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「你諗清楚啲？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiECN9IMUk
「唔知啊！！！唔識啊！！！唔做啊！！！」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcaThmamUD
這個畫面似曾相識的……447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99XlU5RYxf
就如同以往我教導依玲數學時的情況一樣。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRKAcwl8wi
不過這次坐在我一旁的，並不是依玲，而是班中另一名女生。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURVIp1kkUz
龔欣琪小朋友，你再咁樣扭計唔做，何老師就唔教你架啦！」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GbxkGsYmT
此刻坐在我身旁正在鬧別扭的，是由初中同班到現在的Laura。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65by0Rpjn5
而坐在我們對面、剛在說著話的，是一樣由初中結識到現在的Rita。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqtUWQuG8m
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Laura與Rita二人，從上月開始便會在午休的時候，來到了圖書館的自修室進行試卷操練。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xbva9283c
剛好她們在今天操練的科目，正好是我都有修讀的地理科。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DemtH3KbT
於是便在吃過午飯回課室時，順道把正在班房小休著的我一同拉到圖書館。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUQdjdhOzC
然而，接下來發生的就如剛才所見的畫面一樣。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3uFZKCQ8x
Laura因為一直都搞不懂得石頭的分類，而開始在鬧脾發。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6E6J0feQw
與依玲因為不懂計算題目而鬧別扭的樣子十分相似。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BwvUvBX0e
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「你再諗清楚大理石到底喺沉積岩、火成岩定變質岩？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdBzZDjAKk
「唔、知、啊！！！」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QF6XpYzr4
最終Laura還是崩潰似的直接躺在桌面上一動也不動。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2jnitI6su
看來是大腦當機了，需要冷卻一下。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9nA7xHkWp
因此我都如同與依玲相處時一樣，稍為把她面前的試卷移開。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqgAV5tdWQ
「休息下先啦咁！衝咗幾題都攰架啦。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9IBOXTBnb
隨即在話後，我也交叉著手靠到椅背上放鬆一下。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPRRnXaIeH
與此同時，坐在我對面的Rita卻雙手托腮凝視著我。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfmrRnJeJw
使得我馬上有點好奇地問道她：「做咩望住我？我臉上有嘢？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBc9kVFJcV
「唔喺……只喺發覺Alvin你相比起以前唔同咗好多。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1zOfRvPyF
Rita說著的同時，也微笑起來。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFrEPHweQV
從笑容可見，相信她所說的「我唔同咗好多」是良性的。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKw932WLDoi
因此我接著都追問：「唔同咗啲咩？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncydFTDB4l
「你成熟咗，仲記得中一識你嗰陣成個人仲好幼稚，會同Haley兩個成日喺到作故仔、同Shark佢哋小息喺到玩擦膠大戰……」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyH3irANsG
Rita一邊微笑著一邊把我過往的黑歷史越掘越多出來。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57Me9OwhTi
使我不得已馬上靠前身體，並雙手做出了個暫停的手勢。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7TSJSxnWe
「Stop！黑歷史講夠啦！」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwE0iZNwGyD
看到我如此的反應，Rita剛上掩著嘴淺笑起來。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvcw7LwpFA
「雖然依家有時都仲有啲幼稚行為，但喺相對比人嘅感覺都成熟穩重咗。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezDDHYxvbL
她再次向著我露出了一個欣慰的笑容。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYj8yMegWc
彷彿就像一位媽媽見到了自己的兒子終於生性而感到高興欣慰似的。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnotWkW0VO
「咁人會長大架嘛……」我有點不好意思地別開了眼神。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAc9tzVBfrQ
可是她卻搖一搖頭：「成長唔一定會令人成熟，你睇下Hero就知，到中六都仲覺得自己有一日會比隻蜘蛛咬到，然後可以喺城市到周圍飛。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYozuuK0vb
聽到她如此說道，我不爭氣地譏笑了一聲。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu37Pnb5loy
「的確每個人成長嘅時機都唔一樣……」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiB0gT6Ih9
我再次靠到椅背上，看著天花板上的光管，彷彿就在深思著人生大道理。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNBlHGfiDg
「可能喺因為Mandy、Venus同Elaine，所以令人有所成長呢。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKl0w1SGFtd
「點解咁講？」我有點不解地望回了Rita。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXOzS4K3O0
她卻是繼續微笑著道：「佢哋令你產生咗責任感，令你唔再只諗住自己。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMchrdOYi2
「的確Ivy嗰陣，我真喺只諗住自己……」我再次抬頭望向上方。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhL3I0XgIb1
雖然Ivy的事情都已經釋懷了，但是有時回想起，都會忍不住倒抽一口氣。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTrmKDGXM0
可能那一份內疚感，會一直纏住我直到死去的一刻……447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWuQ6pxbVa
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzr5NrpjErh
「Rita你打算做社工呵？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL93tbBz90t
在氣氛即將變得沉重的一剎那，我也轉了個話題。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4BxdNrCGo
Rita則是點頭起來：「喺啊，我想為呢個社會出一分力。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Cp4aqGSMq
「你真喺熱心呢……」我輕笑道的同時，也交叉著手：「等我過幾日唔喺到嘅時候，要記得出埋我個一分力喎……！」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaP7RxXpXHF
一時口快下，我不慎把不應該說的話說了出來。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LL0AYwUrK
我馬上望向了Rita，只見她瞪大了雙眼。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3Vowos5AD
隨即也皺著眉頭，語氣有點疑惑地問：「過幾日唔喺到喺咩意思？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcWyVlt6q0
然而，我沒有立即回答她，只是先送上一記微笑，然後把手指放到嘴前，做出了一個保密的手勢。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBvmLBFZrX
Rita沒有說話，只是有點愕然地睜了兩下眼。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7gWDK3GNJ
下一瞬間也馬上別開了臉，雙眼泛著一點淚光說：「嗯……我會架啦。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYzW9DVo3y
在話後，她便示意想去洗手間一趟。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1droJehDGd
而在離開坐位的一刻，也用手擦了一擦眼角再離去。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKAVGj9C0t
看著她如此的舉動，我隨即也收起了笑容。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5Ynbiou9S
接著轉過身，望向了身旁依然伏在桌上的Laura。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DEh1y9FVU
「你哋都有咁嘅反應，點令我放心啊。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNDUOFEDlI
我說著的同時，也戳了一下她的手臂。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu09dcIHesX
而Laura只是很快把頭別了過去，並發出了隱約的一聲抽泣。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhqYOwQ2Jz
看著她們二人的反應，也令我回想起前一晚Zack及Grace所說的話「你好有影響力架」……447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3XJPWPUwS
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我隨即也再戳了Laura的手臂一下。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tcQYWDPhU
「喂，你知咩事咩？咁快喊定嘅？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOBUJ6yGvM
Laura馬上從桌面坐起身來，雙眼水汪汪、有點激動地向我說：「你估我哋傻架咩？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhukxM9G5q
見到她的樣子，我只好先撅嘴起來，並沉思了一會。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMG14tvfHpB
Laura則是繼續有點生氣地盯著我，直到我嘆了一口氣。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hBvfMprRC
「諗住同你哋識得最耐，會好啲開口講、好啲理解。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgrgW4OVvv
「就喺識得耐，先至咁樣啊！」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Kq12KFivT
這次換轉是Laura撅起嘴並鼓起泡腮，看來是真的生氣了。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTZJrR1VMq
「對唔住……」演變成這樣的情況，我還是先道歉起來。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthETSfllzH
而Laura在多盯著我數秒後，也隨即深呼吸了一口。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcYqlypxlD
隨後也把剛才被移開了一點的試卷拿到了面前。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdTVfMcifn
「快啲教我點做。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaS3S2h5Oz
對於她突然的轉變，我雖然有點摸不著頭緒。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWxrJXj6qG
但還是按照她的要求，開始教導她如何解題。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9LIFDLQk1
「呢題目要你分幾個部份答，你將啲重要嘅字眼，都highlight咗佢先。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTphW2CzQS
「好……」Laura低聲回答，然後就默默地從筆袋中拿出了一支螢光筆。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4Gen6p5wk
接著很快便移除了筆蓋，並開始把試題上的重點字眼劃出。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNd2hKU73N8
可是當她劃到一半的時候，卻突然在我手臂上劃了一筆。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKz3jpsmB6
「你做咩將支螢光筆畫落我隻手到？」我馬上有點愣住地問道了她。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMDMX24x0Q
然而，她只是把螢光筆的蓋子蓋上，並一臉理所當然地說：「因為阿侑你對我嚟講好重要。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGNL3BHITG
「欸！？」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIAJwn6LAW
「我同Rita會有咁嘅反應，都喺因為阿侑你對我哋嚟好重要。你唔單止淨喺對Mandy好好，甚至好照顧我哋。仲記得畢業營嗰陣，你一直幫我融入組入面，希望我同其他組員打多啲交道！Mandy走完到你走，唔大反應先奇！」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyDrcGr5vS
聽到Laura的這番說話，我也立即反省起來。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsJX0lvYhv
數分鐘前，才被人稱讚我不再只為自己。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8CoBEvHPP
但是現在我卻相反地一心認為她們都會理解我的舉動。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZZKTDV6mn
看來我還不夠成熟呢……447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnl9v8DsK3
447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoJidF1tZg
「多謝，你覺得我重要。」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYgS5E33mm
我稍為收捨了一下心情後，便向她微笑說道。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvzXkYmDZv
Laura則是馬上別開眼神、臉頰有點泛紅地說道：「你唔好誤會我啊！」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsiFxBGV0U
正如Rita所說，每個人都會成長，只是時機與契機都有所不同。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeJn0tMeSc
但今天看著她們二人的反應，也令我意會到。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5aiEjl9j6
若果連她們都展露出如此大的反應，那麼對著「她」，我應該如何是好。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBv2ufb4FEs
理性，告訴我應該要成熟地坦承面對。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHRf58Rxtn
但是感性，卻告知我，一切都是要付出代價的。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6atOpvHp7I
想到這點的我，不禁深呼吸了一口。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQVB0kKHKv
接著也掛上笑容，與Laura說道：「我哋繼續操卷啦！一陣Rita翻嚟，仲要向佢道翻歉……」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDmcuxe6Hn
還有六人。447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD70qyMD5ZP
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「成長、成熟」447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DlqJT4d1f
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作者的話：447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsRKoO8H1d
忘記了Ivy是誰的，可以回去看暑假篇中的回憶篇~447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCk067y0St
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