woke up early to go to english extension this morning. i got barely any sleep last night because i had another nightmare. im having nightmares because im stressed but i cant figure out what im stressed out about. i know im stressed, i can feel the stress but i dont know how to fix it. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqv4WPBfZ6H
my nightmare was a video on instagram of this guy standing around with big white text i was struggling to read. then suddenly he starts peeling off his skin. in big pieces, right off his face, he was all red all his muscle was exposed. then it was a close up to his face and i was stunned, i couldnt move. all i heard was cracking and he lifted bones - his ribs - up to his mouth to eat so he could "grow them back". i woke up at 5am; 2 hours before i had to be up for real. so i grabbed the stuffed elephant i put B's jumper on and cuddled up to it, only thinking about B as i tried to forget what i just saw.211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIhGpIEgqd
last night as well, a mosquito bit both of my knees and i scratched the living shit out of them, they were as big as a 20 cent coin. it was ridiculous. i put anti itch cream on it but it just made me uncomfortable.
1st period today i had Exploring Early Childhood. i had an assignment due tuesday this week 9am for this class. unfortunately, miss had been away all week until today so i just left it with the science faculty and signed that i handed it in at the proper time. Miss EEC told us that only two of us handed it in. me and some other girl. the rest of the class didnt want to leave it with the science faculty or had trouble with printing or something else. one of the girls in my class - she does tafe, she works and shes got to babysit her siblings, her plate is full at the moment - she was late to hand in the brochure thing and Miss started lecturing her and she got mad because she doesnt have the time, shes busy, at least she did it. she walked out after that and the whole tone of the room changed. Miss EEC got mad at us for not doing work when we had tuesday when we had the compulsory you choose program and we tried telling her we couldn't, we were in the library but she thought it was bc we had no cover so they put us in the library. she was lecturing us about being in year 11 and having to pull our socks up and our fingers out and take some responsibility. i shut off at this time because shes getting paid no matter what and she wouldnt even hear us out. she wasnt even AT SCHOOL so how would she know?? she said shes not even gonna be at school next week she said. we're gonna fail because of her negligence. and everyone mustve felt the same i did and they shut down so when none of us responded to her (theres like 5 people in the class) lecturing us, she got even MORE defensive. "what so you're all gonna sit there and be angry at me? fine." and she made us do some research task we were supposed to do on TUESDAY when we had the COMPULSORY PROGRAM. i tried gwtting out of it dude, swear on mums but i was denied.
second period we had ancient history but me and J are switching from ancient to business. J was having second thoughts but i told her nuh uh i already handed my shit in, its too late to change your mind. so we went to find the deputy principal but she was in a meeting (as per usual) so we went to second best and she said she cant because the DP looks over our year group and if she had an objection to our subject change then she'd have to look over it, not have someone else do it behind her back. so whatever.
then we had math and the boys in my class had their airpods so loud i could hear every word. we're doing probability now and we have an in class test coming up but im pretty sure im set.
after math we had a study. so i took J and BB with me to the art class so we can work on our art project. and as we were working on getting a classroom sorted fucking E, JW, MD, and P rock up. and now we're a huge group, theres no way we can sneak into the other classroom. frankly im pissed because it was a secret little expedition. and i didnt wanna go to the study. i dont like ANY of the girls that rocked up. E and i have history. P is just annoying, she walked away anyway so whatever, MD is also annoying, shes got such an obnoxious voice and so does JW. but its fine. we ended up doing our project in the remaining 30 minutes we had of the lesson after buttfucking around.
after that we had hospitality but me and J switched over to modern history and we were just hanging out there. we had an early class this morning so J was out of it. we wrote the stuff down from the board while Miss MH was hoarding kids into their classes. it was cool.
tomorrow is the school athletics carnival. but im not going because me and B are going into town tomorrow to hang out. i think im going to his house after, im not sure though, hes at work at the moment.
i've been listening to YFM (your favourite martian) more and more, i like goofy music. last year i was really into NSP (ninja sex party). ive also been playing cookie clicker more and more. started 2 days ago and already passed 8 hours of gameplay. granted i just have it open in the backgroumd. 211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZTghjHJiy
