正直的人?誰規定名字叫「正直」的人,就一定正直?689Please respect copyright.PENANA4351U2z8Gn
689Please respect copyright.PENANAKeG6GkO6IP
與人相處的概念,在我的生命裡變化過數次。689Please respect copyright.PENANAXZCH7Wwes9
689Please respect copyright.PENANAVn3BQi8spw
我曾經很討厭正直的人,因為他們不懂變通,有些小事明明通融一下,不要上報,就可以小事化無。689Please respect copyright.PENANAVSfMEQNM67
689Please respect copyright.PENANA6KOtiz4WXa
但他們卻像聽不懂人話一樣,堅持要跟規矩去做,導致我要受罰。689Please respect copyright.PENANAfMPhEA8yTy
689Please respect copyright.PENANAsc0VJDopu2
到後來,我體驗過給別人通融一次,就一定會有下一次,就會永無止境地通融後……689Please respect copyright.PENANA1QW7YEl9n7
689Please respect copyright.PENANANEE6Mg5LlK
我才明白,正直的人活得自在,按原則辦事就可以了,沒有別的煩惱。689Please respect copyright.PENANA3tcF3bN8xw
689Please respect copyright.PENANAa8T2xD6GOB
於是,我試著去變得正直,卻又吃盡了苦頭。689Please respect copyright.PENANAhyqiwVpuJa
689Please respect copyright.PENANA8dr8wYr1PI
正直付出的代價是很重的,強出頭也是,都是不懂世故的傻瓜行為。689Please respect copyright.PENANA1O19pOrt0c
689Please respect copyright.PENANA3IbhzZglNI
然後我學會了圓滑。689Please respect copyright.PENANAS24kiE9dOj
689Please respect copyright.PENANAbzjpqoT64b
踏出社會的大人跟小學雞的分別在哪裡?大人懂得圓滑地處事,圓滑地解決問題,而小學雞就只會大吵大鬧,卻一無所獲。689Please respect copyright.PENANACoDRbNrasu
689Please respect copyright.PENANAlZodSrFicQ
我不喜歡用成熟來形容社會人,因為圓滑只是一種世故,我不想把「世故」等同於「成熟」。689Please respect copyright.PENANAyok1SxHPkm
689Please respect copyright.PENANA2yRgk8XN7b
小學雞吵吵鬧鬧雖然很煩,但那一份率真,是很珍貴的。正因為大家都可以胡言亂語,課堂和小息才會嘩啦嘩啦地嘈個不停。689Please respect copyright.PENANAneGd4DUnUZ
689Please respect copyright.PENANAMnjppHy64Z
畢業之後,世故之後,朋友們約出來都斯斯文文,不會說話了。689Please respect copyright.PENANAUgPwslbxl0
689Please respect copyright.PENANAz98Z9uOK0r
在孤島生活了五年,很多人生問題都已經被想得透徹。689Please respect copyright.PENANACzydGPzmTl
689Please respect copyright.PENANALsUoq9mA2o
如今,我又一次獲得機會,去面對群眾;又一次獲得機會,要我在「站邊邊」的問題上兩難;又一次獲得機會去應付重大問題。689Please respect copyright.PENANAX55p6G1ym9
689Please respect copyright.PENANAvpcUgCN50C
這個困境,該如何突破?怎樣才可以救到阿兒而不失霸氣?689Please respect copyright.PENANAyalF9Vdp57
689Please respect copyright.PENANAoVYlm1QLcy
我是血氣方剛的正直青年嗎?689Please respect copyright.PENANAQlF0xUPPhA
689Please respect copyright.PENANAeKbQjPIcrr
早就……不是了。689Please respect copyright.PENANAEf0Uj00HV3
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站起來的瞬間,我鬆開了拳頭,放雙手垂軟軟的。689Please respect copyright.PENANAjrei9IF4qz
689Please respect copyright.PENANAD63XAyc4wu
「我覺得——」我開口說話了。689Please respect copyright.PENANAklXO1Bpddx
689Please respect copyright.PENANAY7AldLc7Na
班房內,所有人都專心注視著我,特別是阿兒,雙手緊緊抓著銀包。689Please respect copyright.PENANAAfzW1WKfN3
689Please respect copyright.PENANAjQdf7pyDQ3
「新同學有咩高見?即管講!」陳菲菲問,其眼神包含暗示,認為我要站在她那邊。689Please respect copyright.PENANAYKNWEXmfPt
689Please respect copyright.PENANAr5xRIbArKm
「我覺得三種罰法都唔好。」我故作輕鬆地說,成功沒有口吃,「我最憎姣婆喇。」689Please respect copyright.PENANA70NapOR3uk
689Please respect copyright.PENANAu4e2DvyCJM
「啲姣婆呢,就算自己有仔,都會去姣人地條仔囉,勁賤格囉。我最憎哩啲玩弄感情嘅人喇!」我一邊說,一邊模仿現在學生的口吻。689Please respect copyright.PENANAQkSIQ6tIQw
689Please respect copyright.PENANALyPAF717py
這話結束之後,有些同情阿兒的人對我感到失望,相反,憎恨阿兒的人卻一副賞識的目光。689Please respect copyright.PENANAuieLI60Wsk
689Please respect copyright.PENANAHzrCOdB9SW
這些,都容易從大家的眼神裡看到。689Please respect copyright.PENANA1w64I6qEKt
689Please respect copyright.PENANAuQhBEN83O3
「咁你話應該點罰好?」陳菲菲期待,嘴角揚得很暢快。689Please respect copyright.PENANAG9HGk6VzAw
689Please respect copyright.PENANA4FXoeIrj6q
相反,阿兒只剩一副空殼,已經什麼都沒所謂了的模樣。689Please respect copyright.PENANANaaIkrjSPZ
689Please respect copyright.PENANAlo7J2meLSh
我離開座位,走到陳菲菲面前,湊近到她耳邊。689Please respect copyright.PENANAmLfB4gDcB6
689Please respect copyright.PENANAuFjF2dnouK
同時她也湊耳過來傾聽。689Please respect copyright.PENANAZO8LTWUqJ2
689Please respect copyright.PENANAq2v6qkoct1
有一種辦法,能夠滿足陳菲菲,又能保護阿兒,就是我提出更過分的罰法,一種由我來執行的罰法。689Please respect copyright.PENANAtDsTjQBvJ6
689Please respect copyright.PENANAMEkRycPMSL
「不如交畀我去罰。」我狡猾地說,一副陰森臉,「我有辦法搞到條姣婆以後都冇人要。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAtTgv2bCPYv
689Please respect copyright.PENANA4DHzTkyA2Q
「你想點做?」陳菲菲好奇。689Please respect copyright.PENANAJFgkDgFe08
689Please respect copyright.PENANAUi5teIGwYL
「嗱,你依家畀我扮好人,扮救咗佢先。」我鬼祟地說,偷瞄阿兒一眼,「等佢對我有好感。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAbz4QBHWHJt
689Please respect copyright.PENANAwuXxAcdYrT
「過兩日我再約佢上我屋企,扮溫書又好乜都好啦,搵機會講幾句花言巧語,氹佢上床,最後嚟個中出即飛。」我繼續說,「咁咪傷到佢心,又傷到佢身囉。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAyA4fhvH7vk
689Please respect copyright.PENANAvcirDIhnhK
「傷心我就明啫,但點傷佢身啊?」陳菲菲不解。689Please respect copyright.PENANA1kzyThzOkX
689Please respect copyright.PENANAigDdxRtpwP
「中出喎,食事後丸已經夠傷啦!如果有咗,佢要落仔,仲傷啲添啊。」我誇大地說,「而且嗰段時間,一定冇仔要佢啦。」689Please respect copyright.PENANApqFoj4pRnO
689Please respect copyright.PENANAo8XJuNE6j3
「但係……我信唔過你囉!」陳菲菲說,盯著我的雙眼,「萬一你只係想救佢,之後走數嘅話,條姣婆咪走甩咗。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAb9O9jHGev7
689Please respect copyright.PENANAGtmEwQvJaY
「放心啦,我上完佢之後,偷影佢濕晒嘅底褲畀你睇,當做證據。」我拍胸保證。689Please respect copyright.PENANAAURQ6zHOJX
689Please respect copyright.PENANAhtGvpTKo2I
「就算我最後衰咗,或者走數,妖哩度你地話事家嘛!」我氣聲激動說,「除非佢唔返學啫,你地咪再玩殘佢囉。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAYOinifAsdk
689Please respect copyright.PENANAyOg4Pym4qm
「但英雄救美嘅機會,好難再有!」我著緊地說。689Please respect copyright.PENANAei3Fl0O91R
689Please respect copyright.PENANAXKVOJ4NWWO
聽罷,她思考了一會兒,似乎想接納我的提議。689Please respect copyright.PENANA2HwuPZ5hOs
689Please respect copyright.PENANAfR6bAN6ht6
「你條友都幾狗喎。」陳菲菲邪笑上面,「但我警告你,如果你係呃我嘅話,你一定死梗,你個書包,裡面啲書,全部都唔洗要,而且你唔洗旨意係哩間學校入面媾到女。」689Please respect copyright.PENANANRCK5bDWIF
689Please respect copyright.PENANAbrrBErs1T8
「OK!」我爽快同意。689Please respect copyright.PENANApjZOabCHAY
689Please respect copyright.PENANAC2sPAzXJ4k
談判結束,陳菲菲對King姐說,有一個更過癮的方法。689Please respect copyright.PENANAgxR5QY1zsi
689Please respect copyright.PENANAUoDisEtWKk
King姐沒有仔細了解,好像不太關心這事,總之陳菲菲滿意就可以。689Please respect copyright.PENANA8O6NoNRl7l
689Please respect copyright.PENANAj8BxI66zMm
「咔嚓——」房門打開了,柔和的陽光大量進來。689Please respect copyright.PENANAzYOzDxKdFt
689Please respect copyright.PENANAOlfycFKkrX
「阿兒,同我出去!」我走向不知所措、一臉慌張的阿兒。689Please respect copyright.PENANA47loVbdPns
689Please respect copyright.PENANAtphcTNhjPh
我抓著阿兒纖細的手臂,把她拉到課室外面,暴露在陽光下。689Please respect copyright.PENANAEYpBz75NA3
689Please respect copyright.PENANAzj4D7JeaGH
「吓……完嗱?」「喂,即係罰咩?」很多人不滿,很想知道,都湧去追問陳菲菲。689Please respect copyright.PENANAUL1WGblJXM
689Please respect copyright.PENANAUMQzcvwxlA
這裡還不夠安全。689Please respect copyright.PENANAw8rUVZJ0sP
689Please respect copyright.PENANAcq65sd3eGc
我拉著阿兒,落兩層樓梯,從五樓下去三樓,才走去走廊中間。689Please respect copyright.PENANANiZHlw6PMb
689Please respect copyright.PENANALNyBlFqUgh
「喂,你……到底想點?」阿兒的聲線猶有餘悸。689Please respect copyright.PENANAXHAlRKCRkr
689Please respect copyright.PENANAU1m0URVlVG
她扭著手臂,希望收回去。689Please respect copyright.PENANA4vrREPFUGI
689Please respect copyright.PENANA939ZxBF73V
低年級學生在往來往回。689Please respect copyright.PENANAFI6hWF1CSP
689Please respect copyright.PENANAXKaJQl3Ujx
「啊,唔好意思。」我鬆開手;她就把手收回去。689Please respect copyright.PENANAeaSeiGyYha
689Please respect copyright.PENANAQglscl69Ui
同時發現額頭有冷汗,剛才我實在太緊張……沒辦法,為了救人,為了完成這次測試。689Please respect copyright.PENANAQvIUfV2GCg
689Please respect copyright.PENANAcK7GRtNUGL
「到底你地想罰我啲咩?」她雙手護胸,用極不信任的眼神看我。689Please respect copyright.PENANAlg9HawJUNO
689Please respect copyright.PENANAlsnZEMds8c
「啊,你唔好誤會,我其實係想救你,先同佢地講咗個大話。」我解釋說,馬上對她重述一遍剛才的談話內容。689Please respect copyright.PENANACdPW3QjYw9
689Please respect copyright.PENANA5j3p9ngchJ
漸漸地,她看我的目光,從抗拒變成可以信任。689Please respect copyright.PENANA9OwAClVWwf
689Please respect copyright.PENANA65b3YGtobu
抖動的手,也回復平靜了。689Please respect copyright.PENANAhiG4SVdbjz
689Please respect copyright.PENANAOlHD8GNaEN
「底褲……方面?」她困擾地說,有點尷尬。689Please respect copyright.PENANA7IWbJjdmpx
689Please respect copyright.PENANAmrVWT6Csuw
「你咪是但買條底褲,加啲水落去,再影張相畀我交差囉。」我淡然地說,「有啲嘢,過咗幾日,又唔係當眾做,啲人睇到都會冇癮。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAtVTEz10zLQ
689Please respect copyright.PENANAYW4TLlveRh
「就好似睇戲班友仔,有事發生,即刻食花生梗係食得開心。」689Please respect copyright.PENANASmrqPntmmn
689Please respect copyright.PENANARnGZ8PTNOo
「但同一個話題食咗幾日,覺得無聊喇喎,就冇癮食落去。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAXYyDIYMwmk
689Please respect copyright.PENANAyL3dcwJNjO
「總之過幾日,等件事淡咗,就冇嘢喇。」我從容地說,一副不用擔心的樣子。689Please respect copyright.PENANAnBXKvV3ruS
689Please respect copyright.PENANAt2lEYnUCtK
透過話語,透過微笑,藉以給她多一點安慰。689Please respect copyright.PENANAW8Cokx3Ubw
689Please respect copyright.PENANAzxN9yLF2Lv
「希望啦。」阿兒說,心情好了很多。689Please respect copyright.PENANA9KirEzbu2g
689Please respect copyright.PENANAiP3UXh5YWR
小息的時間差不多結束,我們的談話也差不多完了。689Please respect copyright.PENANADcCqPMgbjL
689Please respect copyright.PENANAaIUl0XwOP0
「話時話,你咁幫我,我應該點報答你好呢?」她溫暖的笑臉,為清純的樣子加添了幾分動人。689Please respect copyright.PENANAb52xMY54Kp
689Please respect copyright.PENANASfd7wpLLRo
「咁啦,你有功課唔識嘅時候,可以嚟問我,我一定會教你。」她熱心地說。689Please respect copyright.PENANAZnWlwPy0Kw
689Please respect copyright.PENANAYFSKviqx3z
右手指輕托黑框眼鏡。689Please respect copyright.PENANAE4LwFWZ26p
689Please respect copyright.PENANAgeS0S34v2Z
「我係唔會有功課唔識做。」我得意地說,忍不住沾沾自喜。689Please respect copyright.PENANAPoTIzhyR1z
689Please respect copyright.PENANA4mln1DXkcd
「不如實際啲,整包魚蛋燒賣啦。」我說。689Please respect copyright.PENANAXhLUKpSqXK
689Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6UD7gnOBg
「好!」她一口答應。689Please respect copyright.PENANAHOnVbXwKJI
689Please respect copyright.PENANAoQYLtlwUJ9
神啊,看到了沒有,只用了兩小時、兩個半小時?我多麼快就解決了問題。689Please respect copyright.PENANAbOG22ryUdP
689Please respect copyright.PENANAKXTUUZYe0D
而且沒有得罪任何人,過程可謂完美。689Please respect copyright.PENANAWqRI6pKFTd
689Please respect copyright.PENANA8H3vFIIIcY
還不是,擁有神的慧根?689Please respect copyright.PENANATuNCGyyB2Q
689Please respect copyright.PENANAXDPN8HtcEC
我們並肩而行,走向樓梯口。689Please respect copyright.PENANA1OmMPzu8Xt
689Please respect copyright.PENANAvHPw8G2Mg7
「不如依家去買?」我說,怕任務突然完成,會回到島上。689Please respect copyright.PENANArOT7X5il7M
689Please respect copyright.PENANAubJJ09C79P
「咁急?」她有點錯愕,轉頭時馬尾搖了一下,「小息夠鐘喇喎。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAwhypQIKkVw
689Please respect copyright.PENANAJETvVdaRVQ
「咁下個小息先啦。」我放棄地說。689Please respect copyright.PENANAELvdTxzPdO
689Please respect copyright.PENANAsbodIQJivh
反正等了五年,不差……兩節課堂。689Please respect copyright.PENANAizqU86lY9m
689Please respect copyright.PENANAQ70mo1C2bR
回到課室前,她停頓了步伐,我也因此停了。689Please respect copyright.PENANAtnm7kqQRxf
689Please respect copyright.PENANAoC9gCZRojJ
「一陣點都好啦,頭先真係好多謝你可以幫我解圍。」阿兒說,想跟我握手,「我叫李可兒,希望可以同你做到朋友。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAT2MGe7iJo4
689Please respect copyright.PENANA70mU0bDejJ
「做朋友梗係可——」我笑說,卻在下一秒僵住。689Please respect copyright.PENANAIA9ooMnxld
689Please respect copyright.PENANAVMfLTvcHSN
慢著,有點不對勁!689Please respect copyright.PENANA54sAkm4o56
689Please respect copyright.PENANAEjfqs7O5GT
「你講……多次?」我臉如死灰。689Please respect copyright.PENANAAtPOxI6URZ
689Please respect copyright.PENANAKPTXHRHnno
「我叫『李可兒』,希望可以同你做到朋友。」阿兒遞著右手,依然想握手。689Please respect copyright.PENANAmC3BtEBPBB
689Please respect copyright.PENANAjai27jddXr
黑框馬尾妹叫李可兒?你叫李可兒……689Please respect copyright.PENANAZSql4gddLv
689Please respect copyright.PENANAofngpmYHe3
「咁邊個叫陸傾兒?」我衝口而出。689Please respect copyright.PENANAxqoFHAg3dJ
689Please respect copyright.PENANAV6mB37iTxs
「陸傾兒,咪傾姐囉。」李可兒理所當然地說,「頭先坐窗口位嗰位大家姐。」689Please respect copyright.PENANA8DVEKIqGVz
689Please respect copyright.PENANAZ98UUzhtb1