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以下繼續是依玲的視覺……509Please respect copyright.PENANAsa1PpUF5Dq
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「所以我希望你可以同Raymond復合,然後讓翻阿侑出嚟。」509Please respect copyright.PENANAfc6NUEs8kv
我隨即的反應只是尷尬地笑起來:「吓?你認真架?」509Please respect copyright.PENANA6hTzmtyWiH
「我認真架。」但她卻亳不犹豫的回答。509Please respect copyright.PENANAtolE4whb96
而看著她認真的眼神,我感覺她似乎不是在開玩笑。509Please respect copyright.PENANAymLRozCP9e
但是,開口就是要求人家與前度復合,還是一個出軌的前度復合。509Please respect copyright.PENANAnhEbg6TctG
實在是太過強人所難了,並且提出如此請求的人,還是曾經的第三者……509Please respect copyright.PENANAcGAHEMQURy
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不過,我已經不是昔日那個遇上感情問題就會變得啞口無言、不知所措的鍾依玲了。509Please respect copyright.PENANAlxkSm3nHOj
經歷時間的流逝,我學懂了如何隱藏自己的情感,不會輕易地向其他人展露情緒化的一面。509Please respect copyright.PENANA5tpaCb1EKv
但唯獨有一個人,在面對著他的時候,卻會使我一下子打回原形。509Please respect copyright.PENANACdBqLqXUV3
而在與他相處的時候,我的思緒也會變得凌亂起來。509Please respect copyright.PENANAxrIs1FoJ0g
腦中只餘下他的存在。509Please respect copyright.PENANAxicH9Ujs8f
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阿侑,你曾經與我渡過分手後的低潮,在我感到失落時陪伴著我。509Please respect copyright.PENANASsl3DQQPwB
體諒我的任性,一直在身邊默默地支持著我。509Please respect copyright.PENANAlrLbU1aUAm
你更令我當看到你與其他女生變得融洽時,會變得嫉妒起來。509Please respect copyright.PENANAVfcUfCr8xt
我知道,喜歡你的人還有Venus以及Mandy。509Please respect copyright.PENANAph4tdM19nE
而我也只是一個口是心非的「好朋友」而且。509Please respect copyright.PENANAMQh7dbHmhI
但是,本來不應該喜歡上你的我,最後卻還是動心了。509Please respect copyright.PENANAE3PbrweuSU
如果說Venus是與你一見鍾情,Mandy是希望與你再續前緣。509Please respect copyright.PENANAeYOB65YGY4
那我就是在經歷了兩年的相處後,與你日久生情。509Please respect copyright.PENANAtheuBEeZw5
因此叫我主動退出的話,實在是太強人所難了……509Please respect copyright.PENANAQJhy7mYavf
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「首先,點解要我同Raymond復合?」我直接質問Laura。509Please respect copyright.PENANADqaHKws2YS
「因為喺我拆散咗你哋,明明你哋應該會繼續開開心心咁做情侶,但就比我一手破壞咗。」509Please respect copyright.PENANAZt2LhJ6TUw
「所以你依家打算同我道完歉之後,我就可以同條友復合翻啦。」我用著一個質疑的語氣說道。509Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2NGvr1acy
而Laura的表情也隨即變得有點錯愕起來:「我……我唔喺咁嘅意思啊。」509Please respect copyright.PENANA1fFOzKGXwj
「咁點解你咁想我同Raymond復合翻先,何況你仲要喺第三者。」509Please respect copyright.PENANA9uKvny0Dqk
我繼續追問她,並不打算給予她任何喘息、思考的機會。509Please respect copyright.PENANApOfEbqQOFi
人只會在被不斷窮追猛打下,才會表露真言。509Please respect copyright.PENANAqwpvBLGfDo
只要尚當有一絲的思考空間,真言都會將會成為謊言。509Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5PQRusflw
我會懂得這個道理,可要多謝經常迫我說心底話的阿侑了。509Please respect copyright.PENANAb2OcCvFLAZ
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「想你哋復合……」Laura逐漸變得口吃起來。509Please respect copyright.PENANACem8M6W2s6
她應該猜想不到,我會變得如此主動地質問,與她的預想產生落差。509Please respect copyright.PENANAS0zHt59QS4
「Raymond因為你而出軌,但喺你依家竟然叫我去搵呢個對我不忠嘅人渣,實在喺太過強人所難啦。」509Please respect copyright.PENANATf60dYXzlV
而我當然不打算錯過繼續迫她說出真心話的機會了。509Please respect copyright.PENANAtUv4NmsWzL
正當Laura打算開口回應時,我卻立即再說:「依家就好似喺你搶咗我啲嘢哋用,然後用到厭就格硬比翻我咁。」509Please respect copyright.PENANAP6eqiryUBl
「Elaine,我唔喺咁嘅意思啊!」剛才一直面不改色的她,情緒也開始明顯地產生變化。509Please respect copyright.PENANAcqmLI4viNz
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人,一旦在情緒高漲的時候,思緒就會變得混亂起來。509Please respect copyright.PENANABkyTgD2uYW
大腦根本不會反應過來去編造任何美化之言。509Please respect copyright.PENANAX49J6AFoEc
身為過來人的我,想不到會有反過來使其他人變得不知所措的一天。509Please respect copyright.PENANABrjk9D4Ol5
於是我一邊質疑著她,一邊留意著她的情緒變化。509Please respect copyright.PENANA7KDTdRVrS8
並同一時間心裡想著,原來這就是阿侑平時迫我道出真心話時的畫面。509Please respect copyright.PENANAtDwGlwSj4c
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「難得我終於放低咗條人渣,然後鍾意咗阿侑。但你依家竟然叫我主動退出,原因除咗你一樣都鍾意阿侑之外,我就諗唔到其他理由啦。」509Please respect copyright.PENANAN9ZvQ0nb6q
當然,我想她應該不是喜歡上了阿侑才會這樣說。509Please respect copyright.PENANA18v61ztEYH
但是我知道,一旦發現產生了誤解或誤會後,對方往往都會想盡快澄清。509Please respect copyright.PENANAG6tvHcNxm1
然後在澄清的時候,就是對方說出真心話的一刻了。509Please respect copyright.PENANA0MI9Q6izkN
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「我唔喺鍾意阿侑啊!我只喺想幫Mandy!」509Please respect copyright.PENANA1PNmKDGbfC
在我一番質問後,Laura也終於大聲喊道。509Please respect copyright.PENANAyRWnSwG8mK
看來,我成功了。509Please respect copyright.PENANA1QvBbpMR4O
可是,接著我也沒有回應,只是等待她繼續把話接下去。509Please respect copyright.PENANArBbSDzIXLw
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「Mandy當年被迫去海外留學,而要親手結束同阿侑嘅感情。明明就唔想,明明就繼續想同阿侑喺埋一齊,但喺最終佢就做錯咗選擇。然而,喺分開嘅期間,佢根本就無放低過阿侑,即使翻嚟之後佢曾經一度想放低阿侑,但喺佢根本做唔到,反而仲越踩越深。身為朋友嘅我,見到佢一直為情所困,所以先決定要幫佢,如果要佢放低阿侑喺無可能,咁就要令到佢哋復合翻!」509Please respect copyright.PENANAgCTSJMqcGM
Laura一氣呵成說道,並在話後隨即喘息起來。509Please respect copyright.PENANAYdS5L1Sz3T
而我接下來也是一句:「咁點解要我同Raymond復合?」509Please respect copyright.PENANARpZHjtRTPE
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「因為我對唔住你,當初Raymond搵我搭訕嘅時候,我無拒絕到,反而仲令到佢鍾意咗我。後來對於佢嘅追求,我再一次無拒絕到,最終搞到你哋分手。」她一臉尷尬地說著。509Please respect copyright.PENANAvyKFuFMaOy
畢竟,現在可是第三者在與前度道歉著呢。509Please respect copyright.PENANAv1lN2pidEL
但如果是兩年前的我,在得知事情的真相後,或許會立即心軟起來。509Please respect copyright.PENANAlVwZvAX6aq
並第一時間去找Raymond,希望能夠挽回一切,希望二人能回到最初的起點。509Please respect copyright.PENANAnw8D1NXgkv
不過,隨著時間的流逝,我逐漸認清了Raymond這個人。509Please respect copyright.PENANAvQfPF9kiCd
縱使在交往時,他是多麼的疼愛我也好,他的不忠仍然是一個事實。509Please respect copyright.PENANAUQvfbINZ6O
即使沒有Laura的出現,那傢伙遲早還是會搭上Jenifer,甚至更早。509Please respect copyright.PENANAVA4pPNmhmn
愛情,讓我對一個人愛得不能自拔,但同時也讓我認清一個人。509Please respect copyright.PENANAptvrwHl6fn
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「我同Raymond已經無可能再一齊,因為我已經睇清楚咗佢喺一個咩人。」509Please respect copyright.PENANAFEoMQrnfVd
我先低頭並搖一搖頭說道,接著便抬頭看著Laura說:「鍾意咩人、鍾意邊個喺由自己選擇,就好似Mandy咁,即使分開再重遇,即使佢同阿侑嘅關係不復存在,但喺佢仍然選擇繼續鍾意阿侑。而我都一樣,一度認為或許我同阿侑嘅關係永遠只會喺好朋友,永遠都只會停留喺友達以上、戀人未滿,不過我都會選擇繼續鍾意佢。」509Please respect copyright.PENANAFJ1ZatQqjP
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「即喺你會同Mandy爭……」Laura小小聲地說。509Please respect copyright.PENANAuZike048gZ
而我聽到了她這樣說道後,也情不自禁地笑起來。509Please respect copyright.PENANAOPkav66ldE
Laura則是有點疑惑地對著我皺起眉頭。509Please respect copyright.PENANAZoKdPtJUsZ
「喺,我喺會唔會讓阿侑出嚟,因為我好鍾意佢,鍾意到希望可以同佢著住校服拍拖、拖住手畢業、抱住我過下半世。」509Please respect copyright.PENANA90lSr348uW
說著同時,我望向天上的夜空,腦中更開始閃出剛才所說的畫面。509Please respect copyright.PENANAOBmU0YdveX
雖然只是幻想,卻已經令我不自覺地微笑起來。509Please respect copyright.PENANA6pdwqwVCca
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而身旁的Laura隨即也一同輕笑起來,並說:「睇嚟你真喺好鍾意阿侑,同Mandy一樣。」509Please respect copyright.PENANAIYjl5GrtwG
接著她便從滑溜站起身來,輕輕地拍一拍身上的衣服說:509Please respect copyright.PENANAl07BgnxOPd
「你嘅心意,我明架啦……我哋翻去啦,已經有啲肚餓啦。」509Please respect copyright.PENANASYz1UbXCht
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「Laura,你咁為朋友著想,相信你都好快就會搵到一個自己鍾意嘅人。」509Please respect copyright.PENANAzewSgSMq7K
我一邊從滑溜站起來,一邊說著。509Please respect copyright.PENANA6BzgeKnCW5
「希望啦……希望啦……」但Laura卻是苦笑了一下並說。509Please respect copyright.PENANAOtuAUqyfsI
接下來,我們也開始往燒烤場的方向一邊步行,一邊繼續聊著。509Please respect copyright.PENANAUYrBbsDFt2
「即喺去海洋公園嗰個喺你啦?」509Please respect copyright.PENANA36Gb0ioqWj
「喺啊,條友死唉爛唉咁叫我去……」509Please respect copyright.PENANA5sAB55lBGC
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Laura,謝謝你的坦誠。509Please respect copyright.PENANAdkH6w1r6VP
你令我知道,都應該是時候要坦誠自己的心意了。509Please respect copyright.PENANA6h6VUbnXLa
Venus、Mandy,雖然我對阿侑的感情起步較你們慢。509Please respect copyright.PENANAPzJ9TXkzuO
但是,我,鍾依玲,可不會輸給你們的。509Please respect copyright.PENANAIbNJkHbBoS
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「那名女生,坦白自己的心聲,宣告自己的心意」509Please respect copyright.PENANAxuW6Fy3y1x
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作者閒聊:509Please respect copyright.PENANAJpPbX33g38
依玲,終於成長了。509Please respect copyright.PENANAdOPKOElEbB
另外依玲對Laura的「貴圈」是毫不知情,所以才會從滑梯時起來的一句。509Please respect copyright.PENANAA0rCANrMq8
本篇小彩蛋,依玲感謝阿侑看穿自己的欲言又止,以及先前阿侑感謝依玲令自己看得穿欲言又止,是同一時間發生的事喔~509Please respect copyright.PENANAI7dE0CU4CU