在神明丁離開後的一天,我在孤島上回復了原來的生活。787Please respect copyright.PENANAqQqOhHCQSb
787Please respect copyright.PENANAMZ35qKSUiD
摘水果,抓山雞,望海,躺下來睡覺……787Please respect copyright.PENANAXKSa5bGjts
787Please respect copyright.PENANA3MacbxQ0us
起來就散步,看看樹木。787Please respect copyright.PENANAPYCWYrjgfx
787Please respect copyright.PENANA666mvF8iG4
不時坐在樹蔭,感受穿過葉片的稀疏光線。787Please respect copyright.PENANA8o6eYPBGjC
787Please respect copyright.PENANAqSosQCaWgA
對於神明丁說的話,有一些我是聽不懂的,包括祂所指的離開方法。787Please respect copyright.PENANAWhFPDKH9Ou
787Please respect copyright.PENANATTVudOt5Fl
由於聽不懂,所以也沒有多想。787Please respect copyright.PENANAZE3dJDQ6Sf
787Please respect copyright.PENANAEfkVt64n2t
到了夜晚,我帶著孤島日記走到山頂。787Please respect copyright.PENANA3vqtVG29Go
787Please respect copyright.PENANAsmGe6SsXLF
日記只剩最後一頁,手上的原子筆,也僅餘一點點墨水。787Please respect copyright.PENANAhlN7EkFO2w
787Please respect copyright.PENANAAJsfOEdwXv
我應該寫嗎?寫這幾天發生的事?787Please respect copyright.PENANAcuI5uwqVt5
787Please respect copyright.PENANA1BwCAOYcTZ
記述神明丁的出現?記下我跟陸傾兒之間的回憶?787Please respect copyright.PENANAxNLMKcEHlq
787Please respect copyright.PENANAHxh5DSfqUa
神明Son,神的兒子,這樣的話祂也編了出來,真是的……787Please respect copyright.PENANAxKnNLzOcLp
787Please respect copyright.PENANAxeG22JmCUl
不想寫祂!787Please respect copyright.PENANANn4UjNdOoQ
787Please respect copyright.PENANAsSXUzedr6a
那……寫她嗎?787Please respect copyright.PENANAiYdG0nrJDT
787Please respect copyright.PENANAHX6uDtERd4
沒有動筆的意欲。787Please respect copyright.PENANA8CuQOzYPLy
787Please respect copyright.PENANAJVYxOD5x5D
也許,現在寫,還是太早了。787Please respect copyright.PENANA15nTwlIPs3
787Please respect copyright.PENANAflGvHHAnAK
屁股坐在岩石上,手翻開葉片所夾的那頁,是第26天的日記。787Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7uEMMTnrB
787Please respect copyright.PENANASFZ3GTBTfT
假如神明丁是為了實現我這一頁的願望而出現,那就有趣了。787Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7bZaXGoTn
787Please respect copyright.PENANA6fCe6Gepyf
我抓住右頁,往左一翻。787Please respect copyright.PENANACil0q4iQzY
787Please respect copyright.PENANAyzg0oossz9
--------- 孤島日記 第27天 ---------787Please respect copyright.PENANAoY9Pc87yzm
787Please respect copyright.PENANAFEWJivapfm
心情:黑暗過黑洞787Please respect copyright.PENANAJo4eCMLlK8
787Please respect copyright.PENANAcwNaSEalbV
來到孤島之前,男同事趙超賢,曾經問我最近怎麼了,為什麼不去健身、打拳,也不去狂歡派對。787Please respect copyright.PENANAOc1tCRKiWV
787Please respect copyright.PENANAUe8bVrHPMO
「點解好似同人保持距離?」787Please respect copyright.PENANAyj4fEZWAv1
787Please respect copyright.PENANAuqndeyrdQG
內心湧現無限的罪惡感,逼使我要過一個人的生活。787Please respect copyright.PENANAJHy6i4Swzx
787Please respect copyright.PENANABb3yezb3hr
「你同我地上司個大客,到底發生過咩事?」787Please respect copyright.PENANAuPcau9lQpW
787Please respect copyright.PENANAGm8DNH5bxV
不懂得回答這條問題,我就無視了。787Please respect copyright.PENANAMMg41nsZrg
787Please respect copyright.PENANAnKEjTfLDu2
我快要被商業的黑暗所吞噬。不是因為不擅長做骯髒的事,而是我發現自己太擅長了。我處事圓滑得可怕,什麼手段都不惜使用。太可怕了。我不是一個八面玲瓏的人,因為沒需要討好所有的人,只需要討好關鍵的人物就可以了。787Please respect copyright.PENANAxfoGamGodT
787Please respect copyright.PENANA2apWx0f58c
為什麼我會變這樣?從17歲開始計算,7年了,我的性格到底扭曲到什麼地步?我長得太骯髒了,滿身都是罪,面前都是黑暗的日子。787Please respect copyright.PENANANWTvRWhv8M
787Please respect copyright.PENANAMUb2jOE0yo
假如,這個世界有神……787Please respect copyright.PENANAFRv98xOF7S
787Please respect copyright.PENANA2A6bR3G4BJ
請你聽我的禱告,我希望787Please respect copyright.PENANA6cKkaHG6dT
787Please respect copyright.PENANAYuWD6nIOzK
--------- 閱讀中斷 ---------787Please respect copyright.PENANAoFrXkcDyp7
787Please respect copyright.PENANAvodVotrz4d
787Please respect copyright.PENANA8Eqz86GU1Q
787Please respect copyright.PENANABhcPQRuZ5A
突然,一道神聖的白光出現,把天際照白,抹煞了所有的星光。787Please respect copyright.PENANAPRX6MuliR5
787Please respect copyright.PENANAkKfAE4EJYJ
「光芒芒芒——」神聖的光輝落下,潔淨著一切的心靈。787Please respect copyright.PENANAypCvRpPc7a
787Please respect copyright.PENANAXJkyak8WEo
白光體著地後,身上的光茫才逐漸甩走。787Please respect copyright.PENANAUjJlbWAvg9
787Please respect copyright.PENANAqpNa8cw2AQ
「你就係孫正直?」一把男人的聲音問,是熟悉的聲音。787Please respect copyright.PENANAzQgHxv6eQy
787Please respect copyright.PENANAMQpS9jwsgp
我笑了,手把上一頁的葉片拿出來,夾到目前的一頁裡,才緩慢地合上日記。787Please respect copyright.PENANAJAnf7HM388
787Please respect copyright.PENANASBxKzF5frx
「明知故問。」我答。787Please respect copyright.PENANArF7co2h6Gv
787Please respect copyright.PENANAcxipZHlRY9
「你好,我係神明丁。」神明丁說,左手仍拿著一堆書。787Please respect copyright.PENANAeLhUgZ0Hax
787Please respect copyright.PENANAub37ZvOsae
「一日冇見,你還好吖嘛?」我問。787Please respect copyright.PENANAvsjNM06hEc
787Please respect copyright.PENANAecvcisXdyc
「還好啦,係有少少忙。」祂答。787Please respect copyright.PENANAFQ6shVNB2K
787Please respect copyright.PENANAdGJUy82o4W
從左手的書裡,找出一張清單,祂仔細地核對一下。787Please respect copyright.PENANAN4RaJLPz0Y
787Please respect copyright.PENANAxPf6S4UyXp
「今次搵我咩事?」我問,仍坐在岩石上,「唔係……又有神死咗掛?又出現空缺?」787Please respect copyright.PENANAT8bcAD0zet
787Please respect copyright.PENANAiu2ysm2XRI
「傻啦。」神明丁笑了,摺好並收起清單,「點會同上次一樣呢?」787Please respect copyright.PENANAlKnEkMOsD1
787Please respect copyright.PENANAP8XOfpKYZE
「今次搵你係因為神嘅工作量太多,我地眾神經商量後一致決定,加開『大天使長』哩個神聖職位,畀非常願意去幫人,又有慧根去幫助世人嘅人去擔任,以分擔神嘅工作。」神明丁一本正經地說。787Please respect copyright.PENANA7DrhrvqFqk
787Please respect copyright.PENANAPEuZGuznlg
我也配合地裝出一本正經的樣子。787Please respect copyright.PENANAxVA568YH0h
787Please respect copyright.PENANAqaEP1cztZJ
「即係今次同神魔大戰之類冇關?」我問。787Please respect copyright.PENANAK6xcunIDlI
787Please respect copyright.PENANAFTX1dfb6hg
「係冇關嘅。」神明丁一本正經,「不過呢,都需要做一個測試,而且要合格先可以進入下一步嘅遴選。」787Please respect copyright.PENANAkZiAJHxyHm
787Please respect copyright.PENANAKDV5pcafTY
「因為始終,你明啦。我地每位神明,都只可以提名一個人。」神明丁尋求理解。787Please respect copyright.PENANABtSnuKn147
787Please respect copyright.PENANA2OTmWVUpzH
「明嘅,我明嘅。」我點頭說,「嚟啦,咩測試都好,我都參加。」787Please respect copyright.PENANAINB8U1JwVq
787Please respect copyright.PENANA1vqstNS2u4
「夠爽快。」祂走到我的面前,拿出了一本書。787Please respect copyright.PENANANYdh9rP5zQ
787Please respect copyright.PENANAcav6xDshig
我站了起來,不敢相信自己的眼睛。787Please respect copyright.PENANAPYxWMVtpSA
787Please respect copyright.PENANAhDqGOcmMc4
這本書的頁數,比之前的練習簿厚了好幾倍。787Please respect copyright.PENANAmvhSKpDRxS
787Please respect copyright.PENANANDZLIy8Kw8
「其實你左手拎住嘅哩疊書,係咪……都係個案?」我好奇。787Please respect copyright.PENANAi1Mwzg8ChK
787Please respect copyright.PENANAPpsghWAl45
「係啊。」神明丁苦惱地抱怨,「我就嚟過勞喇。」787Please respect copyright.PENANAOEDwU8inN3
787Please respect copyright.PENANAQUrUXgOdMp
「唔好講咁多嘢住,你願意參加大天使長第一步測試嘅話,睇一睇條題目先。」祂把黃色封面的書,交到我的手上。787Please respect copyright.PENANAR86UFLTePi
787Please respect copyright.PENANADVeC7ght3Y
我雙手接過,封面馬上顯現了「孫正直」的名字。787Please respect copyright.PENANAxA7tpcpkzZ
787Please respect copyright.PENANAHhSG91SCQi
這一切,都跟上次一樣。787Please respect copyright.PENANApPzdnEDcCD
787Please respect copyright.PENANAygKqGGACVX
手打開第一頁。787Please respect copyright.PENANAJxqCAzjXDU
787Please respect copyright.PENANAgzCzqkcb5R
「歐陽派,17歲的少年,願望共有三個:787Please respect copyright.PENANAf4x3aOlp3K
787Please respect copyright.PENANAgrkdQ9XjYL
1. 可以同陳菲菲拍拖。787Please respect copyright.PENANASHMrfoouC0
787Please respect copyright.PENANAhnMqWPa3uZ
2. 不再為瘦弱而自卑。787Please respect copyright.PENANAJoSkCaiGgt
787Please respect copyright.PENANAHqcPSDk8II
3. 父親可以走出事業的低谷。」787Please respect copyright.PENANAlRctrW4iXu
787Please respect copyright.PENANAC4nIYeRHEz
看了這三個願望,我當場呆了。787Please respect copyright.PENANArbA2Bft3LC
787Please respect copyright.PENANAvNgvYc7JsO
這次,我沒有馬上翻去第二頁。787Please respect copyright.PENANAid0Sye2rC1
787Please respect copyright.PENANAMixgmkPmG2
「原來佢話同傾姐身邊一個姊妹好熟,又搞曖昧,嗰個對象就係陳菲菲?」我問。787Please respect copyright.PENANAkBFWWZIKzP
787Please respect copyright.PENANAs7C5AsvmlS
「冇錯,而陳菲菲有男朋友,所以佢最多只可以去到曖昧嘅階段。」神明丁說。787Please respect copyright.PENANAV9xp2Zd7XS
787Please respect copyright.PENANAV9snqafxy4
「係囉,喂,陳菲菲有男朋友喎,我點幫啊?」我問。787Please respect copyright.PENANA4qQ5fYf33k
787Please respect copyright.PENANAgJ18DHXhCE
「啱啱分咗手喇,原因你自己查啦。」祂說。787Please respect copyright.PENANAndmYVjOmNT
787Please respect copyright.PENANA8GlMdCpnt0
「仲有點解今次有三個願望咁多?同埋……第三個係咩嚟?」我覺得莫名其妙。787Please respect copyright.PENANAA7SMsmlEFp
787Please respect copyright.PENANArC8FRM8VBA
「歐陽派屋企好窮,係因為佢爸爸經營小店,但鋪租年年升令佢入不敷出。」祂提示,「所以你要去幫佢爸爸手,用你擅長嘅『商業手段』,搞好啲生意佢。」787Please respect copyright.PENANAA7mIl0Bii8
787Please respect copyright.PENANAiTryrwgj2T
「放心喎,學校方面會繼續停你學,直至聖誕節假期結束為止。」祂說,「哩段時間,你可以去佢爸爸到做兼職,係做任務之餘,賺下零用錢。」787Please respect copyright.PENANA3H87k1ppc8
787Please respect copyright.PENANAthYjfxhmv9
我想了一想,覺得有點不對勁。787Please respect copyright.PENANA6Lf3hBLOB8
787Please respect copyright.PENANAHvRmr7SMsb
「點解要畀歐陽派嘅願望我?」我指著祂手上的書,「應該仲有好多願望格。」787Please respect copyright.PENANAZM1Q2AakC4
787Please respect copyright.PENANAVXhs3kcsPp
二話不說,神明丁取出了一本粉紅色書。787Please respect copyright.PENANAzi8isCCoek
787Please respect copyright.PENANAco1Lh4qGdL
「定係你想做哩個?」祂打開第一頁給我看。787Please respect copyright.PENANAgB4YpzJuJV
787Please respect copyright.PENANAt255hzzV2M
「陳菲菲,17歲的少女,願望是心想事成。」第一頁的文字。787Please respect copyright.PENANAk7N5FBSY43
787Please respect copyright.PENANAj4s2FIqQfl
「嘩,頂。」我看不下去,「心想事成,點實現啊?」787Please respect copyright.PENANA7CBbAJfViY
787Please respect copyright.PENANAws0FWobctv
「咪係囉……」祂垂頭喪氣,一副歷盡滄桑的樣子,把粉紅色書收起。787Please respect copyright.PENANAojmyJydGgL
787Please respect copyright.PENANAqZOPdqlmXP
「你就接哩個啦,最啱你去做喇。」祂說,「順帶一提,哩本書嘅厚度,夠你住四個星期,期間每星期先會返嚟孤島一次。」787Please respect copyright.PENANAy9g7yjuZbO
787Please respect copyright.PENANAdjZnfsgE5A
「明白。」我握緊手上的書。787Please respect copyright.PENANAW93AO31YG9
787Please respect copyright.PENANAYtUr4hO4M7
「細節嘅嘢,你有經驗你知點做啦。」祂說,「咁你出發之後,我就繼續做其他工作先,下星期再返嚟睇你,OK?」787Please respect copyright.PENANAsvtsKBmtYK
787Please respect copyright.PENANAGimCEowo23
「OK……」我回答,「但我仲想問一樣嘢。」787Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZlacqefV3
787Please respect copyright.PENANAjs0Yq2IReh
「問咩?」祂在等待。787Please respect copyright.PENANAxdjyCJZqJw
787Please respect copyright.PENANApuLmRPu2Tp
「點解陳菲菲、歐陽派同傾姐,佢地都咁啱係五年前許願嘅?」我想知。787Please respect copyright.PENANAywmmAJk7FS
787Please respect copyright.PENANASL4pBr7Oyz
「因為佢地係同學,而去木村許願樹,係學校旅行日嘅活動。」神明丁面色灰沉,「所以個個都許咗願。」787Please respect copyright.PENANAfV5dnv4ria
787Please respect copyright.PENANA7a0ahe91p1
「辛苦……晒。」我安慰說。787Please respect copyright.PENANAvfHoEKmjoU
787Please respect copyright.PENANAxISIlBbGYo
「唔好講喇,你準備好就出發啦。」神明丁說,輕輕微笑,「今次要再做好啲啊,同時要記住,神幫人係好間接!」787Please respect copyright.PENANASbmXfpKcMt
787Please respect copyright.PENANAlk1I4L45to
「知道。」我點頭。787Please respect copyright.PENANA06OIpvxMAi
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隨後,我屁股坐上岩石,再次把厚皮日記放在地上。787Please respect copyright.PENANAQRWALT9CPZ
787Please respect copyright.PENANAazDZYRhQGU
閉上眼睛,我深深地吸了一口氣。787Please respect copyright.PENANAHEbe0lDNDb
787Please respect copyright.PENANA9zYM0e4BmA
陸傾兒,我要來找你了。787Please respect copyright.PENANAqRthwzkyby
787Please respect copyright.PENANAaV5MD5lU3D
大膽地翻開第二頁,意識隨即被書本牽引。787Please respect copyright.PENANAjf71auyFwq
787Please respect copyright.PENANAGuyN5VKt1V
數秒後,意識消失——787Please respect copyright.PENANAPcYGrck8Iz
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經過沒有時間觀念的狀態後,意識漸漸重塑,再次……787Please respect copyright.PENANAacewn965iJ
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凝聚在一個17歲的年輕身體裡。787Please respect copyright.PENANAigSfb4XXay
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夜涼的風,吹著吹吹過。787Please respect copyright.PENANA8tvEaaLTre
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我半睜開眼,發現自己站在上次消失的位置。787Please respect copyright.PENANAsGS7IyDq0z
787Please respect copyright.PENANAbYncer31p8
也就是海邊和傾姐住所之間。787Please respect copyright.PENANAXM13DcFYWV
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沒想到,有這樣的機會,能夠再次回來。787Please respect copyright.PENANATJAiRh7okD
787Please respect copyright.PENANA9vpdnuzmoN
一時感動,雙眼就忍不住泛淚。787Please respect copyright.PENANAGUlciJkLac
787Please respect copyright.PENANAxV6bXgt0Vv
但我忍住了!787Please respect copyright.PENANAtHt2e1Phpg
787Please respect copyright.PENANAlq0LyAzuvR
路人從旁走過,沒有在意站在路中的我。787Please respect copyright.PENANAjCo5rW6rCE
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手從褲袋裡掏出手機,亮起屏幕,104個未看短訊。787Please respect copyright.PENANAwI8ALJ5Trm
787Please respect copyright.PENANAbhcFiCHKvw
除了同學發的6個短訊外,98個都是傾姐發的。787Please respect copyright.PENANALwno6TdVNd
787Please respect copyright.PENANA3xufAof0Zh
在人生的路上,我經歷了很多波折,大部分都記錄在孤島日記裡。在孤島日記裡,有著我對世界的質疑,也有著我軟弱的時候向神的依靠。787Please respect copyright.PENANAW4Nro0wZww
787Please respect copyright.PENANAPZSaS5Nbku
這幾天,我奇蹟地遇見了神,祂給了我很多機會去面對自己的缺憾。祂沒有催促我,而是用上間接的方法,讓我在幫助別人的同時,重新體驗生活下去的勇氣。787Please respect copyright.PENANA8sgKnobBfg
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更值得讚美的是,祂還讓我重新體驗愛情的美好。787Please respect copyright.PENANA6FVncD1Wyw
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「不愧係傾姐。」我眼睛紅了。787Please respect copyright.PENANAW1MdcxiKHO
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真是個了不起的女人。787Please respect copyright.PENANA9L7a1O7jcJ
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此時手機震了震,再收到一個新訊息。787Please respect copyright.PENANAnGVCfAjVyM
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毋需點擊開來,我已經從列表看到:787Please respect copyright.PENANAkuwSwH1yB1
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「每晚我都會去海邊等你」787Please respect copyright.PENANAeiodTHy8of
787Please respect copyright.PENANAjUU0KCelk4
關了屏幕,仍緊緊握著手機。787Please respect copyright.PENANA8XbIyxByvS
787Please respect copyright.PENANA7Iz99b0tte
跑啊,孫正直!有人正在等你過去!787Please respect copyright.PENANARMNOOMoIQY
787Please respect copyright.PENANAQq7NzLxmet
「噠噠噠噠……」787Please respect copyright.PENANAbCRKYvIhUL
787Please respect copyright.PENANAmuaJcMkVxq
我淚奔了起來,跑一步,跑著一步,往海邊跑去。787Please respect copyright.PENANAuKW4bwa0Ac
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來到海邊,長椅上沒有任何人。787Please respect copyright.PENANAQrldXXVLd1
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然而——787Please respect copyright.PENANAr9qB1yeCAQ
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矮欄外面的大石堆上坐了一位石灰色外套少女,她喝著可樂,卻像醉了一樣,右手不停揮動著米黃淺啡間條頸巾。787Please respect copyright.PENANAHGn8XNPrdy
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「孫正直係超—級—衰—人!」傾姐對著海面大喊。787Please respect copyright.PENANApjWlehCMBY
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「但係我都,」她哽咽一下,繼續大喊,「好—掛—住—你—啊!」787Please respect copyright.PENANA3Fcmj7hGrQ
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不小心——787Please respect copyright.PENANAr72ietDBVF
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頸巾被強風吹走了,要往岸上飄去。787Please respect copyright.PENANAx8UNSGEEGc
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此時,一個人的身影出現。787Please respect copyright.PENANAq4BZqukHNm
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手已經抓住了頸巾。787Please respect copyright.PENANA7sDCTZ3tRP
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傾姐看著地上的影子,便沉默起來,接著只問一句……787Please respect copyright.PENANAm6DCSUgbLf
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「你見到晒?」她有點難為情。787Please respect copyright.PENANAHoUnR1fBUE
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頸巾回歸她的頸上,我圍了一圈,再窩心地替她綁好。787Please respect copyright.PENANAiXqOUSwlFN
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「嗯。」我溫暖地說。787Please respect copyright.PENANA9vpwQjBPU6
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屁股坐在大石上,我擅自坐在她的左邊。787Please respect copyright.PENANAcQMmBoGS3u
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然後拿出手機回覆一個訊息。787Please respect copyright.PENANAwJSBkAaHHF
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「我都一樣好掛住你」按下發出。787Please respect copyright.PENANANZLR24LIIh
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今晚海浪並不大,再大我們都能克服的。787Please respect copyright.PENANAL6O7Q4TkbA
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傾姐放下可樂,拿起手機看了之後。787Please respect copyright.PENANALJx1LLoHr3
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她把頭靠在我的肩上。787Please respect copyright.PENANAz8MnPPLeKT
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