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「你諗清楚啲？」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXTO5mJq7n
「唔知啊！！！唔識啊！！！唔做啊！！！」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YUaAXGFu1
這個畫面似曾相識的……387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxShlcuIel
就如同以往我教導依玲數學時的情況一樣。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfigNxIz1q
不過這次坐在我一旁的，並不是依玲，而是班中另一名女生。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2r8DRN9LoK
龔欣琪小朋友，你再咁樣扭計唔做，何老師就唔教你架啦！」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPAvKDubLD
此刻坐在我身旁正在鬧別扭的，是由初中同班到現在的Laura。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJyAR4uOMG
而坐在我們對面、剛在說著話的，是一樣由初中結識到現在的Rita。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXSZFoZueI
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREtqKWXYzF
Laura與Rita二人，從上月開始便會在午休的時候，來到了圖書館的自修室進行試卷操練。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1D5s4sPhAp
剛好她們在今天操練的科目，正好是我都有修讀的地理科。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcApyKuAjF
於是便在吃過午飯回課室時，順道把正在班房小休著的我一同拉到圖書館。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6waRwN3cL
然而，接下來發生的就如剛才所見的畫面一樣。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSAitgGxzk
Laura因為一直都搞不懂得石頭的分類，而開始在鬧脾發。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6Nr4tHkV4
與依玲因為不懂計算題目而鬧別扭的樣子十分相似。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpEvidJSUO
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQq9PpdE4z1
「你再諗清楚大理石到底喺沉積岩、火成岩定變質岩？」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAHTev5jEb
「唔、知、啊！！！」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzaO4TMWSh
最終Laura還是崩潰似的直接躺在桌面上一動也不動。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8drl3ANnUy
看來是大腦當機了，需要冷卻一下。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwHUqRxAuB
因此我都如同與依玲相處時一樣，稍為把她面前的試卷移開。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdOMcKVXjn
「休息下先啦咁！衝咗幾題都攰架啦。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3erTG5gms
隨即在話後，我也交叉著手靠到椅背上放鬆一下。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVB3mKuv1yf
與此同時，坐在我對面的Rita卻雙手托腮凝視著我。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRp0MC8hwRs
使得我馬上有點好奇地問道她：「做咩望住我？我臉上有嘢？」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56MOfZ7w6l
「唔喺……只喺發覺Alvin你相比起以前唔同咗好多。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKsWbhbtao
Rita說著的同時，也微笑起來。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgqhuOcQ4I
從笑容可見，相信她所說的「我唔同咗好多」是良性的。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIrSmuPFDw
因此我接著都追問：「唔同咗啲咩？」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xK18UZelX
「你成熟咗，仲記得中一識你嗰陣成個人仲好幼稚，會同Haley兩個成日喺到作故仔、同Shark佢哋小息喺到玩擦膠大戰……」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtt4PETGXPK
Rita一邊微笑著一邊把我過往的黑歷史越掘越多出來。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZ2bTAYr7h
使我不得已馬上靠前身體，並雙手做出了個暫停的手勢。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7P7NjtkVgQ
「Stop！黑歷史講夠啦！」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVrVHrQMcQ
看到我如此的反應，Rita剛上掩著嘴淺笑起來。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzOq2be41N
「雖然依家有時都仲有啲幼稚行為，但喺相對比人嘅感覺都成熟穩重咗。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqMuZ93OLy
她再次向著我露出了一個欣慰的笑容。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhV2batigh
彷彿就像一位媽媽見到了自己的兒子終於生性而感到高興欣慰似的。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyB3pGCu50
「咁人會長大架嘛……」我有點不好意思地別開了眼神。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTXDXF59oJ
可是她卻搖一搖頭：「成長唔一定會令人成熟，你睇下Hero就知，到中六都仲覺得自己有一日會比隻蜘蛛咬到，然後可以喺城市到周圍飛。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQ5mRTVBdx
聽到她如此說道，我不爭氣地譏笑了一聲。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBQ7qbnnUH
「的確每個人成長嘅時機都唔一樣……」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDieq4ZHI1
我再次靠到椅背上，看著天花板上的光管，彷彿就在深思著人生大道理。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhz6vQtVBE
「可能喺因為Mandy、Venus同Elaine，所以令人有所成長呢。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHE7YOLwoFs
「點解咁講？」我有點不解地望回了Rita。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBajY8NvyB
她卻是繼續微笑著道：「佢哋令你產生咗責任感，令你唔再只諗住自己。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEdO958wDg
「的確Ivy嗰陣，我真喺只諗住自己……」我再次抬頭望向上方。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1IEjWic2X
雖然Ivy的事情都已經釋懷了，但是有時回想起，都會忍不住倒抽一口氣。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxj7XpN9V9
可能那一份內疚感，會一直纏住我直到死去的一刻……387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgci02LyUvz
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshK5VB1U0P
「Rita你打算做社工呵？」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5NqXzJUU6
在氣氛即將變得沉重的一剎那，我也轉了個話題。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsagQyOySSF
Rita則是點頭起來：「喺啊，我想為呢個社會出一分力。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPq8JEgob16
「你真喺熱心呢……」我輕笑道的同時，也交叉著手：「等我過幾日唔喺到嘅時候，要記得出埋我個一分力喎……！」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCo1NEygw4H
一時口快下，我不慎把不應該說的話說了出來。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FXh8YHGsr
我馬上望向了Rita，只見她瞪大了雙眼。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACtaevgRr8
隨即也皺著眉頭，語氣有點疑惑地問：「過幾日唔喺到喺咩意思？」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzI25UsfZA
然而，我沒有立即回答她，只是先送上一記微笑，然後把手指放到嘴前，做出了一個保密的手勢。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhku2FhF2vS
Rita沒有說話，只是有點愕然地睜了兩下眼。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gz2TqCtMP
下一瞬間也馬上別開了臉，雙眼泛著一點淚光說：「嗯……我會架啦。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSViAFsw3N
在話後，她便示意想去洗手間一趟。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAnu6O1Qr9
而在離開坐位的一刻，也用手擦了一擦眼角再離去。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrgADYzhPj
看著她如此的舉動，我隨即也收起了笑容。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ081D8QyRj
接著轉過身，望向了身旁依然伏在桌上的Laura。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dAffjqokr
「你哋都有咁嘅反應，點令我放心啊。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrPVyrzcOG
我說著的同時，也戳了一下她的手臂。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrsFulBOaq
而Laura只是很快把頭別了過去，並發出了隱約的一聲抽泣。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDHpfp1Y04
看著她們二人的反應，也令我回想起前一晚Zack及Grace所說的話「你好有影響力架」……387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjNUyWtaJd
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我隨即也再戳了Laura的手臂一下。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcdrF9uems
「喂，你知咩事咩？咁快喊定嘅？」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzOrD9FYdZ
Laura馬上從桌面坐起身來，雙眼水汪汪、有點激動地向我說：「你估我哋傻架咩？」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRe6jtNIyXE
見到她的樣子，我只好先撅嘴起來，並沉思了一會。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡny2SPYbnCq
Laura則是繼續有點生氣地盯著我，直到我嘆了一口氣。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4eFF0em9N
「諗住同你哋識得最耐，會好啲開口講、好啲理解。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGIhoYkrSZ
「就喺識得耐，先至咁樣啊！」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOAF8yxhVx
這次換轉是Laura撅起嘴並鼓起泡腮，看來是真的生氣了。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUvUqcLT4j
「對唔住……」演變成這樣的情況，我還是先道歉起來。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrCSWvJv9G
而Laura在多盯著我數秒後，也隨即深呼吸了一口。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQ0zcHEYAF
隨後也把剛才被移開了一點的試卷拿到了面前。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1609HfBYH
「快啲教我點做。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZW4eRL9140
對於她突然的轉變，我雖然有點摸不著頭緒。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqy8k6zbmH
但還是按照她的要求，開始教導她如何解題。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkIDzCJrKg
「呢題目要你分幾個部份答，你將啲重要嘅字眼，都highlight咗佢先。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EOuRNer61
「好……」Laura低聲回答，然後就默默地從筆袋中拿出了一支螢光筆。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlpIPizHpt
接著很快便移除了筆蓋，並開始把試題上的重點字眼劃出。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxDC6ljLz2
可是當她劃到一半的時候，卻突然在我手臂上劃了一筆。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfb4tTaeiNE
「你做咩將支螢光筆畫落我隻手到？」我馬上有點愣住地問道了她。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Rmjeok2K5
然而，她只是把螢光筆的蓋子蓋上，並一臉理所當然地說：「因為阿侑你對我嚟講好重要。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL219F13sTI
「欸！？」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtI6bttu7qM
「我同Rita會有咁嘅反應，都喺因為阿侑你對我哋嚟好重要。你唔單止淨喺對Mandy好好，甚至好照顧我哋。仲記得畢業營嗰陣，你一直幫我融入組入面，希望我同其他組員打多啲交道！Mandy走完到你走，唔大反應先奇！」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgnosASwCe
聽到Laura的這番說話，我也立即反省起來。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24SKgDdl3V
數分鐘前，才被人稱讚我不再只為自己。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEnNTBFIRl
但是現在我卻相反地一心認為她們都會理解我的舉動。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pFP46Xupq
看來我還不夠成熟呢……387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaSXO8rRph
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KAaejRX0f
「多謝，你覺得我重要。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1p0nlHATXc
我稍為收捨了一下心情後，便向她微笑說道。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIxjK3f3Rm
Laura則是馬上別開眼神、臉頰有點泛紅地說道：「你唔好誤會我啊！」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpI0buX7e2C
正如Rita所說，每個人都會成長，只是時機與契機都有所不同。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9vaq0sK1W
但今天看著她們二人的反應，也令我意會到。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4TVwrje2i
若果連她們都展露出如此大的反應，那麼對著「她」，我應該如何是好。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoEYWAwOUI
理性，告訴我應該要成熟地坦承面對。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj91rmw3LAd
但是感性，卻告知我，一切都是要付出代價的。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHwkR85rQe
想到這點的我，不禁深呼吸了一口。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgbFwZNcmi
接著也掛上笑容，與Laura說道：「我哋繼續操卷啦！一陣Rita翻嚟，仲要向佢道翻歉……」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDI2L51OfS
還有六人。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3DG81Xbec
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「成長、成熟」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYDOZ8RM72
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作者的話：387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iiBtmqunh
忘記了Ivy是誰的，可以回去看暑假篇中的回憶篇~387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymx6OZ6OpM
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