第一二七章：過去446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxd37Wlb9Dq
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我們分手的那一天……446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJIetaLo8g
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxlxIHbKTk
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1nOfaIJRl
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnaiVrOBuC
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdLWh730eL
我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxlDQyV6ij
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBneuWGErq
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHERD5trvz
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgL5mRpdhw
顯示的卻是單剔號。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnygclI297Z
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSfad3OVeG
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFwbFP6aku
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsblqSK81bf
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41eIdnKg7p
雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWks3Op6zAR
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqzuSrZ1z1
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUM830lwd4J
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzK5ex7T1s
「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGpoVDpQ2y
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4kFHYqPw8
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WRY6W5bpp
因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnhKDeW9Ya
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMqKr0j82a
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDkxHVTVel
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1coy1h4jDP
「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EyZJ3Mv8D
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAe3UDIbWH
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0OrMqqe1Y
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxe1bDCunQc
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbU9iESItt
「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44QBugOUFU
這是回憶嗎？446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfYHL2nxkj
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgD9w9CYO9Y
又是回憶了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFynxiStGLj
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcPFKRrEJ3
怎樣都是回憶。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYoYnsruPp
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCT7MgqTahP
不要再是回憶了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2m2PSf8D1
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZnvRNACUE
不要、不要、不要！446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1d5rEtqvhg
「我唔想離開你！」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQflMneG6L
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoA1dZHMma
「夠啦！」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIteYyDKqG
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHZR8rSC6O
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqTwSKSsJ1
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIt0R4HuQz
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4WX9mvgtN
好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLo0CRafuvl
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeHlZTJhoP
「咦？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3gWerw5BV
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPFDGeVAh5
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfu1XJAZ7w
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqfhft58y4
我轉過身，來到了床邊。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVw1RkJaFO
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrm5UAjVo1n
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEn1I8KO15
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0dumVTuGt
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XdmRRtqi1
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJeB83UmX9
我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0GRsylwMS
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCZKN3hqhc
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZfrc42tpa
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb66Y5tujlD
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oeYggNsyN
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmroB8u8CKm
直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnnztpCqwQ
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeZaTfq4jS
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0gFUW2fqE
不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98krF5jPRv
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEp32nvhDc
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2y5QzL6Jz
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPafXvbvjSG
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1dQ0Rlm36
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDifnfC4iHN
在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMJG3H7yxt
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnVbLl2K0u
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1g8BGUJDV
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3X1dFRbr0O
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cadH3brW7
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyicEKtobQ8
但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtu9jSeW9R7
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaImrMBBxeC
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrr2X8Bq9Q6
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwUy3WXSKb
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMSMv9ijWc
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfDYlcqqM3
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGnI9t9GNa
然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwYaTDUyad
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwVbPG5Opx
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqbD0cHkup
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKcDLndQ5H
不過，當然是沒有了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSIcLfEKTW
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOFHk3OR6l
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FpCUENovi
或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnGOxLuGDu
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1DPPDwPa0
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyEWh4Lk8Q
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUcV13pW40
如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjK070gju4
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnh0ENtxted
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD00jU9TiYb
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEMr30gDUD
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNA5HgOpqHZ
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGC3Q5gQju9
持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKtV723iyE
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZgw54XYwf
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eeIRZBWmL
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvvjd7q7t0
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVJgEkrZUd
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjQnlWg1P2
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQLxiLhVvC
最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvf2T1L6vA
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGy7tYiLzr
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqDWfdNSuy
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7ChGCv4qo
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvuR9FbEAz
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFup7fvXSo
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4AMr9gQ2K
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyks4OFV51g
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKo6oePh05i
「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6qDP6scvl
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