第一二七章：過去523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp83wx1q8fL
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我們分手的那一天……523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eRoCj0jV1
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1b6COKO5X
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPGKBhCTKV
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvVb9CzxB2
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmVVvEvh6m
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7dcLaSCX8
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO35eVShD7e
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEjjgv6c7q
顯示的卻是單剔號。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvE1ssibF9E
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLl2TiteAC
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFq1jJFrj6
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWfJZUscvZ
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvvWtZ7076
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXIuK4rnKP
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayfnYfPwu0
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「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJQu7sIddK
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwfDQEgfwm
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXe6NregByx
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Y4WEXtoVh
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgPzBmjCzT
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdWqSIySkW
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uIXHv7WLR
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjlHnzfZvn
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpj8B2jvJ1s
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuITpCHgoe
這是回憶嗎？523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziuK1mTvuX
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv21rZkncSv
又是回憶了。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmqpRTgugc
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWgrRNaQ0z
怎樣都是回憶。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONglfzyFYF
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnD9uhMZpU
不要再是回憶了。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXDladMNjr
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqFJina03S
不要、不要、不要！523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAY3QO8NZ7
「我唔想離開你！」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgPi5jIS8h
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「夠啦！」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURMx81XDQb
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOWjr1L2K3
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpa4U6Z5Ag
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVfqSQOojI
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlec7XnDMJ
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJDJW0azyd
「咦？」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIwxgF3oPO
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtQngBXufF
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIRJQC3L0k
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOO2CLaUfUe
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0mVdkAxT2
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6cxOn6Mcz
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFo747WrwwG
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjJ6tQVpiX
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我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNK1Ju8CwX
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RahUpY2AR
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooyz70jH45
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafGorzN8Md
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41zR0H8U09
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFEeqqXeKW
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEst2soJ92r
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewcNqp4BIR
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWmFkxTXbN
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0NpvJ8Kxw
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUG82KyRHB
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGy3Xv19CmP
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在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkSquRNiRk
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡod0ARinNdg
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEZDwAMiX2
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMrTvM5F7C
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdBwKh2zON
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvlGuNoqPr
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5m7NuXXIPG
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblJonnKaEf
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7BsMLSeEy
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkFi9QFcv9
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfRzXTeqqQ
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然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8Xqksf3y8
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiafoaMuZ4s
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOZv0kufS9
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8L3iGH6NU
不過，當然是沒有了。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4T2JMmRYdf
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6ByTxb64U
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06ILcHuIGN
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvyBjLX03r
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiFowk5Jjt
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIoNz0woNP
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYZoUTcyU2
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8iE4d8jkh
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8k6gbUfAA
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrOCR3dm3c
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持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYergXF4vH
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1UsZtUatr
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡec2Uxcqb45
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKiE5VOBft
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTj00hogR2L
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9ATSvQebu
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最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKM0Tmfv6A
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKbBnbHZ47
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSaQz9S8bR
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8up9io13nA
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIU2d84RpX
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tfqBpuuZo
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesp4NC99Ig
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」523Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCgkgkZbBX
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