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我們分手的那一天……454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwHWV0qOQ8
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVQLmMjxIs
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvbVryKWon
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGVEm7BOaM
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xXpYMtDct
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJFCFZsBGf
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaG0FwU423j
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzDYuBuj6Q
顯示的卻是單剔號。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFz4fFImYcc
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1dwBGQjHk
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNaBuCfAKl
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvwi9OxrtV
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZj6oValGBh
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PrZBarTKC
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmDHr8eeFU
454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVYgzeoCxX
「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzywYbHORn
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPrJT2Kqsr
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBm9sWPzlH
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3rl4edTdS
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqIDOunPfG
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHw7LaPF9c
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcGDeaJ36m
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1WPhRuS4O
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfgS0MvJ9r
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkkxtSfluE
這是回憶嗎？454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBiaJBWEdP
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd64Fbi6XYh
又是回憶了。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhm3yEAvear
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2zx5zVkO5
怎樣都是回憶。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioE4GuO8wn
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ276paV8nz1
不要再是回憶了。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXuLXfG4Ia
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcb8l7OFPy
不要、不要、不要！454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6thjiuUfN
「我唔想離開你！」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9T02XkOg8
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「夠啦！」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUjeYqpgJn
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKAoIL5Xsy
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EKcTOuwYy
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwxRGAzUez
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqmroCdp6p
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAMYiZd88K
「咦？」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ov9cYsacS
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZWIXQYqn7
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4N8JnVwHn
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡME3zeSkniY
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINcsPcOLoH
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlB0hYD0IB
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoAk0fiaER
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9FKBMVDEr
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我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZtJ3TM7UQ
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVar5NjKpp4
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSykUNLMtz
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3BbWyvKYw
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGfKTeukfX
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRiSOCAJZH
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiaXnhRJuK
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmarWRNq2kD
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrI09cfrZ2
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsH8nOwYdX
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnQtZtNH0W
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRULW7p5pL
454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreor3CsHsb
在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIplY7FTdU
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6N9ld7eDWP
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrS6rFOiEK
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmwLmttkQd
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjIDBY9iBw
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vn42dEC5g
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UjEGTqzXh
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEpqa9QF9O
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPwZZBOnBt
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8umczXQf2u
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0uFx0VYG9
454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrDaI7r7At
然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVk0J0DBtS
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmeesEdP8t
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtRwkS0dMk
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwVxJPRbkI
不過，當然是沒有了。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRGV3JbdUa
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSLVCwkbRq
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9w4L0EkuKK
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhjgLstTPZ
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQXdQeUokw
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiU9s3DSqbw
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcz5cp4mheh
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YPbdKQymw
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wBTEKGHqQ
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSojvFEgb6
454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRpTr9oPPD
持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BJqGLpJAw
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ejUgKgE26
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHWk1UFfJS
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkBLm48BmS
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAl7c5cdLZ
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVttYJcPmqW
454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9HeG6VU7V
最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqy1Cuv8FfZ
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡup1ydT8lwK
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMk1akZR6qP
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcD8fIQR0Ld
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcazMtzUlL
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfaod5cIEo
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGmJD1MTwc
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」454Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPRexjS0Vv
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