he said we should go on pause because i wanted to talk in person. i told him to plan it since im never busy and he always it.
a week went by and we hadnt said a word to each other. so he messaged me. saying he wants to talk now, not irl, over text.107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTSiBhl9qu
i protested. i said no. after arguing and proving my point, he agreed to talking in person.
i told him pause meant nothing, we were broken up. i said i'd already grieved. i just had things i wanted to tell him in person.
i sacrificed so much for him only for him to say he wants to be single to enjoy highschool. i went against family for him. countless nights crying over him. he caused irreversible damage. and hes going to leave because god forbid. he said he just wants to be single but i know its because he bit off more than he could chew with me. im a handleful. without patience and unconditional love, you wont last 3 months with me. he found that out the hard way, even after being there when all the damage was dealt to me, making me this way. his fault, he should've listen to me. 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgR1gtUU6a
i just need to tell him i hate him and see the look on his stupid face. how could he? i loved him. i loved him when it wasn't the smartest thing to do. because i had faith he could love me as hard as i love him. 107Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOzcfBJcuu
fuck, its so embarrassing being broken up with. and K keeps talking to me like its my fault. "maybe he got sick of ur relationship and didnt know how to tell you." "maybe you were too much for him".
all i have is J. she's always been there for me. I love her.
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