半含瓶口，舉起酒瓶，倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1Z1a5az2B
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Y54cGoX6t
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARL6owrLa3
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ757IAPZdf3
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食指放鬆，僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OnlcUjluF
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剛才，我差一點就吻了她，幸好懸崖勒馬。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOD4jLk5NI
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「孫正直，你……做咩啊你？」傾姐一步步後退。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphwsWBmbOa
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKp2OiDbHv
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj01nvMCzra
把她逼退到牆壁，我的手按住牆壁。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSEe823UZO
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在她迷人的眼神裡，我情不自禁地靠前。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk05vS8hT9m
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇，我的嘴唇慢慢地——748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVrX6MhHO2
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卻停下了。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2xzpUeQXo
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被她用一根手指，截住了我的唇。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjixiKDF4H
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBe8Atldmr
「頭先我話鍚之前，你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞，你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先？」傾姐問，「頭先其實你想要咩？」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3chYOnITjS
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhnmpJaGxQ
「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqxqo5Y5Yk
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2BG5cfH1A
「變態！」她推開我。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ms8wvc9Nt
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTbmKmlgMA
「講笑咋。」我說，搔搔頭。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoHAH3LdHB
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsChsTP4ay
再認真地說，「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWV9uAS2mZj
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92aSi2KQu1
握緊酒瓶，我灌酒至見底，把麥提莎一口氣清光了。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03mCYPleJk
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然後，我收拾垃圾，拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbSh2ED6WQ
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBebjGjlxah
KO便利店袋則放好。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlih9II01Z3
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收拾好後，我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室，刷牙、洗臉。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKSX1GJkNt
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水，吐——748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyh3pgCNVWL
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沖水毛巾，抹臉。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtn9lUC6eu
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大鏡子中的我，還很年輕，臉有點紅。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBi0mhQm6h
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yE4GZzhyS
回到客廳，陸傾兒戴過的頸巾，仍留在沙發上。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJ8QfcljEU
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfGAXAavXJ
我拾起電池，裝回牆上的鐘，再按照手機時間來調好。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvGA8hRUaP
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIoVcH8zHW
時間已經快將三點。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiMYkgzs1A
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKt9JihhVbd
我站在房間中，落地玻璃窗前——748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZctBgk8A3
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8zxsOgbl6
眼前是寂靜的大海，海浪聲傳不到這裡，寒風也是。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYzV1YQ72v
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XnTIcynat
海浪只是靜靜地動著，一片一片地交替。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0KmsBFA8L
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKSJPLUbYD
三點半了，我仍然站在窗前。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rWOAlDXil
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwYMgXGqyG
直至3點36分，手機震了一下，我拿出來看。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNsYBHYblL
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPSZvbgCT6
「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVjnZWPWvz
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu77RLNtlFA
「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟，點解淨係瞓先」瞓？刪刪，「訓先SD？」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5vZjE1zJo
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTt0froU0F
按刪除鍵，逐字至全句刪，改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuVIcPtD6F
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhH8d2goz3
「晚安。」刪刪刪，「早抖。」刪句號。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EXQiFKhZp
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhpd8Kr4XM
「早抖」我發出。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAKzVlFGDI
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCI4JOU8TiK
最後，我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReu5qKM3Dj
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW53jkp4lLM
「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」我看著她眼睛，「你嘅電話號碼。之後，我地就可以多啲搵對方。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyImF1lWBx
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVubPRmvOYC
「好啦，我畀你啦。」她說，攤出手掌，「拎你手機嚟。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgTyMZ4oNK
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf61Uw1MsT4
放下手機，關了屏幕，我再次望向海邊——748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRloYbqiUM9
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直至……748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCai5GeqUh4
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qNTMKX2nU
耳邊聽到海浪聲，海邊愈來愈大浪。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56zoZWXeWx
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ74r2xIBJO
「點啊？」神明丁站在山頂問。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjwNemjQHL
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaVeIRvE5m
「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmfGUm4UP7
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjmymH4D6i
「完咗個測試，點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEHv43rim4
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcxYTqmu0y
「吓？完咗嗱？」我驚訝。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZglF4Atu1V
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHYhw4Vq8n
「係啊。」祂說。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeAZqUe7oA
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBhfQEeS0F
「吓……咁，我合唔合格？」我馬上問。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDIRksEBr4
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOhYXGJVlT
「你……依加就想知？」祂猶疑著，打開神的練習簿看看。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93IzY5LGM5
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrW7YCMLFXM
「係啊。」我說。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9eNZJJYRc
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrQCPjuHto
「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息，遺憾地對我說，「你唔合格。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZq6nf6suu
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvtqdmuO9K
「點解啊？」我瞪大了眼，「我有咩做得唔好？喂，你畀多兩日嚟得唔得？畀多兩日我，無論咩難題，我都一定拆掂佢！」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhVkN010Ay
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedfS3EH0zA
「前後得兩日時間，你想我做到幾多嘢？」我問，漸漸放軟身子。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AQmyXhOZk
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVNWlTlhfd
「我一早講咗，個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM21p2UBAiT
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHO74eqqfv
「咁你講，點解要今日就停？」我淚眼問。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFCP6ME453
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoj8Gz1F2p9
「因為我已經預知到，你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說，一臉冰冷，「你係想返學嘅時候，盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛，去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYW16zT29Yi
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMovVXMb78v
「係又點？有咩問題？」我不滿地問。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsS4NOBETGo
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6uYdJNFuC
「你記唔記得，我講過，神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xWZQaAXWe
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVI6qKVLQpj
「神唔係謀士、軍師，唔係要幫人諗對策，幫佢地解決困境。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyawlMbInz
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODExLmo1LD
「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢，佢照做，之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇，哩個唔係神嘅做法，只係一個人嘅做法。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwoe7uz5sK
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBMYhDTT38
「咁……要……點做先啱？」我語塞。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wHUy7yOQb
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9VVqJpFVh
膝蓋跪了下來。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡev02YNzuM6
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTT5IeT9QMG
「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說，「最初神創造人類嘅時候，除咗個樣似自己，有五官、有手腳之外，仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人，係佢冇拎走嘅。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNHPq4pK6q
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYN31UBkDG
「咩能力？」我問。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6g8YezlBF
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwydg8vy7tb
「創造力。」祂說，「神創造萬物，人都可以創造好多嘢。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaKVdKoDCB
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKzwPiF04y
「包括創造一個避難所，畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCTKj4A4WB
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKo3GsMlu2
「包括創造自己嘅人生。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglCFdcqkzv
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb58d7TPZOR
「人生不存在，換個態度，仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句，再說，「人最厲害嘅地方，在於換個啱嘅態度，乜都可以做到。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSUUMevVJ7
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiS5CzAFlg
「所……以？」我想聽下去。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9ShNnxvpV
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xPvrI2j6O
「所以你只需要引導佢，去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說，「然後，佢就會自己去解決問題。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ympqWLm0y
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡam5YiwK0ZT
「作為神，我地最常做嘅，就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後，世人自然會去解決問題。」神說，「如果我地做得太出面，連件事都出手幫世人解決埋，乜都畀晒答案，世人只會對我地產生依賴。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDy49v72xiq
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkEoUAWT5S
「就好似，你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我，「就可能會，令佢依賴咗你，之後冇咗你唔得。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52eUY2hbSn
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsj3pSgx8qE
「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境，仍然冇辦法自己解決。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbGWcmDyGC
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUeAy7w32n
「好多人參加測試，都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維，停留係人嘅思考層次，所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocgJNjRQzz
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNDRV7qgrH
「不過，孫正直——」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECtdYLnbZQ
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IfjfiqHeG
「毋須羞恥，你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說，「雖然你係冇心嘅，但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動，感動咗佢。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7boVx00qE
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFDkZFFfRd
「你可能唔知，為其他人喊，係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動，會影響到傾姐。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6X0ceBaNR
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTKp59sXFS
「慢慢咁，佢會開始直面佢嘅家人，同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法，說服家人尊重佢嘅意願，最後脫離現有嘅生活。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkg2UPHG5O
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCx2AHpB8R
「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說，露出溫暖微笑。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspfHi03xZ3
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYX1VtqZ6BR
而我，低下了頭。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2YtrGRiDV
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEveIJ1Zep
「咁我點？」我問，流下了淚。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRltCJLaJ1N
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrXNXLZS6Q
「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生？」神明丁試問。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkXmLXnPMg
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pKz2w8zeh
我狠狠地盯著祂。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoA5fj1BX8L
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiv67kGrgxu
「餵雞，你去餵雞先，然後再瞓一陣！」神明丁轉移話題。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡephexujIz9
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwNSRNaFkp
「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN77nTW42ae
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6f76CLKcgC
憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKikHDmUBzL
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoM2OJbbThP
「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說，拿出剛才的練習簿，體諒地說，「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrCHa966eO
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