havent done one of these in a long time
things are okay enough for me 187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvlILllH12
like at the moment.
i went to the city to watch a play with my english teacher that was cool
he bought me a salad bc i was having a freakout that was cool
he also payed for my train tickets bc i didnt have a card that was cool
i told my mum im gonna need a card next time i saw her
she exaggerated what i said to dad and he started yelling at me, calling me ungrateful, how i dont care what he does for me and i take everything for granted, he told me how disappointed he was with me then got up in my face, he threw his wallet on the floor bc 'i wanted a card so bad why dont i take one' or something and he said *i* was over reacting. so i swore at him and said he was having a tantrum and he took my phone (fair enough) but he took the case off it and with his big monkey paws he crumpled all the paper i kept in the back of my phone (a note of encouragement my english teacher gave me, a buisness card from my old music teacher and a information slip on peridot crystals bc my boyfriend got me a crystal ring for my birthday!) and even tore some by accident.
didnt really see that as necessary.
i was sobbing my eyes out and when he FINALLY decided to listen to ME and not focus on whatever mum blew out of proportion HE STARTED CRYING TOO. out of guilt no less, i was genuinely shaking and unable to breathe or speak coherently. i was a mess. an embarrassment. i just wanted to talk about my day. but i guess fucking not. ridiculous, a fully grown man.
he leaves for china soon. 2 weeks, no dad.
ive also been ill so thats no good. i wish i wrote more consistently, i fear i wouldnt be as worked up all the time
i'll set a reminder in my phone and penana will here MUCH more of me. 187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpXenpGNCu
until then, toodles
-vinsie
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