第一二一章：畢業營(一)425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedzsYO2gcJ
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「如果我做呢個選擇，你會唔會憎我一世？」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfcxSPyBa4
「我會憎你一世，而且同時我會將你從此忘記。」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqUwTTptWA
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漫長的車程，無盡的風景。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVo4a1tZCow
車廂內充斥著吵鬧的雜談歡笑聲。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzMhfhLtPR
然而只有我一人，默不作聲，臉向車窗托腮沉思起來。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlaRZZESUO
本來這趟畢業營之旅，應該是開開心心渡過才對。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsz3l408YfH
但是，有一件事，卻一直讓我耿耿於懷……425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPSQu1X1y2
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「Alvin，你放心啦！我實會幫你睇住Elaine架喎。」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgpMAu2ykZ
坐在我一旁的是Felix，現在我唯一能夠託付的人。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalOJg3jun7
他與依玲一同被分配到第七組，可是那一組同時也存有Toby這人。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF74tKFfUpR
自從與Toby多次接觸後，我的第六感都在跟我說，這人絕對會對我構成威脅。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdaBku0gao
雖然在往年曾經歷過物理上的威脅以及輿論誣衊。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKjmcB1pCw
而目前為止，Toby甚至沒有對我做過任何事情。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwial1crSfR
因為直覺告知我，這一次Toby不是撞著我而來，而是依玲。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfL1IIT5Vm7
不過，我真的須要如此著緊嗎……425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7EO6fZ8TM
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「其實我喺咪唔應該咁著緊？」我看著窗外的景色同時，問道了Felix。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41t2Ay0xwz
Felix思考了一會後，便靠在椅背上說：「著緊一個人都喺件好事嘅，證明你真喺好關心呢個人。」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5VznM4hH1
「但喺我又唔喺佢邊個，點解連佢分個組都咁介懷？」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRwNxcku60
在話後，我便扭過頭望向了他。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDpysTAmmX
但他只是微微地笑起來，然後說：「就喺因為你唔喺佢邊個，所以你先會好介意所有同佢接觸嘅人。」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXLcf6O7pN
對於如此說法，我並沒有即時回應。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zVCgfZ33l
因此他都繼續把話接下去：「仲記唔記得中四，Dan同你關係差嗰陣？」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQ2q9YCJbZ
「記得。」我點頭起來。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9429iJDBq1
「咁仲記唔記得點解嗰陣你會同Dan關係差？」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEo3B0Kw5AN
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我轉過頭看著前方的椅背思考了一會。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJV3DFuU7G
這時大腦也非常配合地把當時相關的畫面及記憶都逐一呈上。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXW1MUK1Mt
隨即我也再扭過頭望向Felix並答：「因為嗰陣我見Dan同依玲好似好close咁……」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqDqLhkjzo
而當我回答完的一瞬間，大腦似乎也突然靈機一動。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWMqWMgrfV
看來我得知了Felix這道問題的本意了。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOtG9upCYq
因為覺得重要，所以著緊。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOIBehOU2s
因為著緊，所以才會害怕。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZpWz1lA4A
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Felix只是默默地點頭，然後就再次靠在椅背上看著車廂頂：425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsytyPS4My
「因為覺得重要先會著緊，不過……」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZFNbSpifU
他把話說到一半就合上了嘴。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPeXxgHxfW
因此我便好奇地追問：「不過咩啊？」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvG8Yz9X34S
「你似呷醋多啲。」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUm1HDUkmHu
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經過漫長而迂迴曲折的車程後，我們終於到達了西貢戶外訓練營。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlB5He7Nru
相比起其他班早已有人在車廂內暈車嘔吐。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZyi3bEtnn
幸好有上一次長途跋涉前往馬鞍山的經驗加持，我們F班並沒有人因為長途車而感到不適。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrp1wsnONvY
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在下車後，我們便先按照班別集合點人數。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9lcjWIwO2
在過程中，我也無意中站到了依玲的一旁。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8i6DcmHOJ
而她都很快就留意到了我的出現。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5wxzlj57c
「點算好啊。」她噘著嘴說道。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkydhW5MLq9
「無點算架……起碼仲有Felix陪你啊嘛。」我語氣平淡地說道。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvlQYwaoHW
畢竟對於分組一事，我都無能為力。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqcacV2eQm
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她接著抬頭望向我，沒有說任何話，只是默默地凝視著我。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBOhVhynqB
「做咩啦？」我隨即就問道。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzZUsWHXA8
「無嘢。」她搖一搖頭，然後就再次望向前方。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0SMMYlff0
但片刻後，她又再一次望向我並問：「你真喺無嘢要同我講？」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxa0RpnyDm
我與她對上眼睛，沉默了一會後，就答：「無啊。」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafGM6cfOTv
但其實是有的，只是我說不出口而已。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NLBLqteWm
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而她聽到我的這回答後，只是點了數下頭，擺出了一副若有所思的樣子。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTmQwBWOZU
隨後又望向前方，並直至劉老師完成點名的一刻，都再沒有與我交談。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3c3Qbj1MTw
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到後來，當畢業營的負責老師宣佈接下來大家須要按照組別集合時。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhOIrhROKZ
我便轉過身來望向了依玲：「第三日自由活動，我哋一齊去玩。」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5T2EkYH4w
她立即有點驚訝地扭頭望向我。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJINudgQR3L
而我也隨即向她送上出了一個微笑。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdY8N9dulLW
「好。」她先是愣住了，但很快就一同微笑起來。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5pKgCkvph
然後就與我擦身而過，往後方離去。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ut3A0vLe1
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此時，我也終於留意到原來在不遠處的Felix一直都在看著我倆。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBdWWQshiU
於是我便慢步走到了他的身旁，並輕聲地說：「拜託你啦。」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAOAQsdDqn
「嗯，交比我啦。」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzzJWDNzxu
他輕輕力地拍一拍我的肩膊，接著就往剛才依玲的方向離去。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp21Pt3xQaO
我轉過頭望向後方，已經在人群中看不到依玲的身影了。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nMEqeocBg
但是接著Zack與Laura也走到了我身旁。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLJLqcv33I
我們三人稍為互望對方一眼，就往十四組的方向前去。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCyNZiNxx2
屬於我們一眾中六生的畢業營，也在此刻正式開始。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmOYIo7UuO
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而第一個迎來的活動，就是閃避球比賽。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHm5Q0kBm3
聲稱目的是希望透過遊玩加深組員之間的默契及進行熱身。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXZXlS6n3u
但值得注意的是，聽說這次比賽的輸贏將會影響今天晚上的燒烤環節。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9WNI2iEzo
莫非冠軍隊伍能夠拿多一點食材？425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGUtSHHFAt
或者是最後一名需要為其他組別生火？425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFKAuePQ2h
不過我們組別有兩位校隊強者在，應該不會輸太多局了。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXfE8bo8bh
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但是誰都猜不到，我們十四組第一場賽事的對手，就是十一組。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsYeK09NgN
而十一組中，除了有Leo及Nick兩位來自我們班的強者外。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxk8I5y5zIU
更有Venus在……425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ow9Zxdtzb
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「著緊一個人不需要太多的理由，因為你，本身就已經是一個理由」
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