第一二八章：畢業營(七)450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj57zAjX0IE
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一聲喊道下，我便把Mandy拉到懷中緊抱著。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9byAwc72Kd
已經不知道，這個舉動到底是理性控制，還是感性驅動了……450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8rVqqSp5Q
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不過在我懷中的Mandy，也在一陣錯愕過後。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23Li7YmipT
便輕聲地說：「做咩咁突然攬住人……」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bKgidZVh9
「唔知……我都唔知點解自己會突然咁做。」我仍然摟抱著她說道。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DkzIfuHXY
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而我們唯持了這個姿勢大約半分鐘後，她也再說：「一陣比其他人睇到啊……」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaTgjRkmUN
聽到她這這番說話，我才下意識過來，現在還是在營區內，隨時都會有同級的同學或老師出現。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIikrAYSicp
因此，我便很快把她推離懷中，並說：「對……對唔住。」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxruU5MPa8k
但她沒有責怪我突然的舉動，反而是臉頰泛起一點紅地盯著地板看。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZ9RDKLCIr
我想，突然被人抱入懷中，有這個反應也不奇怪。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErh25leI5H
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「不如我哋去個邊企？」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRR3Q2tj3S1
發現氣氛變得有點尷尬起來的我，便指向了近河畔邊的平台。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Wx53SpIZS
她抬頭看一看我指向的方向，沉默了一會。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68F6ltZ0vL
接著也少少聲地在嘴邊說：「好。」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1qh3f1RfJ
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隨即我們便一同往平台的方向前去，不過路途上卻沒有任何傾談。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLcwqkCpZB
畢竟，現在我腦中想著的，都只是她那一句「道別」。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRtcrr9ImR
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直到我們來到平台，並雙雙靠在欄杆上。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlV2ZxRP35
她也開口說：「聖誕之後，我就會翻番澳洲讀書。」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Oz6JP4hWd
「喺啊……」我竟然比想像中表現得平淡。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4UdQ6UWGA
而她對於的我反應，似乎都感到有點意外。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnESs7bZTKd
於是好奇地望向我，隨即我都一同與她對視起來。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbz1jMjf0Bc
「阿侑你嘅反應比我想像中冷靜喎……啊，唔喺。你啱先都無啦啦攬住我。」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAe2LUUg4G5
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其實我的反應會如此鎮定，可能是因為我早就猜想到會有這一天的來臨。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiFGcSRpds
始終，她已經不是第一次離開我了。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsUcC26PpS
三年前，她因為移民而前往了澳洲。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKblIG4xrX
可是在一年後又回來了與我再次相遇。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJfzagiKgs
但是她的家人仍然在澳洲，這樣代表，終有一天，她還是要離開……450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcvABa3wnM
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「點解又突然翻去讀書？」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilVWpsooLi
她沒有即時回答，而是扭過頭去看著前方一片漆黑的河畔。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQ6EjkEavt
「本來都諗住考埋DSE先，但屋企人都希望我唔好考，而喺返去讀多兩年high school，然後直接駁入U。」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH19tlCuT5W
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聽到她這樣說道，我都瞬間理解到為何她的家人會作出如此的抉擇。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNKhdeCYqY
畢竟論教育，香港的教育實在太過落後，只專注在菁英培育上。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZolABFYIB
然後又推行現在的「一試定生死」方式，來區分能力高與低的學生。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4zzv75xlC
分分鐘考入大學還比在麻將桌上以海底撈月食糊更難呢。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxB9J8mTgA
換做是我的話，都會選擇在海外升學。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2OflyzKJL
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在她的話後，我也一同望向眼前漆黑的河畔。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oQvBKPnFn
頓時覺得眼前的景色，就如同不久的未來一樣。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MhiP1VA8B
現在晚上看著，只會覺得一團漆黑，根本捉摸不清眼前的事物。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZOfRDP8G4
換做早上看著的話，卻會清楚地看到河畔上所有的景物。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fo0CTQ9vH
人，會因為一時的迷茫，而失去向前的動力。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13bySfUKHO
但又會因為熟悉而感到舒適，並最後失去了探索的動力。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlMklAzp7a
到底是選擇留在舒適圈，還是離開，都將會引致不同的未來。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKPLBjug49
而我們往往擔憂的，就只是那個未來到底適不適合自己。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2hvApDGKV
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Mandy發現我沒有回應，於是又再說起來：「所以今次真喺要再見啦。」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRR3HT26IW
她又再一次提起了「再見」這一回事。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLay0Bh9Slx
但這次我並沒有像剛一樣立即把她拉到懷中，而是說出心中話：450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xCeIBU7Y9
「老實講啊，其實我唔想你走。」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19oaS0LCmg
「我知啊，啱先你攬住我個陣，我聽到啊。」她在話後便微笑起來。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8RQmpgaAg
感覺就像在回味剛才的一刻一樣。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqJ87XfSfK
但接著又再問：「點解咁唔想我走？」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbVoioYPuz
「因為我自私囉。」我直接說道。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUI7ExTbL2A
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然而，她又沒有立即回答，而是轉過身來背靠在欄杆上。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAx954NQKj4
「唔可以自私喺我到架。」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZxqT0Xcxu
「點解啊？」我一臉好奇地反問道。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCf5vuHekdo
「因為……我唔值得你自私囉！」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOYwHZPd4O
她這樣一說，使我愣住了。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTykA3LcbQP
但是正當我開口時，她又說：「仲有其他人值得你自私。」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmI2Y75Gm4D
「你嘅其他人喺指？」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZC84EtkRAL
「Venus啊，Elaine啊，甚至可能喺你畢業之後識嘅人。」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qg8rSdo0T
在她提起Venus的名字時，我的腦海卻聯想起一段畫面。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfA8FzfYZ7p
就是開學的那一天，她與Venus在6C班門前談天的時候。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AwljaVdTy
因此我也不禁問：「愛瑩喺咪一早知架啦？」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoU7YZTsaFQ
她點頭，然後望向夜空：「班入面有幾個女仔都知。其實我都諗住差唔多時間同大家講架啦。」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uTk7A3suH
即使與全班說，大家都知道後，都是改變不了她要離開的事實。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OdhZECoUG
而我此刻想對她就只是：「比我……」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYapW3fLvmZ
「時間都唔早啦，不如我哋翻去啦。」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4ehnJ56iu
她突然的一句打斷了我的說話。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHJvABn2Qa
是巧合？還是刻意呢？450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PBHncxstu
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並且她在提議後，只是雙眼默默地凝視著我。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DTldp8WDJ
我隨即只能吞下還在口中的說話，點頭回應：450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIbPynekWt
「都好。」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMylzlHC3r
答應了的這一刻也代表著，我們的話題，將會在此結束……450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjjKv9LYAV
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片刻後，我帶著複雜的心情返回了宿舍內。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyDPJhr0J1
並在打開門的一刻，就見Harriet拿著毛巾及衣服在大廳的沙發上看著電視。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPp6888VVFR
「散完步翻嚟啦？」Harriet看見我的出現，便立即問道。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmtl3R2qWP
而我只是坐到他的旁邊，並靠在沙發上嘆氣起來。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPgiANkbEh
「唉，感情真喺好複雜呢。」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCrjv43CIF
他先是愣住了，但是也一同靠向後，並輕笑了一聲說：450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOsouPHsl3
「喺啊，感情真喺好複雜架。」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyISBIfBtU
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「想放手，但又想捉緊，真複雜」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgIq1klXHn
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