洗畫具其間,同學們開始熱議彼此畫了什麼。583Please respect copyright.PENANA2pHoFQdaE0
583Please respect copyright.PENANAKJFv368qjO
我的身後,也排了數人。583Please respect copyright.PENANAe5EVz6VidE
583Please respect copyright.PENANAJBZHzDSkO0
關水喉——583Please respect copyright.PENANA1OnB37n2CS
583Please respect copyright.PENANA3TNOFmAOpJ
我洗完,便讓位給下一個人,把畫筆等等物歸原處。583Please respect copyright.PENANAF88pYVRyLs
583Please respect copyright.PENANAv5Bx6AYE1B
「傾姐,你畫得好靚啊。」女同學說。583Please respect copyright.PENANABooINt8bcW
583Please respect copyright.PENANANhLxH2W2XQ
「中間個女仔係咪你自己嚟?」女同學再問。583Please respect copyright.PENANAGX8OMImYi2
583Please respect copyright.PENANAkqmzpEVr65
陸傾兒站在自己的畫面前,被多名同學包圍,也被爭相發問。583Please respect copyright.PENANAcFcRuGm01x
583Please respect copyright.PENANAZUa1VT1lBQ
「嗯,算係啦。」傾姐回答。583Please respect copyright.PENANAl3p9c112et
583Please respect copyright.PENANAwVbyyVqEra
「咁點解你自己一個坐係度嘅?幅畫叫咩名?主題係咩?」有同學問。583Please respect copyright.PENANAM5KEmSZcRE
583Please respect copyright.PENANASJSZQFDHZ2
我豎起了耳朵。583Please respect copyright.PENANA6aPEp1XXGg
583Please respect copyright.PENANAJkT9UKLPTn
清醒!快點清醒吧!孫正直存在的目的,是要完成傾姐的願望。583Please respect copyright.PENANARwV7aPCryY
583Please respect copyright.PENANAdU2iZ6osY1
「陸傾兒,17歲的少女,願望是可以脫離現有的生活。」583Please respect copyright.PENANA4oVQtK9NyY
583Please respect copyright.PENANAJYxKO1nAp5
脫離現有的生活,是什麼意思?583Please respect copyright.PENANANVtFEAKJyl
583Please respect copyright.PENANAQNaq75BEeJ
她對現狀有什麼不滿?內心嚮往著怎樣的生活?583Please respect copyright.PENANAg9ziPN752a
583Please respect copyright.PENANA1aiwNyhmED
今天一定要搞懂這些問題!要不然,我根本無法對症下藥。583Please respect copyright.PENANAUibdvm5gur
583Please respect copyright.PENANAFaiUql78UC
神明丁說過要珍惜時間,我不能夠有一刻的分心。583Please respect copyright.PENANAIDmjH09Bao
583Please respect copyright.PENANA2feNH5MQiX
於是,我走了過去,聚集在同學堆中。583Please respect copyright.PENANAwA0TuqbwYl
583Please respect copyright.PENANAd4ydYnuRqH
「幅畫叫做《漫漫長夜》,主題係『孤獨』。」傾姐說。583Please respect copyright.PENANA2Whxq7RWOl
583Please respect copyright.PENANAfbuo3ZuPjy
「傾姐,你點會孤獨啊?有我地係度吖嘛!」謝美婷說話了。583Please respect copyright.PENANAlKKbI3BVDu
583Please respect copyright.PENANAV2yfOIOTZK
「係囉,傾姐,你夜晚覺得悶嘅就搵我地啦。」陳菲菲也說,想安慰她。583Please respect copyright.PENANAJexhU4wVbX
583Please respect copyright.PENANATmQHImpuPG
「喂,喂,你地一個二個做咩啊?我交份功課啫,你地唔洗咁認真喎。」傾姐說,叫大家不用想太多。583Please respect copyright.PENANACpRwtnsYru
583Please respect copyright.PENANAthWLxqEfTI
當下,我猜大部分人都相信了她的話,都一起去看其他人的作品了。583Please respect copyright.PENANAK0INKLuvyk
583Please respect copyright.PENANAifw8CjhYXn
唯獨我,仍然站在畫前。583Please respect copyright.PENANAZttB4FNXBm
583Please respect copyright.PENANAxqZPBXi3sd
認真地找尋一切的蛛絲馬跡。583Please respect copyright.PENANA8rSVWgr0L5
583Please respect copyright.PENANAEZtIDmMeGW
畫中女人所穿的衣服,並不是昨晚的卡其色大褸,頸巾是黑色的而不是昨晚的白色頸巾。583Please respect copyright.PENANAI4VXETVjIm
583Please respect copyright.PENANAOSNuB34tNP
那麼,她畫的也許就不是昨晚的情景。583Please respect copyright.PENANAMwHVccE8Bo
583Please respect copyright.PENANAEMX4d8Oarq
她畫的是內心世界?漫漫長夜一個人的孤獨世界。583Please respect copyright.PENANA8wRRuxfmYW
583Please respect copyright.PENANAOwUckvXW7C
還是……583Please respect copyright.PENANA8sYCm8HSHP
583Please respect copyright.PENANAbuZ2wkpB8P
陸傾兒本來就常常去那個地方?她會在夜晚,有心事的時候,到海邊坐一坐?583Please respect copyright.PENANAA1ibnzHrMX
583Please respect copyright.PENANA2bQQEUXwA2
我摸著下巴,默默地想。583Please respect copyright.PENANAmTid0Sq8KH
583Please respect copyright.PENANAO9UN41xOrX
今晚我要再去一次,看看她會不會出現。583Please respect copyright.PENANACnx3WptfTr
583Please respect copyright.PENANAeVU51Tl4Wa
「喂,你地睇下新同學哩幅?」大家終於走到窗邊,都在注視我的作品。583Please respect copyright.PENANA14EEU59UoG
583Please respect copyright.PENANAnGMmJvU2dC
當中也包括傾姐。583Please respect copyright.PENANAypTsJlIXaz
583Please respect copyright.PENANAuN3NnVrjg9
「現代主義?現代派風格嘅畫作?」有男同學賞識,「用指紋做背景,夠抽象,同時有濃烈嘅象徵意味。」583Please respect copyright.PENANApcYAmLgoJ8
583Please respect copyright.PENANAyIuHNEC40c
「孫正直,過嚟講兩句丫。」有人拉了我回去。583Please respect copyright.PENANAZYeNQFi7l6
583Please respect copyright.PENANA1idv8XE0rQ
我支支吾吾地回答了一些基本問題,腦海仍然想著傾姐的事。583Please respect copyright.PENANAtc6Ci3ZTkl
583Please respect copyright.PENANAZEhG0kt6nK
不久,連Miss Chan也走過來湊熱鬧。583Please respect copyright.PENANAi1mUkVrkuI
583Please respect copyright.PENANAXCfmuoayfo
「哩幅畫中間個女仔,你畫嘅係邊個?」有人問。583Please respect copyright.PENANA07zQfZfpN0
583Please respect copyright.PENANA1x52KXUAcd
聽到這問題,我下意識就看了陸傾兒一眼,與她對視了一下。583Please respect copyright.PENANAcQzasEx59B
583Please respect copyright.PENANAQsY64nPpLx
最後下課的鐘聲響起,我還沒回答,大家就散開了。583Please respect copyright.PENANArU87VvUhYk
583Please respect copyright.PENANA7E6HcL4X2R
「啲畫留係度就可以,乾咗之後我會幫你地收起。各位同學再見。」Miss Chan說。583Please respect copyright.PENANAOatwdGKTbE
583Please respect copyright.PENANA5ntY7YNmyR
「Miss Chan再見。」全體同學說,一個個地離開視覺藝術室。583Please respect copyright.PENANAdMtwKXxETI
583Please respect copyright.PENANABSYDiivvaS
上了數層樓梯,我獨自地回到班房。583Please respect copyright.PENANAPX9hCneWdf
583Please respect copyright.PENANAqRC2G9FeoP
歐陽派終於把手機還給我,說裡面入了很多同學的電話。583Please respect copyright.PENANAen7lKRxBFk
583Please respect copyright.PENANAt5zPOGH0C0
「我仲幫你偷拍咗幾張李可兒上堂嘅相,其他女同學都有幾張,等你返去可以慢慢J。」歐陽派猥瑣地說。583Please respect copyright.PENANA8wLWHcBNml
583Please respect copyright.PENANA7tI1zSU7H4
「多謝晒喎真係。」我無趣地說,稍後又要一幅幅地刪除。583Please respect copyright.PENANACuvZoIbEXa
583Please respect copyright.PENANAmoC669eNya
突然,門外有人猛烈地敲門,「叩叩叩——」583Please respect copyright.PENANAZA8kNjXCpm
583Please respect copyright.PENANAWr5PZ467ZT
他個子很高,兇神惡剎,像是中六的同學。583Please respect copyright.PENANAYbQrXA6YLs
583Please respect copyright.PENANAIrY1Q7NEzE
陸傾兒這時要進來了,他馬上禮讓給傾姐和姊妹們。583Please respect copyright.PENANABSq3UuJ03T
583Please respect copyright.PENANAQzTtLZ5m8M
「傾姐。」他敬重地說。583Please respect copyright.PENANAhzsQ1UuV6h
583Please respect copyright.PENANAkwSEy8kmDw
「阿豪?」傾姐認識他,「做咩事咁躁?」583Please respect copyright.PENANAHFsSTFotgJ
583Please respect copyright.PENANAFtOz7YNMMl
「琴日啊,你地班有條友,放學嗰時頂撞我地蔣少,要同蔣少過唔去。」阿豪說,「依加蔣少話要見佢。」583Please respect copyright.PENANA77H6MfpFuv
583Please respect copyright.PENANAr7Bg0SrQ1Y
對了,還有一個叫蔣少的人。583Please respect copyright.PENANAhEbUPo4mag
583Please respect copyright.PENANAnDA1AXEkcx
他跟陸傾兒到底是什麼關係?他們會是情侶嗎?583Please respect copyright.PENANAN9hjTeTKeT
583Please respect copyright.PENANA2GXfEVCEqk
「你地邊個得罪咗人啊?自己企出嚟啦!」傾姐嚴格地對我們說。583Please respect copyright.PENANAAUGDAt0vwU
583Please respect copyright.PENANArZlzCBybPk
結果現場鴉雀無聲,無人回應。583Please respect copyright.PENANAFnxvK0FfI7
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這時,又有一個中六同學來到,個子跟阿豪差不多。583Please respect copyright.PENANAX2ygOCNFat
583Please respect copyright.PENANA3jA4rICabr
「喂阿豪,點啊?刮唔刮到條死仔?」他問。583Please respect copyright.PENANAfwzwpwEgBN
583Please respect copyright.PENANApK9hgSHR2u
「未啊。」阿豪答,「阿晨,係你見過佢,你捉佢出嚟。」583Please respect copyright.PENANABuhqA1EFOV
583Please respect copyright.PENANASlwdGvGyy0
「鄭家明,自己企出嚟啦,係你喇。」阿晨說,一步步走進我們的班房,走到李可兒的身後,抓住一名男同學的衣領。583Please respect copyright.PENANAneOLioUr2K
583Please respect copyright.PENANADo7nQNwEGq
大家都讓開得遠遠的,生怕會被牽連。583Please respect copyright.PENANAmdnKn5VX8j
583Please respect copyright.PENANAw3uJjpbJZS
「我……我咩都冇做過啊!」鄭家明嚇得完全慌了,「我只係……」583Please respect copyright.PENANAKJvAgcJKek
583Please respect copyright.PENANALBt8vhwRzx
「唔洗同我講,等陣同蔣少講。」阿晨拉了他起來,強行要把他拖出去。583Please respect copyright.PENANA3immbZqTPN
583Please respect copyright.PENANAxmsNX0BA99
看不過眼,阿豪也過來幫忙。583Please respect copyright.PENANAAhFKxuQ4oc
583Please respect copyright.PENANAbREk3XOkQx
鄭家明的身型不算瘦小,但不及阿豪和阿晨那麼強壯,一下子就被夾走了。583Please respect copyright.PENANAOzbpcllXwG
583Please respect copyright.PENANAfSCvak17Qq
我全程目睹,但幾乎說不出話。583Please respect copyright.PENANAKxqt5OQSkh
583Please respect copyright.PENANAEPHUpkWJYn
「喂……」久久才能發一聲。583Please respect copyright.PENANAbfnuCRMfl3
583Please respect copyright.PENANAJ68qLK5BLy
「咩?」歐陽派也是抹一把冷汗。583Please respect copyright.PENANAGYWQnItISv
583Please respect copyright.PENANAb749xHdHnx
「有冇收到料?知唔知咩事?」我逼切地問。583Please respect copyright.PENANAtnPG2fHYY6
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「唔知啊,但係蔣少,或者佢班馬仔,間唔中都會捉啲人嚟玩。」歐陽派說,聲線發抖,「好運嘅,玩一個星期,唔好運嘅,玩到你退學。」583Please respect copyright.PENANAEWaYggNOTL
583Please respect copyright.PENANAzSjZrUBKAv
「中途如果邊個插手,去幫被人玩嗰個,下一個就會到佢。」他再說。583Please respect copyright.PENANATm5XxDj3wx
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然後,他再次拍我的肩膀。583Please respect copyright.PENANA7IcB64tCwG
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「所以,唔好理咁多喇,總之依加佢地走咗就冇嘢。」歐陽派說,摸摸胸口,「畀人玩嗰啲,最多咪忍埋今年,下年蔣少嗰班畢咗業,就唔會再有事。」583Please respect copyright.PENANAMKyOeobbmd
583Please respect copyright.PENANA06m6C8WyId
「咩冇嘢啊,有個同學畀人捉咗啊。」我反駁說,「忍一年?點忍啊,根本一日都唔應該忍!」583Please respect copyright.PENANANWZhdBjJ9v
583Please respect copyright.PENANAkAnm5EKB3j
「傻仔,你唔好亂諗嘢啊,千祈唔好諗住救人啊。」歐陽派認真規勸,「如果唔係,下一個就到你喇。」583Please respect copyright.PENANAeW5Wkyr4jN
583Please respect copyright.PENANARkd0RX6YXL
「到時佢地有可能,叫我偷偷放啲違禁品落你書包度,又可能要我偷你啲嘢出去……我唔想做啲咁嘅嘢啊。」歐陽派難受地說,「所以你千祈唔好亂嚟。」583Please respect copyright.PENANAWJQXkSQty7
583Please respect copyright.PENANAsFs4TQw5Gm
聽到這裡,我沒有再反駁什麼。583Please respect copyright.PENANACdRxVqhWWt
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的確,其他人的事與我無關。583Please respect copyright.PENANADikOl1sY9F
583Please respect copyright.PENANAGq2TM6Gjxm
那個叫鄭家明的人,只不過是一個書呆子加打機呆子。我們除了昨日中午吃過飯之外,便沒有什麼交情,他與我的目標人物傾姐也沒有什麼關係。583Please respect copyright.PENANAaAbm7PRAb6
583Please respect copyright.PENANAcNkNE7wnq5
即使前去幫他,也不會有什麼利益回報,連潛在的利益回報都可能沒有。583Please respect copyright.PENANAilxusMIlCl
583Please respect copyright.PENANAFesYRRQzyK
再加上如果我被蔣少等人纏上,可能會大大妨礙我之後的行動。583Please respect copyright.PENANA4hsNgXo1vV
583Please respect copyright.PENANA3d2DFlGgeE
萬一每日小息都被抓去玩,就麻煩了。583Please respect copyright.PENANAGMFnrSErZm
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所以,還是坐視不理吧。583Please respect copyright.PENANAJjEGUg0fsv
583Please respect copyright.PENANA3plwDOHLhJ
神明丁說過,祂也覺得神有時候是很無情的。現在的我,十分明白這句話的含意,因為你沒有可能拯救所有的人。583Please respect copyright.PENANAFpppvJV10E
583Please respect copyright.PENANAP70Tnr7uv9
在專注去救一個人的時候,就可能顧不上其他人。583Please respect copyright.PENANAv3y4Ig4z0s
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因此即使從神的角度來看,我的做法也沒有錯。583Please respect copyright.PENANAseN4qynmCw
583Please respect copyright.PENANAPSkSgel4Q2
經過以上種種理性分析之後,我安心地拿出手機,逐一地刪除歐陽派亂拍的女同學照片。583Please respect copyright.PENANA8ywJSTQggw
583Please respect copyright.PENANAvLWscDq8SV
刪著一張,刪著一張……583Please respect copyright.PENANAB7zRSFXH2v
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刪了五、六張之後……583Please respect copyright.PENANADdimQsCaxh
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我看到了鄭家明和身邊同學的鬼馬大合照,有舉中指的,有基情的。583Please respect copyright.PENANAq0SgJtUgQ5
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他們都是快樂的高中男生。583Please respect copyright.PENANAxUZTxtCZlP
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「唉。」我眼已紅,沒能刪掉。583Please respect copyright.PENANAKG7qJ88NnN
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根據我做這麼多年人的經驗,我充分地明白了一個道理。583Please respect copyright.PENANA24n7uen4Da
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對了,為什麼我會忘記了呢?這個非常重要的人生座右銘。583Please respect copyright.PENANASPDLvBInp2
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「理性分析的結果都是廢話。」583Please respect copyright.PENANAcyzMssoHEX
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如果理性分析是可靠的話,當年我就不會錯失這麼多了,如今也不會累積這麼多的後悔了。583Please respect copyright.PENANAVsNk9V5dXh
583Please respect copyright.PENANAqBrBF6ahtp
人生所有的藉口,都是理性分析的產物。583Please respect copyright.PENANAm6bmf7lKJI
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關了手機屏幕,把手機放進褲袋。583Please respect copyright.PENANAXFDxwelb7m
583Please respect copyright.PENANApjFdlWyFsy
「歐陽派,我要去一去廁所。」我毅然地說,站了起來。583Please respect copyright.PENANAUQ7bRo6FOf
583Please respect copyright.PENANAwqOUUbjnJ9
「你始終……都係忍唔到尿急。」他遺憾地說。583Please respect copyright.PENANA5CioT8bcSD
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「唔好意思。」我抱歉。583Please respect copyright.PENANA3BtqtkuD6m
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「如果廁所太多人,太逼嘅話,就去七樓嗰層啦。」他沒有看我。583Please respect copyright.PENANAnurh2VqXSF
583Please respect copyright.PENANAQlHCH8xXwh
「知道,唔該晒。」我感謝他。583Please respect copyright.PENANAXHqHh86Tbf
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離開班房的時候,我跟站在門邊的傾姐,點了一下頭。583Please respect copyright.PENANAUd19VMr6Ay
583Please respect copyright.PENANA7HWapEXkR7
才徐徐加快腳步。583Please respect copyright.PENANAoVkDmBDjqt
583Please respect copyright.PENANA6mstGB63CL
583Please respect copyright.PENANAIiOS5GHP4g