在KO便利店吃飽後,我回到住所,把電話卡安插在手機裡。695Please respect copyright.PENANA93Dm8AtXVH
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這樣手機就有了電話號碼,雖然我一個聯絡人也沒有。695Please respect copyright.PENANAruPE9fn1E7
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站在大鏡子面前,我拿著牙刷,看著自己。695Please respect copyright.PENANApNpiRaIseJ
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刷刷刷牙,灌水,吐——695Please respect copyright.PENANAEuXcfxGqAZ
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用毛巾抹臉。695Please respect copyright.PENANAKxLLF91V0S
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走進我的房間,落地玻璃外面是夜晚大海景。695Please respect copyright.PENANAGv4j5c9yZF
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我卸下外套,掛在牆勾,便撲到床上。695Please respect copyright.PENANAvueX8NmE6Q
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「好神奇嘅一日。」我蓋好被子,把被子拉上鼻頭的位置。695Please respect copyright.PENANAZylu4W4G8U
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這時我發現自己多了一種奇妙的感覺。695Please respect copyright.PENANAVG8hpGjTza
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我居然有點期待明天的來臨。695Please respect copyright.PENANA1yjwPr1tju
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我很少會這樣想的,以前做學生的時候也不多,上班之後也很少,除了星期五。695Please respect copyright.PENANAftRS2Iqv70
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流落到孤島之後,就完全沒有了。695Please respect copyright.PENANAwYaZXQoBNW
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「晚安。」我對天花板說,徐徐合上了眼。695Please respect copyright.PENANANpn9pawtD4
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在一片寧靜中安睡,很舒暢,呼出鬆弛的氣息,全身都放鬆了。695Please respect copyright.PENANAkjMM8M6Olg
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隨即,意識被一下子吸走。695Please respect copyright.PENANAy62XiGOLa2
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耳邊聽見風聲,更感到涼意,張開眼睛——695Please respect copyright.PENANAAwZdvx8Mwo
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我站立山上,拿著寫滿滿的神的練習簿。695Please respect copyright.PENANAxzvBq94wPw
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在浩大星空之下,手上的練習簿記錄了我所有的行動和想法。695Please respect copyright.PENANAFEBExTV5pP
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「返嚟喇?」神明丁微笑地走來,取走我手上的練習簿。695Please respect copyright.PENANAQDRN7dIEY3
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「吓?完喇?」我才回過神來。695Please respect copyright.PENANAFgShvn7NNj
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「個測試就咁?得一日時間咁短?」我追著神明丁問。695Please respect copyright.PENANAKpElP8GMGb
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神明丁一邊散步,一邊翻閱,狀甚悠閒。695Please respect copyright.PENANA37nrONm6hn
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「一日咁短?畀夠一年你好唔好?」祂反問,繼續閱讀。695Please respect copyright.PENANAQZwipEDB8L
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「一年又……」我有點難堪。695Please respect copyright.PENANANxIw8sKZwF
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「速戰速決OK?」神明丁要求,「如果多幾個人要你幫,個個都要N日先搞掂,咪要排好耐?」695Please respect copyright.PENANAIZhwPKpiHb
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聽了這話,我又有點不滿了,「我又唔係神,又唔識讀心,我點知啲人煩惱緊啲咩?」695Please respect copyright.PENANAOKeOOcKKxX
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「樣樣都要我自己查,係要啲時間啦!」我繼續說。695Please respect copyright.PENANAOYIgn9JXRr
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「咁你又唔洗激動,我又冇話個測試完咗。」神明丁瞇笑地說,「我係想你珍惜每一日啫,唔好以為測試係無限期,可能隨時完都唔定。」695Please respect copyright.PENANAWfbHcdYBWN
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「我好珍惜喇已經!」我替自己辯護。695Please respect copyright.PENANASdTPseU5gA
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「咁我都睇得出……」神明丁繼續翻閱。695Please respect copyright.PENANA9W3BJMYfLb
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「咁目前為止,我表現點啊?分數高唔高?」我熱烈地追問。695Please respect copyright.PENANAc3CswEQ8XV
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「無可奉告。」祂說,再翻了一頁,便把練習簿合上。695Please respect copyright.PENANAQIBIk3LvpS
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祂直視著我,「係測試完結之前,我係唔會透露目前嘅成績。」695Please respect copyright.PENANA8grCj3ugTU
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「不過,如果你有嘢唔明,又屬於我可以回答嘅範圍,我都會盡量答你嘅。」神明丁善意地說。695Please respect copyright.PENANAfmqmyhH8VA
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不明白的事情實在太多,我整理一下有什麼可以問。695Please respect copyright.PENANAzSshb1GR24
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「點解我會返咗嚟?」我問,「我明明想瞓覺。」695Please respect copyright.PENANACfNGWOBwaz
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「哩個我可以答。」神明丁說,「本測試嘅機制係,你一上『床』瞓覺,就會被視為一題嘅終結,練習簿會暫停記錄,你就會返返嚟。只要你再打開練習簿,翻到下一題嘅位置,測試就會繼續。」695Please respect copyright.PENANAaycYajWtKe
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「如果我冇上床瞓覺呢?」我問。695Please respect copyright.PENANAeoZOWMWVI8
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「咁最盡係去到清晨六點,練習簿就會因為記錄已滿,而強制召你返嚟。因為每一題嘅答題空間有限。」祂說。695Please respect copyright.PENANAr7SvEV1472
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原來如此。695Please respect copyright.PENANAWFfo4f6Uw7
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我想了一想,「我想問個1404室,點解咁特別嘅,有一半以上同我以前屋企好似,幾乎一樣,係大小唔同,同埋廁所唔同,再多間房。」695Please respect copyright.PENANAVZ2ceQsM0P
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這個問題,原本我只是隨口一問,沒想到神明丁的臉色十分凝重。695Please respect copyright.PENANAgUveoOLrLi
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「哩個設計……唔關我事。」神明丁說,想回避我的眼神。695Please respect copyright.PENANAjHGW0J5En2
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「咁關邊個事?」我站到祂的前方。695Please respect copyright.PENANAyXj36n8wsI
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祂摸著下巴,思考了一會兒,才再次看著我。695Please respect copyright.PENANA5CYmLbxXzG
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「1404室係神明辛設計。」祂凝重地說,「應該話,係神明辛戰死前,所住嘅地方。」695Please respect copyright.PENANAIYnwZZAgSY
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神明「辛」就是最近在八大神之中,因戰死而出現空缺的神位,也就是我正在爭取的位置。695Please respect copyright.PENANAUDEGHJvysb
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「吓?佢做咩要設計到好似我屋企咁?」我不解。695Please respect copyright.PENANA61V2D6bmAz
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「因為佢都係孫正直。」神明丁說,慢慢回想當年,「大約五年前,前任神明辛離職後,我同依加一樣四圍去搵合適嘅人嚟填補空缺。」695Please respect copyright.PENANAgQbgFeG2As
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「當時,遇到另一個平行世界嘅你。」神明丁憶述,「佢好特別,有一種魅力,一種影響人嘅正向力量。」695Please respect copyright.PENANAmeJFVAzArK
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「我第一眼就睇中咗佢。」祂說,「然後如我所料,佢成功通過測試,得到我嘅提名。」695Please respect copyright.PENANAQmH6wyOLu5
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「係下一步遴選,雖然佢最後只係勉強險勝其他對手,好險咁當選神明『辛』,但係佢留畀我地嘅印象好深。」695Please respect copyright.PENANAyzhuZBVGAI
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「作為神,我自問,有時都覺得神係好無情。」神明丁沉色地說。695Please respect copyright.PENANAdx0dvONBbK
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「但……神明辛畀我嘅印象係,一個好有情嘅神。」祂說,露出一絲感慨,「有時我都諗,如果其他神明都可以做到佢咁,世界或者……又會唔一樣。」695Please respect copyright.PENANAhFHu9dqu92
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默默地聽著神明丁的自白,我理解的只有一部分。695Please respect copyright.PENANAdvKmONG6C7
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就是戰死的神明辛也是叫孫正直,是另一個平行世界的我。695Please respect copyright.PENANALFEvJpuIfW
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「佢同我有咩唔同?」我忍不住了。695Please respect copyright.PENANA6Fx9PeVhoi
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「佢嘅人生同你好唔同。」神明丁回答。695Please respect copyright.PENANAa7wobTNtar
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「總有相同嘅嘢掛,例如讀同一間小學……」我嘗試舉例。695Please respect copyright.PENANAhW2DJAWDf3
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「佢同你嘅分歧點係,係中學。」神明丁說,想了一下,「你記唔記得……」695Please respect copyright.PENANAFTG113zqtz
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「你曾經為咗,同你暗戀嘅陸同學慶祝生日,花心思安排咗一日嘅行程,由朝早見面,下午去邊,至到夜晚去浪漫嘅地方表白。你又偷偷買禮物,打算畀佢一個驚喜。為咗買哩份禮物,你仲約咗女仔出嚟幫眼。」695Please respect copyright.PENANA1wMM9AVcf0
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「夠喇。唔好再講喇……」我的心受傷了。695Please respect copyright.PENANAeUyMIAjKYM
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「而最後,你係冇約佢出嚟。」神明丁一針見血,「白費晒所有心機,禮物亦都一直收喺櫃桶,冇送出去。」695Please respect copyright.PENANAN0dlmCkGHM
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「唔通……嗰一個我……」我瞳孔放大。695Please respect copyright.PENANAcIt71oF8rX
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「冇錯,佢係咁多個平行世界之中,唯一一個係遇到『嗰件事』之後,仍然主動去約陸同學嘅孫正直。」神明丁說。695Please respect copyright.PENANA8StEAs8oZL
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「咁……佢……約唔約到陸同學出嚟?」我心痛如麻,還是爭取發問,「個行程點啊?計劃成唔成功?」695Please respect copyright.PENANAxQUsTdOVjc
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「你真係想知?諗清楚喎。」神明丁觀察著我,不知有何打算。695Please respect copyright.PENANAVJqWS4g9KS
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深深地吸一口氣,平靜一下。695Please respect copyright.PENANAGB11HxRf5y
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「算啦都係。」我阻止了自己,「另一個世界嘅過去,冇必要再提。」695Please respect copyright.PENANAd4fIwKNZtd
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「對哩個世界嘅我嚟講,錯過咗就係錯過咗,已經無法挽回。」我強逼自己說,再對祂問,「重點,係之後吖嘛係咪?」695Please respect copyright.PENANAK9F29LNmgN
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神明丁沒有回答,只是露出了一絲微笑。695Please respect copyright.PENANAKThgwcESnN
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「講!點解要搵我嚟做測試?」我問,「唔通你會以為,可以搵到第二個佢?」695Please respect copyright.PENANABNfsaXSbpu
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「唔係,我冇咁諗。」祂說,整理思路再說:695Please respect copyright.PENANATCAK8jcbsi
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「人唔知點下決定嘅時候,選擇去馬定退縮,有時好睇一時衝動。如果嗰刻嚟嘅係一時勇猛,咪拍心口去馬囉。如果嗰刻嚟嘅係怯懦,咪退縮囉。」695Please respect copyright.PENANANo0k4CmdS0
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「只係哩個比例唔係一半一半,有啲人勇敢嘅瞬間比較多,少退縮,咁咪會出現唔同嘅人生囉。」神明丁說,「就好似之前嘅神明辛咁,係一個勇敢嘅神。」695Please respect copyright.PENANADba8tYiwYz
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「佢嘅戰死,救咗數之不盡嘅人,雖然世人未必察覺,但所有神都一致對佢抱有最崇高嘅敬意。」祂敬重地說。695Please respect copyright.PENANABtao9xZIUL
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聽著,我心裡不是滋味。695Please respect copyright.PENANAdsJIdhAwne
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「冇錯,我就係怯懦比較多,少勇敢嘅人,咁又點吖?」我挺起胸膛問。695Please respect copyright.PENANAfKAioCf1w4
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「冇錯,哩個世界就係有類咁嘅人,多數情況之下都係啞忍、退縮、忍讓……」神明丁說。695Please respect copyright.PENANAPN0hbymzbt
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慢慢地,祂把手搭在我的肩膀上。695Please respect copyright.PENANAqOf0oELrvl
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「但關鍵時刻絕對會企出嚟嘅人!」祂對我說。695Please respect copyright.PENANAPFVbP9Kh8I
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「本神並唔係要搵另一個,好似上任神明辛咁嘅孫正直。」695Please respect copyright.PENANAJAGlErpLei
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「我係希望搵一個,經歷過諸多磨難同後悔,變得睿智而充滿慧根,最後超越上任神明辛嘅孫正直啊。」神明丁說,眼神滿是期望。695Please respect copyright.PENANAnFZiJn4lFQ
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一時之間,我被打動得滿目含淚。695Please respect copyright.PENANAxEye5Oroeg
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「我……我去餵雞先,我驚啲雞餓死。」我忍著淚水離去,「順便再瞓陣!」695Please respect copyright.PENANAmBqMWIdbaG
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「唔好去咁耐啊,係度等你啊。」祂叫喊。695Please respect copyright.PENANAl4Pkl86OYw
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回來之後,我要求馬上打開新一頁的練習簿。695Please respect copyright.PENANAqeclSBPE4n
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日出即將到來,晨曦初現海面。695Please respect copyright.PENANABsXcZfMuoh
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「準備好啦嘛?」神明丁問,把練習簿交給我。695Please respect copyright.PENANAbImCo93bTy
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「準備好。」我目光炯炯地說,把練習簿翻到空白的新一頁。695Please respect copyright.PENANAyWijQoQjcv
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意識旋即被吸走,再度回去——695Please respect copyright.PENANAY1BVx8FLqC
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充滿試驗的世界。695Please respect copyright.PENANA7Wzc7e29om
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