睜開眼睛,我再次站在黑板前。719Please respect copyright.PENANAhWXkneqiqa
719Please respect copyright.PENANAkpGGtREsga
陽光中站著一個人,是李可兒站在門口。719Please respect copyright.PENANAx3gnWAcB4e
719Please respect copyright.PENANACGEJm5y9p0
「早晨啊,孫正直。」李可兒對我說,前去第二行的第二座位。719Please respect copyright.PENANASdkD0ZAo67
719Please respect copyright.PENANAvMThMk5iBO
「成碌木咁做乜?」歐陽派拍我背,「埋位坐啦。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAWzSOrw5jdo
719Please respect copyright.PENANAqs4dOVEybE
所以,我是不用起身刷牙洗臉穿校服和趕路上學,就直接到了課室?719Please respect copyright.PENANAfKKTZda14z
719Please respect copyright.PENANAe68YP1cDXS
算是……很方便。719Please respect copyright.PENANAYPOAtPqYfk
719Please respect copyright.PENANAv4MmLR6iP0
今天我穿了學生毛衣,其他同學也是,看來天氣轉涼了不少。719Please respect copyright.PENANAPRa73MQJId
719Please respect copyright.PENANAjlgGIDZprT
「早晨。」我也對李可兒說,才回去第四行的最後座。719Please respect copyright.PENANADtooE2KGtE
719Please respect copyright.PENANAPtkjI8YK3b
卸下書包,勾在書桌左邊,把屁股坐好。719Please respect copyright.PENANAde3yORFW65
719Please respect copyright.PENANAMi2ZOV70Ld
摸著自己的肚子,我不餓,似乎也吃過早餐了。719Please respect copyright.PENANAb2EajRiYLC
719Please respect copyright.PENANAmqOIQgr1QA
褲袋有一部大屏手機。719Please respect copyright.PENANAT3et2bBMeN
719Please respect copyright.PENANAXwDmm1OPK5
「喂,你電話幾號?」我拿電話問。719Please respect copyright.PENANAC6JDFtYpVB
719Please respect copyright.PENANAYX4OQZzMQ8
怎料歐陽派一看到我的手機,馬上起了反應,「喂你哩部咪Note 7?」719Please respect copyright.PENANA32a2ljPr31
719Please respect copyright.PENANA5R0Djh2gHg
「咦?識嘢喎!」我誇讚他,聳一聳肩炫耀,「冇啊,琴日老豆送嘅。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAFowps7uU9z
719Please respect copyright.PENANAfHThIU2ALV
看來這部手機真的很新,要不然,怎會有這樣反應?接下來,應該就是問我借來看看之類吧。719Please respect copyright.PENANAQoSCO7xkPh
719Please respect copyright.PENANAK5BphBxcAh
「屌你,會爆炸喎。」歐陽派驚慌地說。719Please respect copyright.PENANAEC2CZMrqDN
719Please respect copyright.PENANACjg6WNxm4Z
「係咪啊……」我半信半疑,「咪昆啦。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAYEv8qe9yYs
719Please respect copyright.PENANAGJSCYqWrb5
「屌你全球回收咗好耐喇!你點買?」他認真地問。719Please respect copyright.PENANAT1tbsClAul
719Please respect copyright.PENANA1MSGTNALs1
「吓……真?我唔知啊,可能老豆一早買定……」我說,正反兩看手機,「但唔會用幾日就爆掛。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAz3LSAVD36D
719Please respect copyright.PENANAgGunCYXyNT
對我這種完成任務就會離開的人來說,我不需要一部能用上兩年的手機,能用一個星期就夠了。719Please respect copyright.PENANAjgnl2oXbEK
719Please respect copyright.PENANAQkRerOdCJk
「唔係啊,好多人用兩三日就爆咗喇。」他說,「你坐開啲啊頂你!上堂擺另一邊褲袋啊頂你,唔好炸到我。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAcqG0bYwGwp
719Please respect copyright.PENANA166MxRypCX
「冇人第一日用就爆掛?今日係我第一日用啫,你係都聽日先驚啦。」我說。719Please respect copyright.PENANA6hGz5u1b0V
719Please respect copyright.PENANAlRqTaeWlqo
「咁又係。但……安全起見,你都係擺遠少少好。」歐陽派說。719Please respect copyright.PENANAZFQksuc9dV
719Please respect copyright.PENANAAR3H2le8zt
陸傾兒進入課室了,跟在她身旁的還有陳菲菲等一眾姊妹。719Please respect copyright.PENANAaieWi919KK
719Please respect copyright.PENANA6dOeKWWf6Y
可惡,如果她身旁沒有那一群姊妹……如果她是一個被孤立的人,我就有很多機會接觸她了。719Please respect copyright.PENANAe5BNpUWHg5
719Please respect copyright.PENANAaCUtqq5JAD
她們都回歸到自己的座位,放下書包袋。719Please respect copyright.PENANAfdOqOpXytr
719Please respect copyright.PENANA2GHEY4Qqp5
「啊,痴線,琴日我阿媽見超市大減價,掃咗勁多雪芳蛋糕返嚟!之後先知今日到期囉!」某坐前排的姊妹說,攤出六、七件雪芳蛋糕。719Please respect copyright.PENANAsm70HKEZgj
719Please respect copyright.PENANApfN62nMiww
「謝美婷你今次真係有排食,食足一日都得。」陳菲菲偷笑,坐在那姊妹的後座。719Please respect copyright.PENANAm1ML13M6ku
719Please respect copyright.PENANALGAmGX0QrE
「咪玩啦,幫手食啲啦。」謝美婷說,轉身想放下兩件。719Please respect copyright.PENANAjX2OODsiQ4
719Please respect copyright.PENANAVTVXvnABIL
「唔要啊,我唔食哩啲!」陳菲菲拒絕,兩人推讓起來。 719Please respect copyright.PENANAUEoTjzXY8a
719Please respect copyright.PENANARJL11u0OZ8
看見雪芳蛋糕,我想起了昨晚的事。719Please respect copyright.PENANAMGCaUgZZtY
719Please respect copyright.PENANAkzTdTSGV4R
「孫正直,陸傾兒祝你生日快樂。」她露出笑容地說。719Please respect copyright.PENANArj6GtC2GUa
719Please respect copyright.PENANAgphY1yFKcc
不其然地,我望向窗邊的陸傾兒——719Please respect copyright.PENANA4PVNujQSwn
719Please respect copyright.PENANAOp1WI6dj4V
而她也正好看過來。719Please respect copyright.PENANAVi02fD7mBF
719Please respect copyright.PENANAm8NrVeuvzg
兩人目光就這樣交投著,互相看了大約一秒。719Please respect copyright.PENANAktdhFFXuQY
719Please respect copyright.PENANANv72wtUkmw
接著她就看回去了,打開書包,拿出手冊和功課。719Please respect copyright.PENANA39HVNj67T3
719Please respect copyright.PENANAG7GRmlJacB
「喂,你係咪要?」歐陽派問。719Please respect copyright.PENANAsR4rX5zoar
719Please respect copyright.PENANAQzNXhfno7F
「吓?要咩?」我發完呆,把視線從她身上抽離,望向歐陽派。719Please respect copyright.PENANACeXButrB0u
719Please respect copyright.PENANAK582U18mDO
又偷望陸傾兒一眼。719Please respect copyright.PENANAV7qrcC71kG
719Please respect copyright.PENANADkEhpkNBCL
當人生走過學校階段,進入職場之後,很多時都會抱怨交不到知己朋友,總覺得新認識的人都不像中學時的能建立深刻的友誼。女同事也是,就算能做成朋友,也好像無法往深處發展成男女關係。719Please respect copyright.PENANAxBoi1pUREG
719Please respect copyright.PENANAzWXWlI60wM
原因並不是相處時間少,也不是共事合作的機會少。719Please respect copyright.PENANAwD2gL1vuRD
719Please respect copyright.PENANAIWcQQYkEtf
而是做「壞事」的機會少了。719Please respect copyright.PENANAUSG6IKuYYH
719Please respect copyright.PENANAUMkw0qxCD5
人與人之間的感情在什麼時候能得到昇華?做正事,功課、工作、正經地吃頓飯等等是不會昇華的。最有效的途徑,就是一同做一件壞事。719Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7TfgcytXF
719Please respect copyright.PENANAwKm0jZV4ao
做壞事,最刺激了,也能成為彼此之間的小秘密。719Please respect copyright.PENANANr2PTI3JVP
719Please respect copyright.PENANAnt1tTvtbYK
兩人有了共同秘密,關係就不一般了。719Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6GxUxxhOT
719Please respect copyright.PENANAI835TerwFI
「我電話號碼啊。」歐陽派不耐煩說,「拎部手機嚟啦,入畀你啊。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAxA4GC07q7D
719Please respect copyright.PENANAjdKRot6glS
然而昨晚,我們偶然的碰面,算不算做了一件壞事?我不知道。只是,已經成為我們的小秘密。719Please respect copyright.PENANAc3zL0yq3YJ
719Please respect copyright.PENANA7NiEaD6BKq
「哦……」我遲鈍地把手機交給歐陽派。719Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8NseyHHwA
719Please respect copyright.PENANADFjeVyBRoh
歐陽派接過後,馬上悄悄跟其他同學說,「你睇下條戇鳩,夠膽買Note 7。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAE4EgL9ohIo
719Please respect copyright.PENANAtIGiheJ5Hq
「傾姐,你要唔要啊?幫手食啲丫。」謝美婷走到傾姐旁邊推銷。719Please respect copyright.PENANAcPTxv64XwD
719Please respect copyright.PENANAQOoTOX6o9Z
「唔洗喇,你畀啊邊個食啦,佢好似好鍾意食雪芳……」陸傾兒正在看手冊,說著就停頓了。719Please respect copyright.PENANAvCSf3XvC6h
719Please respect copyright.PENANAo6yy0o8S1m
「吓……邊個啊?」謝美婷從困惑,轉成興奮,「乜我地班有人好鍾意食雪芳蛋糕咩?」719Please respect copyright.PENANAqgPwgHq1dP
719Please respect copyright.PENANAiGojjtSEep
對號入座的我,馬上回避視線。719Please respect copyright.PENANAnjxtByrefa
719Please respect copyright.PENANA8UZrtBm3Mr
「可能……係張Sir掛,唔知有冇記錯。」傾姐說,打發她說,「或者你再問其他人啦。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAVKSRP7PhjC
719Please respect copyright.PENANA9gkBnijuJ2
謝美婷隨後再問了數人,不久就回到座位。719Please respect copyright.PENANAnO6lkf8yiR
719Please respect copyright.PENANAerbKXKIno7
班主任課正式開始。719Please respect copyright.PENANAb3hrvBxHbe
719Please respect copyright.PENANADSohsa4Byh
「咦點解有咁多雪芳蛋糕?」張Sir看著教師桌。719Please respect copyright.PENANAiMm6nvGxDu
719Please respect copyright.PENANAzYciHGYNlK
「請你食,聽講你鍾意雪芳蛋糕……」女同學的聲音四起。719Please respect copyright.PENANA924M3xNvbg
719Please respect copyright.PENANAeA29p5t9oa
這時,我才用手肘碰碰歐陽派。719Please respect copyright.PENANAOeDqKAUage
719Please respect copyright.PENANA9N3N7iI7DV
「做咩?」他問。719Please respect copyright.PENANADFQAW6ZM2H
719Please respect copyright.PENANA4iVuzRl7iH
「我部手機呢?」我問。719Please respect copyright.PENANAyPCca2NvEl
719Please respect copyright.PENANALsz35IPIKX
「啱啱傳到去李可兒嗰度。」他說。719Please respect copyright.PENANAP2wnxUDx7P
719Please respect copyright.PENANALy5JQqjwcl
「屌你呀。」我瞪著他,「快撚啲拎返嚟!」719Please respect copyright.PENANAQSUeGSHmBq
719Please respect copyright.PENANAdhpOIHlGuG
班主任課很快就結束了,首兩堂是選修科。719Please respect copyright.PENANA2SqmaX2PrP
719Please respect copyright.PENANAQuHQWHAolL
我打開手冊,寫著我要上「視覺藝術」。719Please respect copyright.PENANAUzIGaBsNzi
719Please respect copyright.PENANAqjOmoXMieX
什麼?我竟然選修視藝?我完全不懂畫畫、雕刻之類的。719Please respect copyright.PENANAAwowqwn036
719Please respect copyright.PENANAN1anspTUWp
有同學起身了,帶同繪畫工具,似乎要去美術室上。719Please respect copyright.PENANAl92bd6qqol
719Please respect copyright.PENANAx5xRA069qH
萬一要做什麼勞作、測驗就麻煩了,因為不能用神的學生桌來處理。719Please respect copyright.PENANA9FxRLXNbys
719Please respect copyright.PENANASt9AkyLSjO
這時候,陸傾兒起身了,連同幾位姊妹一起走出去。719Please respect copyright.PENANAAYrL0tO6ZN
719Please respect copyright.PENANAsC2C0uqkjB
「終於有一科選修科係同班。」我心想。719Please respect copyright.PENANAxn1MlS1PyB
719Please respect copyright.PENANAci8ev8AuTq
「你係出去就快啦。」歐陽派催促。719Please respect copyright.PENANAIlLvRLM4NF
719Please respect copyright.PENANAbaxuelCBHX
我對他豎一根中指,打開書包,根本沒有繪畫工具。719Please respect copyright.PENANAe1iCass2p9
719Please respect copyright.PENANAvW0z36fpuj
只好瀟灑地直接走出去,臨行前再對他豎一根中指。719Please respect copyright.PENANAm1GKosPgUq
719Please respect copyright.PENANAEIpg6dOdNO
到了美術室,新名叫「視覺藝術室」的門前,女老師開門讓同學進去。719Please respect copyright.PENANAqVm2Y6D6se
719Please respect copyright.PENANAa0yoc6YPGe
她叫Miss Chan,三十多歲,打扮有著一些藝術氣息。719Please respect copyright.PENANATs1vrhqJvO
719Please respect copyright.PENANAj3Rfq1wXCB
「今日開始,大家可以製作自己嘅作品集,用嚟呈交畀考評局評分。」Miss Chan說。719Please respect copyright.PENANAPYuQX6VjKw
719Please respect copyright.PENANAB26Nr5Y8Rl
「首先,大家要設立一個有深度嘅『主題』,然後選擇適當嘅材料、手法去將主題表現出嚟。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAnJzyi9hZ0U
719Please respect copyright.PENANAblhqKhKw85
「手法方面,咁大家可以揀繪畫、雕塑,或者用各樣嘅材料去砌一啲立體藝術品等等。」她說,「不過,歷屆嘅同學,通常都係揀繪畫多。」719Please respect copyright.PENANACQjeV0JMPE
719Please respect copyright.PENANAEmqTWWPKTt
「至於作品數量,你地畫幾多幅都得,但最後只會揀最好嗰四幅呈上去評分,所以大家一開始可以抱住嘗試嘅心態,試下設定主題,同埋試下用創作去表現主題先。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAqmfvx9ok7T
719Please respect copyright.PENANAAh47HAjTKC
「盡量自由發揮多啲,盡量運用自己嘅想像力!」她鼓勵大家。719Please respect copyright.PENANA6R1zDcADju
719Please respect copyright.PENANAV45yzlFt06
最後,幾乎全部同學都立起了畫架,選擇了繪畫。719Please respect copyright.PENANAdul340wiox
719Please respect copyright.PENANAb2mRUZR2Z0
我似乎別無選擇,都去領了一個畫架。719Please respect copyright.PENANAMkTJnNO6mg
719Please respect copyright.PENANAK125zAm7gK
「新同學,你喺之前間學校,有冇已經創作咗啲咩成品?」Miss Chan問。719Please respect copyright.PENANAaEldPp6ak7
719Please respect copyright.PENANAGgYOHpCAY9
「冇啊。」我繼續搬畫架。719Please respect copyright.PENANA1q4Jvr5GG2
719Please respect copyright.PENANAyHJj5yIajF
「啊,我冇帶任何畫畫嘅工具,有冇得借?」我回頭問。719Please respect copyright.PENANAEkWV2cUFkj
719Please respect copyright.PENANA0NoXbunr9K
「可以啊,窗口位有好多舊畫筆同顏料碟,你可以隨便用。」Miss Chan很熱心,「顏料,你陣間出嚟問我借啦。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAcQIzKtSsMP
719Please respect copyright.PENANAaiFceQQ2Oi
「多謝Miss Chan……」我有禮地說,乖乖遵從吩咐。719Please respect copyright.PENANANzTwHMOwxN
719Please respect copyright.PENANACvXugFflUw
五分鐘後,大家都各就各位了,在自己的畫架面前構思。719Please respect copyright.PENANAJO7u1Op99G
719Please respect copyright.PENANALP7DupKhfy
我心裡慌得不得了。719Please respect copyright.PENANAU9gFhNA44k
719Please respect copyright.PENANA6LlPcvEjnI
左手是畫碟,右手是畫筆。719Please respect copyright.PENANAzm2x9fY631
719Please respect copyright.PENANAedsuawJqhm
現時所站的位置看不到陸傾兒,我似乎只能先照顧自己了。719Please respect copyright.PENANAjh2TAvWL0c
719Please respect copyright.PENANA1uUK0MRx8x
畫什麼?我應該畫什麼?719Please respect copyright.PENANAptbecmQCrw
719Please respect copyright.PENANAM8FEZCk7O4
靈機一動,不如試下畫傾姐,反正以我的畫功也不會畫得像。719Please respect copyright.PENANAbiMwNWvVMl
719Please respect copyright.PENANAygzD2pg9dS
最後如果傾姐看出我畫的是她,或者她會暗地裡高興呢?719Please respect copyright.PENANAhYsU4oGeyJ
719Please respect copyright.PENANA0T9bmZrAfq
這樣想著,我就開始畫了。719Please respect copyright.PENANAem5y9R2noi
719Please respect copyright.PENANAxpYfcPVKGF
一筆一筆地畫著,愈畫愈難看,但我還是努力地畫著。719Please respect copyright.PENANAKzmLuvsXvr
719Please respect copyright.PENANATzOXzvIoba
一堂時間過去,我至少畫了一個女性。719Please respect copyright.PENANAgonuw3n7sj
719Please respect copyright.PENANA44DNjs3aVA
由於不懂畫眼睛,所以眼睛是全黑的,畫完有點黑暗的氛圍。719Please respect copyright.PENANAX2QHdVDg0X
719Please respect copyright.PENANAOus1zcI3Ga
畫到這裡,我已經不敢說跟傾姐有關了。719Please respect copyright.PENANACMD0yS8mko
719Please respect copyright.PENANAD9NZGrFpCg
「背景……」我沉入苦思,不能夠只有一個人在中心,要有周圍。719Please respect copyright.PENANANA0NsFuwyb
719Please respect copyright.PENANALMmXTrtW1r
可是,我完全不懂畫背景。719Please respect copyright.PENANAgLaYsy7ab0
719Please respect copyright.PENANA9eXYqc1hVW
慌了一下,我的手指沾到一些顏料。719Please respect copyright.PENANAr6RsZSuAVG
719Please respect copyright.PENANA1rLcHBs5KX
「不如印啲指紋上去?」我忽發奇想,印了一個指紋在空白位。719Please respect copyright.PENANA5cqbURbiXU
719Please respect copyright.PENANAcswiC3I1s0
覺得很過癮,印了幾下,最後我索性放下畫筆——719Please respect copyright.PENANApyytQh8b2C
719Please respect copyright.PENANAYMWCUZbVtS
直接把右手五指印在顏料碟上,沾了陰沉的五色,再不停印在空白的位置。719Please respect copyright.PENANAH308SfA68Z
719Please respect copyright.PENANAeUGXZXVEPi
以大量指紋作為背景,包圍著一個女孩。719Please respect copyright.PENANAAZtbF6Ofdh
719Please respect copyright.PENANAFTUj8UC404
第二堂完結前,我已經把作品完成了。719Please respect copyright.PENANAl8p3GCRLzu
719Please respect copyright.PENANAftJGZlFhXD
「幅畫叫咩好呢?」我構思著。719Please respect copyright.PENANAoFQuA7iQdg
719Please respect copyright.PENANAFYI4RHC2EE
簡單點,《被指紋覆蓋的女孩》,主題是懼怕。719Please respect copyright.PENANAvGwefEpUHh
719Please respect copyright.PENANAgw718PbJgd
「嗯,冇錯。」我在自我肯定。719Please respect copyright.PENANAD3EFPchkt0
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由於我總是用一枝畫筆來沾顏料,導致顏料碟的五格顏料都混和得十分陰暗。719Please respect copyright.PENANA8yZkEKyjdk
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以這些顏色來印製指紋背景,無疑為畫作增添了濃厚的恐怖氣氛。719Please respect copyright.PENANACD4cikmXMc
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女孩害怕周圍,害怕那些黑暗的觸碰;那些會沾到自己身上的陌生指模,她害怕著、畏縮著,用再強烈一些的說法,是懼怕。因此,主題是懼怕。719Please respect copyright.PENANAvMd9ZOO0kU
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「呼……」我總算鬆一口氣,可以看看其他人的作品了。719Please respect copyright.PENANAZNL1CBdDVD
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陸傾兒會畫什麼呢?719Please respect copyright.PENANAvbKgE9sdPi
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在前去洗畫具和洗手的時候,我故意在途中稍作停留,偷看她到底畫什麼。719Please respect copyright.PENANAULeVpZBSNT
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她在畫昨晚我們去過的地方!719Please respect copyright.PENANAQGHOk1OgRW
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最上方是夜空,長椅在中央、長椅右邊有街燈、石地,下方有大石堆,最下方是黑海。719Please respect copyright.PENANAwpZleeaGG2
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長椅上坐著一個女人。719Please respect copyright.PENANAVkU6IIm1om
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嗯,那就是她自己。那她旁邊應該還有一個人才對,就是我啊。昨晚的情景,怎能少了我呢?719Please respect copyright.PENANAqHGE4wb6Sj
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可是,她停筆了,沒有繼續畫下去。719Please respect copyright.PENANAu2YCXovAbL
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意味著,在她眼裡,這幅畫已經完成了。719Please respect copyright.PENANAX4yqtplzcv
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全幅畫就是她一個人,坐在海邊的長椅上。719Please respect copyright.PENANArj6i9pn0FG
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看到這裡,我就走去洗畫具了。719Please respect copyright.PENANAZRue40YMxK
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「沖沖沖沖……」用水猛沖著手,拭擦著指摸和顏料碟。719Please respect copyright.PENANAlIEEijFexD
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這時我才明白,原來……719Please respect copyright.PENANAagAKd79m0z
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沒有我的位置。719Please respect copyright.PENANAyNyCdqcK8y
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