半含瓶口，舉起酒瓶，倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56qbKXjjcK
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcogaYkUrE
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzLyH5ptJY
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmhXbvszE6
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食指放鬆，僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AY3crgj70
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剛才，我差一點就吻了她，幸好懸崖勒馬。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHMBvqDCiL
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「孫正直，你……做咩啊你？」傾姐一步步後退。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyj2pkgcy3c
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGYElP8O3P
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把她逼退到牆壁，我的手按住牆壁。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgDUp94x1c
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在她迷人的眼神裡，我情不自禁地靠前。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PzRdDKtaR
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇，我的嘴唇慢慢地——689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEUXkBL1OJ
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卻停下了。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1qOgvtDDM
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被她用一根手指，截住了我的唇。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpQlhU4PAZ
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「頭先我話鍚之前，你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞，你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先？」傾姐問，「頭先其實你想要咩？」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbSSz9zR9B
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「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFXdsXraxE
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「變態！」她推開我。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtuGLzGzGc
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「講笑咋。」我說，搔搔頭。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBubvgAejuh
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再認真地說，「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzN6hMOGbOX
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYveZrqlcw
握緊酒瓶，我灌酒至見底，把麥提莎一口氣清光了。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FH9ifFncc
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然後，我收拾垃圾，拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXkr51yOHR
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KO便利店袋則放好。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrcdG4scw3
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收拾好後，我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室，刷牙、洗臉。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiU1UskwQA
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水，吐——689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsrwohGFSS
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沖水毛巾，抹臉。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4YBGJ35ou
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大鏡子中的我，還很年輕，臉有點紅。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsKfA4461k
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回到客廳，陸傾兒戴過的頸巾，仍留在沙發上。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4EUFXRmcc
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我拾起電池，裝回牆上的鐘，再按照手機時間來調好。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0bXKMU6Iy
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時間已經快將三點。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6M0232JL8
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我站在房間中，落地玻璃窗前——689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZIs4gYRvm
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眼前是寂靜的大海，海浪聲傳不到這裡，寒風也是。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesrXPp6aD7
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海浪只是靜靜地動著，一片一片地交替。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftFyDT9RGC
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三點半了，我仍然站在窗前。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡba8EAvDrdT
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直至3點36分，手機震了一下，我拿出來看。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgsoZUA0yx
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89ZMYhhFQa
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟，點解淨係瞓先」瞓？刪刪，「訓先SD？」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEC5RphmYh
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按刪除鍵，逐字至全句刪，改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJ5rpbzudv
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「晚安。」刪刪刪，「早抖。」刪句號。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cDPDsOJfw
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「早抖」我發出。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjHoVt4Rdr
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最後，我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkj3hWC2i0B
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「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」我看著她眼睛，「你嘅電話號碼。之後，我地就可以多啲搵對方。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvnxgkXxfp
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「好啦，我畀你啦。」她說，攤出手掌，「拎你手機嚟。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJUX4s72pU
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放下手機，關了屏幕，我再次望向海邊——689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEO76ArpUJ
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直至……689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBcvNWd6Ib
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耳邊聽到海浪聲，海邊愈來愈大浪。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WKwz2JcXE
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「點啊？」神明丁站在山頂問。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jQWda66xd
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「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjQZ3MKJzQ
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「完咗個測試，點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjCm5TWKVK
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「吓？完咗嗱？」我驚訝。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYGXZN9VbD
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「係啊。」祂說。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeYXyuzMSt
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「吓……咁，我合唔合格？」我馬上問。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQTQDgx6OA
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「你……依加就想知？」祂猶疑著，打開神的練習簿看看。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuD4T58Fzq
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「係啊。」我說。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvm5nVARYg
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「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息，遺憾地對我說，「你唔合格。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsZavhMmlG
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「點解啊？」我瞪大了眼，「我有咩做得唔好？喂，你畀多兩日嚟得唔得？畀多兩日我，無論咩難題，我都一定拆掂佢！」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPZZ7dKOuJ
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「前後得兩日時間，你想我做到幾多嘢？」我問，漸漸放軟身子。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8thg70237E
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「我一早講咗，個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwXvx2fvvJ
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「咁你講，點解要今日就停？」我淚眼問。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsqMZHwat2
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCqkDXYM97
「因為我已經預知到，你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說，一臉冰冷，「你係想返學嘅時候，盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛，去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNw9kXb4SdM
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「係又點？有咩問題？」我不滿地問。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApQS7pr0aM
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVKNqycrVn
「你記唔記得，我講過，神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEtjdetnH2
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「神唔係謀士、軍師，唔係要幫人諗對策，幫佢地解決困境。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6pv1slxYk
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「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢，佢照做，之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇，哩個唔係神嘅做法，只係一個人嘅做法。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnP4Qp7ZTo5
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「咁……要……點做先啱？」我語塞。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKo5nGbUqE
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膝蓋跪了下來。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH81jnptgOa
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說，「最初神創造人類嘅時候，除咗個樣似自己，有五官、有手腳之外，仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人，係佢冇拎走嘅。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRTIW4JTTh
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「咩能力？」我問。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkmqdMagpY
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「創造力。」祂說，「神創造萬物，人都可以創造好多嘢。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPQSgcYs1q
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「包括創造一個避難所，畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxAHtIftJp
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「包括創造自己嘅人生。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFou28FDSQ
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「人生不存在，換個態度，仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句，再說，「人最厲害嘅地方，在於換個啱嘅態度，乜都可以做到。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorUPQ7ravX
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「所……以？」我想聽下去。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepyA98eyZq
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「所以你只需要引導佢，去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說，「然後，佢就會自己去解決問題。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFT1IJgv08
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「作為神，我地最常做嘅，就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後，世人自然會去解決問題。」神說，「如果我地做得太出面，連件事都出手幫世人解決埋，乜都畀晒答案，世人只會對我地產生依賴。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9epJkXvOon
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「就好似，你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我，「就可能會，令佢依賴咗你，之後冇咗你唔得。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7QUyn0E1a
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「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境，仍然冇辦法自己解決。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpn3BxI1jDF
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「好多人參加測試，都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維，停留係人嘅思考層次，所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCcTMNitM3
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYS8q9CcNr
「不過，孫正直——」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzviK0k7bQ
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jop1J4uyN
「毋須羞恥，你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說，「雖然你係冇心嘅，但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動，感動咗佢。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwfBTlaQlC
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「你可能唔知，為其他人喊，係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動，會影響到傾姐。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbr3nNAW5r
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「慢慢咁，佢會開始直面佢嘅家人，同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法，說服家人尊重佢嘅意願，最後脫離現有嘅生活。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACEZ4WI3WE
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAKyqUa1qD
「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說，露出溫暖微笑。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQV2FDROFe
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而我，低下了頭。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HRXM8gUjb
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「咁我點？」我問，流下了淚。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa51enD4XUa
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「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生？」神明丁試問。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJD15SHgrBY
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzAQigfspw
我狠狠地盯著祂。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyl49X6HnFl
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHFPsvydQh
「餵雞，你去餵雞先，然後再瞓一陣！」神明丁轉移話題。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsU6Sr54Dio
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyPIrEp3nE
「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7OgZQKODN
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IysJ6CHjI
憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbUoKwBYlN
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cy3whjAJW
「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說，拿出剛才的練習簿，體諒地說，「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYdltQOczU
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