第三十七章:問與答695Please respect copyright.PENANAdH9bHsLJzK
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「琴日做咩搵我搵得咁急,然後又要我打比你啊?」695Please respect copyright.PENANAx1YbAM77EY
我在一大清早就問道剛好返回學校的依玲。695Please respect copyright.PENANA3Dh9OkwwJ6
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她剛回來並放下了自己的背句,然後就轉身向我說道:695Please respect copyright.PENANAvmKXDWBftN
「無啊,琴日有啲急事……但喺搞掂咗啦。」695Please respect copyright.PENANAW5Nv7JlQyt
她的語氣與以往略有一點不同。695Please respect copyright.PENANApXm5QNmmmY
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「做咩啦?心情差?」695Please respect copyright.PENANAkHr6GH7rKz
我察覺到她的不妥,於是再追問。695Please respect copyright.PENANAHCDgdrLKH6
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「無嘢就無嘢啦!」她明顯變得有點煩躁起來。695Please respect copyright.PENANAzeGiIePTcl
我看見她這樣,都沒有再追問下去。695Please respect copyright.PENANA6vnt8rOU8U
避免令她感到更煩躁。695Please respect copyright.PENANAzLgzAewurW
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然後依玲都很快就轉回身,開始從背包拿出來一會要遞交的功課,並放到了桌上。695Please respect copyright.PENANAdcAGIO4u2V
而我看著她突然的情緒轉差,只是感到有一點摸不清頭緒。695Please respect copyright.PENANAnss5CNysNR
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然而接下來的一整天,我與她都很少有交談,今天就是樣慢慢地過去了……695Please respect copyright.PENANAJCqcIr3E2R
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直到放學時,我最後一節的生物科與以往一樣,比其他選修科更早下課。695Please respect copyright.PENANApUQ9kCzaqk
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我拿著課本在樓梯上慢慢地走回課室的樓層時……695Please respect copyright.PENANA4PaaEbLQmT
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「喂!Alvin!」695Please respect copyright.PENANAPwa5IU1tM8
我立即轉向後方,發現原來是一樣選讀生物科的Rita叫道我。695Please respect copyright.PENANAFEH3kbe1np
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「等埋我一齊行啦!」Rita說道。695Please respect copyright.PENANA5LgnjwuA5E
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我站在了原地,等待著她走到與我同一級上。695Please respect copyright.PENANA0AGNrahRN9
然後我們二人就慢慢地走下樓梯。695Please respect copyright.PENANAj1f0xRz9pg
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「今日好似喺第一次Bio堂落堂之後,我哋一齊行翻課室。」695Please respect copyright.PENANAtgw97wneVV
Rita在我一旁繼續說著。695Please respect copyright.PENANAaqbT8A5rpW
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因為以往生物科下課後,我都是往往自己一個走回課室的。695Please respect copyright.PENANALITZ38Rv6Z
不是因為我不想與其他人有交談,而是我想享受這段只有自己一個的短暫時光。695Please respect copyright.PENANA0orar1eE5W
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「都好似第一次……你平時會同June一齊走架,今日做咩得自己一個?」我問道她。695Please respect copyright.PENANALZtT2aRcZg
而June是以前我與Rita初中時,同班的其中一個同學。695Please respect copyright.PENANA6CvsD3o1K3
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「June佢有嘢想問老師,所以叫我走先……Alvin你喺有心事啊?」695Please respect copyright.PENANAA27pS52QuE
Rita走到比我下級的樓梯,然後抬頭看著我問道。695Please respect copyright.PENANADESwVQ3JQ0
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「你又知我有心事?」我直接回答她。695Please respect copyright.PENANAo6cCn2OqjX
雖然我都不知道這刻自己是否真的有心事……695Please respect copyright.PENANATFPVqNOwAP
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「咪傻啦你!我哋第四年同班架啦!一早睇穿哂你啦!」她笑著說。695Please respect copyright.PENANAtRlUlN5zIi
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「咁你又睇到我有咩心事啊?」我反問她。695Please respect copyright.PENANAbQpah3vKk1
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「喺咪因為今日Elaine心情麻麻地,所以連帶到你都心情差啊?」695Please respect copyright.PENANAmQNU6EGS3x
嗯……她說出我今天的其中一個煩惱。695Please respect copyright.PENANATH7m0rt4h9
但我沒有回應她。695Please respect copyright.PENANAyjBj9D8K1G
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「唔講嘢!姐喺係啦!」695Please respect copyright.PENANARkVJBJSTVI
她如同名偵探猜中了真相一樣指著我說。695Please respect copyright.PENANAwjBG9oyF92
「Elaine我就唔知咩事啦……不過我反而有啲嘢想問下你……」695Please respect copyright.PENANAbJbMkAB9hR
她再繼續說道,並在說最後那句時語氣變得略有一點沉重起來。695Please respect copyright.PENANAqzCydPLbDn
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我看見她的語氣變了,於是便開口問道:695Please respect copyright.PENANA7Yl2dC0Ajn
「問咩啊?問到語氣都變哂嘅?」695Please respect copyright.PENANAm1yaFMKvSh
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「其實你放低咗Mandy未?」她看著我說。695Please respect copyright.PENANAUpiSBEzY6o
我聽到後頓時都一同沉默下來了……695Please respect copyright.PENANALzF71Yg6q7
在這一剎那,如同空氣都靜止了一樣。695Please respect copyright.PENANAeNFBihx8Vj
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「我諗……我放低咗……掛……」我支支吾吾地說。695Please respect copyright.PENANAt5LrfqOMFs
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「我都知喺要啲時間嘅……但喺如果……我話如果啊!」695Please respect copyright.PENANAbX9htKBhbG
她思考了一會後再說。695Please respect copyright.PENANAWbXJMbkpFW
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「如果啲咩先?」695Please respect copyright.PENANA0LaraCqUTz
我發現她沒有把話說下去,於是便問道。695Please respect copyright.PENANA1MGbrGyVGR
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「如果……如果Mandy同你講佢都一樣無放低到你呢?」695Please respect copyright.PENANAGKZ2VbSBNc
她略有點大聲地把這個「假設性」問題說了出來。695Please respect copyright.PENANAKhqSLb0oUO
使得我嚇一嚇,並立即向樓梯上方及下方看一看有沒有其他人在。695Please respect copyright.PENANAAZz7YBsV4M
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確認沒有人後,我就開始思考了一下Rita剛剛的「假設性」問題……695Please respect copyright.PENANAMqEv28WQev
「咁我哋……我哋都分咗手啦!咁繼續留戀落去都唔喺辦法……咁我緊喺希望佢都快啲放得低啦……」695Please respect copyright.PENANAEIM5ZQWQFY
我笑著說,但我都相信自己這刻是在強顏歡笑著。695Please respect copyright.PENANAoTia9L5fTb
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始終在與Mandy分後,經過了七月及八月情緒低落的洗禮。695Please respect copyright.PENANAOyrpuTOHKK
直到升上中四後,前往了新環境及認識新的朋友們。695Please respect copyright.PENANA2jVvUSkW4i
才使得與Mandy分手一事的悲傷慢慢地淡化……695Please respect copyright.PENANAzn1jB6GNcA
雖然不時都會一些對她的回憶,斷斷續續地出現在腦海中。695Please respect copyright.PENANAYXmmeA4IMl
我都不清楚自己是否真的放下了對她的感情……695Please respect copyright.PENANArHi0JOXZ60
所以我都不能確實回答。695Please respect copyright.PENANAtFWnoKu3Ow
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「你睇得咁開嘅……」Rita對於我的答案,似乎有些保留。695Please respect copyright.PENANAhQI1ZYdBx2
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「咁因為佢依家喺澳洲嘛,就算佢仲鍾意我……都做唔到啲咩架!」695Please respect copyright.PENANAbOcpuAFPZA
我直接與她說。695Please respect copyright.PENANAoO7OrHPFz3
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始終我與Mandy分手的原因就是因為我們將會分隔異地。695Please respect copyright.PENANAiwlwh1bXQF
而大家都沒有信心去維繼續繫這一段長距離感情……695Please respect copyright.PENANADwI0bPNzEc
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「除非佢突然話翻咗嚟香港啦……唔喺呢啲都只喺假設性問題……我哋快啲行啦。」695Please respect copyright.PENANAOmzyJsQIAW
我不想再纏繞在這個「假設性」問題上,於是便催促Rita快點一同返回課室。695Please respect copyright.PENANAIyDzBbLqEz
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而Rita並沒有回應我剛剛的說話,只是點一點頭後,就與一同繼續往樓梯下方前進……695Please respect copyright.PENANA8w3b8aMn4i
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回到家後,我立即躺在自己的床上。695Please respect copyright.PENANAT4M19lwHwH
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「未換衫就攤上床?!快啲換翻屋企衫先!」695Please respect copyright.PENANAG97YTtBAeH
在我房間門口走過的姐姐看見我仍然穿著校服後,就命令我立即去替換衣服。695Please respect copyright.PENANAKJj44jNoRc
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而我正在換衣的時候……695Please respect copyright.PENANA17oaW4ZZku
「鈴—鈴—」695Please respect copyright.PENANAR425T7bJFg
突然手機鈴聲響起了。695Please respect copyright.PENANAvusz9u9zd3
於我便快速地更換好衣服,並拿起了手機查看是誰致電給了我。695Please respect copyright.PENANA5LoZFL2XYI
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當我一拿起手機,發現是依玲的來電。695Please respect copyright.PENANAjYts4KpjKA
我二話不說就接聽了。695Please respect copyright.PENANACLofbsdIPc
「喂?依玲?」695Please respect copyright.PENANArwYTbSGBan
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「喂?阿侑啊……你做緊咩啊?」她有點支支吾吾地問道我。695Please respect copyright.PENANAbWagcJtJTW
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「我啱啱翻到屋企換完衫啊。」我如實告訴她我剛剛做了些甚麼。695Please respect copyright.PENANASvpPX4uX3V
「哦……我都啱啱翻到屋企啊……」她繼續吞吞吐吐地說著。695Please respect copyright.PENANAWkMq1zebwG
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「做咩突然打比我啊?」我還是把話題帶回為何她會突然打給我。695Please respect copyright.PENANAxgesbZtEJf
「無……因為今日我對你啲態度好似麻麻地咁,所以想打嚟同你道歉……Sorry啊。」695Please respect copyright.PENANAEpkUQKKVXO
她向我道歉起來。695Please respect copyright.PENANAzwEgcREmtS
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「哦……好少事嚟……我都無hard feeling,同埋你心情差嘛……所以我無事!放心!」695Please respect copyright.PENANAhW8yFblePO
我希望她不要太過介意。695Please respect copyright.PENANASfmEah8Kmx
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但當我說完後,她立即沒有回應我,反而是沉默了一會……695Please respect copyright.PENANA4k00D2G6nS
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「其實呢……阿侑你喺咪鍾意Venus啊?」她突然問道我。695Please respect copyright.PENANAn0QZ5RRlOy
為什麼大家今天都會有這麼多的問題……695Please respect copyright.PENANAKyHj4RUH03
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「唔喺啊,我同佢喺friend咋嘛。」我連忙為解釋起來。695Please respect copyright.PENANAEuANxJsDLx
但其實這個問題真的有待我去再思考一下……695Please respect copyright.PENANAaenWkq95ms
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「因為琴日Poppy話見到你兩個一齊上咗架出港島嘅巴士……所以我先問一問。」695Please respect copyright.PENANAEpChT0yUkm
她又開始支支吾吾地說著。695Please respect copyright.PENANAg1ZkNXoB20
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「哦!因為琴日我要出去我媽公司到攞嚟緊Venus件戲服嘅布袋,而我媽又想幫佢做埋度身,所以先叫我帶埋佢出去。」695Please respect copyright.PENANAs8iM4NlDay
我把昨天的事情如實告訴了她。695Please respect copyright.PENANApPncMjiMsB
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「原來喺咁……」她說。695Please respect copyright.PENANAN7GVZZvtpf
「所以我哋真喺普通朋友嚟。」我立即再補充多句。695Please respect copyright.PENANAaD3vI8mEQD
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「我會咁問其實喺因為見你兩個近排啲互動都有啲埋,覺得你兩個有啲夾……」695Please respect copyright.PENANAdLCAyygWBj
她這句的說話方式及語氣都感覺似曾相識的……695Please respect copyright.PENANAeeCycdsjRo
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莫非她是在介意在我與Venus的事?695Please respect copyright.PENANAG7zrvWlV82
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「雖然你知道他並不屬於你的,但你仍然會時時刻刻為他在著緊」695Please respect copyright.PENANAzW3tJX8Ygq