I never had to sneak around. Ever. I never had a relationship that I had to hide from other people; but there’s a first time for everything.402Please respect copyright.PENANAf8jrmQ1iwE
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For the past week, the only time I got to see Damien was when I was on my way to Cleo’s room. We exchanged messages though. One thing that made me happy within all this mess was that I had him to myself as he had broken up with his girlfriend that night.402Please respect copyright.PENANAk9oiiafnr2
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I was hoping that the following weekend, when Cleo and her boyfriend Mike were planning a romantic weekend away, I would get the chance to be alone with Damien.402Please respect copyright.PENANAS8zqGfrN34
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I was praying that it would be the same weekend that Max planned to go camping with his male friends. Otherwise my plans would have to wait.402Please respect copyright.PENANA5o9Kx5EpPr
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“Its settled. We’re going to the beach house for the weekend. Get your stuff ladybug,”Damien texted me Thursday night.402Please respect copyright.PENANA9mbnUXjclr
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“I’ll get my stuff in a bag after they leave,” I texted back. I wanted to be sure that I wasn’t going to get caught.402Please respect copyright.PENANA1PzrUdBKYD
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I was playing Sherlock Holmes with the twins on Friday. I had to know for sure when they were leaving and when they would come back. Damien, of course, thought I was being paranoid and over dramatic.402Please respect copyright.PENANA4mu7TYsFmI
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I packed my bag Friday night, as I was planning, after the twins left. As I was waiting for Damien to pick me up, I realized I was feeling nervous; my palms were sweaty and my heart was racing. This would be the first time I was going to be alone with him. And we weren’t just friends now.402Please respect copyright.PENANA2fgq8986rY
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I jumped up from the couch when my phone vibrated in my hand; notifying me that he was outside.402Please respect copyright.PENANAr8BgSy50rK
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“You look weird,” he stated as I sat in the car. I looked at him and narrowed my eyes.402Please respect copyright.PENANAyUHZtPjj9C
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“I always look weird to you.”402Please respect copyright.PENANAPcSGLfZ5CW
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“True,” he chuckled.402Please respect copyright.PENANAupE65v6hlT
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“You’re lucky you’re driving!” I pointed my finger at him and poked him on the arm. “As soon as we get there you’re dead!” I threatened. He chuckled again and twisted my finger. “Ouch! Idiot! You're so dead,” I exclaimed.402Please respect copyright.PENANAC9H4dCItrX
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“You’re on, ladybug!” he nodded. Fighting was the perfect excuse to get near him without feeling awkward or nervous.402Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7vHJDkSBz
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When we arrived, I walked into the house and opened all the windows and doors, as I always did when I went to the beach house.402Please respect copyright.PENANA9KJk2XxqDA
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“Should I open just your room?” I asked him; my face turning a little red.402Please respect copyright.PENANAfVVKSo7unf
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“Yeah,” he nodded as he put the food he had bought in the fridge “Unless you want to sleep in another room,” he grinned.402Please respect copyright.PENANADu6rc0qJ0k
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“If I wanted to sleep alone, I would have stayed home,” I raised my eyebrows. He turned around, closing the fridge with one hand and leaned lightly against the door; a smile on his face.402Please respect copyright.PENANAmiPextf3Fx
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“What?” I asked confused.402Please respect copyright.PENANAIoJnb3mOK5
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“Nothing,” he replied; keeping his smile. I narrowed my eyes and turned around to go to his room.402Please respect copyright.PENANAs1WR8NbmtM
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“Hey hey,” he stopped me. I turned around again and found him just a step away from me.402Please respect copyright.PENANAdcKT4CnF1m
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“Yes?” I smiled at him, looking up. I was on the first step and still I had to look some inches upwards. He didn’t reply. He just put his hands on either side of my face and leaned down and touched his lips to mine for the first time that day.402Please respect copyright.PENANA1Fekdd0ZrD
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I tried to control my breathing as I didn’t want him to realize how eager I was. My fingers clutched his t-shirt and made their way to his chest as our lips parted and his tongue stroked mine, making me moan into the kiss. He pulled back after several minutes and we both struggled to catch our breaths. My heart was going insane and the butterflies in my stomach were ecstatic.402Please respect copyright.PENANAAa4EdmCycr
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“Fuck,” I mumbled, biting my bottom lip as I rested my forehead against his chest. I wanted to tell him everything. I wanted to tell him how much he meant to me; how he made me feel. But I didn’t want to scare him away.402Please respect copyright.PENANAfubQJS2LMK
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“What’s wrong?” he asked and lightly pushed me away, trying to see my face.402Please respect copyright.PENANAips1Hsa3Ql
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“Nothing,” I winced “I'm going to open the windows,” I replied and pulled completely away from him.402Please respect copyright.PENANAJnHp9E2c6X
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I opened the two windows in his bedroom before I tried to find clean sheets for the bed. I knew his mother kept them in the closet of the room. I tried to delay as much as I could. I was feeling so nervous being alone with him.402Please respect copyright.PENANADxyB5Wzc5p
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I put the sheet on the mattress as my mind run a thousand miles. He’s definitely expecting things from me. What if I disappoint him?402Please respect copyright.PENANAf5b74rCYKD
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“Ladybug?” I heard his voice from the hallway.402Please respect copyright.PENANAAACqqgPzZg
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“Yes?” I called back as I set the second sheet over the first.402Please respect copyright.PENANAoJIYSHeqLp
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“What are you doing up here?” He appeared through the door just as I kneeled on the bed.402Please respect copyright.PENANABVeDYix91a
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“Laundry,” I mocked and got back on my feet, a sigh escaping my lungs. And before I would move I felt his arms around my torso, pulling me backwards.402Please respect copyright.PENANAGAdNQ0y9d1
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“Making fun of me, ladybug?” he asked, his grip tight.402Please respect copyright.PENANAM349T7J9Xl
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“Of course not. Can’t you see the fresh clean clothes?” I mocked again. He tightened his grip and bid my arm. “OUCH!” I yelled. I managed to grab his hand and brought it before my face; bidding hard his forearm.402Please respect copyright.PENANAnTjkYtOadb
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“Ouch,” he frowned, my teeth leaving a mark on his skin; as his did on mine. He turned me over so I could face him. I bid my full bottom lip, grinning as my eyes fell on his.402Please respect copyright.PENANAsHa9Qvh0re
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As my eyes landed on his lips; a smile appeared on them. He looked incredibly handsome. I parted my lips in order to breathe properly. I still haven’t got used to kissing him and the mere thought made knees go weak.402Please respect copyright.PENANAHD4yJB40lG
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He put his hands on either side of my face and crushed his lips to mine. I gripped his t-shirt as he kept kissing me. A deep sigh escaped my throat making me part my lips. One of his hands moved at the back of my neck, locking me to my position, while his other hand moved to my lower back.402Please respect copyright.PENANAhO9BlpAbFz
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I felt his hand brushing my naked skin underneath my top from the small of my back to my side. I knew he wanted to go further but something was holding him back. I pulled away taking him by surprise and he opened his mouth to protest but he stopped as I removed my top and threw it on the floor. He smirked as I pulled him closer again and pulled his t-shirt upwards.402Please respect copyright.PENANA2h5MV01CQR
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He pulled me into another kiss, this time less careful, as his hand squished my butt; never removing his lips from mine.402Please respect copyright.PENANAxKz6ZO3fDP
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I was right where I wanted to be. It’s been so long since I’ve felt this happy. He was everything I wanted. Everything.402Please respect copyright.PENANAWljGrt2kiv
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His lips moved to my jaw and neck; his hot breath hitting my skin making me ecstatic. A few moments later he pulled away.402Please respect copyright.PENANA5VrNm1l4fW
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“Wait,” he said; his voice husky. He disappeared in the hallway, leaving me alone.402Please respect copyright.PENANAJNfGnsZZxz
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I looked around for a moment as I realized what might happen next. I tried to ignore my heart rate and walked towards the open window. I leaned against the frame and let the slightly cold wind hit my face.402Please respect copyright.PENANAES39OoxUpL
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I heard something hitting the floor and then I felt his hands hugging me from behind; his lips kissing my bare shoulder. His hands went down to the waistband of my skirt; his fingers resting on my skin under the fabric. I put my fingers over his and pushed down the skirt. I turned around and let my skirt fall to the ground.402Please respect copyright.PENANAJA9yyfQKya
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He took my hand in his and pulled me lightly towards the bed. He came into a stop right in front of it and pulled me into a small kiss. We switched positions and I was on the side of the bed as he turned the light off; the moon from the open window was the only light left.402Please respect copyright.PENANA3Bwq8mUKz0
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I sat back down against the mattress as he removed his shorts and knelt on the bed. He put his hands on my knees and parted them; lying down on top of me. I put my arms around his neck and pulled him into another kiss.402Please respect copyright.PENANAhgWf1KHeFS
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I was very anxious; my heart running a thousand miles. He moved his lips down to my neck and cleavage and I took the opportunity and pushed him on his back. It was the only think I could think of doing in order to stop thinking.402Please respect copyright.PENANAZojaSiP7tU
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“You’re gonna fight me in bed too?” he smirked; arching an eyebrow.402Please respect copyright.PENANAxyFRvFkrGm
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“Of course,” I smirked back and leaned on top of him; sucking and licking his bottom lip. He put his hands on my hips; his grip tight and I could feel him hard against me. I moved my lips down to his nipples; leaving wet traces on his bare chest and moved my pelvis back and forth slightly on him. I looked at him from under my lashes as I made my way to his stomach; his eyes lustful.402Please respect copyright.PENANAqdn8FfTqXz
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I removed myself from his lap and sat right next to him, put my fingers in the waistband of his boxers and pushed them down; revealing his erection. I rested my weight on one hand while the other begun sliding up and down his length.402Please respect copyright.PENANAOD5rpv0mfJ
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I leaned on top of him again; licking the skin beneath his ear and kissing him as my hand kept its rhythm.402Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1QuF06Fs3
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“Shall I go on?” I asked seductively.402Please respect copyright.PENANAvkJ8QEmXIJ
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“Yeah,” he whispered; his voice hoarse. I was so pleased to see that I was the one making him feel like this. I kissed my way to his stomach again.402Please respect copyright.PENANA3CldKqa2fq
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“Are you sure?” I teased; my hand sliding up and down slowly on his length.402Please respect copyright.PENANAxVbLSALUdF
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“Yes,” he said; sounding impatient. I smirked and took his length into my mouth. He gasped as my tongue touched his skin. I cupped the head with my mouth and let my tongue shape little circles.402Please respect copyright.PENANAq7Xtaxqzrt
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I removed it from my mouth and licked at a bold vane from the top down at the base of his shaft; causing him to moan. After teasing him for a few more moments, I took his length into my mouth and lowered my head on him; my tongue touching his skin causing him to moan. He put his hand on my head; holding my hair out of the way and shot up his hipbones for several times before he released me.402Please respect copyright.PENANALP5g0Nnt5K
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“Come here,” he breathed. I removed his length from my mouth and he pulled me to him; my hand still on him, making smaller moves.402Please respect copyright.PENANARrTxDuwOXY
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He led me on my back and he shifted, kneeling next me; his hands against the mattress of the bed. He cupped my cheek and licked a spot on my neck before his hand went down my side. I arched my back and removed my bra while his lips found mine. He kissed me more passionately this time as I put my right arm around his shoulders. I could taste the lust in his mouth as his sucked my bottom lip.402Please respect copyright.PENANARdJWguG9p6
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He moved his lips to my nipple and pushed away my underwear; shaping little circles over the sensitive skin. He came back to my level but didn’t kiss me; his weight resting on his left elbow. I bit my bottom lip and stare back at his gray eyes; our noses touching as he rested his forehead against mine.402Please respect copyright.PENANAAgpbrZRqEX
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I moaned loudly and arched my back as he touched the most sensitive spot. I didn’t manage to take a breath before feeling two fingers entering me; making me gasp.402Please respect copyright.PENANABsno3nSx61
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“Oh God,” I breathed; my grip around his wide shoulders tightening. I bit my lip as he let his finger slid in and out of me slowly at first.402Please respect copyright.PENANAMEjFaEvUb2
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I arched my back again and bit my bottom lip harder as he increased his rhythm, touching my wet clit with his thumb; causing a loud moan to escape my lungs.402Please respect copyright.PENANA0mOO6Zq4pL
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“I want you so much,” he whispered and left a wet kiss on the edge of my parted lips.402Please respect copyright.PENANAjD9tOtx2Tl
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“Take me,” I manage to breathe between moans.402Please respect copyright.PENANAHLrXNYzajU
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He pulled away from me and took something from next to us; a condom I assumed. I sat up and rested my weight on my palms as he removed my underwear and placed himself between my legs. I looked at him as he pulled me closer and put my legs over his thighs and I smiled. This was actually happening. He smiled back and put on the condom as I lay on my back again.402Please respect copyright.PENANAn3as9n3t7H
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I felt the pressure between my legs before he leaned completely on top of me and I let out a soft cry mixed with a moan. He pushed into me slightly as I put my hands on his back. He leaned down and kissed me; his tongue stroking mine as I bend my legs from the knees; the friction between my legs and his torso driving me insane.402Please respect copyright.PENANAr1CBf14wmP
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He kissed my jaw and laid his head on the crook of my neck; my hand through his soft hair. I opened my eyes for a moment and faced the black ceiling. That’s when I realized I was in Heaven. I had the man I loved in my arms and no matter what happens next, no one could take this moment away from me.402Please respect copyright.PENANApI4vHxhWiN
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I kissed his shoulder and he pulled back from my neck; our faces inches apart. His thrusts grew faster and faster; causing me to moan louder.402Please respect copyright.PENANAzn7YRkbkdy
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“Lay down,” I breathed and pushed him backwards. He removed himself from between my legs and lay down as I climbed on top of him. He put his hands on my waist and led me to him. I began moving up and down on his length slowly; he put his hand on the back of my neck as I leaned down to kiss him. I rested my forehead against his and we stare at each other as our breaths mingled. He was so unbelievably beautiful.402Please respect copyright.PENANAkzsr9giYGc
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I felt him stiffening beneath me and tightened my walls around him, making him moan louder. He pushed me on my back and pushed into me again; his thrusts fast.402Please respect copyright.PENANA84PINulB3t
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“God! Damien,” I breathed as I climaxed and he leaned on top of me; his breathing heavy. He moaned loudly before releasing his weight on my body. I loved that sound; the deep sound of his voice as his moans filled my ears. A sound I never thought I’d hear.402Please respect copyright.PENANAiR9SF1zyQx
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We stayed still for several moments, but as my heart rate decreased to its normal rhythm I felt scared. I was scared that I was going to lose him. What if now that he finally got me, he’d lost his interest and leaves me?402Please respect copyright.PENANAM8sV0kRGgO
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He rolled over to his back and pulled me to his arms. I curled up to him, too scared to move.402Please respect copyright.PENANA83h7POxYHe
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“Erica?” he whispered. It still felt weird calling me by my first name with that tone in his voice “What’s wrong?” he asked and shook me lightly. Butterflies attacked my stomach. They were everywhere. I loved him so much. I forced a smile and pulled away to face him.402Please respect copyright.PENANALnHrYcVjfV
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“Nothing,” I said and kissed his chest; our eyes locked and I knew he didn’t believe me.402Please respect copyright.PENANAgBxTkHOA4B
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