i spoke to the counsellor about a mediation with E. she said next week but wont tell me when. im scared E is gonna think we're sorting things to be friends, J just wants closure. and i want her to know she couldve totally just said something and now its too late. i want her to be embarrassed and ashamed.
i cleaned my house spotless so i can hang out with B on sunday. but we're both sick so i dont know if we'll be able to. we'll see. other than that, everything is going great for me.
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