半含瓶口，舉起酒瓶，倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzifAEPLWe
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoRVyS7qXm
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yOaCKzGBW
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGQ3XTdwiC
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食指放鬆，僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2C5TQP1Eag
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剛才，我差一點就吻了她，幸好懸崖勒馬。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeK5dWMhb4Y
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「孫正直，你……做咩啊你？」傾姐一步步後退。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALPqQ8nCwD
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUT8SAxVBz
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnj6lu2mL3k
把她逼退到牆壁，我的手按住牆壁。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqThRLmZPXh
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在她迷人的眼神裡，我情不自禁地靠前。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUz9ZdYOsiK
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇，我的嘴唇慢慢地——669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKXOwb5kdi
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卻停下了。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡco7PcpMyEK
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被她用一根手指，截住了我的唇。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2ZiAVHOVk
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVqAtf4TJn
「頭先我話鍚之前，你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞，你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先？」傾姐問，「頭先其實你想要咩？」669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIU42v3Y8W
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「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RaqMHy71d
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TPCDp7sqX
「變態！」她推開我。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMXuKqoQHP
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLTMv1Ov5f
「講笑咋。」我說，搔搔頭。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZHRQpwTgc
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgKgFP1ZxJ
再認真地說，「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqAel6hDtb
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yvJqrSNqW
握緊酒瓶，我灌酒至見底，把麥提莎一口氣清光了。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnnTzwgBlk
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然後，我收拾垃圾，拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSfRq0N2tN
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9SDP610f0
KO便利店袋則放好。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdR2ORw8DR
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzIvDQcRz4
收拾好後，我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室，刷牙、洗臉。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfumyZ6NuV
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水，吐——669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOGGnmTeKC
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沖水毛巾，抹臉。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONYoqikAPZ
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大鏡子中的我，還很年輕，臉有點紅。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8mJfc7cCx
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1x3aFawOyz
回到客廳，陸傾兒戴過的頸巾，仍留在沙發上。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqavmWrnTa1
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7N3U4t4dn
我拾起電池，裝回牆上的鐘，再按照手機時間來調好。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2ISXgS53Y
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoTrfKedyk
時間已經快將三點。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBATIJhpcK
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我站在房間中，落地玻璃窗前——669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7Od4WfcwU
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nVPPRmILi
眼前是寂靜的大海，海浪聲傳不到這裡，寒風也是。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1g81rgrd0
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海浪只是靜靜地動著，一片一片地交替。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7D583BFM9
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三點半了，我仍然站在窗前。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyczeyY1D2
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNJZB0gFax
直至3點36分，手機震了一下，我拿出來看。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7EcZSlxfl
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQqMgxIvB3
「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWS0OPg0y6
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟，點解淨係瞓先」瞓？刪刪，「訓先SD？」669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNksGS2bn9
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtvtoUri1w
按刪除鍵，逐字至全句刪，改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhV1D2FsYfS
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「晚安。」刪刪刪，「早抖。」刪句號。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtpvvLdH9a
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFOvlLSiTN
「早抖」我發出。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfSM7vkT4P
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最後，我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRRR5RYs4s
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpLWa2YjBD
「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」我看著她眼睛，「你嘅電話號碼。之後，我地就可以多啲搵對方。」669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcSvkQh60e
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfdDkvI2IF
「好啦，我畀你啦。」她說，攤出手掌，「拎你手機嚟。」669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7YzBW5jfM
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZtGa0iguD
放下手機，關了屏幕，我再次望向海邊——669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73PvZKJBQD
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直至……669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7f3JlSDcW
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耳邊聽到海浪聲，海邊愈來愈大浪。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaCuGvXr4s
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡno5mtObMwe
「點啊？」神明丁站在山頂問。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFkV9Dfvdl
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVptwMSTqQ
「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVASywnxdE
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHpvG1PWAU
「完咗個測試，點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7s8wMAQTH
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jQcSW3N0r
「吓？完咗嗱？」我驚訝。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZU2C2eVJm
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIh6KDXC70
「係啊。」祂說。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFbEQoOXBm
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuHbZ8iCdp
「吓……咁，我合唔合格？」我馬上問。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb27C1Mwks3
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXa0LjTjanR
「你……依加就想知？」祂猶疑著，打開神的練習簿看看。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9PXwQ41jU
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7y8SqbdVbi
「係啊。」我說。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhVoz36rlh
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1C3itMuCc
「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息，遺憾地對我說，「你唔合格。」669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG35MH7bCDK
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlb95vEuuY
「點解啊？」我瞪大了眼，「我有咩做得唔好？喂，你畀多兩日嚟得唔得？畀多兩日我，無論咩難題，我都一定拆掂佢！」669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnjp87cp89
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYWxiXPKYz
「前後得兩日時間，你想我做到幾多嘢？」我問，漸漸放軟身子。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7NMo7fb8M
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynZLO8FCUM
「我一早講咗，個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2x42M8xkOO
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AGLWnwicB
「咁你講，點解要今日就停？」我淚眼問。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIPd9raSAH
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLSPMRm5rv
「因為我已經預知到，你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說，一臉冰冷，「你係想返學嘅時候，盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛，去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihnrcYRDyG
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAczvh6n3q
「係又點？有咩問題？」我不滿地問。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FvOccSOmk
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoyjxhX9ar
「你記唔記得，我講過，神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCohH5VK4W
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwSZuhzN1I
「神唔係謀士、軍師，唔係要幫人諗對策，幫佢地解決困境。」669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPWQpdB3Ib
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHQlF9dKqi
「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢，佢照做，之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇，哩個唔係神嘅做法，只係一個人嘅做法。」669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11gt5LjuGg
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「咁……要……點做先啱？」我語塞。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mpYTJNlrI
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膝蓋跪了下來。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJdDdknBYV
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說，「最初神創造人類嘅時候，除咗個樣似自己，有五官、有手腳之外，仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人，係佢冇拎走嘅。」669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGHqqUZfbd
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQw9vlVCNEF
「咩能力？」我問。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYEAOtVyO7
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoasrTSjeiZ
「創造力。」祂說，「神創造萬物，人都可以創造好多嘢。」669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQD5HNjiW2n
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnUZ7GzGbL
「包括創造一個避難所，畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXQZE4yyOP
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGlhwroOl6
「包括創造自己嘅人生。」669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoq2DjEGtB0
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lhG5zXKML
「人生不存在，換個態度，仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句，再說，「人最厲害嘅地方，在於換個啱嘅態度，乜都可以做到。」669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczMzNswrht
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXCa0Bn1dC
「所……以？」我想聽下去。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6IJNzyCl3
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「所以你只需要引導佢，去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說，「然後，佢就會自己去解決問題。」669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqHUjdGMq4
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9NzRuQtP1
「作為神，我地最常做嘅，就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後，世人自然會去解決問題。」神說，「如果我地做得太出面，連件事都出手幫世人解決埋，乜都畀晒答案，世人只會對我地產生依賴。」669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUlkIfIjYT
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5NZ6S2zxY
「就好似，你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我，「就可能會，令佢依賴咗你，之後冇咗你唔得。」669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSDHY8zmF9
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bZpi77Kgi
「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境，仍然冇辦法自己解決。」669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXnBuCTprq
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「好多人參加測試，都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維，停留係人嘅思考層次，所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDaPIlrhih
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHo6js7lQa
「不過，孫正直——」669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6bf3403qm
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZKpRNLl3n
「毋須羞恥，你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說，「雖然你係冇心嘅，但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動，感動咗佢。」669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVjxSGzP3Z
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8QXlXb5v3
「你可能唔知，為其他人喊，係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動，會影響到傾姐。」669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdF6gpMkFvf
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgIZ9af29F
「慢慢咁，佢會開始直面佢嘅家人，同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法，說服家人尊重佢嘅意願，最後脫離現有嘅生活。」669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcu0y3RE1Nk
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5ljVdM524
「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說，露出溫暖微笑。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUvF4y9Ywq
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcwvQmeDsf
而我，低下了頭。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9k0PdasWI
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdghqS6kqve
「咁我點？」我問，流下了淚。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cmVqjN7kj
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJOCrVWeVL
「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生？」神明丁試問。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlp8qakGXwL
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9EpOHwKyv
我狠狠地盯著祂。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNurSUUB6ou
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRYN30Lv13
「餵雞，你去餵雞先，然後再瞓一陣！」神明丁轉移話題。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgiWjhgC4X
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptA4AlU0mo
「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOoflsBAa2
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjwW2J1Snn
憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Qpkt5zwwi
669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKhqZrQjSc
「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說，拿出剛才的練習簿，體諒地說，「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」669Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4YFc4Vwvk
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