在神明丁離開後的一天,我在孤島上回復了原來的生活。753Please respect copyright.PENANAe53IIewgiM
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摘水果,抓山雞,望海,躺下來睡覺……753Please respect copyright.PENANAnXgQyAXdnG
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起來就散步,看看樹木。753Please respect copyright.PENANAB4v2F4mFlD
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不時坐在樹蔭,感受穿過葉片的稀疏光線。753Please respect copyright.PENANADOfeapjwEE
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對於神明丁說的話,有一些我是聽不懂的,包括祂所指的離開方法。753Please respect copyright.PENANAPFjNkBqKJU
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由於聽不懂,所以也沒有多想。753Please respect copyright.PENANA98TDDyrclA
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到了夜晚,我帶著孤島日記走到山頂。753Please respect copyright.PENANA83D21XrUr9
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日記只剩最後一頁,手上的原子筆,也僅餘一點點墨水。753Please respect copyright.PENANAv3zT2DKViH
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我應該寫嗎?寫這幾天發生的事?753Please respect copyright.PENANApo3Jwf4pdG
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記述神明丁的出現?記下我跟陸傾兒之間的回憶?753Please respect copyright.PENANAySNy31owPU
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神明Son,神的兒子,這樣的話祂也編了出來,真是的……753Please respect copyright.PENANALufRNWG506
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不想寫祂!753Please respect copyright.PENANAKlAcWUWjb9
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那……寫她嗎?753Please respect copyright.PENANAW2EcO8IiSu
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沒有動筆的意欲。753Please respect copyright.PENANALMpV1vP5Sv
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也許,現在寫,還是太早了。753Please respect copyright.PENANAt7AbQcKGfu
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屁股坐在岩石上,手翻開葉片所夾的那頁,是第26天的日記。753Please respect copyright.PENANAVp5j2IQ6C7
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假如神明丁是為了實現我這一頁的願望而出現,那就有趣了。753Please respect copyright.PENANAS3yt4X84gz
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我抓住右頁,往左一翻。753Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1GdljE7h4
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--------- 孤島日記 第27天 ---------753Please respect copyright.PENANASARkXUOtGb
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心情:黑暗過黑洞753Please respect copyright.PENANAeHNPZOy2Kt
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來到孤島之前,男同事趙超賢,曾經問我最近怎麼了,為什麼不去健身、打拳,也不去狂歡派對。753Please respect copyright.PENANAV3JCQ8gwnF
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「點解好似同人保持距離?」753Please respect copyright.PENANAboJiwJpvQz
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內心湧現無限的罪惡感,逼使我要過一個人的生活。753Please respect copyright.PENANAF2zRsm0CKT
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「你同我地上司個大客,到底發生過咩事?」753Please respect copyright.PENANAljpqxnbY45
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不懂得回答這條問題,我就無視了。753Please respect copyright.PENANAJBYhPP9TWF
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我快要被商業的黑暗所吞噬。不是因為不擅長做骯髒的事,而是我發現自己太擅長了。我處事圓滑得可怕,什麼手段都不惜使用。太可怕了。我不是一個八面玲瓏的人,因為沒需要討好所有的人,只需要討好關鍵的人物就可以了。753Please respect copyright.PENANAKOGuS9G8K2
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為什麼我會變這樣?從17歲開始計算,7年了,我的性格到底扭曲到什麼地步?我長得太骯髒了,滿身都是罪,面前都是黑暗的日子。753Please respect copyright.PENANA7JxaD86VfN
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假如,這個世界有神……753Please respect copyright.PENANAYPifIabFKo
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請你聽我的禱告,我希望753Please respect copyright.PENANAIPZbddir70
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突然,一道神聖的白光出現,把天際照白,抹煞了所有的星光。753Please respect copyright.PENANA8hCYO7tbw4
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「光芒芒芒——」神聖的光輝落下,潔淨著一切的心靈。753Please respect copyright.PENANAFxgyqHTziy
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白光體著地後,身上的光茫才逐漸甩走。753Please respect copyright.PENANAmnp1K6e2wQ
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「你就係孫正直?」一把男人的聲音問,是熟悉的聲音。753Please respect copyright.PENANAfAwIQzxDBA
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我笑了,手把上一頁的葉片拿出來,夾到目前的一頁裡,才緩慢地合上日記。753Please respect copyright.PENANAH2L9VPenKr
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「明知故問。」我答。753Please respect copyright.PENANAaDuLQJJNVO
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「你好,我係神明丁。」神明丁說,左手仍拿著一堆書。753Please respect copyright.PENANANLJQ0MtPJL
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「一日冇見,你還好吖嘛?」我問。753Please respect copyright.PENANAWmYaz7PoQV
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「還好啦,係有少少忙。」祂答。753Please respect copyright.PENANAempncswWqR
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從左手的書裡,找出一張清單,祂仔細地核對一下。753Please respect copyright.PENANASE1wmE1jE3
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「今次搵我咩事?」我問,仍坐在岩石上,「唔係……又有神死咗掛?又出現空缺?」753Please respect copyright.PENANACwjIkiyrGd
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「傻啦。」神明丁笑了,摺好並收起清單,「點會同上次一樣呢?」753Please respect copyright.PENANAlw1jyFNzbx
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「今次搵你係因為神嘅工作量太多,我地眾神經商量後一致決定,加開『大天使長』哩個神聖職位,畀非常願意去幫人,又有慧根去幫助世人嘅人去擔任,以分擔神嘅工作。」神明丁一本正經地說。753Please respect copyright.PENANAxfvG57qsjU
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我也配合地裝出一本正經的樣子。753Please respect copyright.PENANAxKCp1RBxTH
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「即係今次同神魔大戰之類冇關?」我問。753Please respect copyright.PENANAjjvdqZuiEW
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「係冇關嘅。」神明丁一本正經,「不過呢,都需要做一個測試,而且要合格先可以進入下一步嘅遴選。」753Please respect copyright.PENANAeqhZvI90zi
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「因為始終,你明啦。我地每位神明,都只可以提名一個人。」神明丁尋求理解。753Please respect copyright.PENANAVwcYo39I8H
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「明嘅,我明嘅。」我點頭說,「嚟啦,咩測試都好,我都參加。」753Please respect copyright.PENANAEGeVkP1XCm
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「夠爽快。」祂走到我的面前,拿出了一本書。753Please respect copyright.PENANApFXOPtcHdF
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我站了起來,不敢相信自己的眼睛。753Please respect copyright.PENANANUG3GNcc9v
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這本書的頁數,比之前的練習簿厚了好幾倍。753Please respect copyright.PENANApU4JLrRgJt
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「其實你左手拎住嘅哩疊書,係咪……都係個案?」我好奇。753Please respect copyright.PENANABp8hJbKEYz
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「係啊。」神明丁苦惱地抱怨,「我就嚟過勞喇。」753Please respect copyright.PENANAHM3072tnuR
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「唔好講咁多嘢住,你願意參加大天使長第一步測試嘅話,睇一睇條題目先。」祂把黃色封面的書,交到我的手上。753Please respect copyright.PENANAKMk9sEk1EB
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我雙手接過,封面馬上顯現了「孫正直」的名字。753Please respect copyright.PENANACWoG7EphK9
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這一切,都跟上次一樣。753Please respect copyright.PENANA6Zm4xNFYN8
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手打開第一頁。753Please respect copyright.PENANAcqxQA9Hh5a
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「歐陽派,17歲的少年,願望共有三個:753Please respect copyright.PENANAvcHqy3MeYK
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1. 可以同陳菲菲拍拖。753Please respect copyright.PENANAdeH3IMWc8S
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2. 不再為瘦弱而自卑。753Please respect copyright.PENANAIrS5jQmeJP
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3. 父親可以走出事業的低谷。」753Please respect copyright.PENANAMno47G9nz9
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看了這三個願望,我當場呆了。753Please respect copyright.PENANAg964mlPBYX
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這次,我沒有馬上翻去第二頁。753Please respect copyright.PENANAjt1UIBUuxx
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「原來佢話同傾姐身邊一個姊妹好熟,又搞曖昧,嗰個對象就係陳菲菲?」我問。753Please respect copyright.PENANAoqiGCl2kr3
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「冇錯,而陳菲菲有男朋友,所以佢最多只可以去到曖昧嘅階段。」神明丁說。753Please respect copyright.PENANASWId7leb79
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「係囉,喂,陳菲菲有男朋友喎,我點幫啊?」我問。753Please respect copyright.PENANAYo4tzv1YRA
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「啱啱分咗手喇,原因你自己查啦。」祂說。753Please respect copyright.PENANAUgXi8Tpz7F
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「仲有點解今次有三個願望咁多?同埋……第三個係咩嚟?」我覺得莫名其妙。753Please respect copyright.PENANAJXjymEr2JT
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「歐陽派屋企好窮,係因為佢爸爸經營小店,但鋪租年年升令佢入不敷出。」祂提示,「所以你要去幫佢爸爸手,用你擅長嘅『商業手段』,搞好啲生意佢。」753Please respect copyright.PENANA4yobmzFrNW
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「放心喎,學校方面會繼續停你學,直至聖誕節假期結束為止。」祂說,「哩段時間,你可以去佢爸爸到做兼職,係做任務之餘,賺下零用錢。」753Please respect copyright.PENANAs1qv3WN96r
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我想了一想,覺得有點不對勁。753Please respect copyright.PENANAZzP5YcsyGx
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「點解要畀歐陽派嘅願望我?」我指著祂手上的書,「應該仲有好多願望格。」753Please respect copyright.PENANA4WyuB9YXSm
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二話不說,神明丁取出了一本粉紅色書。753Please respect copyright.PENANA1IR0xXRF6n
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「定係你想做哩個?」祂打開第一頁給我看。753Please respect copyright.PENANASXlcoJjgS3
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「陳菲菲,17歲的少女,願望是心想事成。」第一頁的文字。753Please respect copyright.PENANAKQJZxq2hiQ
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「嘩,頂。」我看不下去,「心想事成,點實現啊?」753Please respect copyright.PENANAPBVithvMhy
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「咪係囉……」祂垂頭喪氣,一副歷盡滄桑的樣子,把粉紅色書收起。753Please respect copyright.PENANAqnAq4K4F41
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「你就接哩個啦,最啱你去做喇。」祂說,「順帶一提,哩本書嘅厚度,夠你住四個星期,期間每星期先會返嚟孤島一次。」753Please respect copyright.PENANAXZ7zuaHxAo
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「明白。」我握緊手上的書。753Please respect copyright.PENANA7jW0UKuqwt
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「細節嘅嘢,你有經驗你知點做啦。」祂說,「咁你出發之後,我就繼續做其他工作先,下星期再返嚟睇你,OK?」753Please respect copyright.PENANAui45L3tFyB
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「OK……」我回答,「但我仲想問一樣嘢。」753Please respect copyright.PENANAmcyemSf1ke
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「問咩?」祂在等待。753Please respect copyright.PENANAgv5QsZjPTF
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「點解陳菲菲、歐陽派同傾姐,佢地都咁啱係五年前許願嘅?」我想知。753Please respect copyright.PENANAXcU8kLfIXg
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「因為佢地係同學,而去木村許願樹,係學校旅行日嘅活動。」神明丁面色灰沉,「所以個個都許咗願。」753Please respect copyright.PENANASgX2LT2QZJ
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「辛苦……晒。」我安慰說。753Please respect copyright.PENANAZmvMcNzBnr
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「唔好講喇,你準備好就出發啦。」神明丁說,輕輕微笑,「今次要再做好啲啊,同時要記住,神幫人係好間接!」753Please respect copyright.PENANAKZSCr2aPSY
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「知道。」我點頭。753Please respect copyright.PENANAGOI2OWGAkt
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隨後,我屁股坐上岩石,再次把厚皮日記放在地上。753Please respect copyright.PENANA0u2klTeu7L
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閉上眼睛,我深深地吸了一口氣。753Please respect copyright.PENANAtQ5HIrOooZ
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陸傾兒,我要來找你了。753Please respect copyright.PENANAkjejNCUfmU
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大膽地翻開第二頁,意識隨即被書本牽引。753Please respect copyright.PENANA4th8Tj5iys
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數秒後,意識消失——753Please respect copyright.PENANA9nAmhfB4vx
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經過沒有時間觀念的狀態後,意識漸漸重塑,再次……753Please respect copyright.PENANAjaHtcmFfhf
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凝聚在一個17歲的年輕身體裡。753Please respect copyright.PENANAc4vztOK5nK
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夜涼的風,吹著吹吹過。753Please respect copyright.PENANAA41DEcFiIL
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我半睜開眼,發現自己站在上次消失的位置。753Please respect copyright.PENANANPnE0LTcSl
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也就是海邊和傾姐住所之間。753Please respect copyright.PENANA6eISZLKihD
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沒想到,有這樣的機會,能夠再次回來。753Please respect copyright.PENANAvVj1ZvHRnz
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一時感動,雙眼就忍不住泛淚。753Please respect copyright.PENANAWH2WlH1xb3
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但我忍住了!753Please respect copyright.PENANAtoNl66PEzf
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路人從旁走過,沒有在意站在路中的我。753Please respect copyright.PENANAWURRckOy70
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手從褲袋裡掏出手機,亮起屏幕,104個未看短訊。753Please respect copyright.PENANANvU9mRMlV4
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除了同學發的6個短訊外,98個都是傾姐發的。753Please respect copyright.PENANAE5AvJF6OYJ
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在人生的路上,我經歷了很多波折,大部分都記錄在孤島日記裡。在孤島日記裡,有著我對世界的質疑,也有著我軟弱的時候向神的依靠。753Please respect copyright.PENANAsJ2voToZ89
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這幾天,我奇蹟地遇見了神,祂給了我很多機會去面對自己的缺憾。祂沒有催促我,而是用上間接的方法,讓我在幫助別人的同時,重新體驗生活下去的勇氣。753Please respect copyright.PENANA8pSEZvmlZM
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更值得讚美的是,祂還讓我重新體驗愛情的美好。753Please respect copyright.PENANAhmIYAybYyA
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「不愧係傾姐。」我眼睛紅了。753Please respect copyright.PENANAiUBvWwn0w4
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真是個了不起的女人。753Please respect copyright.PENANAHzAQ91lUpH
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此時手機震了震,再收到一個新訊息。753Please respect copyright.PENANAbiRlkcJ5O3
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毋需點擊開來,我已經從列表看到:753Please respect copyright.PENANAbmNSHzjOxH
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「每晚我都會去海邊等你」753Please respect copyright.PENANANmvQMQQ65e
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關了屏幕,仍緊緊握著手機。753Please respect copyright.PENANA6UWbT5Wlxs
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跑啊,孫正直!有人正在等你過去!753Please respect copyright.PENANAoSA1H2zJbg
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「噠噠噠噠……」753Please respect copyright.PENANA2BuE1gu7zm
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我淚奔了起來,跑一步,跑著一步,往海邊跑去。753Please respect copyright.PENANAZEkP9FFujD
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來到海邊,長椅上沒有任何人。753Please respect copyright.PENANAyhkNqmjOpo
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然而——753Please respect copyright.PENANAoajBX0gvVL
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矮欄外面的大石堆上坐了一位石灰色外套少女,她喝著可樂,卻像醉了一樣,右手不停揮動著米黃淺啡間條頸巾。753Please respect copyright.PENANAI32FgVpWXF
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「孫正直係超—級—衰—人!」傾姐對著海面大喊。753Please respect copyright.PENANAoXzxJuJMFm
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「但係我都,」她哽咽一下,繼續大喊,「好—掛—住—你—啊!」753Please respect copyright.PENANAkvlIRebGU4
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不小心——753Please respect copyright.PENANAv92cOiaZCb
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頸巾被強風吹走了,要往岸上飄去。753Please respect copyright.PENANAA9oWMMHdI1
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此時,一個人的身影出現。753Please respect copyright.PENANABYXkDapcDF
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手已經抓住了頸巾。753Please respect copyright.PENANAndfjf3QuP6
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傾姐看著地上的影子,便沉默起來,接著只問一句……753Please respect copyright.PENANAhWe0nO5cbw
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「你見到晒?」她有點難為情。753Please respect copyright.PENANA2XukXTFGLj
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頸巾回歸她的頸上,我圍了一圈,再窩心地替她綁好。753Please respect copyright.PENANA2c33PMZ6xu
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「嗯。」我溫暖地說。753Please respect copyright.PENANAlBPeon7RLb
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屁股坐在大石上,我擅自坐在她的左邊。753Please respect copyright.PENANAiDLHIP8fw6
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然後拿出手機回覆一個訊息。753Please respect copyright.PENANA9lEuJkXfI4
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「我都一樣好掛住你」按下發出。753Please respect copyright.PENANAqf9szV3Uii
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今晚海浪並不大,再大我們都能克服的。753Please respect copyright.PENANAQMySI1EAmu
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傾姐放下可樂,拿起手機看了之後。753Please respect copyright.PENANAmr65wIk4pO
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她把頭靠在我的肩上。753Please respect copyright.PENANACeP2VDKnO8
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