第九十三章：執著562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJroKuAEBgr
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「點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6aSYciDBu
Mandy此刻淚流滿臉，並硬咽起來。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iU3K5WRIS
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1hmnmQgCr
她那一巴掌，彷彿把我從執著之中打醒過來。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhL7gagJStP
「我……唔喺咁嘅意思……」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6Cb1tG4pd
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspGm8tgeSD
「咩唔喺咁嘅意思啊……點解你就覺得自己虧欠咗我咁，明明我就無對你失望過，喺你一意孤行覺得因為自己無嚟到睇我比賽，先會搞到我輸咗……」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisbdFkCDsi
她激動地向我說著，而淚水也持續向眼眶流出。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tqUwZflrv
但她並沒有停下說話的打算。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qOatLFiK5
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4knAZ5JJW
「何鵬侑，我依家老老實實同你講，我個陣根本就無因為你唔嚟所以唔開心……喺，我喺因為發現唔到你嘅身影，所以先會周圍望……咁喺我身為一個運動員嘅唔成熟。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUgV3AVROU
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtouObpGhO
「對唔住……」這刻我想到的，就只是道歉。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWljTLgIJl
「我唔需要你講對唔住，我只喺想知承諾對你嚟講有幾重要……重要到要一直自責？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yyVRnUw0T
她強忍著淚水，並雙眼盯著我問道。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGI7jBYayUH
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMypfiZSCFo
「承諾……實現到先喺承諾，實現唔到就只喺虛言。」我沉住氣說。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2v3nENl64q
「你喺幾時變到咁執著架？」她又再追問起來。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GxNJgbANW
然而，我隨即就深呼吸了一口，並看著她說：「由學界個次開始……唔喺，應該喺由我哋分手個一日開始。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsMg1rPsv4
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzBK6PKKAi
「我哋分手個日……」她有點愕然地重覆著我的話。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoDhdnZnzI
「你記唔記得個陣我哋睇完戲之後，咪討論過我哋兩個嘅關係，然後你就要我應承你無論大家遇到啲咩問題煩惱，都一定要好好同對方商量溝通……」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlisYpamb1
我說完後，只是默默地看著她的雙眼，而沒有把話接下去。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG331Gh87DW
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpH4Ksi7SoN
「我……記得。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmXOUqXmdx
既然她記得的話，那我也繼續說道：「咁我哋有無真喺好好溝通過，直至分手之前？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RRJDRbwgT
她聽到我這樣反問後，表情立即變得難堪起來。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6c2VTUuLAM
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmzw9ZtBXg
「阿侑……我……」她打算回應時，我卻打斷了她的說話。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8R5zpKd4Ck
「喺碼頭個次，你同我講要去海外讀書，之後先傾過一次，話大家就算Long d都會繼續維持呢段關係……但喺之後我哋又有無再好好咁溝通過？你應該好清楚。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oyc6vUdIb
而她則慢慢地把眼神從我身上移開，並有點口吃地說：「咁……後來我覺得……覺得我哋真喺唔會維繫到。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Mi57PhIlv
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYf1AykBzN
「但喺我哋試都未試，你又點知唔得？」我隨即就反駁了她。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacoSdvyuSs
她也倒抽了一口氣，然後再次與我對上眼神。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XmTGio58z
「當時喺我唔好……因為我真喺好驚，驚我哋唔會維繫到……最後都喺分手收場……」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YkPhbrkcC
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnC9jJb8MZ
接著我也打算開口再反駁，卻被她搶先一步，語氣有點激動地說：562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZzul0P0J6
「乜你唔會驚架咩？普通情侶都會驚自己終有一日會同另一半分手，更何況我哋喺Long d喎，單單就咁起身講早晨，瞓教講晚安已經有時差啦！」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6M5Z1ZhpYg
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydAZ8Bw4cR
「我從來都唔覺得我哋會分手，我仲諗住之後下半世都喺會陪住你……不過呢啲都喺過咗去嘅事，因為承諾一早已經唔存在，由你講分手個一刻。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMm2AYo3V8
在我說完後，隨即就感到鼻酸起來。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWOm3NWPCK
畢竟，這可是我曾經的一個幻想，一個期待。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchA9eFOWMl
然而，卻與泡沫一樣，雖然外表美麗，但是一旦破掉卻永遠都不存在。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIC0vPT0oN
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC88P4u5PIu
本來我以為Mandy又會立即反駁起來。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nVEXsn0q7
但是她卻沒有，只是雙眼熱淚盈眶看著我。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡureD0zcZXI
「乜你……個陣真喺咁想……同我過下半世咩……」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqjFO2fAju
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27NoCm8jV9
「我想架，不過實現唔到嘅承諾，無必要再去實現多次。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgo0hiSbdpx
我接著搖一搖頭，再繼續說：「玥，對唔住，頭先太過執著過去同你嘅承諾……不過同時都提醒翻我，承諾呢啲嘢，一日未實現之前，都只喺空花陽焰。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWWm30DVeJ
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMM2sK0nR3O
接著，我便甩開她的手，從她身旁擦身而過。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZkdwCw5dM
即使她再怎樣用淒厲的聲音叫道，我也再沒有回頭。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyjDwGUBzF
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3SJP0LO4M
本來一心打算在放下對Mandy的情感後，便可以與她從朋友關係重新再來。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9h8n8Wgkz
然而，她一天是我的前女友，一世都會是我的前女友。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRSBWF4H7g
我曾經給予期望，但最後卻換來絕望。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZceqTLImv
那就只好怪自己當初與她許下了太多的承諾。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKU82RSN5bq
然而，這些承諾卻根本永遠都不會實現。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhJH1ms4Bk
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWkPFxAsfQ
接下來，來到了更衣室後。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmydgYx0im
我便坐在其中一張長椅上，並把手機拿出來，查看一下與Venus的對話訊息。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzDOW4zS2v
然而，對話仍然是停留在我的那一句「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDgj9snXUb
並且旁邊仍然是單剔號的狀態。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tM54MWSzo
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93SJwjqzY8
「愛瑩，我應該點做好……」我看著對話眶上的頭像說道。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQGH5UCBbu
接著就把手巾掩蓋至臉上，閉上眼睛。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwO45JAh57
靜靜地在混亂的腦海中，尋找心中的答案。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEwcFqTdDJ
明明交往應該是一件開心事，但為何我會開始感到害怕起來……562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtPkcvOuYt
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下午與男生們吃飯時，我也向Zack提出了班際接力賽由Nick頂替的請求。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhpewiyN3a
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VgHpSrLCV
在一旁的Felix聽到了後，便立即向我問道：「吓，乜你唔喺話要攞哂啲獎架咩？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3tJzhAMeT
「我雙腳已經唔許可我繼續跑落去，你哋啱先都應該見到我二百米決賽包尾。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWmqtBPTFT
但是我隨即就搖頭起來說著。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcICPQEXk4
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qKazeHKWu
「唔緊要啦，你琴日跑贏咗我已經好勁！要量力而為，錫住身體緊要啊。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNUJfHNVSF
但是，Leo也在我說完後，立刻把手放到我的肩膀上拍著說道。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfEW7RIOdY
而坐在對面的Zack也點頭以示確認我的請求，並問口說：562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXd08wxhOG
「嗯，我明架啦。Alvin你呢兩日已經盡咗力，無虧欠任何人，亦都無虧欠自己。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSzrY1yBUI
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUzzd8qUSl
Zack的這一句說話，讓我回想起Mandy剛剛的說話。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUZW9MPe48
難道許下承諾，但又不能實現，真的不會虧欠其他人嗎？562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3jdGkDByY
是對方器量大，還是我太過執著了。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMvuUCDSVi
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUVdz6QkID
而接下來的時間，我也一直在心中想著這個問題。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1k964nPRa
連自己班在班際接力賽中贏得冠軍時，我依然是在默默不語地沉思著。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrf14VIN3ci
直到身旁的Devin大聲歡呼起來時，我才回過神來得知他們跑贏了。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07uEFHAFoA
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2sdIddYOJ
最終，中學生涯最後一場運動會，我以獲得了一面銀牌及銅牌迎來結束。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmQDyLcmbI
並且在散場時，我拜託Devin為我拍一張拿著兩枚獎牌的照片。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8acDIEL4U4
並隨即就馬上發送給予Venus，告訴她，我都算是達成了承諾。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFvOHfsQvY
然而，即使照片發送後，旁邊仍然是單剔號。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPli4ZFabO
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuJhVp9Hv9
看著那個原封不動的單剔號，迎來的也只有失落感。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1mdhTm5gC
不過，我仍然深信，這個單剔號也會最終變成雙剔號的。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6z8bI17noN
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaqpx23ugq
接著，就在我與其他幾名男子聊著天走出運動場時。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6b0ZVhzurE
卻看見了依玲剛好在前方不遠處走過。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTzGWc1uwb
看來她應是剛與Sherry或者是Poppy道別，並各散東西了。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ANfdyirWs
但是，我馬上也發現了在依玲的後方，卻有一個身穿連帽衣的人在尾隨。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB02jvddxl8
再看清楚一點那個人的容貌，發現那個人竟然是Raymond！？562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPUATjTp1Y
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4RxIyH9Wl
依玲隨即便從路口轉向右方並離開了視線範圍。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJBS3UVQPc
而她身後尾隨的Raymond，也表現得鬼鬼祟祟起來。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAN8bLeJcRH
在一輪視察四方後，也一同轉入依玲所進的路口。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJkMPQkv3k
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsiLc30e9G
「Harriet，我有啲急事要行開先……晏啲先過嚟你屋企！」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VhJL8szsi
發現了Raymond的不對勁，我連忙與Harriet等人請辭。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuB5uehdSH
並拖著疲勞的雙腳，急步走向了剛剛依玲及Raymond所轉入的路口。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhCNDmFfqF
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvCYceFK9s
因為直覺告訴了我，接下來一定會有甚麼事情發生……562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgLPiXq5fE
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5TtgEj2TI
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOKM2zzlGb
「是承諾導向未來，還是未來實現承諾」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQZmhkiz1N
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rN7zuGfUA
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作者閒聊：阿侑終於在這一篇把自己一直以來壓抑在心中對愛情的執著一下子爆發出來。但他並不恨Mandy，他恨的而是自己竟然會如此執著承諾。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHQWtgwK7A
然而，他也終於意會得到自己一直所期望的愛情，所執著的承諾，也只是形同虛設而已。或許從這一刻開始，他對愛情改觀了。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3j8BXKA0lF
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