I was lying in his arms; my cheek on his bare chest while my arm was resting on his stomach. I was shaping little lines as my fingertips rocked back and forth softly on his skin while his arm around my shoulders was stroking my own skin softly. I didn’t want to move from where I was.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPt75jFpMO5
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnc73XnWP8
“Did you regret it?” I heard him ask in a low, hesitant voice. I raised my head from his chest so I could see his face.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUjR7qi7Mg
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtApYGu828W
“Regret what?” I asked back; a light frown on my face.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EXqPv7M5d
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvsDUHmM63
“Coming here with me,” he replied looking into my eyes.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXZYxoohBU
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbf0zfciwoG
“No,” I frowned and almost exclaimed “Why are you saying that?” I asked and shifted on the mattress to be able to look at him better.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNR7B3yJVP
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNEXaN3zT9
“Because you’re being weird since we got here,” he sighed.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuTHKiQREz
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGjzTOziHS
“I'm always weird, remember?” I chuckled trying to change the mood.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOczfQN0GAd
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzwfdpOL76
“I'm serious,” he said and my face went serious too. I always felt intimidated when he was serious. Maybe because I always believed that I wasn't smart enough for him. It was easy when we were joking around but when he was serious I felt like the little girl that I was.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKqRePOY4H
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCCRMu6bo2
“Me too,” I sighed in order to relax “I don’t regret coming here with you,” I shook my head lightly “Or making love with you,” I assured him. His face remained blank for a moment and that worried me.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uPk5dos43
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1q0RDrUuO7
“Okay,” he finally nodded. I hoped he would let it go. I reached up and kissed his lips softly. He gripped my neck when I pulled away and pulled me back to his lips. I parted my lips when I felt his soft tongue on my lips and allowed him entrance.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICbrfNthrO
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1v6L37YKs6
“I need to get a shower,” I mumbled when I pulled away.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpta1IC0NNF
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DBiIwkVI1
“Come on then,” he grinned and got up.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBICBsBIyTC
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBMcsvKy4C
“You only got your bag up here you selfish man?” I scoffed as I noticed his bag next to the closet.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReMtmMAkOh
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2QeAoLpdS
“I was in a rush,” he explained with a smirk and looked at me from the door. “I’ll call you when the water is ready,” he winked at me and left.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmY5oHUHmzj
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEqr5J6Rho
I laid on my stomach, my arms squishing the pillow. I still couldn’t believe this. I couldn’t believe I was here with Damien. The back of my mind, for a split of second, was convinced that this was just a dream.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EGfqsNdo7
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbF5Zk0WwD
“Ladybug?” I heard him calling. This was real.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyRYFhSWZ3
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyokRyFihAW
I stood up and walked towards the bathroom. He was standing with his back to the door; testing the water. At first I got a little bit nervous but then again I just had sex with him. So, I took a deep breath and walked into the bathroom.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7cfczRE7T
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKi0Rhh0prT
I smirked at the side of his wide shoulders and his stiff butt as he bent down in the tub. I walked up behind him and put my arms around his waist. He backed away from the tub and I rested my cheek on his back.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2i6eGjm21
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMLvjMv5kj
“Hey,” he greeted me and took one of my wrists in his hand; breaking my hold. He turned around in my arms and put his palms against my cheeks. I parted my lips to breathe and stood on my tiptoes and kissed him. A moan left my throat as his tongue touched mine and my grip around him tightened.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOgTn8pHG9
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsEF6XhNC5
After we cleaned each other he put his arms around me and kept me close to him. In the faint light that was coming from the hallway, I could see his beautiful gray eyes staring back at me. I raised my hands and put them on either side of his face; my fingers on the side of his neck while my thumb was stroking his lips.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgWENz0k4F
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQYD9UrXZT
He was here with me. I tried to memorize his features as he looked back at me and I closed my eyes to test my memory. I could still see his handsome face; his piercing gray eyes; his wet brown hair, pulled back on his head; his soft baby-like skin and his pink full lips.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHBg5JsZsS
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLkXBtR4vI
“Kiss me,” I breathed and slowly opened my eyes again. He put his palm against the back of my neck and pulled me to him; his lips parting mine and his tongue entering my mouth and stroking mine softly.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRrnr7Ms3b
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3Ts10p9sy
When we broke the kiss, we both got out of the tub. When I wrapped the clean towel around my wet torso he put his hands on my face once again and begun kissing me. He pulled away, only to rest his forehead against mine and sighed.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9ntHmHeFC
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3aj99cv8s
“I won’t leave you,” he breathed out of the blue as if to assure me; as if he knew I was scared.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2nietI1rv
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTmutyiqIJ
“Don’t,” I shook my head and pulled away “Please don’t,” I said and took another step away from him; shaking my head rapidly.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkH9Dze1U1i
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIC8a6HZbt0
“What?” he asked; his voice just a whisper.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoicSD5AI1S
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7axe9EaYiM
“Don’t promise me things,” I whispered back, my voice weak while I stopped moving. He took a step as well and stopped right in front of me.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzgHn6paDt
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDBriX2cgu
“I mean it,” he said; his voice sounding confident.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEVtYAWmcd
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fuShFPe1G
“No. Please,” I trailed; my face falling now. I didn't want to hear promises. Suddenly the bathroom seemed very small to hold me and I wanted to get out. I left him standing there and went to his bedroom.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwQ5AbeBzH
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54ztZ4sCDt
I was sitting motionless on his bed when he walked into the room. I was too scared. What if I opened up and he hurt me? I knew that if he, out of all people, hurt me I wouldn't be the same. I loved him as long as loved myself; even before that. Deep down I wanted to open up to him; I wanted to give him the chance to try and earn my trust because it was Damien. If I didn't want to try, I wouldn't be sitting on his bed after all.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsMmLri8Mc
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ580xVhZkMI
He crouched in front of me and searched for my eyes; resting his palms on my knees. He had a towel wrapped around his lower waist as I noticed but I refused to look into his eyes. He raised one hand on my cheek to make me look at him. I could feel the moisture in my eyes. So much for promising not to cry in front of him again .500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3DIkwnRhI
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLavrazelyi
“Please don’t,” he pleaded and my heart skipped a bit. He was bored seeing me cry. “It hurts to see you cry,” he breathed and that made my heart lighten up.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11UNQKUk2R
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk65PUb7QrS
“Is just...” I trailed. It felt great hearing him say all that stuff to me and that scared me.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZ0Luc4shX
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7vKPNL1yb
“Yes?” he encouraged.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFe6LU1qUx8
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMv5qOEdXN1
“I have so many things to tell you,” I manage to say “But I’m not sure if I can or if I should,” I wanted to tell him I liked him since...I can't even remember since when. I wanted to tell him everything; that he was the first guy I ever cried for or dreamed of. Maybe it was too soon? Or maybe he had to know.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJ6PvcjYcD
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhlwto8yf1
“You have all the time you need. I’ll be here,” he said; his voice soft. I didn’t look at him. “Erica...” he trailed; waiting for me to look at him. “It’s me,” he looked at me; putting both hands on either side of my face “You know me your whole life,” he said suggesting that I should trust him.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7F9sRL9O3x
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeEvu5M03S
“That’s the problem,” I mumbled.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCqYtkenWv
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRCKNj5Ysj
“Why is that a problem?” he asked confused. “It’s what makes us, us.”500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2vH1zdXVJ
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJWpeLKWdf
“I know,” I whispered “Just give me some time.”500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEy49yX3Z7
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKU88YNHn6
“Okay my ladybug, I will,” he smiled “Can I have a kiss?” he asked trying to fix my mood. I looked at him and my lips curled up into a small smile as I nodded.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0z9xS2Ntso
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRB1KJazY8F
As we kissed I pulled myself further back into his bed and he followed after me; climbing on top of me. He removed our towels and got comfortable between my legs as he kissed me again. I felt all my need traveling from my lips to his; the desperation to be with him.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbVOkwrG6c
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1132huWzb
He must have felt it, for he gripped my body tight as his kiss grew more passionate and felt him growing hard against me. He moved his lips down to my neck and nipped the skin; leaving his mark.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LvSW61lK1
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJF8qPf5HT3
“I want you,” I whispered to his ear before pulling him into another kiss. I pushed him on his back and stayed on his side. “Sit up,” I breathed.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiLVt31ExU
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyB0BlVEPCV
“You’re being bossy,” he smirked but sat with his back against the wall. I climbed on his lap and began kissing him as my hands traced his bare chest and moved down to his stomach. I felt him shift beneath me, his erection brushing between our bodies. I smiled against his lips and took it in my palm, causing him to groan.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0wRMOJdhw
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkpu6wLWsC
My lips moved to his neck as my hand slid up and down his dick slowly; his hands on my hips. I kissed his shoulder and moved onto his chest with little kisses.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ50vYa2cdQ
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOMu5rPxvI
“Get a condom from the drawer,” he said; his voice husky. I backed away from him and did as he told. I had the condom between my fingers of my left hand as I climbed back to his lap; my hand replacing his on his dick. I placed my lips on his and I was lost once his tongue touched mine; like every time.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ205Ze1tmlU
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSuiJHpg7v
He took the condom from my fingers and I pulled slightly back to give him room to put it on. Once he had it on, he put his hands on either side of my hips and led me to him and I rested my hands on his chest. I slid down on him slowly; allowing myself to adjust to him. This time it was different; more relaxed and passionate.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9fEyQVHxm
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKlUGuW3Xs
He released my thighs and put one hand on the back of my neck pulling me to him. I could taste his lust into my mouth as his tongue stroked mine eagerly. Lost by the kiss I forgot to move upwards but he didn’t seem to mind as he griped my body tighter and kissed me deeper. I tightened my walls around him but didn’t move as he released my lips.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhNvudvXeG
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQIvoug3VG
“Be mine,” he whispered; his voice hoarse. “I want you to be mine,” he spoke again and my breath came out into a wild gasp as butterflies filled my stomach and chest.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3jsVpLSbu
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKhtPeaMdk
“I'm yours Damien,” I whispered back “I was always yours.” I shouldn’t have said that.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcI8H8zr3a
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7LZKLWrHV
“Good,” he smiled a breathless smile “Because it hurts how much I need you,” he whispered and our lips connected and I began sliding up and down once again.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJx9bYiC9v
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6fWhRcmDu
[+++]500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfh1GoziVFp
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRdrRMtnp0
He had his cheek against my upper chest, his forehead touching my chin as I lay on the bed; my fingers through his soft hair. Once my breathing and my heart rate decreased to its normal speed, I felt happy. I felt him move and I opened my eyes to see the reason. He was staring at me.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7zrUH4l1o
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLjO2UYX1D
“Yes?” I chuckled nervously.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIWhVmIAZj
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YOLSnYt8u
“You look so beautiful,” he stated and I felt the blood rushing to my cheeks.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcELwn8tPj
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrq2T8oM4f9
“Thank you,” I replied. “I am so…” I began but I couldn’t find the word I was looking for “I'm happy” I finally whispered. It’s been so long since I’ve felt like this. Since I’ve felt complete.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzSkuy1aJJ
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpafpgaCgEM
“I'm happy that you’re happy,” he smiled placed a kiss on my skin. He sighed and lay back down on my chest.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpBVrUoG6T
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwMkejDtok
“Damien?” I mumbled.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVJ7GYwiYY
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbusuht0a5
“Yes?” he responded.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRF9BckGBr2
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivv6T3EvGW
“I'm sorry if takes time,” I began and he pulled away again to face me “To tell you the things I have and want to say.”500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNiOv6Udsh
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0YNu1ogv5
“I told you I’m not leaving,” he stated.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbP2bym1QUf
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2m1TujNnD
“I...” I began. What if I say that I can’t believe him? Would that be that bad?500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPuuW1Ah5u
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKe1oYWfJQL
“Yes?” he waited.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqu765aMrw
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvRpuN0BAY
“It’s hard for me to…” I rephrased and he got up form my chest once again.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡau2elIY0Me
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EAqAfRv7d
“To believe me?” he ended the sentence for me. I looked into his gray eyes. He obviously could see right through me. I nodded and he sighed in response.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIMnCzbLJQ
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFRWtwPrG0
“I know baby girl. I know,” he sighed.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuvpjqff0D
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnE4yzAaqNU
I believed the words Alex told me and where did that got me? I gave him my heart, I believed in him and he ripped me apart. It’s not that I didn’t want to believe Damien. I did. It’s that I couldn’t. Every time he said to me that he wouldn’t leave me, a small voice in my head was mocking me for wanting to believe his words.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NwUA28xUl
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgcOiEZDvy
“When are you going to tell Cleo and Max?” he asked out of the blue.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uep2XPzDF
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7myJxLtWUn
“Ahh. Leave me alone,” I groaned and pouted at him making him chuckle.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0e5fcLKhM
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskbHjwgBhm
“Do you want me to...?” he begun.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxr7Jx83HY8
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupWifFRi3B
“No!” I shook my head “It has to be me,” I said “I just wanted to wait a little bit first,” I winced.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScknM2eJrF
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKi6ZbftAEC
“Why?” he slowly asked.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNN9CZ1jkB
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeE7HgZHq60
“You’re asking too much today,” I narrowed my eyes at him trying to avoid his question.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0R7nrhFRa
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARwMm8pHBk
“Erica…” he said; a serious tone in his voice. There was that tone again. I hoped he didn't know the effect it had on me.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3Uw2ajBcB
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpW7jvnXyIP
“I wanted to see where this would go,” I bit my bottom lip and looked away from him.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBf2iqNGiG
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMsdy1oL2O
“So, I have to play hide and seek for a year or two then?” he narrowed his eyes. That sounded nice. He actually had me into his plans. I couldn’t fight back a grin.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8OPkUhlHX
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueezFfBrG4
“Clown,” he mumbled and shook his head.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKio45nXTg7
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflaeakViXc
“Fine,” I groaned “I’ll try on Monday,” I played angry. He chuckled and leaned to kiss me.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYFLxigexj
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5tBJpDUh3
“No promises though,” I quickly added before he crashed his lips to mine.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpGRc3lTod
500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEA2xwZMa0w
On Monday.500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDXrX4miMR
♠ ♠ ♠
Title Credit:500Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnZkRybpk8
Wire to wire by Razorlight
