my legs, bikini and arms regularly.476Please respect copyright.PENANAq4LmfrOmWL
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Movie with Cleo was alright; just spending some time with my best friend. I was acting like a clown ninety per cent of the time in order to make her laugh; and it worked most of the times. I hated seeing my friend aching. Max had joined us at one point during the film and didn’t leave us alone to see the rest of the film because he had lost the beginning.476Please respect copyright.PENANA8chlSG449s
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He was rumbling about what he should buy for Lexie. I told him to ask Cleo; she was the expert after all.476Please respect copyright.PENANA5xDJqX1Xyr
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“What are you going to buy me?” Max grinned at me. I frowned.476Please respect copyright.PENANAL9LVkWCQBc
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“Probably a t-shirt or a belt, because I got tired of looking at your ass,” I mocked. At least, since school, he did wear his jeans a bit higher. Just a little bit.476Please respect copyright.PENANAyMcgNhtukI
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“You get the belt, I’ll get him the t-shirt,” Cleo laughed.476Please respect copyright.PENANANvgCKVfdX2
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“Sweet,” Max smiled “What are you buying Damien?” I gave him a side look. The kid was an idiot.476Please respect copyright.PENANANErtn1Q2eL
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“Uh, I don’t know, you?” I replied.476Please respect copyright.PENANAgu7nIBt8r9
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“Probably a shirt,” Max laughed as Damien made it a habit lately to wear the only piece of clothing he neve wore.476Please respect copyright.PENANArCZRauceFg
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“Or a cologne,” Cleo said “Or something else if you want to buy him the cologne,” she said to me. Why her voice was always sounding too colorless when she addressed me about Damien? It made me feel weird.476Please respect copyright.PENANAiSyyLeIhKz
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“No, you can buy him the cologne,” I started.476Please respect copyright.PENANAcR3Di4R4Yo
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“You should pick it though,” Max interrupted. I wanted to slap him.476Please respect copyright.PENANAYFbKKxHTjy
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“I trust Cleo’s taste,” I narrowed my eyes at him and continued with my previous thought “Maybe I’ll buy him a t-shirt and a book he was looking on the internet the other day,” I mumbled; lost in thought.476Please respect copyright.PENANArtrCkA2o4B
“What book?” Max asked the same time when there was a knock on the door.476Please respect copyright.PENANAZeHZ555KfD
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“Yeah,” Cleo replied.476Please respect copyright.PENANAtVGsqCvyuE
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“Come in!” Max yelled near my ear. I punched his thigh, holding my ear. I saw Damien walking in and stopped on his heels right when Max punched me back.476Please respect copyright.PENANAqFWwLQXtQs
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“Why are you still here?” he asked. I didn’t reply as I was occupying fighting with Max. “Ladybug! I’m talking to you!” That got my attention.476Please respect copyright.PENANAfLjID7dPYe
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“What?” I widened my eyes “Why wouldn’t I?” I frowned.476Please respect copyright.PENANAi9Eb8FNrjH
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“Because it’s 11:30 and I’m suppose to pick you up in half an hour,” he told me.476Please respect copyright.PENANAYFwr83JNrp
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“So what?” Max asked “The girl is faster than a marine in the shower. She’ll be ready in no time,” he said in my defense.476Please respect copyright.PENANA9CBTNHOk4T
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“Need something?” Cleo asked him; her voice once again colorless.476Please respect copyright.PENANAHxmV1cxhSM
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“I’ll ask you later,” he told her. I was still sitting next to Max, eyeing the television. “Why-are-you-still-here?” he asked me, the words coming out of his mouth slowly.476Please respect copyright.PENANATRgACIsa1Y
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“Jeez, you’re annoying!” I narrowed my eyes. I kissed Max on the cheek and got up. I leaned down towards Cleo but she got up instead.476Please respect copyright.PENANAd1GaVKYz9S
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“Gonna walk you to the door,” she said took her empty glass from the floor. I walked towards the bed, where Damien was seated, to get my bag. When I put the bag on my arm and walked past him, he pinched my arm.476Please respect copyright.PENANA0UGOFRtABu
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“Ouch!” I frowned and like reflex my fist collided with his arm. Damien chuckled and through his fists on the air, ready to punch me.476Please respect copyright.PENANAa0PyFCYd94
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“Jeez,” Cleo mumbled, grabbed my wrist and dragged me out of the room. “So what are you wearing?” she asked me once she closed the door behind her.476Please respect copyright.PENANAxlFhVotI74
Typical question from my best friend. I liked typical.476Please respect copyright.PENANAoh4z1W4qXD
“My short black dress, the new stockings and my black high heels,” I replied as we walked down the stairs.476Please respect copyright.PENANANBur75mpWd
“Which short black dress?” she asked.476Please respect copyright.PENANA7A8QVdogUq
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“The extra short,” I chuckled.476Please respect copyright.PENANA63PJhmA3rr
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“Hmm,” she said approvingly “The new lingerie?” she asked. That surprised me. I thought she would love to exclude that information.476Please respect copyright.PENANA24EpjhqyrH
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“Of course,” I replied “I didn’t torture you for nothing!” I chuckled. She seemed to smile too and that lightened my mood so much.476Please respect copyright.PENANAFVdW2gtDfF
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I was done putting on my make-up when Damien called. I stood in front of the mirror to check everything was in place before leaving the house. Eye make-up was good, red lipstick was in the right places and not on my teeth. Very short dress was okay; barely covered my thighs but it wasn’t slutty since no cleavage was visible from the square top half that also covered my shoulders. I turned around to check that the seam was in the center of my legs and wasn’t shaping zigzag’s. Hair were straightened and messy. All perfect.476Please respect copyright.PENANA8prHslSFfX
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I closed the door behind me and walked my way to his new black M6. It always made me nervous that I couldn’t see him behind the black glass. Even if he bought the car when he got back from Italy, the M3 he owned before had black glass too. Before I even walked past my beetle in the driveway he was walking around his car. I smiled as I noticed he was also wearing black clothes; his black jeans and a black shirt beneath his brown leather jacket. Sometimes I thought that Cleo was bullying her brothers to dress amazing.476Please respect copyright.PENANAgh29Aqj4Cz
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“We’re wearing matching clothes again,” I giggled.476Please respect copyright.PENANAvOso9H5Q94
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“You look,” he begun and seemed lost with words, making me blush “You’re very beautiful,” he smiled as I finally reached him. It was still strange to me how it felt hearing him calling me beautiful. I put my hand against his chest as he leaned down and kissed my cheek; his black shirt making his grey eyes even more mesmerizing.476Please respect copyright.PENANAAprOj63UTT
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“Thank you,” I smiled “I swear you’re gonna give me a heart attack one of these days,” I mumbled as he opened the passengers door for me. He smiled and leaned down to kiss my temple this time. Even with my 5 inch heels I was shorter than him. I removed my coat and sat in the car.476Please respect copyright.PENANAcxse3DVjjY
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Once he sat beside me and started driving, I stretched my arm to play with the radio; trying to find some proper music. I saw him reaching out towards me with a puzzled look on his face. I frowned as he pushed away the coat from my lap, between gears, revealing the dress that was barely covering my legs. He retrieved his hand to change gear.476Please respect copyright.PENANAO6OTIspkrf
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“Baby, you better not be wearing a g-string beneath that,” he said I smirked “That dress is short,” he noted.476Please respect copyright.PENANAdTWbbxJApb
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“You’ll find out later,” I smirked.476Please respect copyright.PENANAlWZaHUOSL8
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“Okay, I’m nervous,” I told him as he walked next to me when we were headed for the club entrance.476Please respect copyright.PENANAbbVxOYkXYP
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“Why?” he frowned “You know these guys for almost as long as you know me.”476Please respect copyright.PENANAWRdYvXn39v
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“Yeah,” I breathed. But I wasn’t his girlfriend before. He stopped and took my hand in his.476Please respect copyright.PENANAU1BXd0MRMG
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“Just relax,” he told me looking at me with those grey hypnotizing eyes of his. I sighed, smiled and nodded. We kept walking until we reached the entrance where his friends were waiting. Thankfully Jenny was there too; Matt’s girlfriend that I met back in the summerhouse.476Please respect copyright.PENANAxxoZyngQXC
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“Hello kids,” Damien greeted his friends.476Please respect copyright.PENANAZLVEfg9UZ8
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“Hello people,” I smiled, trying to keep it light; act like I always was.476Please respect copyright.PENANA6QBj1K9i9q
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“Nice to meet you,” Chris grinned at me and stretched his hand. I knew Chris as long as I knew Matt; almost fourteen years. I grabbed his hand and squished it.476Please respect copyright.PENANAiEpCKV30gf
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“You too,” I raised my eyebrows as he pulled his palm away; frowning. “For the mockery,” I winked at him.476Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7XMLJ4DAB
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“You asked for it dude,” Damien said as Chris rubbed his palm to make the blood move again.476Please respect copyright.PENANAp56R7y9zqK
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“Holy shit! This day will pass in history as the day you defended her!” John laughed.476Please respect copyright.PENANAINg6rPATvF
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“Really funny,” I faked laughing.476Please respect copyright.PENANAw1b37n8Bjp
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“I’m being threatened man, she’s gonna kill me,” Damien smirked. I narrowed my eyes at him. He put his arm around my shoulders and kissed my cheek.476Please respect copyright.PENANAAhZhQinS2e
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Damien never left me alone and I have to admit that having his arms around my body made me feel so good. He had asked me several times if I wanted to seat on the stool that was next to us but I refused. I was sure he was going to comment on my short dress again therefore I declined.476Please respect copyright.PENANAXiKiOvxf90
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At some point he had sat down and I was standing between his legs; his right hand was always against the small of my back or my lower stomach. The guys were teasing me but nothing extreme; they were always like this because I was always playing tough.476Please respect copyright.PENANA5mkrXvdp73
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“I might be in heels Chris, but I can still kick your ass,” I leaned towards Chris that was standing in front of us. I sipped my vodka and smirked.476Please respect copyright.PENANAE8P5h8WMob
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“She almost killed me last night,” Damien confirmed, raising an eyebrow.476Please respect copyright.PENANAdVqNMw33a5
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“In bed?” Chris scoffed and I punched his arm. They both burst out laughing.476Please respect copyright.PENANAFk1BssE2A3
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“Oh well,” he said like accepting defeat “You were always the only one who could restrain her, man,” he said and raised his glass to his lips. After that, he disappeared somewhere and I turned around in Damien’s grip. He looked at me with a faint smile on his lips; my favorite dimple on his left cheek appearing. I traced it with my fingers, touched my lips to his and put my arms around his shoulders. He parted his lips and I felt his tongue tracing my top lip.476Please respect copyright.PENANAyOkV2mcKXf
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“Baby,” I mumbled “Can you please move your hands a bit more downwards?” I asked.476Please respect copyright.PENANA6T7EiC3Cj3
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“Gladly,” he chuckled and moved his hands on my butt.476Please respect copyright.PENANAwxpCcItidm
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“Good, because I don’t want people to see my ass,” I told him. He groaned irritated but I hushed him with a kiss; my tongue entering his mouth and brushing his. The taste of the whiskey and cigarettes thick in his mouth but still, I could taste him beneath all.476Please respect copyright.PENANAshP7HvS520
The music, the lights, my heartbeat; everything seemed surreal. I needed to breathe before I say anything I’ll regret. I pulled back to breath; his lips moved to my neck and his grip on my tightened.476Please respect copyright.PENANADtkwFFxqYQ
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“Get a room!” John told us and Damien pulled away smirking. I was thankful for the dim light that hid my blush.476Please respect copyright.PENANA1pgmnwoEgM
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“Can I please seat?” I asked him “I got tired,” a polite smile formed on my lips.476Please respect copyright.PENANAMVTUn7vzWF
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“Of course,” he smiled back and I took a step backwards as he got up from the stool. I sat on his seat and put my left leg on my right. Damien was staring at my legs. At first with lust but then he narrowed his eyes and turned them to mine.476Please respect copyright.PENANAi2WLxfSiKj
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“Shut up,” I glared at him. I turned my left side towards the bar so that no one would actually see my thighs –and almost my hip- . Damien stood in front of me, on purpose.476Please respect copyright.PENANAd7Czaorrn5
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“Are you going to stay there and guard me the whole night?” I asked and narrowed my eyes at him.476Please respect copyright.PENANAlsLUSkZliH
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“Yes,” he said and sipped his whiskey. I sighed irritated and finished my vodka; my eyes narrowed. “Are you seriously irritated?” he frowned. It was a big sip. “I’m kidding, ladybug,” he chuckled and kissed me.476Please respect copyright.PENANAlwYRcxEMbl
I smirked in response. “Clown,” he narrowed his eyes at me. Plan worked; I played mad and he took the bade.476Please respect copyright.PENANAptUPDRK1D7
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..heaven holds a sense of wonder...and I wanted to believe that I'd get caught up when the rage in me subsides..476Please respect copyright.PENANA5NEOYHyCv4
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For a moment I turned towards the people, my elbows against the bar behind me and tried to enjoy my favorite song. I might love metal music but this song always made me feel amazing. Damien was standing next to me, his face towards the bar and was talking with his friends. For the first time tonight we weren’t touching each other. I wanted to give him some space, to let him talk with his friends without me being a leach. Enjoying the song was the perfect distraction.476Please respect copyright.PENANAaHCD2sOMmb
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.. Passion chokes the flower 'til she cries no more, possessing all the beauty hungry still for more.. 476Please respect copyright.PENANAvVX0ZGuifA
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At that precise moment a short blonde walked up to Damien. She threw her arms around Damien’s waist and hugged him. He greeted her with a warm smile and turned his eyes towards me; as if to check if I saw her. The girl was short enough even with her high heels on. He could have broken her hold.476Please respect copyright.PENANATGs9pyc3jz
At times like this, Damien’s manners were really annoying. He was always a gentleman and that’s why he hadn’t already pushed her away; being rude. But I didn’t focus on that; I would deal with him later. I didn’t want to be paranoid because it might be just a friend that wanted to say hello.476Please respect copyright.PENANAKtNCC3Dc48
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I waited patiently. She smiled and flirted with him while Damien broke her hold from around his waist, politely, but she just giggled and put them against his chest. I narrowed my eyes and stood up. Damien saw me and shook his head at me. It was clear that he was waiting for disaster.476Please respect copyright.PENANAeMaztQfr7S
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I could feel the dangerous and fake angelic smile appearing on my lips as I smiled at him and then turned to the blonde. With the corner of my eye I noticed Matt and Chris circling around us. The fact that they thought I would pick a fight with her made me feel even more dangerous.476Please respect copyright.PENANAaO0aCbhyaP
Mind over matter, as I always say. As long as you feel confident enough that you can do something, you don’t really have to do it; the thought of it is enough.476Please respect copyright.PENANAdXLo7Akbb2
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“Hello,” I told her. She turned to look at me, an irritated look on her features. Was I bothering her? Okay. Keep calm. 476Please respect copyright.PENANAwLQ0S6x041
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“Yes?” she asked clearly annoyed. I raised my eyebrows at her short figure. The alcohol in my system didn't allow me to fully control my reactions.476Please respect copyright.PENANAJtwzT9Ts6W
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“Erica,” I introduced myself “Damien’s girlfriend,” normally, that would make someone keep a distance but this girl was either really cocky or really drunk. I waited five seconds, to give her time to comprehend what I said, while she eyed me up and down.476Please respect copyright.PENANALkPcSYEw37
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“You can’t really have a girlfriend,” she told him; completely ignoring me and aggravating me even more in the process. It was that look on her face; the fact that she ignored me completely that made want to slap her. I narrowed my eyes and a cold look appeared on my face. I didn’t even heard what Damien told her.476Please respect copyright.PENANAeVTPkAciJ3
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“Okay, okay,” I heard Damien speaking again and slightly pushed her away; forgetting his manners. He took hold of my hand but he couldn’t move closer to me for she was still blocking his way. She didn’t take this as a sign to leave. She just stood there, eyeing me with an arrogant look. Strike two lady. 476Please respect copyright.PENANAqbUhMKxcgC
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“Can you please move away from my boyfriend?” I asked as polite as I could; the dangerous smile still on my face. She didn’t move.476Please respect copyright.PENANA5l205JsWGp
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“Why?” she dared to ask. Third strike. It wasn’t about my man anymore. This was about her being cocky and snob towards me. Three things happened at once. Matt grabbed that girls hand and pulled her away from my reach as I took a step forward and Damien stepped in front of me.476Please respect copyright.PENANAmUsGmOxO7e
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“Baby come on, let’s go outside,” he told me and put his hand against my waist. I breathed deeply trough my nose before he turned me around and led the way outside.476Please respect copyright.PENANAhcTZoIt6zy
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.. I have seen you, in this white wave you are silent, you are breathing. In this white wave, I am free..476Please respect copyright.PENANASh0t7hStIk
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Once we got outside and the cold air hit my face I immediately calmed down. Damien pulled me with him away from the door for some privacy. Two nights in the row this happened? While I was present? What’s happening when I’m not around?476Please respect copyright.PENANAkrGt0RytGk
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“I thought you were gonna bite her head off,” Damien joked but I could hear his concern.476Please respect copyright.PENANA0RHBwzufnb
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“Good thing you and Matt were close then,” I replied and looked at him; my tone bitter.476Please respect copyright.PENANA69EtiCIm1p
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“I’m sorry,” he said and touched my hair. I sighed.476Please respect copyright.PENANARjCXKB7ndE
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“No, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean for it to sound that way,” I apologized “And I wasn’t going to do anything,” I explained.476Please respect copyright.PENANAFJkllf389s
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“Yeah, sure,” he chuckled.476Please respect copyright.PENANAox0ryw1uFj
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“What would have happened if I wasn’t here?” I asked; auditing my concern. His face became serious.476Please respect copyright.PENANAOsrVsSKOG0
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“What happened yesterday,” he replied “Nothing.” I nodded. I guess my response wasn’t convincing because he cupped my face and leaned down to my eye level.476Please respect copyright.PENANAoHZWofhrSE
“I meant what I said last night.” I nodded again but this time I put my arms around his body and hugged him tight. He wrapped his arms around me and held me against his chest.476Please respect copyright.PENANAePzigDLnCc
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“Thank you,” I whispered and pulled back from his embrace “For being patient with me,” I mumbled.476Please respect copyright.PENANAcBIMcNe5pS
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I started feeling the cold wind as it hit my bare arms and legs. He had his one hand against the small of my back and the other against the side of my face as he pulled me to him and leaned down and kissed me. Thankfully, I had my back to a wall, so no one would see my butt if the dress moved upwards. He pulled away once he felt me shivering.476Please respect copyright.PENANAnMeTCLLkzd
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“Let’s go and get our stuff,” he told me and pecked my lips. He put his arm around my shoulders as we walked. Matt said something to Damien once we arrived and Chris walked up to me.476Please respect copyright.PENANAHoaDyfKqsJ
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“I promise, I will never pick on you ever again,” he assured me.476Please respect copyright.PENANASnzbTr9OWI
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“Shut up Chris, I wasn’t going on do anything,” I told him.476Please respect copyright.PENANA7bJGgKhQUp
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“Sure, sure,” he nodded. I rolled my eyes and wore my coat. “You were marking your territory,” Chris chuckled and put his arm around my shoulders.476Please respect copyright.PENANAkI1Tzdfmun
“It wasn’t that. She was being a bitch,” I explained.476Please respect copyright.PENANAp6vwSjnXfY
“I’m still scared of you,” he said making me laugh. He chuckled and rubbed my shoulder.476Please respect copyright.PENANAxyltzUggtI
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For our first time out as a couple, it was a pretty eventful night. I just hope it won’t become a habit. I knew Damien had a lot of girls in the past but I never noticed them being around him so much; maybe because for the last two years he wasn’t around. I knew about his ladiesfrom Max.476Please respect copyright.PENANAAy4gfUWO8r
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“What are you thinking?” he asked once we reached the car and stood in front of the passenger’s door. I realized that I haven’t spoken the whole time we were walking and the car was parked quite far from the club.476Please respect copyright.PENANACn0PTD0UgV
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“Nothing,” I lied. He stood in front of me as I leaned back against the car. He removed strands of my hair that was in my face as the wind blew.476Please respect copyright.PENANAPwCLTptFp4
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“I’m sorry about tonight,” he sighed and looked at my face as his fingers stroked my cheek.476Please respect copyright.PENANAaGktYbTkvV
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“No blood, no foul,” I smirked and he chuckled. I pulled him in for a kiss; my hands against the sides of his neck as I parted my lips and his tongue entered my mouth. He put his hands inside my coat and squished my butt; pulling me towards his body. A moan escaped my lips and I could feel my insides burning. But I didn’t mind; no one was passing by.476Please respect copyright.PENANAW5fzJBsgxG
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“You said you wanted to show me something,” he said against my lips out of the blue.476Please respect copyright.PENANALJATwqI09Q
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“Let’s go home then,” I replied but kissed him once more. I couldn’t get enough of him. The joy I felt by being with this man wasn’t easy to describe. I dropped my hands from his neck to his chest and to his stomach. The kiss became so deep and intense that made me burn. He pulled away and tried to breathe as did I.476Please respect copyright.PENANAwBOKzYQKBz
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“Get in the car,” he said; his voice hoarse. I smiled and removed my coat, I turned around and got in the car. He closed the door and went to his side. I put the coat in the back seat and picked the radio as he put the car on the ignition.476Please respect copyright.PENANAYRENMkxGq7
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“Oh hello,” I smirked to myself as Marilyn Manson’s voice filled the car. Damien smiled and shook his head as he started the car. “No,” I stopped him from putting on a gear and put my hand on his thigh. He raised his eyebrows and looked at me. I moved, leaned over the gear box and put my hand on the back of his neck; pulling him towards me for a kiss.476Please respect copyright.PENANAAV8lyEIrLh
He gripped the back of my head and kissed me eagerly. I moaned into the kiss and moved my left hand from his thigh to his crotch. He groaned as I massaged his package and felt him rising behind his pants. I moved my lips to his neck and licked his skin; my hand unbuttoning his jeans.476Please respect copyright.PENANAlbXwz0VSMW
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“Erica?” he mumbled. I guess he didn’t grasp my intentions when I first touched him.476Please respect copyright.PENANAHKVSkf6VBs
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“Yes, Damien?” I replied; a smirk on my lips as I was getting one step closer to my want. “Do you want me to stop?” I asked seductively.476Please respect copyright.PENANAdpsTSJRmxH
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“No,” he whispered as I brushed my lips against his own; a grin on my face. His hand moved up to my right thigh, his long fingers rounding my leg. His thumb on my inner thigh was letting me know that someone was thankful for the short dress right now.476Please respect copyright.PENANAtk1ifltBG0
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“Wait,” I mumbled and sat back on my seat. I removed my high heels and bended my knees on the seat. If I made just a scratch on the white interior I highly doubt that a blow job would save my life. I leaned over the storage box as he moved his seat upwards. I put my left arm around his wide shoulders, pulled him to me as rested my right against his chest and crashed my lips to his; my tongue entering his mouth at once. He moved his right hand on my butt as I moved mine to his crotch and over his unbuttoned black jeans.476Please respect copyright.PENANAfKcEqMcvEs
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“Baby I need your help here,” I smiled. He retrieved his hands and pushed down his jeans and boxers. I smiled at the side of his hard length and took it in my hand; sliding my palm up and down. I leaned over him and touched my lips on his tip. I closed my mouth around it, rolling my tongue around his skin and heard Damien exhale sharply.476Please respect copyright.PENANAYQG0e7BRRv
My position wasn’t the most comfortable so I didn’t stall. I parted my lips and inserted the head into my mouth causing him to moan as my tongue, coated with saliva, was touching his dick. I went two inches past the head before pulling him out again; little moans escaping me.476Please respect copyright.PENANA3IuzJmYuTR
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I moved up and down on the head of the penis for awhile, and then took it deeper for a bit and back to the head again. I kept my left hand on the shaft; squishing it, applying pressure. He put his hand over my head and held my hair away from my face.476Please respect copyright.PENANAERgHHUnE2M
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“Damn,” he breathed as I kept going and going. “Baby, I’m gonna come,” he warned. I felt his nerves vibrating against my tongue. I kept only the head in my mouth; sucking until hot liquid hit my tongue. Damien’s deep voice filled the cabin.476Please respect copyright.PENANAFRrymmZzEj
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I sat up, wiping my mouth with one hand and opening the storage box with the other to take some tissues. He pulled up his boxers and jeans as I cleaned myself; looking down at my dress to check for stains.476Please respect copyright.PENANAbDCR701Tit
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“I really hope that this dress is ruined,” he mocked.476Please respect copyright.PENANANXzn2ZNPzs
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“Come on! I like this dress!” I pouted. He chuckled and just looked at me; a grin on his face. “What?” I asked smiling.476Please respect copyright.PENANAMtiWlUJiMG
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“I’d never guessed you like to swallow,” he smirked and put his hand on the back of my neck and pulled me in for a lustful kiss.476Please respect copyright.PENANAIcgr27L2Fb
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“I’m sure you didn’t want stains all over your precious dashboard,” I smiled against his lips. “But, no, I don't do it often,” I raised an eyebrow. I wasn’t gonna say that I wasn’t so fond of it. But for him, I’ll do anything. We pulled apart and he put on a gear as I put my heels back on.476Please respect copyright.PENANAhIDHqSEYVG
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“I’m pretty sure that what I wanted to show you is ruined,” I mumbled thinking about my underwear.476Please respect copyright.PENANAqiZOubW6pk
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“There’s more to show me other than your naughty side?” He questioned.476Please respect copyright.PENANAxXfy8g8XT3
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“Oh, that just happened because you’re hot and I can’t stay away from you, it wasn’t what I wanted to show you,” I smiled as he drove towards my house. I was getting good at this; admitting the effect he had on me. I always tried to hide the fact that I liked him and it was hard admitting it to me out loud, let alone say it to his face.476Please respect copyright.PENANAkuyXjjHc4O
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“So, I guess, you’re not on your period anymore?” he mocked.476Please respect copyright.PENANAunmlDLOYYX
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“You guessed that right,” I smirked.476Please respect copyright.PENANAno7ZAqcDy1
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“You know, it would be a good opportunity to get on the pill,” he suggested. So, after the problem with me telling to the world that I’m dating him, I had to worry about this too? Give me a break! 476Please respect copyright.PENANAaaIX3s1Bf1
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“Actually the opportunity got lost,” I said he looked at me for a second. “You’re supposed to start on the first day you get your period,” I explained.476Please respect copyright.PENANAJhMyUu29ya
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“And you know this because…” he trailed as he stopped at the red light; waiting for me to fill in the blanks. I’m positive he thought I used this kind of protection with Alex.476Please respect copyright.PENANA5lIE2epfE4
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“I had some problems a few years back,” I explained and he frowned worried “Nothing big, but I was on the pill for eighteen months.”476Please respect copyright.PENANAuUTpundE3k
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“Everything’s okay now?” he asked and his hand moved to stroke my thigh.476Please respect copyright.PENANAzdqoVksGgn
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“Yes.”476Please respect copyright.PENANAhv6hz0yDag
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“So, is there another reason you don’t even consider this?” he asked and started driving again.476Please respect copyright.PENANAfvPgA1oDw6
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“It makes me feel uncomfortable,” I replied.476Please respect copyright.PENANAng2RBqpAkQ
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“Okay,” he said. Nothing more. He didn’t push the subject longer and I appreciated that.476Please respect copyright.PENANAFNX6yZTC52
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“I promise to think about it some more,” I told him.476Please respect copyright.PENANAq8LKXurWKO
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I would think about it. But right now, I was insecure about letting him know how I really felt. I didn’t even know if he’d stick around if I let him know that I loved him. What if I got pregnant? He might be the only man I’ve ever thought of having family with but what if he didn’t want to be a part of that? If the birth control was unsuccessful! 476Please respect copyright.PENANAPKf3aBlUUO
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It was way too soon for me to worry about such things anyway. We’ve been together for only a month. I need to chill.476Please respect copyright.PENANAl4yqniOjU7
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5,581 words! this was loong!! But I loved writing it! Specially the "femme fatale" scene in the club! haha