I was lying in his arms; my cheek on his bare chest while my arm was resting on his stomach. I was shaping little lines as my fingertips rocked back and forth softly on his skin while his arm around my shoulders was stroking my own skin softly. I didn’t want to move from where I was.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39Up4P9PHg
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“Did you regret it?” I heard him ask in a low, hesitant voice. I raised my head from his chest so I could see his face.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPD9fx7Fs3
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“Regret what?” I asked back; a light frown on my face.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KEsiQZoOQ
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“Coming here with me,” he replied looking into my eyes.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HDFYZH07A
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“No,” I frowned and almost exclaimed “Why are you saying that?” I asked and shifted on the mattress to be able to look at him better.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4M53bsO7v
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“Because you’re being weird since we got here,” he sighed.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuWgqDGBJo
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“I'm always weird, remember?” I chuckled trying to change the mood.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeEyi6Zb6z
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“I'm serious,” he said and my face went serious too. I always felt intimidated when he was serious. Maybe because I always believed that I wasn't smart enough for him. It was easy when we were joking around but when he was serious I felt like the little girl that I was.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Mccg6kpzn
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“Me too,” I sighed in order to relax “I don’t regret coming here with you,” I shook my head lightly “Or making love with you,” I assured him. His face remained blank for a moment and that worried me.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVX8QopUUW
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“Okay,” he finally nodded. I hoped he would let it go. I reached up and kissed his lips softly. He gripped my neck when I pulled away and pulled me back to his lips. I parted my lips when I felt his soft tongue on my lips and allowed him entrance.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NLLVQzpkG
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“I need to get a shower,” I mumbled when I pulled away.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDB3k03SOOj
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“Come on then,” he grinned and got up.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7XEJI0ok6
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“You only got your bag up here you selfish man?” I scoffed as I noticed his bag next to the closet.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNp2wjBc8VM
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“I was in a rush,” he explained with a smirk and looked at me from the door. “I’ll call you when the water is ready,” he winked at me and left.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOP0Wnm9p8
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I laid on my stomach, my arms squishing the pillow. I still couldn’t believe this. I couldn’t believe I was here with Damien. The back of my mind, for a split of second, was convinced that this was just a dream.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pFVefShXo
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“Ladybug?” I heard him calling. This was real.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaGKTfJxiZ
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I stood up and walked towards the bathroom. He was standing with his back to the door; testing the water. At first I got a little bit nervous but then again I just had sex with him. So, I took a deep breath and walked into the bathroom.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUmsQZMRGz
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I smirked at the side of his wide shoulders and his stiff butt as he bent down in the tub. I walked up behind him and put my arms around his waist. He backed away from the tub and I rested my cheek on his back.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxPz5xetqK
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“Hey,” he greeted me and took one of my wrists in his hand; breaking my hold. He turned around in my arms and put his palms against my cheeks. I parted my lips to breathe and stood on my tiptoes and kissed him. A moan left my throat as his tongue touched mine and my grip around him tightened.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5ABNZmy0w
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After we cleaned each other he put his arms around me and kept me close to him. In the faint light that was coming from the hallway, I could see his beautiful gray eyes staring back at me. I raised my hands and put them on either side of his face; my fingers on the side of his neck while my thumb was stroking his lips.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBEV5Zk1bk
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He was here with me. I tried to memorize his features as he looked back at me and I closed my eyes to test my memory. I could still see his handsome face; his piercing gray eyes; his wet brown hair, pulled back on his head; his soft baby-like skin and his pink full lips.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwohZfMmf2
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“Kiss me,” I breathed and slowly opened my eyes again. He put his palm against the back of my neck and pulled me to him; his lips parting mine and his tongue entering my mouth and stroking mine softly.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCe70YIcSO
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When we broke the kiss, we both got out of the tub. When I wrapped the clean towel around my wet torso he put his hands on my face once again and begun kissing me. He pulled away, only to rest his forehead against mine and sighed.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXUDBOjhVm
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“I won’t leave you,” he breathed out of the blue as if to assure me; as if he knew I was scared.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbnDTpMtZ0
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“Don’t,” I shook my head and pulled away “Please don’t,” I said and took another step away from him; shaking my head rapidly.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXU29PAMrT
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“What?” he asked; his voice just a whisper.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5a4TkbNAT
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“Don’t promise me things,” I whispered back, my voice weak while I stopped moving. He took a step as well and stopped right in front of me.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvw0F8D5ln
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“I mean it,” he said; his voice sounding confident.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXC4uosCrpM
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“No. Please,” I trailed; my face falling now. I didn't want to hear promises. Suddenly the bathroom seemed very small to hold me and I wanted to get out. I left him standing there and went to his bedroom.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYciRwtJepA
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I was sitting motionless on his bed when he walked into the room. I was too scared. What if I opened up and he hurt me? I knew that if he, out of all people, hurt me I wouldn't be the same. I loved him as long as loved myself; even before that. Deep down I wanted to open up to him; I wanted to give him the chance to try and earn my trust because it was Damien. If I didn't want to try, I wouldn't be sitting on his bed after all.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaHJ9Qr0Qp
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He crouched in front of me and searched for my eyes; resting his palms on my knees. He had a towel wrapped around his lower waist as I noticed but I refused to look into his eyes. He raised one hand on my cheek to make me look at him. I could feel the moisture in my eyes. So much for promising not to cry in front of him again .496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVChgb5TGEz
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“Please don’t,” he pleaded and my heart skipped a bit. He was bored seeing me cry. “It hurts to see you cry,” he breathed and that made my heart lighten up.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVERzsFeti
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“Is just...” I trailed. It felt great hearing him say all that stuff to me and that scared me.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCU4xi1lx7
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“Yes?” he encouraged.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZxPgN9yZt
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“I have so many things to tell you,” I manage to say “But I’m not sure if I can or if I should,” I wanted to tell him I liked him since...I can't even remember since when. I wanted to tell him everything; that he was the first guy I ever cried for or dreamed of. Maybe it was too soon? Or maybe he had to know.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeQkoG6HHm
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“You have all the time you need. I’ll be here,” he said; his voice soft. I didn’t look at him. “Erica...” he trailed; waiting for me to look at him. “It’s me,” he looked at me; putting both hands on either side of my face “You know me your whole life,” he said suggesting that I should trust him.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHBFIVxWzW
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“That’s the problem,” I mumbled.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKsE9qqHIO
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“Why is that a problem?” he asked confused. “It’s what makes us, us.”496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4ZZct7RtG
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“I know,” I whispered “Just give me some time.”496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwb0QD9hReB
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“Okay my ladybug, I will,” he smiled “Can I have a kiss?” he asked trying to fix my mood. I looked at him and my lips curled up into a small smile as I nodded.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vwyGEMsDX
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As we kissed I pulled myself further back into his bed and he followed after me; climbing on top of me. He removed our towels and got comfortable between my legs as he kissed me again. I felt all my need traveling from my lips to his; the desperation to be with him.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbv20ekcBN
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He must have felt it, for he gripped my body tight as his kiss grew more passionate and felt him growing hard against me. He moved his lips down to my neck and nipped the skin; leaving his mark.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6ncYsZlwD
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“I want you,” I whispered to his ear before pulling him into another kiss. I pushed him on his back and stayed on his side. “Sit up,” I breathed.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XzbotK8Ox
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“You’re being bossy,” he smirked but sat with his back against the wall. I climbed on his lap and began kissing him as my hands traced his bare chest and moved down to his stomach. I felt him shift beneath me, his erection brushing between our bodies. I smiled against his lips and took it in my palm, causing him to groan.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewqS1hQJgw
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My lips moved to his neck as my hand slid up and down his dick slowly; his hands on my hips. I kissed his shoulder and moved onto his chest with little kisses.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulA689MV8N
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“Get a condom from the drawer,” he said; his voice husky. I backed away from him and did as he told. I had the condom between my fingers of my left hand as I climbed back to his lap; my hand replacing his on his dick. I placed my lips on his and I was lost once his tongue touched mine; like every time.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMj5erWGPWX
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He took the condom from my fingers and I pulled slightly back to give him room to put it on. Once he had it on, he put his hands on either side of my hips and led me to him and I rested my hands on his chest. I slid down on him slowly; allowing myself to adjust to him. This time it was different; more relaxed and passionate.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEID9lAwVB
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He released my thighs and put one hand on the back of my neck pulling me to him. I could taste his lust into my mouth as his tongue stroked mine eagerly. Lost by the kiss I forgot to move upwards but he didn’t seem to mind as he griped my body tighter and kissed me deeper. I tightened my walls around him but didn’t move as he released my lips.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7F6uxz5QQ0
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“Be mine,” he whispered; his voice hoarse. “I want you to be mine,” he spoke again and my breath came out into a wild gasp as butterflies filled my stomach and chest.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqniQMKDg4d
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“I'm yours Damien,” I whispered back “I was always yours.” I shouldn’t have said that.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQQyk2lvr6
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“Good,” he smiled a breathless smile “Because it hurts how much I need you,” he whispered and our lips connected and I began sliding up and down once again.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56i1ha6h8G
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He had his cheek against my upper chest, his forehead touching my chin as I lay on the bed; my fingers through his soft hair. Once my breathing and my heart rate decreased to its normal speed, I felt happy. I felt him move and I opened my eyes to see the reason. He was staring at me.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNMyiO35Wg
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“Yes?” I chuckled nervously.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9M3YMtv8A
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“You look so beautiful,” he stated and I felt the blood rushing to my cheeks.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡza4pY7kzzL
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“Thank you,” I replied. “I am so…” I began but I couldn’t find the word I was looking for “I'm happy” I finally whispered. It’s been so long since I’ve felt like this. Since I’ve felt complete.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12z2d9sZl2
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“I'm happy that you’re happy,” he smiled placed a kiss on my skin. He sighed and lay back down on my chest.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYKT7lugTF
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“Damien?” I mumbled.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlgZxLiNPB
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“Yes?” he responded.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjuBzDHXDP
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“I'm sorry if takes time,” I began and he pulled away again to face me “To tell you the things I have and want to say.”496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47Qk207qwS
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“I told you I’m not leaving,” he stated.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB91BpN9tcU
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“I...” I began. What if I say that I can’t believe him? Would that be that bad?496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBViUFLehpb
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“Yes?” he waited.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7GmVRie06
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“It’s hard for me to…” I rephrased and he got up form my chest once again.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ro0tKuQx6
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“To believe me?” he ended the sentence for me. I looked into his gray eyes. He obviously could see right through me. I nodded and he sighed in response.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7SSlVIVp6
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“I know baby girl. I know,” he sighed.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcetKwidWD
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I believed the words Alex told me and where did that got me? I gave him my heart, I believed in him and he ripped me apart. It’s not that I didn’t want to believe Damien. I did. It’s that I couldn’t. Every time he said to me that he wouldn’t leave me, a small voice in my head was mocking me for wanting to believe his words.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WkQtqguJy
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“When are you going to tell Cleo and Max?” he asked out of the blue.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5iX5kVk1O
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“Ahh. Leave me alone,” I groaned and pouted at him making him chuckle.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0WDnPyyaF
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“Do you want me to...?” he begun.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCaCywnxTx
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“No!” I shook my head “It has to be me,” I said “I just wanted to wait a little bit first,” I winced.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMO6VjIc4VU
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“Why?” he slowly asked.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9CMdnffZ4
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“You’re asking too much today,” I narrowed my eyes at him trying to avoid his question.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36w11S3hie
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“Erica…” he said; a serious tone in his voice. There was that tone again. I hoped he didn't know the effect it had on me.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9HxkI82OJ
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“I wanted to see where this would go,” I bit my bottom lip and looked away from him.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDG8IYczPgL
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“So, I have to play hide and seek for a year or two then?” he narrowed his eyes. That sounded nice. He actually had me into his plans. I couldn’t fight back a grin.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeQIS9ZruB
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“Clown,” he mumbled and shook his head.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsEefba62x
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“Fine,” I groaned “I’ll try on Monday,” I played angry. He chuckled and leaned to kiss me.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRckhsjC0ac
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“No promises though,” I quickly added before he crashed his lips to mine.496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsLhhom43z
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