正直的人?誰規定名字叫「正直」的人,就一定正直?687Please respect copyright.PENANAzGwTxppgWx
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與人相處的概念,在我的生命裡變化過數次。687Please respect copyright.PENANAHXC9wnATZi
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我曾經很討厭正直的人,因為他們不懂變通,有些小事明明通融一下,不要上報,就可以小事化無。687Please respect copyright.PENANAQHgycopbnF
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但他們卻像聽不懂人話一樣,堅持要跟規矩去做,導致我要受罰。687Please respect copyright.PENANAwbG3Yd9aOG
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到後來,我體驗過給別人通融一次,就一定會有下一次,就會永無止境地通融後……687Please respect copyright.PENANAv4SUSVtoin
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我才明白,正直的人活得自在,按原則辦事就可以了,沒有別的煩惱。687Please respect copyright.PENANAyaV9ui1DmF
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於是,我試著去變得正直,卻又吃盡了苦頭。687Please respect copyright.PENANAjE0dkmM4QV
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正直付出的代價是很重的,強出頭也是,都是不懂世故的傻瓜行為。687Please respect copyright.PENANAWZPzn1qyE4
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然後我學會了圓滑。687Please respect copyright.PENANAajTiURFnwt
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踏出社會的大人跟小學雞的分別在哪裡?大人懂得圓滑地處事,圓滑地解決問題,而小學雞就只會大吵大鬧,卻一無所獲。687Please respect copyright.PENANAEYL6lxVhj3
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我不喜歡用成熟來形容社會人,因為圓滑只是一種世故,我不想把「世故」等同於「成熟」。687Please respect copyright.PENANA8V0h5ohoNL
687Please respect copyright.PENANALBRFGkRCUy
小學雞吵吵鬧鬧雖然很煩,但那一份率真,是很珍貴的。正因為大家都可以胡言亂語,課堂和小息才會嘩啦嘩啦地嘈個不停。687Please respect copyright.PENANAk7HyowdBdK
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畢業之後,世故之後,朋友們約出來都斯斯文文,不會說話了。687Please respect copyright.PENANAvO09dFzbyF
687Please respect copyright.PENANAuWY3QHWBCn
在孤島生活了五年,很多人生問題都已經被想得透徹。687Please respect copyright.PENANAb0CfvWJ8FY
687Please respect copyright.PENANA1zXVkDHm9L
如今,我又一次獲得機會,去面對群眾;又一次獲得機會,要我在「站邊邊」的問題上兩難;又一次獲得機會去應付重大問題。687Please respect copyright.PENANAgb55BmTabP
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這個困境,該如何突破?怎樣才可以救到阿兒而不失霸氣?687Please respect copyright.PENANATgLjT744Om
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我是血氣方剛的正直青年嗎?687Please respect copyright.PENANALCmMPJ6iXN
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早就……不是了。687Please respect copyright.PENANAgfO5u0kNPm
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站起來的瞬間,我鬆開了拳頭,放雙手垂軟軟的。687Please respect copyright.PENANA19OBLO5ygM
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「我覺得——」我開口說話了。687Please respect copyright.PENANAUgQwUR4OWK
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班房內,所有人都專心注視著我,特別是阿兒,雙手緊緊抓著銀包。687Please respect copyright.PENANA2ULwEUw73D
687Please respect copyright.PENANAQcAWXwyCWE
「新同學有咩高見?即管講!」陳菲菲問,其眼神包含暗示,認為我要站在她那邊。687Please respect copyright.PENANAYSwAGNHda3
687Please respect copyright.PENANAVVCTJdM5jx
「我覺得三種罰法都唔好。」我故作輕鬆地說,成功沒有口吃,「我最憎姣婆喇。」687Please respect copyright.PENANACLBIRnauTN
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「啲姣婆呢,就算自己有仔,都會去姣人地條仔囉,勁賤格囉。我最憎哩啲玩弄感情嘅人喇!」我一邊說,一邊模仿現在學生的口吻。687Please respect copyright.PENANApPiiQfVUrz
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這話結束之後,有些同情阿兒的人對我感到失望,相反,憎恨阿兒的人卻一副賞識的目光。687Please respect copyright.PENANA7hSdNCG4MG
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這些,都容易從大家的眼神裡看到。687Please respect copyright.PENANAxEmVD30hzy
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「咁你話應該點罰好?」陳菲菲期待,嘴角揚得很暢快。687Please respect copyright.PENANAclt0yuTVDL
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相反,阿兒只剩一副空殼,已經什麼都沒所謂了的模樣。687Please respect copyright.PENANAZAI7K7BtLD
687Please respect copyright.PENANAxaqJ7jzJJx
我離開座位,走到陳菲菲面前,湊近到她耳邊。687Please respect copyright.PENANAr9GTLEv3qe
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同時她也湊耳過來傾聽。687Please respect copyright.PENANAtBTOo8sYYD
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有一種辦法,能夠滿足陳菲菲,又能保護阿兒,就是我提出更過分的罰法,一種由我來執行的罰法。687Please respect copyright.PENANAJfl5DRGfbQ
687Please respect copyright.PENANAglafYcpoiF
「不如交畀我去罰。」我狡猾地說,一副陰森臉,「我有辦法搞到條姣婆以後都冇人要。」687Please respect copyright.PENANAMRrq6Ia1dF
687Please respect copyright.PENANAqMcfSvK2Ow
「你想點做?」陳菲菲好奇。687Please respect copyright.PENANAOULAxq8ZDf
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「嗱,你依家畀我扮好人,扮救咗佢先。」我鬼祟地說,偷瞄阿兒一眼,「等佢對我有好感。」687Please respect copyright.PENANAR3RIz36dap
687Please respect copyright.PENANASu3PIhW9kr
「過兩日我再約佢上我屋企,扮溫書又好乜都好啦,搵機會講幾句花言巧語,氹佢上床,最後嚟個中出即飛。」我繼續說,「咁咪傷到佢心,又傷到佢身囉。」687Please respect copyright.PENANAusPEsB3t0J
687Please respect copyright.PENANA6RWlGfyvtv
「傷心我就明啫,但點傷佢身啊?」陳菲菲不解。687Please respect copyright.PENANARpZ2BkUUig
687Please respect copyright.PENANAY4C606H80W
「中出喎,食事後丸已經夠傷啦!如果有咗,佢要落仔,仲傷啲添啊。」我誇大地說,「而且嗰段時間,一定冇仔要佢啦。」687Please respect copyright.PENANA8MUryAIyO5
687Please respect copyright.PENANA2ONGWrEwUV
「但係……我信唔過你囉!」陳菲菲說,盯著我的雙眼,「萬一你只係想救佢,之後走數嘅話,條姣婆咪走甩咗。」687Please respect copyright.PENANAvDnPnu9Kwo
687Please respect copyright.PENANA66iTOKp4lq
「放心啦,我上完佢之後,偷影佢濕晒嘅底褲畀你睇,當做證據。」我拍胸保證。687Please respect copyright.PENANAnoZye7LV54
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「就算我最後衰咗,或者走數,妖哩度你地話事家嘛!」我氣聲激動說,「除非佢唔返學啫,你地咪再玩殘佢囉。」687Please respect copyright.PENANAcFMBhS4vXw
687Please respect copyright.PENANAZDvjVPWLCL
「但英雄救美嘅機會,好難再有!」我著緊地說。687Please respect copyright.PENANAwTbRXtUCGa
687Please respect copyright.PENANASjT4iLYk3s
聽罷,她思考了一會兒,似乎想接納我的提議。687Please respect copyright.PENANAw9QiOyIqwd
687Please respect copyright.PENANA5icyLyeZJb
「你條友都幾狗喎。」陳菲菲邪笑上面,「但我警告你,如果你係呃我嘅話,你一定死梗,你個書包,裡面啲書,全部都唔洗要,而且你唔洗旨意係哩間學校入面媾到女。」687Please respect copyright.PENANATOixVFulqz
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「OK!」我爽快同意。687Please respect copyright.PENANAuvjUYMkbx8
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談判結束,陳菲菲對King姐說,有一個更過癮的方法。687Please respect copyright.PENANAItHv2od3a9
687Please respect copyright.PENANAcBnAYT1QUR
King姐沒有仔細了解,好像不太關心這事,總之陳菲菲滿意就可以。687Please respect copyright.PENANAIKvAHEP3Do
687Please respect copyright.PENANAg1gU8cEOoz
「咔嚓——」房門打開了,柔和的陽光大量進來。687Please respect copyright.PENANAKklDksbo7f
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「阿兒,同我出去!」我走向不知所措、一臉慌張的阿兒。687Please respect copyright.PENANAlJ7SByxKZ6
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我抓著阿兒纖細的手臂,把她拉到課室外面,暴露在陽光下。687Please respect copyright.PENANA8CzCCjkMI4
687Please respect copyright.PENANAWs0WwMhUdC
「吓……完嗱?」「喂,即係罰咩?」很多人不滿,很想知道,都湧去追問陳菲菲。687Please respect copyright.PENANABYfaPqelCC
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這裡還不夠安全。687Please respect copyright.PENANAScbHG4sBqJ
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我拉著阿兒,落兩層樓梯,從五樓下去三樓,才走去走廊中間。687Please respect copyright.PENANA4DPlRRyjxz
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「喂,你……到底想點?」阿兒的聲線猶有餘悸。687Please respect copyright.PENANAUzjCybkVK0
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她扭著手臂,希望收回去。687Please respect copyright.PENANAhuc5EbYyV3
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低年級學生在往來往回。687Please respect copyright.PENANAI4EHLYerJc
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「啊,唔好意思。」我鬆開手;她就把手收回去。687Please respect copyright.PENANAzr0a1PS5zm
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同時發現額頭有冷汗,剛才我實在太緊張……沒辦法,為了救人,為了完成這次測試。687Please respect copyright.PENANAwhpSvP1Pzs
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「到底你地想罰我啲咩?」她雙手護胸,用極不信任的眼神看我。687Please respect copyright.PENANA8ewvMWK6XZ
687Please respect copyright.PENANAqMjTJA8cm7
「啊,你唔好誤會,我其實係想救你,先同佢地講咗個大話。」我解釋說,馬上對她重述一遍剛才的談話內容。687Please respect copyright.PENANAhCg9SqRPcI
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漸漸地,她看我的目光,從抗拒變成可以信任。687Please respect copyright.PENANA4NX1ogHOnh
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抖動的手,也回復平靜了。687Please respect copyright.PENANASO56lZZbPy
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「底褲……方面?」她困擾地說,有點尷尬。687Please respect copyright.PENANAPa8pXKO1it
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「你咪是但買條底褲,加啲水落去,再影張相畀我交差囉。」我淡然地說,「有啲嘢,過咗幾日,又唔係當眾做,啲人睇到都會冇癮。」687Please respect copyright.PENANAi1CR6GIVzQ
687Please respect copyright.PENANAWksuLkJ2YQ
「就好似睇戲班友仔,有事發生,即刻食花生梗係食得開心。」687Please respect copyright.PENANAMi63vhnNFx
687Please respect copyright.PENANADzHpyMPTJb
「但同一個話題食咗幾日,覺得無聊喇喎,就冇癮食落去。」687Please respect copyright.PENANAk4FDtYBu1J
687Please respect copyright.PENANArozBXkSIND
「總之過幾日,等件事淡咗,就冇嘢喇。」我從容地說,一副不用擔心的樣子。687Please respect copyright.PENANAAQ9toopBbL
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透過話語,透過微笑,藉以給她多一點安慰。687Please respect copyright.PENANAOhNRsc4vYd
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「希望啦。」阿兒說,心情好了很多。687Please respect copyright.PENANAmtIJEL4QJU
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小息的時間差不多結束,我們的談話也差不多完了。687Please respect copyright.PENANAVYhMyhVXso
687Please respect copyright.PENANAVPQP3oVyVX
「話時話,你咁幫我,我應該點報答你好呢?」她溫暖的笑臉,為清純的樣子加添了幾分動人。687Please respect copyright.PENANAMNcqvfFExE
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「咁啦,你有功課唔識嘅時候,可以嚟問我,我一定會教你。」她熱心地說。687Please respect copyright.PENANAGNBYR6EWpM
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右手指輕托黑框眼鏡。687Please respect copyright.PENANAIi2ypohvlB
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「我係唔會有功課唔識做。」我得意地說,忍不住沾沾自喜。687Please respect copyright.PENANAM22NBtMfcu
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「不如實際啲,整包魚蛋燒賣啦。」我說。687Please respect copyright.PENANAu899JSEizT
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「好!」她一口答應。687Please respect copyright.PENANALPXizQi2Rc
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神啊,看到了沒有,只用了兩小時、兩個半小時?我多麼快就解決了問題。687Please respect copyright.PENANAhJtH5NwQ1F
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而且沒有得罪任何人,過程可謂完美。687Please respect copyright.PENANAprMVCtXhcM
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還不是,擁有神的慧根?687Please respect copyright.PENANAqwdBcHqICf
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我們並肩而行,走向樓梯口。687Please respect copyright.PENANANkyA2tgC9q
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「不如依家去買?」我說,怕任務突然完成,會回到島上。687Please respect copyright.PENANAqAY2HrKh2J
687Please respect copyright.PENANAhpPN4MebGs
「咁急?」她有點錯愕,轉頭時馬尾搖了一下,「小息夠鐘喇喎。」687Please respect copyright.PENANAEO8hQwEuQB
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「咁下個小息先啦。」我放棄地說。687Please respect copyright.PENANAuICEnvSe8y
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反正等了五年,不差……兩節課堂。687Please respect copyright.PENANA7YklSvCItH
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回到課室前,她停頓了步伐,我也因此停了。687Please respect copyright.PENANAKQ6oeLMpUK
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「一陣點都好啦,頭先真係好多謝你可以幫我解圍。」阿兒說,想跟我握手,「我叫李可兒,希望可以同你做到朋友。」687Please respect copyright.PENANAY659ia5RzH
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「做朋友梗係可——」我笑說,卻在下一秒僵住。687Please respect copyright.PENANA23gHDMQRHz
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慢著,有點不對勁!687Please respect copyright.PENANAH46czQJKX8
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「你講……多次?」我臉如死灰。687Please respect copyright.PENANAy77D2Ok5EI
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「我叫『李可兒』,希望可以同你做到朋友。」阿兒遞著右手,依然想握手。687Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1CAP97jWq
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黑框馬尾妹叫李可兒?你叫李可兒……687Please respect copyright.PENANAChk2bT07Li
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「咁邊個叫陸傾兒?」我衝口而出。687Please respect copyright.PENANAOQF80CbWXI
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「陸傾兒,咪傾姐囉。」李可兒理所當然地說,「頭先坐窗口位嗰位大家姐。」687Please respect copyright.PENANAE15ms9PYhI
687Please respect copyright.PENANALN5Ssp6l1p