姆指慢慢離開手機屏幕。627Please respect copyright.PENANAnIYACDpfeS
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看見影片正在上存,並出現在網上,我舒了一口氣。627Please respect copyright.PENANAYrU5l1igwN
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這種強烈的正義感是怎麼回事?627Please respect copyright.PENANAIhvdiykFiB
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這種幫了同學的感覺,是怎麼回事?627Please respect copyright.PENANA2l6hRvUiL0
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我以前是這種見義勇為的人嗎?我是什麼時候,變成這樣的呢?627Please respect copyright.PENANANrNM8OCILc
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我應該是一個不好的人才對,我作過的孽太多。所以才會失去阿傑和阿進這兩位朋友。627Please respect copyright.PENANA2wcNeKkXcr
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當我落魄的時候,身邊一個人都沒有。627Please respect copyright.PENANAEeJZ6MY5Tw
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這不是別人的錯,而都是我的錯。627Please respect copyright.PENANAi1TOHmaS7a
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所以我現在是贖罪嗎?透過做一些看似正義的行為。627Please respect copyright.PENANAKI8zEsqpkW
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我不知道。627Please respect copyright.PENANA7rd4eeM6DJ
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只是,曾經拼命渴望得到關注、渴望被愛、渴望得到一切的我,最終變成了孤獨並想放逐自己的人。627Please respect copyright.PENANAdYUQAOfddr
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往事,不堪回首。627Please respect copyright.PENANAiNSpCsTS2T
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鬆開了手機,任它留在櫃桶。627Please respect copyright.PENANAP1K8EazuyZ
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在堂上,Miss Lee努力地分享自己去過英國的經歷,給我們介紹英國文化,並從文化的角度去解釋一些片語的由來。627Please respect copyright.PENANAxrNL0nr8B2
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男同學都十分認真地看著Miss Lee,好像很專心地上課,雖然腦子裡都是英文以外的幻想。627Please respect copyright.PENANA7JlmagomGI
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打開手冊,英文堂只有一堂,不是連堂。627Please respect copyright.PENANABSru6e8zc2
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牆上的時鐘,分針秒針都在轉動,很快就把一堂時間轉走。627Please respect copyright.PENANApYtI6AlVKD
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「新同學!」Miss Lee下課時叫我,「放學嚟見一見我。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAEUXsqwXIco
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「吓……」我錯愕了一下,只能回答,「哦。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAnHEgxgACSy
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然後,她就離開了班房。627Please respect copyright.PENANAMdx4pJHEzl
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中文堂的時候,其他同學都回來了。627Please respect copyright.PENANA524XAkLVOY
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我查看手機,影片目前還沒有多少人看。627Please respect copyright.PENANAsbzl9MXqPx
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「點啫,頭先小息到底發生咩事?」歐陽派問。627Please respect copyright.PENANA40d1CtHmQS
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「咩事都冇發生。」我說。627Please respect copyright.PENANAA0uUmBgH8l
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「頂你係咪唔講啊!」歐陽派極其不滿,「我真係唔信囉!」627Please respect copyright.PENANAYdkbSORbRu
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「既然當事人,都答你地話只係有小小誤會,我又可以講啲咩呢?」我無趣反問。627Please respect copyright.PENANADy5IC5IqQf
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「頂,即係有事啦。」他判斷,悄悄問,「快講快講。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAvsY1zXT7MM
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「你真係想知?知道之後,可能會畀人打喎。」我說。627Please respect copyright.PENANA1XaLSaegtN
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「我扮唔知咪得囉。」他興奮地說,「放心,我一定唔會講出去。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAgdyN0xI8l4
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我沉思了一會兒。627Please respect copyright.PENANAWug1dtLFlL
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對網上世界有點脫節的我,有點事情必須請教歐陽派。627Please respect copyright.PENANAnM5hBhGiOo
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「咁我問你一個問題先。」我悄悄問,「有咩辦法可以令一條片,快速咁畀勁多人睇到?」627Please respect copyright.PENANAdkJuvOPJ5z
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「我知喇,你拍咗片!」歐陽派馬上猜到,「拎嚟睇下,快。」627Please respect copyright.PENANALjBO0NV8YM
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「你要保證,你唔會講出去。」我強烈要求。627Please respect copyright.PENANAWM9C5vMmv3
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「我發誓一定唔會講,如果唔係,一世冇女要,拍一次拖就散一次,仲要戴埋綠帽。」他立下毒誓。627Please respect copyright.PENANALxAOsvujfY
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「好,咁拎你手機嚟。」我說。627Please respect copyright.PENANAjgJbzPDkJD
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「吓做咩?」他問。627Please respect copyright.PENANAVU81Sn4t68
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「係咪睇?」我只問一次。627Please respect copyright.PENANAKblN0IoAvs
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拿到他手機後,我點YouTube搜尋那條片段,然後把手機放進他的筆袋裡。627Please respect copyright.PENANAGerOJlXS5J
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他把筆袋放在中文書上方,扮作看課本,其實是看屏幕。627Please respect copyright.PENANARgTVLdRGe0
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「嘩,屌你真係好撚勇!」他在看偷拍的影片。627Please respect copyright.PENANAjMJFemPaMu
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「你真係唔撚知死,竟然擺上YouTube……」他邊看邊說,「反了,今次反了。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAGkbCwJfyKI
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「但條片冇乜人睇,有咩辦法可以令多啲人睇?」我問。627Please respect copyright.PENANAHEhMCmSZkA
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「通常可以share去facebook,但屌,一定會畀人發現。」他想著。627Please respect copyright.PENANA1lpE4clZyn
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「或者,直接send條link畀傳媒。」他說,「但……你真係要咁做?世界變喎。」627Please respect copyright.PENANA2kwijIBoy6
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我沒有回答,只讓他看著我的神情。627Please respect copyright.PENANAIERI0KZgpG
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「幫我啦。」我更提出,「幫我,等於幫鄭家明,等於幫全校被欺凌嘅學生。」627Please respect copyright.PENANALrYpU2sbXf
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「屌……你……屌……」他舌頭打結,不知所措。627Please respect copyright.PENANAj0QA0SQsUu
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「但你怕唔怕影響到傾姐?」他三思後問,「萬一蔣少收咗皮,可能傾姐都會受到影響。」627Please respect copyright.PENANA1IIw1z8ioq
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「前排有單新聞,唔知你有冇睇。」他說,「有間學校,一直欺凌人嘅同學畀人舉報、失勢之後,係學校嘅生活超級慘。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAi5q1w56x82
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「點解?」我驚訝。627Please respect copyright.PENANAlzkBuVfJRL
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「因為會畀人欺凌返轉頭!」他說,「之前得罪人太多,累積咗太多嘅仇恨,結果係學校遭到報復。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAWb1ZFCMySi
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「去到邊都畀人閒言閒語,被針對中傷,被人玩,被人淋水。」他說,「最後……」627Please respect copyright.PENANAV0dzhOCIhr
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「最後咩?」我心急問。627Please respect copyright.PENANAPNqfrfLQQG
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「最後嗰個人自殺咗。」歐陽派遺憾地說,「係學校天台跳樓。」627Please respect copyright.PENANApXzKUFU6JX
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聽到這裡,我看看班上眾人。627Please respect copyright.PENANAbGeQtcNwo0
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在大家眼中,傾姐跟蔣少是一伙的,而課室裡坐五、六、七行的人,都是親傾姐的。627Please respect copyright.PENANAp9O5G4FnWZ
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萬一被報復,我們班會受牽連嗎?627Please respect copyright.PENANAp1dOg0d6i7
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這都不是我最擔心的。627Please respect copyright.PENANAYtoo1swc1v
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我只是擔心傾姐,擔心陸傾兒而已。627Please respect copyright.PENANANgU5GS45Kn
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「你真係想搞大佢?Send畀傳媒?」歐陽派凝重地問。627Please respect copyright.PENANA1ItZ1MItug
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「等我……考慮一下先。」我回覆。627Please respect copyright.PENANAIHXEnd2B3A
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「如果你係驚嘅,趁未有好多人睇,依加上YouTube轉返做私人影片都得。」他再給我一個選擇。627Please respect copyright.PENANAJqOtVspV8X
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繼而我沉默不語。627Please respect copyright.PENANAQv8tuwpFIS
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中文堂結束,第二小息開始。627Please respect copyright.PENANAN4tWKQeEek
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陳菲菲帶著姊妹走過來,鄭重地提醒我,哄李可兒上床的事一定要辦到。627Please respect copyright.PENANAk8kYW4RnSp
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「琴日你話過兩日就會氹到佢上床,中出即飛,依加過咗一日喇,你爭取時間啊。」她黑臉地說,又打探,「不過我估你,一早有晒計劃啦係咪?」627Please respect copyright.PENANAmKzA6JAaCk
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「係,當然係啦。」我牽強笑笑,搔搔屁股。627Please respect copyright.PENANAK2pStQr1Ax
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啊,對了,這件事也得解決……627Please respect copyright.PENANAavLUIA2Zq6
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「我唔理你約佢上你屋企,定係佢屋企,定係去爆房。」陳菲菲說,「總之,我要有相為證。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAxluFqRpVGn
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「OK啦,你放心。」我輕鬆地說。627Please respect copyright.PENANAkl1IUnRqpI
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「最好影埋人,影埋佢個淫樣。」她奸邪地說,「唔係唔知條底褲係佢。」627Please respect copyright.PENANA01zR49PFAi
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「吓……」我怔了,「乜,琴日唔係講咗話……」627Please respect copyright.PENANAA2FxVrCz93
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「你得嘅!我對你有信心!」陳菲菲半揚嘴角,拍拍我的肩膀,又問,「咁你諗住幾時約佢?」627Please respect copyright.PENANAfUam0IDcSI
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「依加!」我站了起來。627Please respect copyright.PENANA6cJ9vbz35U
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「記住唔好失敗啊。」陳菲菲抽起了桌邊的書包,「你知衰咗,會有咩後果啦?」627Please respect copyright.PENANAFxNkMifEg6
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「完全知道。」我伸手抱回書包,放在椅背前。627Please respect copyright.PENANAkwWfvDo43i
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最後,我在她們一眾姊妹面前,拉走了李可兒,叫她陪我去買魚蛋燒賣。627Please respect copyright.PENANAHPPJsya8C4
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到了地面的小賣部——627Please respect copyright.PENANAyth4gjP4Hf
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我深深地嘆了一口氣,走近用餐桌椅,軟在椅子上。627Please respect copyright.PENANAlEs15SBk9A
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「唔係買嘢食咩?」李可兒問,坐在桌子的對面。627Please respect copyright.PENANA81Pd6Pt7e9
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架黑框眼鏡、紮馬尾的她,依然清純可人。627Please respect copyright.PENANAwdv9wLn0l3
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我再嘆了三聲,幾乎想伏在桌面。627Please respect copyright.PENANAzDT0zxkhmA
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剛才是怎麼回事?627Please respect copyright.PENANA2YM1PDODeY
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在毫無防備之下被陳菲菲突襲成功,追加了要求。627Please respect copyright.PENANAXGLrNHnIMl
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「做咩事啊?」可兒用手指碰我。627Please respect copyright.PENANAT2JJjAK3fn
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「係咪陳菲菲同你講咗啲咩?我見佢搵你。」她說。627Please respect copyright.PENANAMYO4YuIQjg
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「佢話……最好影埋你個人,如果唔係,唔知條底褲係你嘅。」我照直說。627Please respect copyright.PENANAJmXfIVFDr6
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「吓……咁……」李可兒面露難色,漸漸不安,慢慢用毛衣手掩嘴。627Please respect copyright.PENANAOLq0STVM9L
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這一刻,我們都沒有說話。627Please respect copyright.PENANABFn9SQn3mO
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她低下了頭,我陷入苦思。627Please respect copyright.PENANA4XinjWzpiJ
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直至我說,「你唔洗理佢,照舊是但買條底褲,淋水落去,影畀我交數就得。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAXcwzI2XeiC
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「但如果佢唔收貨呢?你以後……會冇運行。」李可兒憂心忡忡。627Please respect copyright.PENANAn8PQsbiRMI
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「佢唔收貨,我都冇計。唔通真係叫你影畀佢咩?」我反問,再對她說,「哩啲相,一出咗街,就永遠都收唔返。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAGUowSULqnT
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「就算……佢真係要對付我,我堂堂大男人一個,都唔會怕佢。」我說,安慰她,「放心啦,我實拆得掂。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAmeTo5lyiO9
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「嗯。」她應了一聲,搓著毛衣手。627Please respect copyright.PENANAge4Wx8HAVA
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她苦惱的樣子,總是,令人無法釋懷。627Please respect copyright.PENANAxiB4lTAyk1
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明明就不是目標人物,為什麼我總是護著她?627Please respect copyright.PENANA29BPDgjApy
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包括鄭家明被欺凌的事件也是,為什麼總會與我扯上關係?627Please respect copyright.PENANA2OFJH3ZJUK
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這是不是「神」給我的考驗?627Please respect copyright.PENANAKcEtw5j4iY
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考驗我會不會捨棄其他需要幫助的人。627Please respect copyright.PENANAQtr7bNpVJ4
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我猜,神明丁看著我的做法,一定會認為我跟神明辛很相似——627Please respect copyright.PENANAFJIAx79d1L
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都是很有情的人/神。627Please respect copyright.PENANASwI3Ji1naB
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「如果我著住條底褲,但唔露樣,淨係影個身呢?」李可兒嘴巴動動,尋找折衷的做法。627Please respect copyright.PENANABAmupIg9N8
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此刻,神明丁一定吃花生吃得很開心。627Please respect copyright.PENANAzHRjej5sH4
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「唔好啊。」我輕聲說,「哩啲相,就算你影咗send畀我,我都唔會拎去交差。」627Please respect copyright.PENANARPzozsXb85
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「點解?」她問。627Please respect copyright.PENANAALG3ckZGpO
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「寧願留嚟珍藏。」我淺笑。627Please respect copyright.PENANAEEeAOC35Z2
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結果,她面紅了一下,想不通,沒好氣地站起。627Please respect copyright.PENANAQyrbA4sItC
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「咁你……點交差啊?」她問。627Please respect copyright.PENANA5HWMAZxRz7
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「算啦,話之你死啦。」她告訴我,率先起步離去。627Please respect copyright.PENANAUqfnNQZePK
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我看著李可兒。627Please respect copyright.PENANAPQ730QiC3c
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其實我又何嘗不想哄妳上床,跟學生妹來個翻雲覆雨?627Please respect copyright.PENANA0Y0u3rHvnT
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一飽私慾之餘又能向陳菲菲交差。627Please respect copyright.PENANAo6i4wW4YyB
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只可惜,我已不是當年那個會容許自己任意妄為的孫正直。身上早已被後悔,扣上了不再容許犯錯的枷鎖。627Please respect copyright.PENANAEOOqCWVrov
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如今的我……627Please respect copyright.PENANAqyHBRe8EQ7
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認為最難、也是最重要的,不是向陳菲菲交差,也不是向神交差,而是——627Please respect copyright.PENANAzylO169I6T
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向自己交差啊。627Please respect copyright.PENANA05T8XHsWSD
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