J didn't turn up to school because of period pain and E wasn't there either. i was hanging out with B all day today. it was nice. he's really funny. a breath of fresh air to be around because hes so funny. i go out with him tomorrow for valentines. im not allowed at his house because my mum doesnt feel like driving to pick me up so we're going into town for milkshakes. im really excited. i am still scared hes just using me to pass time but still im sure i have more in common with him than his other girlfriends did. im not like his other girlfriends. i've watched him date other people, he was my friend before my boyfriend. so i know all of his girlfriends and can list them off by name. not in a weird stalker girlfriend name. i just happen to know them all, either because they were obsessed with him after they broke up or they happened to be my old friends. theres a pattern between them. my friends, his exes specifically were the typically edgy ones. emos, even. they'd get bullied for it, im glad im not their friends anymore. theyre so annoying and loud, its so clear why they get bullied now i can look at them as an outsider. im not even emo, i dyed my hair twice and it was only the underside you could see when my hair was up. i dyed it purple but it looked more red and i dyed it blue which faded away like that was its only job. even still, i dyed it after i left them and had better friends (who i could list off by initial but theyd double up really quickly). his other girlfriends were really similar. typical girlfriends, not really anything special. i dont know any of them really personally but i can tell theyre all incredibly obnoxious. one of them dated him a few times and changed her social media bio to "whats the harm in doing it again" or something. i dont remember but i do remember it was like painfully obvious it was about him. another girlfriend he had would always talk about him after they broke up. she is gorgeous but shes so fucking full of herself, it makes her ugly. he had a sick day once and i guess they only have each other in one of their classes that day so he puts up with her but now she didnt have anyone so she was having a whinge, "im going to march all the way to (where he lives) and pull him out of his gaming chair and bring him back" "ugh i cant believe B would do this to me," "hes literally gaming right now, ugh, ditching me like that, ridiculous" "no, like, i will, i will do it, i will go all thw way to his house and make him come to school." B lives really far away, too far to walk so she was clearly bluffing. i think they dated for a week or two because he lost feelings. i dont blame him. she sounds annoying and her voice gets on my nerves. i was telling my sister about how she wont shut up about B and his ex's little sister heard and told her about us talking shit and apparently we said she "was going to bash B" which is so funny because that is the incredible opposite of what we were saying. we were saying shes so incredibly delusional and loud, she needs to keep it to herself. anyway, she tried to bash my sister in the school office the next day, fucking dickhead, the principal heard her yelling a mile away, or, i should say, from his office which was literally right next to where she was yelling about bashing my sister. ridiculous. my sister was pulled away into a little room in the office while this big-headed, all talk, bimbo bitch kept spouting her threats. im right there btw, i was getting a tissue because cold weather messes up my sinuses. and shes my age as well.
hi, i was enrolled into school when i was like 4 turning 5 so im in the younger side of my year and the older side of the year below me. my sister was also enrolled when she was 4 going on 5 but shes two years younger than me. so when she was in kindergarten, i was in year 2.
this girl, who was a year less than me, a year higher than my sister, was my age. this girl, yelling and screaming big talk threats to a particularly short girl in the below her while her equally as short sister just stands there.
i take after my dad significantly, genetic wise. i have all his traits, the way his skin reacts to sun, his broad shoulders, his personality traits, everything. all except his height. i had pretty disordered eating habits as a child, impacting my growth spurts which is why i only stand 5 feet and 3 inches tall. but i blame it on genetics, it makes me feel better because it sounds like its incredibly out of my control. instead of blaming it on an ED bc i dont wanna think about that. i have the capacity to be 6 foot. probably not as im born female but the tallest in my dad's side of the family is roughly 6 foot. whatever
im staring this bitch DOWN. no one gets to talk shit to my sister when shes not even there to defend herself. i call out to her (which isnt that loud bc shes like 90cm away from me (the office isnt all that big)) and tell her to pick on someone her own size. so... not me. but whatever. yeah, i know, typical white person insult. what fucking ever. its hard to be witty when adrenaline is pumping your body with EXCLUSIVELY "fight or flight fight or flight fight or flight". plus anxiety isnt cool i was shaking from anxiety AND adrenaline. whatever, she told me shes gonna cave my skull in or something and i told her i'd like to see her try. she was wearing really big gold hoop earrings and her hair is always tied back in a pony tail. if i spat in her eye, itd probably get her mascara or false lashes in her eye and she'd be rendered incompetent the entire fight. not the point. i was also dragged into the office and forced to write a statement.
afterwards she posted on her SNAPCHAT story (girl get out, you look mad goofy rn) slandering us n calling us slags or something idk i thought it was so funny man. she couldnt even wait until we were out of the office so it could be a fair fight. i wouldve stomped her ass. then B was apologising profusely to me because i was chewing him out for being the main reason another thing goes wrong. i told him to keep his dogs on a tighter leash because its so fucking bullshit the reason she was trying to beat my LITTLE sister up.
ANOTHER ex of his, deserves her own initial. we'll call her A and she won't be reference ever again until i explicitly say "B's ex, A". just to clarify. slright. what she did wasnt worse than the previous ex, just more laughable. okay. when they were dating, it was such an odd sight. she had no friends in her own year, her only friend was a girl in my year with equally no friends who she met during cheer training. adorable. the second they started dating, A felt like she belonged to our friend group. already awful enough, she made a name for herself between me and J, she was just as annoying as another girl in my year who would just talk and talk and talk forever and simultaneously saying nothing. just because A talked to a girl in my year because they were both student council representatives (SRC), she thought she was apart of our group. and im not like classist or the highschool year system equivalent. B is in the year below us. and my sister is in the year below his. and J's sister is in B's year. okay, so, maybe a little classist (the highschool year system equivalent) (im blanking on the term rn). anyway. she'd hang around us more and more because of B but listen. they wouldnt even hang out together. B would be with me and J and A would be with her SRC friend and her cheerleading friend. on different sides of the bench. almost like whats the point. and its so weird because she was trying to go out with her SRC friend's LITTLE BROTHER. how can you look her in the eyes and be equals after tryna do that. anyway, she was trying to con people into going and getting her the free food the staff hand out for lunch for kids who dont bring lunch right. they hand out cheese toasties and sometimes theyre so good, like mouthwatering. she was just copying B who makes a bit out of getting unbelievable amounts of toasties. usually taking handouts from the people who got them then decided they didnt want them. i think his record is 6 maybe 7. anyway, A was doing it too, trying to get B's little brother to give her his toastie. i called her a fatty, like i do, as a joke, B was getting the same treatment and just a couple minutes before i was calling J a fatty. its all banter and they all know it. A said i couldn't say that to her because, and she said this in full confidence, she'll cut herself. not she'll kill herself which, coming from a friend group of chronically online incels who think suicide is a joke, would've just rolled off my back because i had been, against my will, desensitised to such accusations. no, she said she'd CUT herself. which takes a lot less balls than taking your own life. i told her, very rudely, that its not okay to say and only attention seekers say that and told her i just left a group of toxic ferals who'd always shame me by saying that type of thing. i told her its unacceptable. then some other shit happened between her and my sister and i'd let my sister talk to her on my socials bc A would always try to get out of being confronted by blocking them. coward. if youre gonna talk shit, let them talk shit back. then she publicly posted some of the conversation online on TIKTOK in a very fast flashy vent edit which, by the way, im 100% sure she stole a template from capcut and just jammed a bunch of photos in it and POSTED IT PUBLICLY then expected she owuldnt get messaged about it. she denied it EVEN AFTER my sister's friend had slowed down the video AND got the exact screenshots. she even put the screen shots of B breaking up with her... embarrassing a little bit.
im not shaming them for being girls or for being different to me, im not sucking my own dick with this entry. im not saying "im not like other girls". im shaming their actions HAHA
i dunno if you dont wanna be put on blast on in an anonymous diary entry with no regular readers and your only identifier is your first initial and the situation you created then dont be a freak. its gross. people who behave normally about their exes are so hot.
and people who blocked their exes. so hot.
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