睜開眼睛,我再次站在黑板前。690Please respect copyright.PENANAkfyY4SHbNh
690Please respect copyright.PENANAScyR59uFYZ
陽光中站著一個人,是李可兒站在門口。690Please respect copyright.PENANAXXLX3znp6e
690Please respect copyright.PENANAtvnZhnRrAj
「早晨啊,孫正直。」李可兒對我說,前去第二行的第二座位。690Please respect copyright.PENANAzNrhISbc3l
690Please respect copyright.PENANAMtlpo7TBVQ
「成碌木咁做乜?」歐陽派拍我背,「埋位坐啦。」690Please respect copyright.PENANArfApzpQCK1
690Please respect copyright.PENANAjrhIpFuZzT
所以,我是不用起身刷牙洗臉穿校服和趕路上學,就直接到了課室?690Please respect copyright.PENANAMclsOwMEf0
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算是……很方便。690Please respect copyright.PENANAtVpan3pK1o
690Please respect copyright.PENANAueXj1HLaDn
今天我穿了學生毛衣,其他同學也是,看來天氣轉涼了不少。690Please respect copyright.PENANAdVuH0tCeKj
690Please respect copyright.PENANALEIS01HUUx
「早晨。」我也對李可兒說,才回去第四行的最後座。690Please respect copyright.PENANAHL1QbRsN78
690Please respect copyright.PENANABDlzgOASSs
卸下書包,勾在書桌左邊,把屁股坐好。690Please respect copyright.PENANAlaSBI3a9gG
690Please respect copyright.PENANAHUoNPNArYK
摸著自己的肚子,我不餓,似乎也吃過早餐了。690Please respect copyright.PENANAfC5x5aquUw
690Please respect copyright.PENANAPXD6s5u5EM
褲袋有一部大屏手機。690Please respect copyright.PENANAXg1YrkrxlE
690Please respect copyright.PENANA0hwf4TgVVg
「喂,你電話幾號?」我拿電話問。690Please respect copyright.PENANAMocqnoQMvU
690Please respect copyright.PENANAcSnZFyspEC
怎料歐陽派一看到我的手機,馬上起了反應,「喂你哩部咪Note 7?」690Please respect copyright.PENANA78J1J332wi
690Please respect copyright.PENANAdDmueKM0AT
「咦?識嘢喎!」我誇讚他,聳一聳肩炫耀,「冇啊,琴日老豆送嘅。」690Please respect copyright.PENANAYt0uJYJLFw
690Please respect copyright.PENANAfPSEoBUEkL
看來這部手機真的很新,要不然,怎會有這樣反應?接下來,應該就是問我借來看看之類吧。690Please respect copyright.PENANAYMBlzTTHkQ
690Please respect copyright.PENANAaUswobdsme
「屌你,會爆炸喎。」歐陽派驚慌地說。690Please respect copyright.PENANAJU3vqncZna
690Please respect copyright.PENANAKTIzuQ5e4c
「係咪啊……」我半信半疑,「咪昆啦。」690Please respect copyright.PENANAgimEHLqwDM
690Please respect copyright.PENANAiRsaC28vRe
「屌你全球回收咗好耐喇!你點買?」他認真地問。690Please respect copyright.PENANAnUyRYL1FFc
690Please respect copyright.PENANAwhhyXmvgDi
「吓……真?我唔知啊,可能老豆一早買定……」我說,正反兩看手機,「但唔會用幾日就爆掛。」690Please respect copyright.PENANADMOLJgz8VU
690Please respect copyright.PENANAd6K3dHCgeL
對我這種完成任務就會離開的人來說,我不需要一部能用上兩年的手機,能用一個星期就夠了。690Please respect copyright.PENANAH4nn3YQLD2
690Please respect copyright.PENANAiu1dXcAYid
「唔係啊,好多人用兩三日就爆咗喇。」他說,「你坐開啲啊頂你!上堂擺另一邊褲袋啊頂你,唔好炸到我。」690Please respect copyright.PENANAqPy6nkwIRy
690Please respect copyright.PENANAHTNxBjFMCo
「冇人第一日用就爆掛?今日係我第一日用啫,你係都聽日先驚啦。」我說。690Please respect copyright.PENANAgyChQXNm4x
690Please respect copyright.PENANAdmj7j1emIa
「咁又係。但……安全起見,你都係擺遠少少好。」歐陽派說。690Please respect copyright.PENANAta23RHQhDI
690Please respect copyright.PENANAo7qtqzvOVc
陸傾兒進入課室了,跟在她身旁的還有陳菲菲等一眾姊妹。690Please respect copyright.PENANAxIbibqb8HR
690Please respect copyright.PENANAVjoqLoNl6V
可惡,如果她身旁沒有那一群姊妹……如果她是一個被孤立的人,我就有很多機會接觸她了。690Please respect copyright.PENANAf1iIL0RE1l
690Please respect copyright.PENANAnGwYzAg9Ix
她們都回歸到自己的座位,放下書包袋。690Please respect copyright.PENANAOwYqDt3HCk
690Please respect copyright.PENANAL3UfkFBXUT
「啊,痴線,琴日我阿媽見超市大減價,掃咗勁多雪芳蛋糕返嚟!之後先知今日到期囉!」某坐前排的姊妹說,攤出六、七件雪芳蛋糕。690Please respect copyright.PENANASQgjWossvQ
690Please respect copyright.PENANAF48h9wzu24
「謝美婷你今次真係有排食,食足一日都得。」陳菲菲偷笑,坐在那姊妹的後座。690Please respect copyright.PENANATfjTAxi1ZZ
690Please respect copyright.PENANAZdHR9dCnzx
「咪玩啦,幫手食啲啦。」謝美婷說,轉身想放下兩件。690Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6Zj0p7Gxr
690Please respect copyright.PENANAUldJjwLsYc
「唔要啊,我唔食哩啲!」陳菲菲拒絕,兩人推讓起來。 690Please respect copyright.PENANAh1Xr5QXwr0
690Please respect copyright.PENANAItBzxgq7WM
看見雪芳蛋糕,我想起了昨晚的事。690Please respect copyright.PENANAq5il6M7iBI
690Please respect copyright.PENANAosipqmtKkD
「孫正直,陸傾兒祝你生日快樂。」她露出笑容地說。690Please respect copyright.PENANAPi3qBMsd8i
690Please respect copyright.PENANArgAYuJnIFx
不其然地,我望向窗邊的陸傾兒——690Please respect copyright.PENANAeZReWZUIRG
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而她也正好看過來。690Please respect copyright.PENANAXsf8aZxWof
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兩人目光就這樣交投著,互相看了大約一秒。690Please respect copyright.PENANARYukqUKLqE
690Please respect copyright.PENANAd1FLe2a3Dx
接著她就看回去了,打開書包,拿出手冊和功課。690Please respect copyright.PENANAlMs8pL6m3Y
690Please respect copyright.PENANAH5urpoOIMz
「喂,你係咪要?」歐陽派問。690Please respect copyright.PENANAMnpfTLunPO
690Please respect copyright.PENANAIR7CgLJwwC
「吓?要咩?」我發完呆,把視線從她身上抽離,望向歐陽派。690Please respect copyright.PENANAaSc1l8jwb7
690Please respect copyright.PENANASNiXb0mxMa
又偷望陸傾兒一眼。690Please respect copyright.PENANAVtxpe59Ltl
690Please respect copyright.PENANAMGzF5Murlu
當人生走過學校階段,進入職場之後,很多時都會抱怨交不到知己朋友,總覺得新認識的人都不像中學時的能建立深刻的友誼。女同事也是,就算能做成朋友,也好像無法往深處發展成男女關係。690Please respect copyright.PENANAIHVqNFcMnz
690Please respect copyright.PENANAmFQ4pBqVfe
原因並不是相處時間少,也不是共事合作的機會少。690Please respect copyright.PENANAY8vkUF45b5
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而是做「壞事」的機會少了。690Please respect copyright.PENANAdQ5oWeNKIz
690Please respect copyright.PENANArcuHuF8ZVT
人與人之間的感情在什麼時候能得到昇華?做正事,功課、工作、正經地吃頓飯等等是不會昇華的。最有效的途徑,就是一同做一件壞事。690Please respect copyright.PENANAqnzLFwFvTh
690Please respect copyright.PENANAvor6z32InZ
做壞事,最刺激了,也能成為彼此之間的小秘密。690Please respect copyright.PENANAzON7zJIxP3
690Please respect copyright.PENANAXYJBRcEi0U
兩人有了共同秘密,關係就不一般了。690Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZjzGR7qaK
690Please respect copyright.PENANAvw0kjDmN5H
「我電話號碼啊。」歐陽派不耐煩說,「拎部手機嚟啦,入畀你啊。」690Please respect copyright.PENANAgAaap9SvPC
690Please respect copyright.PENANAKm7qFJgc6T
然而昨晚,我們偶然的碰面,算不算做了一件壞事?我不知道。只是,已經成為我們的小秘密。690Please respect copyright.PENANApgp0adPfpb
690Please respect copyright.PENANApcUp238VsX
「哦……」我遲鈍地把手機交給歐陽派。690Please respect copyright.PENANAhRWY5oF6rI
690Please respect copyright.PENANA7VAteRv1iF
歐陽派接過後,馬上悄悄跟其他同學說,「你睇下條戇鳩,夠膽買Note 7。」690Please respect copyright.PENANAFjs5L6NY69
690Please respect copyright.PENANAQOmSJhsaTc
「傾姐,你要唔要啊?幫手食啲丫。」謝美婷走到傾姐旁邊推銷。690Please respect copyright.PENANAIfuCrGVxZH
690Please respect copyright.PENANARrhUJq8joF
「唔洗喇,你畀啊邊個食啦,佢好似好鍾意食雪芳……」陸傾兒正在看手冊,說著就停頓了。690Please respect copyright.PENANAoMVxFJT9yS
690Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5FC1TcYPR
「吓……邊個啊?」謝美婷從困惑,轉成興奮,「乜我地班有人好鍾意食雪芳蛋糕咩?」690Please respect copyright.PENANAT7VIfuTV07
690Please respect copyright.PENANA0YKntTVKNI
對號入座的我,馬上回避視線。690Please respect copyright.PENANA1skX5xr7nS
690Please respect copyright.PENANAcAOidbPhzK
「可能……係張Sir掛,唔知有冇記錯。」傾姐說,打發她說,「或者你再問其他人啦。」690Please respect copyright.PENANA4338yXUORX
690Please respect copyright.PENANAYmxytxDyUI
謝美婷隨後再問了數人,不久就回到座位。690Please respect copyright.PENANAgMANvHxU5H
690Please respect copyright.PENANAsCCe1RTLWW
班主任課正式開始。690Please respect copyright.PENANACP9mN3tro2
690Please respect copyright.PENANAqs9owiZers
「咦點解有咁多雪芳蛋糕?」張Sir看著教師桌。690Please respect copyright.PENANAvXftEnkW32
690Please respect copyright.PENANAa80br1zlu1
「請你食,聽講你鍾意雪芳蛋糕……」女同學的聲音四起。690Please respect copyright.PENANAh0C7KBgjmx
690Please respect copyright.PENANAlfNzhrPgxg
這時,我才用手肘碰碰歐陽派。690Please respect copyright.PENANA05Qu8NjbDj
690Please respect copyright.PENANANkBVk0zlQJ
「做咩?」他問。690Please respect copyright.PENANAhzItpxPBrL
690Please respect copyright.PENANAPbx7ywPava
「我部手機呢?」我問。690Please respect copyright.PENANAnpe0BZDjDI
690Please respect copyright.PENANAhnjwscLAz6
「啱啱傳到去李可兒嗰度。」他說。690Please respect copyright.PENANAfqKvDol2g3
690Please respect copyright.PENANALrPYHM6IIT
「屌你呀。」我瞪著他,「快撚啲拎返嚟!」690Please respect copyright.PENANAa32bzqTAxY
690Please respect copyright.PENANA68RUX41kCt
班主任課很快就結束了,首兩堂是選修科。690Please respect copyright.PENANAwLUOoTIt2u
690Please respect copyright.PENANACxFzQvTOWG
我打開手冊,寫著我要上「視覺藝術」。690Please respect copyright.PENANABBtOYd7lBP
690Please respect copyright.PENANAH9btC6wn4v
什麼?我竟然選修視藝?我完全不懂畫畫、雕刻之類的。690Please respect copyright.PENANAOOktukjnrZ
690Please respect copyright.PENANAfUcrMSObXG
有同學起身了,帶同繪畫工具,似乎要去美術室上。690Please respect copyright.PENANAyyCFXhCYqs
690Please respect copyright.PENANAi80n2U6ZIL
萬一要做什麼勞作、測驗就麻煩了,因為不能用神的學生桌來處理。690Please respect copyright.PENANAunLoNq2JJP
690Please respect copyright.PENANA2rua1zyBfx
這時候,陸傾兒起身了,連同幾位姊妹一起走出去。690Please respect copyright.PENANAV1YMHlSnGL
690Please respect copyright.PENANAsMRCYyGlfh
「終於有一科選修科係同班。」我心想。690Please respect copyright.PENANAqn0TBkLAuN
690Please respect copyright.PENANANsoipCY3hQ
「你係出去就快啦。」歐陽派催促。690Please respect copyright.PENANAbehshRWUzB
690Please respect copyright.PENANAeYBApVFrnE
我對他豎一根中指,打開書包,根本沒有繪畫工具。690Please respect copyright.PENANAFsOU435DrR
690Please respect copyright.PENANA5P6fcQYOxB
只好瀟灑地直接走出去,臨行前再對他豎一根中指。690Please respect copyright.PENANA7RWvAeWKnI
690Please respect copyright.PENANA3S2Lk4JIp2
到了美術室,新名叫「視覺藝術室」的門前,女老師開門讓同學進去。690Please respect copyright.PENANAYhhcvwwWrZ
690Please respect copyright.PENANAKQtu6tN33L
她叫Miss Chan,三十多歲,打扮有著一些藝術氣息。690Please respect copyright.PENANAOp8JoUCPlb
690Please respect copyright.PENANAwD8lNFiTmX
「今日開始,大家可以製作自己嘅作品集,用嚟呈交畀考評局評分。」Miss Chan說。690Please respect copyright.PENANA3Uv1o7lrWh
690Please respect copyright.PENANAlvnP7UyPyl
「首先,大家要設立一個有深度嘅『主題』,然後選擇適當嘅材料、手法去將主題表現出嚟。」690Please respect copyright.PENANApTpV2PhDy7
690Please respect copyright.PENANAXErOj4cDFF
「手法方面,咁大家可以揀繪畫、雕塑,或者用各樣嘅材料去砌一啲立體藝術品等等。」她說,「不過,歷屆嘅同學,通常都係揀繪畫多。」690Please respect copyright.PENANABQ2HkaU4Ho
690Please respect copyright.PENANAOCxv80YiQG
「至於作品數量,你地畫幾多幅都得,但最後只會揀最好嗰四幅呈上去評分,所以大家一開始可以抱住嘗試嘅心態,試下設定主題,同埋試下用創作去表現主題先。」690Please respect copyright.PENANAMSMoyQKR6V
690Please respect copyright.PENANAO99TYWKbYu
「盡量自由發揮多啲,盡量運用自己嘅想像力!」她鼓勵大家。690Please respect copyright.PENANAELiohz79Hl
690Please respect copyright.PENANAM25EPfjDRx
最後,幾乎全部同學都立起了畫架,選擇了繪畫。690Please respect copyright.PENANA5DSjrY1ZF5
690Please respect copyright.PENANAaSoMMexg0i
我似乎別無選擇,都去領了一個畫架。690Please respect copyright.PENANAwZjmbWAd2W
690Please respect copyright.PENANA1nS1u9QSZD
「新同學,你喺之前間學校,有冇已經創作咗啲咩成品?」Miss Chan問。690Please respect copyright.PENANAxPifACeVCS
690Please respect copyright.PENANACDI9GB7BLI
「冇啊。」我繼續搬畫架。690Please respect copyright.PENANAZqlyPRWumJ
690Please respect copyright.PENANAFhgTKA3uHI
「啊,我冇帶任何畫畫嘅工具,有冇得借?」我回頭問。690Please respect copyright.PENANADkdApC8yh1
690Please respect copyright.PENANAdVc1eWjcKy
「可以啊,窗口位有好多舊畫筆同顏料碟,你可以隨便用。」Miss Chan很熱心,「顏料,你陣間出嚟問我借啦。」690Please respect copyright.PENANAdm7w2iU3cH
690Please respect copyright.PENANA3zzwFgbYYY
「多謝Miss Chan……」我有禮地說,乖乖遵從吩咐。690Please respect copyright.PENANAKHmKetNf6r
690Please respect copyright.PENANAEdOGFcuWVT
五分鐘後,大家都各就各位了,在自己的畫架面前構思。690Please respect copyright.PENANAAzdah8Zayc
690Please respect copyright.PENANAAKu3fEkf0q
我心裡慌得不得了。690Please respect copyright.PENANANQVf3q64Tu
690Please respect copyright.PENANAmoumfRJX7y
左手是畫碟,右手是畫筆。690Please respect copyright.PENANAfWrHn4gvyp
690Please respect copyright.PENANAkuhalybkYQ
現時所站的位置看不到陸傾兒,我似乎只能先照顧自己了。690Please respect copyright.PENANAoCTGtxWuh4
690Please respect copyright.PENANAizn8hZdXUu
畫什麼?我應該畫什麼?690Please respect copyright.PENANA0vOKWsqSB7
690Please respect copyright.PENANAtRzjPNmK3i
靈機一動,不如試下畫傾姐,反正以我的畫功也不會畫得像。690Please respect copyright.PENANA93WtS7FDl6
690Please respect copyright.PENANAT0NB5nUonQ
最後如果傾姐看出我畫的是她,或者她會暗地裡高興呢?690Please respect copyright.PENANAFjksOastQd
690Please respect copyright.PENANAia9FAkxbrc
這樣想著,我就開始畫了。690Please respect copyright.PENANAncQfQwLOtN
690Please respect copyright.PENANAUdRgDJvwMp
一筆一筆地畫著,愈畫愈難看,但我還是努力地畫著。690Please respect copyright.PENANAmQDXphJ42J
690Please respect copyright.PENANA4qb45XcMWo
一堂時間過去,我至少畫了一個女性。690Please respect copyright.PENANAIDMV04IhKY
690Please respect copyright.PENANAruaqd3fgfJ
由於不懂畫眼睛,所以眼睛是全黑的,畫完有點黑暗的氛圍。690Please respect copyright.PENANAwEWYgxV3th
690Please respect copyright.PENANA88rJEJDLvG
畫到這裡,我已經不敢說跟傾姐有關了。690Please respect copyright.PENANAPNPWyhzd30
690Please respect copyright.PENANACBO52OJmqa
「背景……」我沉入苦思,不能夠只有一個人在中心,要有周圍。690Please respect copyright.PENANAndn3JxjWZs
690Please respect copyright.PENANAulbnBJmE1j
可是,我完全不懂畫背景。690Please respect copyright.PENANAA3fpFDlIcA
690Please respect copyright.PENANAzikqgDK8q4
慌了一下,我的手指沾到一些顏料。690Please respect copyright.PENANAq5dfL3q4Dk
690Please respect copyright.PENANAIaNjj8vyUL
「不如印啲指紋上去?」我忽發奇想,印了一個指紋在空白位。690Please respect copyright.PENANA1fE2wgvrsG
690Please respect copyright.PENANAccQdsAi19t
覺得很過癮,印了幾下,最後我索性放下畫筆——690Please respect copyright.PENANA4iIgB9XNoy
690Please respect copyright.PENANAWi7cvHuSPO
直接把右手五指印在顏料碟上,沾了陰沉的五色,再不停印在空白的位置。690Please respect copyright.PENANAAlKV3Eyrqd
690Please respect copyright.PENANAQS5QnRJaXQ
以大量指紋作為背景,包圍著一個女孩。690Please respect copyright.PENANAegHhwci7JL
690Please respect copyright.PENANAFIyq2v0CsK
第二堂完結前,我已經把作品完成了。690Please respect copyright.PENANAx59z0rDlMQ
690Please respect copyright.PENANAKhfNSyv71D
「幅畫叫咩好呢?」我構思著。690Please respect copyright.PENANAtpG9EP1KVN
690Please respect copyright.PENANA1GUl00tYuO
簡單點,《被指紋覆蓋的女孩》,主題是懼怕。690Please respect copyright.PENANAG9xDOjWF6B
690Please respect copyright.PENANAxY9adJBHBV
「嗯,冇錯。」我在自我肯定。690Please respect copyright.PENANAqVWLVgZaTB
690Please respect copyright.PENANAF7QPxBpsqI
由於我總是用一枝畫筆來沾顏料,導致顏料碟的五格顏料都混和得十分陰暗。690Please respect copyright.PENANA4MAY5rmSAx
690Please respect copyright.PENANAPQShW50lAS
以這些顏色來印製指紋背景,無疑為畫作增添了濃厚的恐怖氣氛。690Please respect copyright.PENANANYfB6LNEwD
690Please respect copyright.PENANA8O2JeV5Ez2
女孩害怕周圍,害怕那些黑暗的觸碰;那些會沾到自己身上的陌生指模,她害怕著、畏縮著,用再強烈一些的說法,是懼怕。因此,主題是懼怕。690Please respect copyright.PENANAo7f2GobOna
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「呼……」我總算鬆一口氣,可以看看其他人的作品了。690Please respect copyright.PENANAYMrQOgdbrQ
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陸傾兒會畫什麼呢?690Please respect copyright.PENANABIoM7Q3HO5
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在前去洗畫具和洗手的時候,我故意在途中稍作停留,偷看她到底畫什麼。690Please respect copyright.PENANAISTxHywFtD
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她在畫昨晚我們去過的地方!690Please respect copyright.PENANA7iucF7tYYh
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最上方是夜空,長椅在中央、長椅右邊有街燈、石地,下方有大石堆,最下方是黑海。690Please respect copyright.PENANAaPkWkPqN7S
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長椅上坐著一個女人。690Please respect copyright.PENANAJUWuSKF7Ue
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嗯,那就是她自己。那她旁邊應該還有一個人才對,就是我啊。昨晚的情景,怎能少了我呢?690Please respect copyright.PENANAZrof98ZR89
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可是,她停筆了,沒有繼續畫下去。690Please respect copyright.PENANA1IT7u3dr4B
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意味著,在她眼裡,這幅畫已經完成了。690Please respect copyright.PENANAuBpvYT5nqN
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全幅畫就是她一個人,坐在海邊的長椅上。690Please respect copyright.PENANAaLDf3qrzhA
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看到這裡,我就走去洗畫具了。690Please respect copyright.PENANAHWlxEf5VuV
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「沖沖沖沖……」用水猛沖著手,拭擦著指摸和顏料碟。690Please respect copyright.PENANAYD3Sgqns3c
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這時我才明白,原來……690Please respect copyright.PENANAid8FBjlYrM
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沒有我的位置。690Please respect copyright.PENANAP557KzoEMr
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