正直的人?誰規定名字叫「正直」的人,就一定正直?712Please respect copyright.PENANAjLDVKmDrlr
712Please respect copyright.PENANAb7tCRJphP6
與人相處的概念,在我的生命裡變化過數次。712Please respect copyright.PENANApAsljL0gX6
712Please respect copyright.PENANAnZKdEeYTSS
我曾經很討厭正直的人,因為他們不懂變通,有些小事明明通融一下,不要上報,就可以小事化無。712Please respect copyright.PENANA6oOyhCgu2Y
712Please respect copyright.PENANAS1gNyVtfLt
但他們卻像聽不懂人話一樣,堅持要跟規矩去做,導致我要受罰。712Please respect copyright.PENANAmKH3LxaXlF
712Please respect copyright.PENANAmx89TIbZCP
到後來,我體驗過給別人通融一次,就一定會有下一次,就會永無止境地通融後……712Please respect copyright.PENANABROs32vD0O
712Please respect copyright.PENANApJXe49ES6H
我才明白,正直的人活得自在,按原則辦事就可以了,沒有別的煩惱。712Please respect copyright.PENANAAZGmcxW2Xf
712Please respect copyright.PENANAHBpEk3Lhp7
於是,我試著去變得正直,卻又吃盡了苦頭。712Please respect copyright.PENANA8XioQGCyPS
712Please respect copyright.PENANAIfGwo3EGGd
正直付出的代價是很重的,強出頭也是,都是不懂世故的傻瓜行為。712Please respect copyright.PENANAIJUg6Z8LmM
712Please respect copyright.PENANAmoeCae7WkA
然後我學會了圓滑。712Please respect copyright.PENANAFW85JvHIuw
712Please respect copyright.PENANA5noCItuKoE
踏出社會的大人跟小學雞的分別在哪裡?大人懂得圓滑地處事,圓滑地解決問題,而小學雞就只會大吵大鬧,卻一無所獲。712Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZS9V4yncT
712Please respect copyright.PENANAsAsD8HVBIh
我不喜歡用成熟來形容社會人,因為圓滑只是一種世故,我不想把「世故」等同於「成熟」。712Please respect copyright.PENANAyWpQGt7md4
712Please respect copyright.PENANActLmyce1wU
小學雞吵吵鬧鬧雖然很煩,但那一份率真,是很珍貴的。正因為大家都可以胡言亂語,課堂和小息才會嘩啦嘩啦地嘈個不停。712Please respect copyright.PENANAWfdPYYUpD5
712Please respect copyright.PENANAYEnvqOEti6
畢業之後,世故之後,朋友們約出來都斯斯文文,不會說話了。712Please respect copyright.PENANA7ljcPDCZxA
712Please respect copyright.PENANAJu5xtuGXDz
在孤島生活了五年,很多人生問題都已經被想得透徹。712Please respect copyright.PENANAdf3L9nZ5ez
712Please respect copyright.PENANAUiXH5VhoG4
如今,我又一次獲得機會,去面對群眾;又一次獲得機會,要我在「站邊邊」的問題上兩難;又一次獲得機會去應付重大問題。712Please respect copyright.PENANAC7yOAghiY2
712Please respect copyright.PENANAeodwZAH5RZ
這個困境,該如何突破?怎樣才可以救到阿兒而不失霸氣?712Please respect copyright.PENANALwPfKyRL3M
712Please respect copyright.PENANABc1CG2RVTP
我是血氣方剛的正直青年嗎?712Please respect copyright.PENANAXPZdaoRfsj
712Please respect copyright.PENANARmXo9rewQm
早就……不是了。712Please respect copyright.PENANAI0g8twEXHG
712Please respect copyright.PENANAk0yEL1C8HW
站起來的瞬間,我鬆開了拳頭,放雙手垂軟軟的。712Please respect copyright.PENANAUzLMqxBFVA
712Please respect copyright.PENANArC9ae3QjWp
「我覺得——」我開口說話了。712Please respect copyright.PENANADy2trvaroq
712Please respect copyright.PENANA6OQTFJKR1L
班房內,所有人都專心注視著我,特別是阿兒,雙手緊緊抓著銀包。712Please respect copyright.PENANAcQygrPNC9j
712Please respect copyright.PENANAF1y2rW2DT3
「新同學有咩高見?即管講!」陳菲菲問,其眼神包含暗示,認為我要站在她那邊。712Please respect copyright.PENANAIO8rsICjMK
712Please respect copyright.PENANAAUvVJodMBc
「我覺得三種罰法都唔好。」我故作輕鬆地說,成功沒有口吃,「我最憎姣婆喇。」712Please respect copyright.PENANAzxCthfRQGN
712Please respect copyright.PENANAygFgQGwy37
「啲姣婆呢,就算自己有仔,都會去姣人地條仔囉,勁賤格囉。我最憎哩啲玩弄感情嘅人喇!」我一邊說,一邊模仿現在學生的口吻。712Please respect copyright.PENANAm0tYlPRDbv
712Please respect copyright.PENANABVpnReKJuz
這話結束之後,有些同情阿兒的人對我感到失望,相反,憎恨阿兒的人卻一副賞識的目光。712Please respect copyright.PENANAnYysRXjX0G
712Please respect copyright.PENANAEPFju4WAjS
這些,都容易從大家的眼神裡看到。712Please respect copyright.PENANA995PZwtyHg
712Please respect copyright.PENANALvAJOjSGcR
「咁你話應該點罰好?」陳菲菲期待,嘴角揚得很暢快。712Please respect copyright.PENANAHX7nZibvAP
712Please respect copyright.PENANAkhISPFsOEv
相反,阿兒只剩一副空殼,已經什麼都沒所謂了的模樣。712Please respect copyright.PENANAHB5jMAqL9z
712Please respect copyright.PENANAeeexiIXF2F
我離開座位,走到陳菲菲面前,湊近到她耳邊。712Please respect copyright.PENANAY8HHbzy9hG
712Please respect copyright.PENANAPO0drKjkbS
同時她也湊耳過來傾聽。712Please respect copyright.PENANAVgKNwLJz3d
712Please respect copyright.PENANA8Qhax9gzAK
有一種辦法,能夠滿足陳菲菲,又能保護阿兒,就是我提出更過分的罰法,一種由我來執行的罰法。712Please respect copyright.PENANAhFW6hHKDQ2
712Please respect copyright.PENANAD7dJ2PeBaf
「不如交畀我去罰。」我狡猾地說,一副陰森臉,「我有辦法搞到條姣婆以後都冇人要。」712Please respect copyright.PENANAnto4gPHOYR
712Please respect copyright.PENANAo7eq45CELL
「你想點做?」陳菲菲好奇。712Please respect copyright.PENANAANDuhBZHKr
712Please respect copyright.PENANAIXYgZhHxiT
「嗱,你依家畀我扮好人,扮救咗佢先。」我鬼祟地說,偷瞄阿兒一眼,「等佢對我有好感。」712Please respect copyright.PENANAD1r7vhRnpy
712Please respect copyright.PENANA70KcHLfoGL
「過兩日我再約佢上我屋企,扮溫書又好乜都好啦,搵機會講幾句花言巧語,氹佢上床,最後嚟個中出即飛。」我繼續說,「咁咪傷到佢心,又傷到佢身囉。」712Please respect copyright.PENANAEu0o6QqyUa
712Please respect copyright.PENANAMN5xFOKodl
「傷心我就明啫,但點傷佢身啊?」陳菲菲不解。712Please respect copyright.PENANAvnj8Z8yDLG
712Please respect copyright.PENANANYAmcZi1KI
「中出喎,食事後丸已經夠傷啦!如果有咗,佢要落仔,仲傷啲添啊。」我誇大地說,「而且嗰段時間,一定冇仔要佢啦。」712Please respect copyright.PENANAbEEaMO0nRG
712Please respect copyright.PENANAtEB21bsmB6
「但係……我信唔過你囉!」陳菲菲說,盯著我的雙眼,「萬一你只係想救佢,之後走數嘅話,條姣婆咪走甩咗。」712Please respect copyright.PENANAxghOXDlEd4
712Please respect copyright.PENANAxWPBzm2gxv
「放心啦,我上完佢之後,偷影佢濕晒嘅底褲畀你睇,當做證據。」我拍胸保證。712Please respect copyright.PENANADDjV4mTgNx
712Please respect copyright.PENANAjrtPIB45uT
「就算我最後衰咗,或者走數,妖哩度你地話事家嘛!」我氣聲激動說,「除非佢唔返學啫,你地咪再玩殘佢囉。」712Please respect copyright.PENANAOwwcXxofHO
712Please respect copyright.PENANAtAU9zHR63l
「但英雄救美嘅機會,好難再有!」我著緊地說。712Please respect copyright.PENANAnVYf2N9h1D
712Please respect copyright.PENANAAeRRPz6gjF
聽罷,她思考了一會兒,似乎想接納我的提議。712Please respect copyright.PENANAVBT9GlH18L
712Please respect copyright.PENANArJxWgnDOET
「你條友都幾狗喎。」陳菲菲邪笑上面,「但我警告你,如果你係呃我嘅話,你一定死梗,你個書包,裡面啲書,全部都唔洗要,而且你唔洗旨意係哩間學校入面媾到女。」712Please respect copyright.PENANAWsHD2uNNkF
712Please respect copyright.PENANA2AYFejYFKU
「OK!」我爽快同意。712Please respect copyright.PENANAneAAE9pibq
712Please respect copyright.PENANAU8r883444F
談判結束,陳菲菲對King姐說,有一個更過癮的方法。712Please respect copyright.PENANAvPh0Sd6mvP
712Please respect copyright.PENANAzfEwgkjE1k
King姐沒有仔細了解,好像不太關心這事,總之陳菲菲滿意就可以。712Please respect copyright.PENANAeiiDJSdhAf
712Please respect copyright.PENANAyBdfyJ2uVA
「咔嚓——」房門打開了,柔和的陽光大量進來。712Please respect copyright.PENANAjaRMIPGMW8
712Please respect copyright.PENANAlU1a30W6bW
「阿兒,同我出去!」我走向不知所措、一臉慌張的阿兒。712Please respect copyright.PENANAIQlzUZauqR
712Please respect copyright.PENANAHeMCEvjf8W
我抓著阿兒纖細的手臂,把她拉到課室外面,暴露在陽光下。712Please respect copyright.PENANAeb0XdiIhGu
712Please respect copyright.PENANACUhn6lSo3V
「吓……完嗱?」「喂,即係罰咩?」很多人不滿,很想知道,都湧去追問陳菲菲。712Please respect copyright.PENANAYYYKw5zGOi
712Please respect copyright.PENANA85hBSTTHVX
這裡還不夠安全。712Please respect copyright.PENANA1lCF58Uchx
712Please respect copyright.PENANAMyvIyM3SJO
我拉著阿兒,落兩層樓梯,從五樓下去三樓,才走去走廊中間。712Please respect copyright.PENANAKJ3FNuqoxl
712Please respect copyright.PENANASeMyznF9Py
「喂,你……到底想點?」阿兒的聲線猶有餘悸。712Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5O9Gz67lS
712Please respect copyright.PENANAvbf4BluRGY
她扭著手臂,希望收回去。712Please respect copyright.PENANA8bkykDrH3M
712Please respect copyright.PENANAKtkijrBadQ
低年級學生在往來往回。712Please respect copyright.PENANAkMFapXPXmW
712Please respect copyright.PENANAHFD1wDE8YP
「啊,唔好意思。」我鬆開手;她就把手收回去。712Please respect copyright.PENANAQEJ3Y79sIx
712Please respect copyright.PENANAtNGKewmh0U
同時發現額頭有冷汗,剛才我實在太緊張……沒辦法,為了救人,為了完成這次測試。712Please respect copyright.PENANA3qok7rhhnk
712Please respect copyright.PENANAJMPW6ik5Wq
「到底你地想罰我啲咩?」她雙手護胸,用極不信任的眼神看我。712Please respect copyright.PENANABfqAEfIdEK
712Please respect copyright.PENANAtpsTd5NjN7
「啊,你唔好誤會,我其實係想救你,先同佢地講咗個大話。」我解釋說,馬上對她重述一遍剛才的談話內容。712Please respect copyright.PENANAkAVLXNv0MK
712Please respect copyright.PENANAusLA5mcqyH
漸漸地,她看我的目光,從抗拒變成可以信任。712Please respect copyright.PENANApu5YuboeMY
712Please respect copyright.PENANANvWMbeWhYB
抖動的手,也回復平靜了。712Please respect copyright.PENANAdTmqjT2ZIC
712Please respect copyright.PENANA41l5dHPsRV
「底褲……方面?」她困擾地說,有點尷尬。712Please respect copyright.PENANAkw72FVB9bU
712Please respect copyright.PENANAzausf03sm9
「你咪是但買條底褲,加啲水落去,再影張相畀我交差囉。」我淡然地說,「有啲嘢,過咗幾日,又唔係當眾做,啲人睇到都會冇癮。」712Please respect copyright.PENANAVtvSRQgVLI
712Please respect copyright.PENANAx9tBc3HWyK
「就好似睇戲班友仔,有事發生,即刻食花生梗係食得開心。」712Please respect copyright.PENANAGGtiu7oJn7
712Please respect copyright.PENANAudTmEZFuvV
「但同一個話題食咗幾日,覺得無聊喇喎,就冇癮食落去。」712Please respect copyright.PENANAKzz8K4BYwh
712Please respect copyright.PENANApd6UWEKYXl
「總之過幾日,等件事淡咗,就冇嘢喇。」我從容地說,一副不用擔心的樣子。712Please respect copyright.PENANAmk0dVhmGYo
712Please respect copyright.PENANACh616uTOhy
透過話語,透過微笑,藉以給她多一點安慰。712Please respect copyright.PENANAZfeUbjRTA1
712Please respect copyright.PENANAhemdUcGWES
「希望啦。」阿兒說,心情好了很多。712Please respect copyright.PENANAqgPkp7Efwc
712Please respect copyright.PENANAU6YY7tdUyc
小息的時間差不多結束,我們的談話也差不多完了。712Please respect copyright.PENANAgnZmV1dRgY
712Please respect copyright.PENANAV9tSvVXIga
「話時話,你咁幫我,我應該點報答你好呢?」她溫暖的笑臉,為清純的樣子加添了幾分動人。712Please respect copyright.PENANAHS7dS7kMRC
712Please respect copyright.PENANA1ddyaM1UbV
「咁啦,你有功課唔識嘅時候,可以嚟問我,我一定會教你。」她熱心地說。712Please respect copyright.PENANAG3EqIG3yOy
712Please respect copyright.PENANA71iTwKvhez
右手指輕托黑框眼鏡。712Please respect copyright.PENANABXMwpgdVnd
712Please respect copyright.PENANAA4XhxSh5oU
「我係唔會有功課唔識做。」我得意地說,忍不住沾沾自喜。712Please respect copyright.PENANAFDKYYRcZLE
712Please respect copyright.PENANAu6pIqWX00E
「不如實際啲,整包魚蛋燒賣啦。」我說。712Please respect copyright.PENANAANQKIhR9R1
712Please respect copyright.PENANALnNRWCUW4C
「好!」她一口答應。712Please respect copyright.PENANAjWa0Z6Z5nw
712Please respect copyright.PENANAtrgAGYuoU1
神啊,看到了沒有,只用了兩小時、兩個半小時?我多麼快就解決了問題。712Please respect copyright.PENANAN1teD18X0M
712Please respect copyright.PENANAPFIKZTHsSR
而且沒有得罪任何人,過程可謂完美。712Please respect copyright.PENANAO0DQ7x6ho2
712Please respect copyright.PENANASgJFxm4D69
還不是,擁有神的慧根?712Please respect copyright.PENANAP1BIYnHWzm
712Please respect copyright.PENANA36HPqHBcCG
我們並肩而行,走向樓梯口。712Please respect copyright.PENANA35fVIpotnq
712Please respect copyright.PENANAsj141KsqWk
「不如依家去買?」我說,怕任務突然完成,會回到島上。712Please respect copyright.PENANAeO6wap5Ov3
712Please respect copyright.PENANAggymmyQnB0
「咁急?」她有點錯愕,轉頭時馬尾搖了一下,「小息夠鐘喇喎。」712Please respect copyright.PENANAsgpZbAaY7Q
712Please respect copyright.PENANAD9kOOICOWc
「咁下個小息先啦。」我放棄地說。712Please respect copyright.PENANAGtZyR7eXzQ
712Please respect copyright.PENANAp4KLCp7WfD
反正等了五年,不差……兩節課堂。712Please respect copyright.PENANAF9rgvZKueD
712Please respect copyright.PENANALK6RoNcpEM
回到課室前,她停頓了步伐,我也因此停了。712Please respect copyright.PENANAefzlb9GfwH
712Please respect copyright.PENANAiTus459AFJ
「一陣點都好啦,頭先真係好多謝你可以幫我解圍。」阿兒說,想跟我握手,「我叫李可兒,希望可以同你做到朋友。」712Please respect copyright.PENANAHODwU2LFnd
712Please respect copyright.PENANAiikmEYXmyf
「做朋友梗係可——」我笑說,卻在下一秒僵住。712Please respect copyright.PENANAVZhMj0n0fn
712Please respect copyright.PENANAfzeEPWzhX6
慢著,有點不對勁!712Please respect copyright.PENANAIUrC8shAmY
712Please respect copyright.PENANARqzikHgZhU
「你講……多次?」我臉如死灰。712Please respect copyright.PENANASa78OWXmTU
712Please respect copyright.PENANAvDR5I3DTHt
「我叫『李可兒』,希望可以同你做到朋友。」阿兒遞著右手,依然想握手。712Please respect copyright.PENANAtLlBYdWsDn
712Please respect copyright.PENANAj2px4WEtMW
黑框馬尾妹叫李可兒?你叫李可兒……712Please respect copyright.PENANAyjVmB6YvtD
712Please respect copyright.PENANAUqPIhexGAK
「咁邊個叫陸傾兒?」我衝口而出。712Please respect copyright.PENANAlIsjMRBNOS
712Please respect copyright.PENANAPJvR1fRzg4
「陸傾兒,咪傾姐囉。」李可兒理所當然地說,「頭先坐窗口位嗰位大家姐。」712Please respect copyright.PENANAHlDLXB1yFj
712Please respect copyright.PENANA7swc2C7QsR