正直的人?誰規定名字叫「正直」的人,就一定正直?714Please respect copyright.PENANAjutJjLXqXI
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與人相處的概念,在我的生命裡變化過數次。714Please respect copyright.PENANATUxiK3JLIt
714Please respect copyright.PENANAE8dg5NwxiN
我曾經很討厭正直的人,因為他們不懂變通,有些小事明明通融一下,不要上報,就可以小事化無。714Please respect copyright.PENANAlG2GCz8dOE
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但他們卻像聽不懂人話一樣,堅持要跟規矩去做,導致我要受罰。714Please respect copyright.PENANAixG1KbOuad
714Please respect copyright.PENANAOQ6Mw6mOpI
到後來,我體驗過給別人通融一次,就一定會有下一次,就會永無止境地通融後……714Please respect copyright.PENANAV26GnVkR1R
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我才明白,正直的人活得自在,按原則辦事就可以了,沒有別的煩惱。714Please respect copyright.PENANACD75FMKxAd
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於是,我試著去變得正直,卻又吃盡了苦頭。714Please respect copyright.PENANAAmoBTSEJK6
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正直付出的代價是很重的,強出頭也是,都是不懂世故的傻瓜行為。714Please respect copyright.PENANAxd3SFc7zlU
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然後我學會了圓滑。714Please respect copyright.PENANAAK6BsrAPPB
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踏出社會的大人跟小學雞的分別在哪裡?大人懂得圓滑地處事,圓滑地解決問題,而小學雞就只會大吵大鬧,卻一無所獲。714Please respect copyright.PENANAafZ1xP5b1o
714Please respect copyright.PENANADcp7sOrQcT
我不喜歡用成熟來形容社會人,因為圓滑只是一種世故,我不想把「世故」等同於「成熟」。714Please respect copyright.PENANAK1lpbmp8zW
714Please respect copyright.PENANACSomOYEVQ7
小學雞吵吵鬧鬧雖然很煩,但那一份率真,是很珍貴的。正因為大家都可以胡言亂語,課堂和小息才會嘩啦嘩啦地嘈個不停。714Please respect copyright.PENANAruCRi7jZWq
714Please respect copyright.PENANA0WMkPeJAcp
畢業之後,世故之後,朋友們約出來都斯斯文文,不會說話了。714Please respect copyright.PENANAnXko3wQoUV
714Please respect copyright.PENANAjIpWZPrMdH
在孤島生活了五年,很多人生問題都已經被想得透徹。714Please respect copyright.PENANAMwVqrEqpkv
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如今,我又一次獲得機會,去面對群眾;又一次獲得機會,要我在「站邊邊」的問題上兩難;又一次獲得機會去應付重大問題。714Please respect copyright.PENANAuVUR8R1dSO
714Please respect copyright.PENANAnvDLkG8AJZ
這個困境,該如何突破?怎樣才可以救到阿兒而不失霸氣?714Please respect copyright.PENANAYDcQiCCVxq
714Please respect copyright.PENANAN1ArxXnWVP
我是血氣方剛的正直青年嗎?714Please respect copyright.PENANAnfNXDHWKjI
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早就……不是了。714Please respect copyright.PENANAERAAS6rTQg
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站起來的瞬間,我鬆開了拳頭,放雙手垂軟軟的。714Please respect copyright.PENANA5rhbUCyye1
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「我覺得——」我開口說話了。714Please respect copyright.PENANAZV0JXhVlPP
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班房內,所有人都專心注視著我,特別是阿兒,雙手緊緊抓著銀包。714Please respect copyright.PENANARJBo4KxPyp
714Please respect copyright.PENANA0RKcywpKhQ
「新同學有咩高見?即管講!」陳菲菲問,其眼神包含暗示,認為我要站在她那邊。714Please respect copyright.PENANAyxwASJM1pn
714Please respect copyright.PENANAsHfHWNxKTJ
「我覺得三種罰法都唔好。」我故作輕鬆地說,成功沒有口吃,「我最憎姣婆喇。」714Please respect copyright.PENANA0wDixgC2nb
714Please respect copyright.PENANA0qoMr5gjcB
「啲姣婆呢,就算自己有仔,都會去姣人地條仔囉,勁賤格囉。我最憎哩啲玩弄感情嘅人喇!」我一邊說,一邊模仿現在學生的口吻。714Please respect copyright.PENANAfbdBWbED0p
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這話結束之後,有些同情阿兒的人對我感到失望,相反,憎恨阿兒的人卻一副賞識的目光。714Please respect copyright.PENANA0HGBw86YSV
714Please respect copyright.PENANAPZHPuB3DLV
這些,都容易從大家的眼神裡看到。714Please respect copyright.PENANAwzcp3wzWQf
714Please respect copyright.PENANAVRI4tPUAH2
「咁你話應該點罰好?」陳菲菲期待,嘴角揚得很暢快。714Please respect copyright.PENANAHqIBH0bQQG
714Please respect copyright.PENANA8hohfNI5wc
相反,阿兒只剩一副空殼,已經什麼都沒所謂了的模樣。714Please respect copyright.PENANAlW1CsHjJBn
714Please respect copyright.PENANA8m0I8YmMqQ
我離開座位,走到陳菲菲面前,湊近到她耳邊。714Please respect copyright.PENANARsGSSFSZtO
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同時她也湊耳過來傾聽。714Please respect copyright.PENANAMwjp8Ty2JL
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有一種辦法,能夠滿足陳菲菲,又能保護阿兒,就是我提出更過分的罰法,一種由我來執行的罰法。714Please respect copyright.PENANAdInQJH7c44
714Please respect copyright.PENANAFwLdSFFAFS
「不如交畀我去罰。」我狡猾地說,一副陰森臉,「我有辦法搞到條姣婆以後都冇人要。」714Please respect copyright.PENANAJN1uoyQLSZ
714Please respect copyright.PENANAklo9fygflu
「你想點做?」陳菲菲好奇。714Please respect copyright.PENANAcr7dpvpa58
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「嗱,你依家畀我扮好人,扮救咗佢先。」我鬼祟地說,偷瞄阿兒一眼,「等佢對我有好感。」714Please respect copyright.PENANAvO55xVdHl7
714Please respect copyright.PENANAvTi8UYlvTa
「過兩日我再約佢上我屋企,扮溫書又好乜都好啦,搵機會講幾句花言巧語,氹佢上床,最後嚟個中出即飛。」我繼續說,「咁咪傷到佢心,又傷到佢身囉。」714Please respect copyright.PENANAOA5FBPGGja
714Please respect copyright.PENANACaUFEIxQ7d
「傷心我就明啫,但點傷佢身啊?」陳菲菲不解。714Please respect copyright.PENANAng2o3yNo3y
714Please respect copyright.PENANAYgrMUfcDqk
「中出喎,食事後丸已經夠傷啦!如果有咗,佢要落仔,仲傷啲添啊。」我誇大地說,「而且嗰段時間,一定冇仔要佢啦。」714Please respect copyright.PENANAtlpj1QRGOm
714Please respect copyright.PENANAp74jbZkisG
「但係……我信唔過你囉!」陳菲菲說,盯著我的雙眼,「萬一你只係想救佢,之後走數嘅話,條姣婆咪走甩咗。」714Please respect copyright.PENANAEf5o8ACDHY
714Please respect copyright.PENANASr65U5dmi9
「放心啦,我上完佢之後,偷影佢濕晒嘅底褲畀你睇,當做證據。」我拍胸保證。714Please respect copyright.PENANA8raqb35G93
714Please respect copyright.PENANAQEl6SQZUyg
「就算我最後衰咗,或者走數,妖哩度你地話事家嘛!」我氣聲激動說,「除非佢唔返學啫,你地咪再玩殘佢囉。」714Please respect copyright.PENANAWSuSfL0the
714Please respect copyright.PENANAagfhr3BNEX
「但英雄救美嘅機會,好難再有!」我著緊地說。714Please respect copyright.PENANAdxB96Bhr4U
714Please respect copyright.PENANAhMG747nB8X
聽罷,她思考了一會兒,似乎想接納我的提議。714Please respect copyright.PENANADx9i6lbhH0
714Please respect copyright.PENANAoCINXzXQfd
「你條友都幾狗喎。」陳菲菲邪笑上面,「但我警告你,如果你係呃我嘅話,你一定死梗,你個書包,裡面啲書,全部都唔洗要,而且你唔洗旨意係哩間學校入面媾到女。」714Please respect copyright.PENANA1uMm7VHndN
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「OK!」我爽快同意。714Please respect copyright.PENANAOHY2rtzPpN
714Please respect copyright.PENANA7mk3iSrmZR
談判結束,陳菲菲對King姐說,有一個更過癮的方法。714Please respect copyright.PENANAFzm74iBIqu
714Please respect copyright.PENANALjD15IGpXG
King姐沒有仔細了解,好像不太關心這事,總之陳菲菲滿意就可以。714Please respect copyright.PENANA9r5tYFZe2U
714Please respect copyright.PENANAjYAgVhIWiu
「咔嚓——」房門打開了,柔和的陽光大量進來。714Please respect copyright.PENANANGkKZ4Hav7
714Please respect copyright.PENANAP0LWPC48pk
「阿兒,同我出去!」我走向不知所措、一臉慌張的阿兒。714Please respect copyright.PENANAtMF2MXoOAF
714Please respect copyright.PENANAPV6abF4QlS
我抓著阿兒纖細的手臂,把她拉到課室外面,暴露在陽光下。714Please respect copyright.PENANA6TW1JMZRz9
714Please respect copyright.PENANAfMzFOy624e
「吓……完嗱?」「喂,即係罰咩?」很多人不滿,很想知道,都湧去追問陳菲菲。714Please respect copyright.PENANATf6KqX5Oqd
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這裡還不夠安全。714Please respect copyright.PENANA7vr9kaUtAu
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我拉著阿兒,落兩層樓梯,從五樓下去三樓,才走去走廊中間。714Please respect copyright.PENANAto67dKmnM0
714Please respect copyright.PENANA9LLHXIkTIz
「喂,你……到底想點?」阿兒的聲線猶有餘悸。714Please respect copyright.PENANAGGC0UUvaEP
714Please respect copyright.PENANAnBoOrmABYW
她扭著手臂,希望收回去。714Please respect copyright.PENANAz1QHLYndov
714Please respect copyright.PENANAE8G4dR1Y3g
低年級學生在往來往回。714Please respect copyright.PENANA1b7sbdgNfz
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「啊,唔好意思。」我鬆開手;她就把手收回去。714Please respect copyright.PENANAzna5sronkd
714Please respect copyright.PENANA9D9Wf5ki17
同時發現額頭有冷汗,剛才我實在太緊張……沒辦法,為了救人,為了完成這次測試。714Please respect copyright.PENANARUUTva0DC8
714Please respect copyright.PENANAMfwThgDvDT
「到底你地想罰我啲咩?」她雙手護胸,用極不信任的眼神看我。714Please respect copyright.PENANAzxuCWsRhcZ
714Please respect copyright.PENANAPWxUmCi7Dz
「啊,你唔好誤會,我其實係想救你,先同佢地講咗個大話。」我解釋說,馬上對她重述一遍剛才的談話內容。714Please respect copyright.PENANAXClQjYfvZa
714Please respect copyright.PENANA2AGsHu6zot
漸漸地,她看我的目光,從抗拒變成可以信任。714Please respect copyright.PENANAG33qBe9oAQ
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抖動的手,也回復平靜了。714Please respect copyright.PENANA6zLbpMFRRV
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「底褲……方面?」她困擾地說,有點尷尬。714Please respect copyright.PENANAJfXcieHBsD
714Please respect copyright.PENANAhgjvhS8tR3
「你咪是但買條底褲,加啲水落去,再影張相畀我交差囉。」我淡然地說,「有啲嘢,過咗幾日,又唔係當眾做,啲人睇到都會冇癮。」714Please respect copyright.PENANAYUWpWnJnme
714Please respect copyright.PENANAGQ21FtfPgR
「就好似睇戲班友仔,有事發生,即刻食花生梗係食得開心。」714Please respect copyright.PENANAv0SHqG32NG
714Please respect copyright.PENANAPq9FYtNUkv
「但同一個話題食咗幾日,覺得無聊喇喎,就冇癮食落去。」714Please respect copyright.PENANAv9Bks6UOgz
714Please respect copyright.PENANABqeHIF2khI
「總之過幾日,等件事淡咗,就冇嘢喇。」我從容地說,一副不用擔心的樣子。714Please respect copyright.PENANAeQObvcqdRo
714Please respect copyright.PENANAmGwttALu0V
透過話語,透過微笑,藉以給她多一點安慰。714Please respect copyright.PENANAg4NJEeZAFL
714Please respect copyright.PENANAdoL3CEgvJO
「希望啦。」阿兒說,心情好了很多。714Please respect copyright.PENANAx3xHuRV1Cv
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小息的時間差不多結束,我們的談話也差不多完了。714Please respect copyright.PENANAuVXPJBgrVK
714Please respect copyright.PENANAceqDBzTKgA
「話時話,你咁幫我,我應該點報答你好呢?」她溫暖的笑臉,為清純的樣子加添了幾分動人。714Please respect copyright.PENANAYMegi4PHNT
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「咁啦,你有功課唔識嘅時候,可以嚟問我,我一定會教你。」她熱心地說。714Please respect copyright.PENANAJQlcJO2PXH
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右手指輕托黑框眼鏡。714Please respect copyright.PENANAKo6GfMaCel
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「我係唔會有功課唔識做。」我得意地說,忍不住沾沾自喜。714Please respect copyright.PENANAUrTWQIwin4
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「不如實際啲,整包魚蛋燒賣啦。」我說。714Please respect copyright.PENANA7dkkI7wFkm
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「好!」她一口答應。714Please respect copyright.PENANAXUycdbUk7G
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神啊,看到了沒有,只用了兩小時、兩個半小時?我多麼快就解決了問題。714Please respect copyright.PENANAijyRHNaJhz
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而且沒有得罪任何人,過程可謂完美。714Please respect copyright.PENANAZKJgqVzDPu
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還不是,擁有神的慧根?714Please respect copyright.PENANAv9NoL3UDbh
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我們並肩而行,走向樓梯口。714Please respect copyright.PENANAeWaEhNrtE3
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「不如依家去買?」我說,怕任務突然完成,會回到島上。714Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0g2CXmXai
714Please respect copyright.PENANA38YGN0IU4s
「咁急?」她有點錯愕,轉頭時馬尾搖了一下,「小息夠鐘喇喎。」714Please respect copyright.PENANAZdeiWSw6e0
714Please respect copyright.PENANAFhwrqeweNf
「咁下個小息先啦。」我放棄地說。714Please respect copyright.PENANAz8h3nCLE8y
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反正等了五年,不差……兩節課堂。714Please respect copyright.PENANA15eAdWppO4
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回到課室前,她停頓了步伐,我也因此停了。714Please respect copyright.PENANAxJCINA06PX
714Please respect copyright.PENANAAHhSgGWrsQ
「一陣點都好啦,頭先真係好多謝你可以幫我解圍。」阿兒說,想跟我握手,「我叫李可兒,希望可以同你做到朋友。」714Please respect copyright.PENANAmpOqKbQyu6
714Please respect copyright.PENANAFppl2AmyRu
「做朋友梗係可——」我笑說,卻在下一秒僵住。714Please respect copyright.PENANArME8etovk0
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慢著,有點不對勁!714Please respect copyright.PENANAODybxwj5PF
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「你講……多次?」我臉如死灰。714Please respect copyright.PENANAAZRux36RnZ
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「我叫『李可兒』,希望可以同你做到朋友。」阿兒遞著右手,依然想握手。714Please respect copyright.PENANAuE1AV0LBef
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黑框馬尾妹叫李可兒?你叫李可兒……714Please respect copyright.PENANAssN3ItYncY
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「咁邊個叫陸傾兒?」我衝口而出。714Please respect copyright.PENANAjSowklz8td
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「陸傾兒,咪傾姐囉。」李可兒理所當然地說,「頭先坐窗口位嗰位大家姐。」714Please respect copyright.PENANABiMPHWt6Qd
714Please respect copyright.PENANAdvU9YyxAtp