I prayed for this time to be easier. I wished that this time won’t be as hard as the last time we broke up but the hole in my chest was there again. And it hurt.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfKG7MzBnA
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His words still echo in my mind; his reply, that I loved him enough to make him love me back. Some nights, when I feel weak, those words run through my head again and again, like a broken old vinyl. And a giant “what if” is tattooed in my mind. What if he really meant it? What if he really did love me after all? What if?483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HkGf02cEn
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At this point I would toss and turn in my bed, torturing myself with questions. It was the worst part of the day; the part where I would be most weak and vulnerable. I was trying to keep myself from sending him a message. Just an “I miss you” would do enough damage to me. I didn’t know what his response would be but I broke up with him for a reason. He cheated twice. It was enough.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MJ8rw50bQ
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I pushed the sheets off of my body and got up. I threw my mobile on the couch, got my car keys, wore my sandals and left the garage. I was wearing only a tanktop and a short but it didn’t care; where I was headed I didn’t need to put on an outfit. I just wanted to be away from my phone.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVtcfHuSMM
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I stopped at the red light. There was a car beside me but the sad song coming from the speakers distracted me.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOQzBD5v7D
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“..how do you love with a faith full of rust, how do you turn what the savage take..”483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOq4UFdOpo
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I groaned and pushed play on the CD.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPmA0NSTCG
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“..I catch a brief reflection of what you could and might have been It's your right and your ability to become my perfect enemy..”483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Xbt3hmhDE
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That’s more like it. I would rather be angry at him; fantasizing a revenge. I wouldn't go any further than I already have -sending a girl to have sex with him and report back was enough- but imagining that I could yell at him and hating made me feel better. The moment my eye caught sight of the green light the driver from the car next to mine pushed his horn. I didn’t turn to see why.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pOox6rI9L
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As Metallica followed the previous song, I didn’t hear anything else but the music as I drove to the clearing in the middle of the night. I turned off the engine but kept the music on. I hate silence.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjkqjVBQgj
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I pushed back my seat and crossed my legs on it; leaning back. I closed my eyes and tried to lose myself in the music. I heard tires on the road behind and my eyes snapped open. Who would drive here at 3 o’clock in the morning? The first thing I did was to push down the locks. Then I turned my eyes on the review mirror to see the car. The driver had the lights on so I didn’t have any luck.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0IzeEiLri
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The car came into a stop right next to mine and I could look at the car and the driver. I furrowed my eyebrow in confusion but in relief also. It was Damien.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsuI2IWaTL
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I saw him getting out of the car and walking towards my door. I unlocked the door and opened it; getting out just as he came closer.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkUFrwKnxe
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“Hey,” he said and stopped behind the opened door.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoviW2Xkb2
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“Hey,” I replied, confused “What are you doing here?”483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wsMerpgsl
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“What are you doing here?” he asked “Its 3 o’clock in the morning!” he said.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCWh8MsBaA
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“Who made you my dad?” I scoffed. What’s with him? I sat back in my seat, my legs bended on the door frame. He came at the other side of the door, so he was now standing in front of me.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYAhoDfM5J
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“Sorry,” He apologized, seating on his lap “I just saw you at the red light and I was worried and you weren’t answering your phone so I followed you,” he explained while I was looking anywhere but him.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCoDP6vDi1
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“Oh that was you,” I said, realizing that he was the driver next to me earlier. “My phone is at home,” I mumbled.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoffSPCOFjP
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He didn’t speak for another minute or two. He got up and right when I though he was leaving, he walked across my car and opened the passenger’s seat and sat next to me. I turned towards the wheel; sitting straight.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdEUu2xAUP
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“How are you?” he asked. I sighed deeply, not wanting to answer. I didn’t want to cry over Alex in front of Damien again.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwNtjRmioo
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“I'm alive,” I replied looking at my folded legs before me “How are you?” I asked.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9Ji6d4a3y
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“I'm alive.”483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurAh2JuLqo
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“What? Problems at the honeymoon suit?” I chuckled; remembering his girlfriend.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLgeKKP40L
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“Something like that,” he replied his tone serious; unlike mine.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsCNHMvhhD
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“Don’t worry. It will pass,” I said, painting my voice with false hope “As long as she doesn’t cheat,” didn’t manage to mask my bitter tongue here.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetXOZWYhoq
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“It’s not her. It’s me,” he mumbled.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUjgR6TqZ6
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“Why?” I asked “If you want to tell me of course,” I added quickly. I saw him flinch at my question.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05T9DsEP1P
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“How can you be like that? Seriously,” he snapped; turning towards me.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQBUsKfqbN
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“What do you mean?” I asked confused.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKg5nym6nk
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“Like that!” he motioned towards me “After everything that happened and you still keep the act,” I still couldn’t understand what he was saying. I kept quiet, too scared to ask him again what he meant.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCO0Yul4wJF
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“I’ve kissed you twice and both times you kissed me back,” he began “And even with all the staring…” I shifted my torso “You’re…” I didn’t let him finish, grabbed his face in my hands and crushed my lips onto his. I felt his shock but as I parted my lips, he relaxed and parted his lips too; his tongue entering my mouth.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rWpDmhSgh
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As soon as I realized that I was actually kissing Damien, that I was the one that made the first move; a moan escaped my throat. But I didn’t care; I was too emotionally tired to feel shy. He broke the kiss and pushed back the seat; pulling me on top of him. I thanked my old car for the wide seats and put one leg on either side of him as our lips met again. He put one hand on my hip and the other on the back of my neck; through my hair.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIq0EpwoVNv
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I loved this man. I loved everything about him. The way he made me laugh, the way he teased me, the way he looked in the morning, his beautiful eyes, his touch, his lips, his sweet taste. A sigh escaped my lips and he pulled me even closed to his body. He pushed me away suddenly and I looked at him confused.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FMHwadrhh
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“What’s wrong?” I asked.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlplMTnCZOD
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“Sorry,” he chuckled “but if we keep this up, I won’t be able to drive home,” he grinned.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO46g3joOti
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“You don’t have any condoms with you?” I asked and he raised his eyebrows. I think I surprised him with my bluntness.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRhEPEts44
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“No,” he winced. I smiled and kissed him again before returning to my seat. If he kept this going, I would go all the way. That’s what I was thinking at least. I don’t know what I would do when the time would come.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5a8SVVLAq4
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Thankfully things came that way though. I didn’t want for this to happen like this. I wanted it to be great; because with him everything felt right. The hole in my chest didn’t exist.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnbmgYFfo3
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“You look funny,” Max said; looking at me as I joined him at the backyard. I found him sitting at the table next to the pool, drinking his afternoon coffee.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGWPND6HGU
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“Excuse me?” I raised my eyebrows as he removed his RayBan sunglasses.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSKABy4sFS
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“Something happened? You look weird,” he replied with a question. Damn. Was it that obvious?483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkINWyuRupU
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“No,” I lied “I'm just feeling better,” I half smiled and sat down beside him.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVo2BoZWzIz
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“That’s good,” Max nodded and put the glasses back on his face. With the corner of my eye I’d noticed Damien passing through the kitchen door.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZL46zQ6sFv
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“I'm going to get something to drink,” I told Max and he nodded. I needed to see what Damien’s behavior would be. Then, I would know if I had to freak out about Cleo and Max and whether I would tell them or not.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEeTfSNMr8
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My question was answered as I entered the kitchen and his face light up. It was good to see that I made him feel like that.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6r3ywHm8WU
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“Hello,” I greeted him; smiling as I walked to the fridge. I still wasn’t sure though.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmB1stxqHH
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“Hello to you too,” he replied as I opened the door. He came behind me to return the juice bottle. He put one hand on the small of my back and kissed my shoulder before returning where he was. My heart was bouncing.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVzFmxllYk
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“Hey sweety,” I heard Cleo calling from behind me. If my heart was bouncing before; it was nothing compare to this. Did she saw Damien kissing my shoulder? Doubt it. She would say something if she saw him.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxynEQBo7NO
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“Hi,” I said and grabbed the juice bottle. I closed the fridge and smiled at her. I felt Damien’s eyes on my face before he walked to the door that led to the living room.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Mjnh08XUo
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“So, what do you want to do tonight?” Cleo asked me, taking the juice bottle from next to my glass on the kitchen counter. I didn’t have the time to answer for Damien returned to the kitchen.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QnXDVNJce
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“Oh, Ladybug, I have a book that you might like. Come up to my room for a second,” he motioned towards the stairs with his head.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05zorLweYV
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“In a bit,” Cleo asked for me.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgAf6YZR0f
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“In a bit,” I repeated and he disappeared from the doorway.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dNFg4hkUa
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“So?” Cleo asked.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5ihzuhN2W
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“Let’s go for a beer at “Johnny’s,”” I suggested “I need a healthy dose of metal and beer,” I smiled sheepishly; making her laugh.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkP0s8eRAt
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“You mean you need to get drunk.”483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVWDGhRqTq
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“Yehh...and metal music shaking my bones,” I said with the same tone. It’s been a while since we last went at my favorite bar. I need the loud music to ease my brain.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzR6Dt1D6mR
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“Done,” She nodded with a smirk as I walked towards the doorway that led to their rooms.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQSp5TqjUk
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“Where’re you going?” she asked confused “Max is out back.”483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgq9Jm5TRF
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“You know, the guy that stood in the doorway before wasn’t a hologram,” I mocked.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04DIGaP0za
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“Oh yeah. Right,” she laughed and went out the kitchen door.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfc2JPEBcAr
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I went up the stairs and to Damien’s room thinking about Cleo and her reaction if she found out about last night. What am I going to do?483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxsK9j9Tzw
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Okay. First things first; let’s see what Damien thinks. I knocked on his door and when I heard his soft voice replying and the door opened. He was standing right next to it, looking at his bookshelf.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1iibco3Zv
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“Hey,” I smiled and closed the door behind me.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsY3tm1Pgaa
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“Hey Ladybug,” he grinned. That was a good or a bad sign? I didn’t know.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNH1cjQYlO
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“Here,” he said and gave me an architectural book. There really was a book then. He sat on his couch and looked at me as I sat down on his bed; three meters away from where he was seated.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDqfXRhtfZ
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I was seating as far away as possible. We almost had sex last night you stupid stupid man and you giving me a book? I opened the book and take a look at the designs.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoexwpZLsj
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“Cool,” I mumbled.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82lZTpI6HO
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“You can sit outside the room if you want,” he said sarcastically and I looked up at him.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMn8cniAfOk
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“Huh?”483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipbL5De8EW
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“Come here,” he sighed. I stood up and sat next to him on the couch; keeping my eyes in the pages of the colorful book. I was feeling awkward.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRxf6TK3q2
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“Really nice,” I smiled.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXLkPcgKw4
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“What?” I looked at him. This was a huge book, probably 600 pages, it must worth a lot.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50KVbFIPys
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“No,” I shook my head and he was about to protest “I'm here all the time anyway, I can borrow it anytime,” I explained. He didn’t reply.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcC7xAUi00t
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I licked my bottom lip in frustration and the moment I looked away, his lips crashed onto mine; his hands on either side of my face. I gasped as I felt his soft lips on mine. I kissed him back for a little bit before I pushed him away and covered my lips with the back of my palm.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6mJbeMt4b
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“What’s wrong?” he asked.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqIOvhXpld
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“Max and Cleo are downstairs,” I mumbled.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACKg7CKQPf
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“So?”483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9D6uOsm7U
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“Are you kidding me?” my eyes widened and he shook his head. “Cleo will probably stop talking to me if she finds out.”483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbq8x426beH
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“So, I guess, I can’t say anything,” he said.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWg2f2gEFj
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“Of course not,” I said and then I remembered something “Um, don’t you have a girlfriend?” I raised an eyebrow.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzrsYBHy5M
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“I'm breaking up with her tonight,” he said simply.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQw6cM0jLj
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“What? Why?” I panicked. His eyes moved away from me; widening like the reasons where obvious.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89mklvLXFP
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“Because of me?” I asked and stood up “No. No,” I shook my head. What if he didn’t like me? He knew me since we were kids, yes, but he didn’t knew me all that well.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIh1JfA3L2m
What if he suddenly realized that he didn’t liked me and regretted breaking up with his girlfriend?483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wavYyUclE
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“Fine,” he said and for a moment my heart fell. I didn’t want him to break up with her because of me but it would be nice thing to do.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvdFN5n94h
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“I'm not breaking up with her because of you,” he continued. Again my heart fell. “Does that sound better to you?” he mocked and I smiled.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSldMv9uZ34
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“You’re such a clown,” he chuckled as he caught my smile.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8k4NLjylrT
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“I'm sorry. It’s just…I’ve been cheated,” I explained “Twice,” I narrowed my eyes as the thought.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeKUZCyWg3
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“Yeah, I understand,” He nodded and got up.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNs8F3079TQ
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“We’re going at “Johnny’s” tonight,” I began as I walked to the door “Come if you want, though it will be weird, since I’ll be with Max and Cleo,” I winced.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdIkP5KVfQ
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“I’ll see how it will go tonight and probably text Max in the honor of the secrecy,” he smiled.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1J5a8Ysq8d
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“Okay,” I smiled and put my hand on the handle.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWITKphyCQ
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“Hey,” he stopped me and I turned around to look at him. He put his palm against my cheek and kissed my lips; my heart rate increasing. He pulled away and smiled. I had no idea what we were from now on.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3igLsrlGPB
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He did, made it at “Johnny’s” that night. I was leaning against the wall with my cold beer in my hand and Damien was next to me, eyeing me and teasing me. But then again, he was always teasing me.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtoGQOqfQx
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However, I noticed Cleo giving us some weird looks but I hoped it was my imagination combined with the alcohol. Still, the thought that she looked at me weird didn’t help my courage enough. I was sure she wouldn’t approve.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxGWztYyjG
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I remember two years ago, when we were all at a party and Damien was teasing me like usual and someone asked if I was his girlfriend.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmlOJeLM6O
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“No,” Cleo had exclaimed. I could still remember her tone. Like she was saying “Her? No way!.” I was hurt so badly that night that I decided that it was over. No matter what feelings I had for Damien, I should get over them and move on.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYQtZU3IWm
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But what about now? Now that he liked me too? What she would say now? What if she stopped talking to me? I know her my whole life. She’s like my sister. I guess I wasn’t good enough for her big brother. I didn’t know what else to think.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hBh6WT1QK
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For now I would keep this a secret and hoped for the best moment to tell her. But tell her what? That I’m seeing her brother? I would wait and see where things with Damien will go first and then try and find the right time to tell Cleo. And Max.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvNwBzE8Wc
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Gravity by The Perfect Circle483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JIPkcFRxW
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This is one of my favorites, when they finally get to be together a bit mor than usual...what do you think??483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VMkpRAWUJ
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Merry Christmas I wish to you all and I hope you'll have a great time! :)
