睜開眼睛,我再次站在黑板前。691Please respect copyright.PENANAC8gAlOnE9O
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陽光中站著一個人,是李可兒站在門口。691Please respect copyright.PENANAEvToOAl52y
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「早晨啊,孫正直。」李可兒對我說,前去第二行的第二座位。691Please respect copyright.PENANA2iPmzed30E
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「成碌木咁做乜?」歐陽派拍我背,「埋位坐啦。」691Please respect copyright.PENANALD6RWFZZZZ
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所以,我是不用起身刷牙洗臉穿校服和趕路上學,就直接到了課室?691Please respect copyright.PENANAWToJqlLwKr
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算是……很方便。691Please respect copyright.PENANAtDoi5JAYsf
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今天我穿了學生毛衣,其他同學也是,看來天氣轉涼了不少。691Please respect copyright.PENANA0VfcSmxMWr
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「早晨。」我也對李可兒說,才回去第四行的最後座。691Please respect copyright.PENANAY96P2kmbvb
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卸下書包,勾在書桌左邊,把屁股坐好。691Please respect copyright.PENANAd3V5A33Pti
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摸著自己的肚子,我不餓,似乎也吃過早餐了。691Please respect copyright.PENANA1kIrcpFrL6
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褲袋有一部大屏手機。691Please respect copyright.PENANA8NbGnJ9Jx3
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「喂,你電話幾號?」我拿電話問。691Please respect copyright.PENANAWdllJN7M4b
691Please respect copyright.PENANA3OkFU3iBaN
怎料歐陽派一看到我的手機,馬上起了反應,「喂你哩部咪Note 7?」691Please respect copyright.PENANAy1ZOzQmQJG
691Please respect copyright.PENANAAAzmFKH9z4
「咦?識嘢喎!」我誇讚他,聳一聳肩炫耀,「冇啊,琴日老豆送嘅。」691Please respect copyright.PENANAgi32Bo5ykn
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看來這部手機真的很新,要不然,怎會有這樣反應?接下來,應該就是問我借來看看之類吧。691Please respect copyright.PENANA6331yXPnYI
691Please respect copyright.PENANA3vxN2Vk9rc
「屌你,會爆炸喎。」歐陽派驚慌地說。691Please respect copyright.PENANAO9V8vxSZnX
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「係咪啊……」我半信半疑,「咪昆啦。」691Please respect copyright.PENANAIlfbv8TdYe
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「屌你全球回收咗好耐喇!你點買?」他認真地問。691Please respect copyright.PENANANjKKxpktN0
691Please respect copyright.PENANAodzQ41flCQ
「吓……真?我唔知啊,可能老豆一早買定……」我說,正反兩看手機,「但唔會用幾日就爆掛。」691Please respect copyright.PENANArpI7PE6DaJ
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對我這種完成任務就會離開的人來說,我不需要一部能用上兩年的手機,能用一個星期就夠了。691Please respect copyright.PENANALrTu19ruwI
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「唔係啊,好多人用兩三日就爆咗喇。」他說,「你坐開啲啊頂你!上堂擺另一邊褲袋啊頂你,唔好炸到我。」691Please respect copyright.PENANABLLJk4zgim
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「冇人第一日用就爆掛?今日係我第一日用啫,你係都聽日先驚啦。」我說。691Please respect copyright.PENANAcnB2Hq3Q3k
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「咁又係。但……安全起見,你都係擺遠少少好。」歐陽派說。691Please respect copyright.PENANAIDTYu2hbpg
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陸傾兒進入課室了,跟在她身旁的還有陳菲菲等一眾姊妹。691Please respect copyright.PENANA87f75WrGJA
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可惡,如果她身旁沒有那一群姊妹……如果她是一個被孤立的人,我就有很多機會接觸她了。691Please respect copyright.PENANATsP5TfDU7E
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她們都回歸到自己的座位,放下書包袋。691Please respect copyright.PENANAFGN2sI7JT9
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「啊,痴線,琴日我阿媽見超市大減價,掃咗勁多雪芳蛋糕返嚟!之後先知今日到期囉!」某坐前排的姊妹說,攤出六、七件雪芳蛋糕。691Please respect copyright.PENANAsVBZhvQk4E
691Please respect copyright.PENANAKZDn5Kql0x
「謝美婷你今次真係有排食,食足一日都得。」陳菲菲偷笑,坐在那姊妹的後座。691Please respect copyright.PENANATXG3DjDXVf
691Please respect copyright.PENANA2d21o9xJFZ
「咪玩啦,幫手食啲啦。」謝美婷說,轉身想放下兩件。691Please respect copyright.PENANAn1m0AgySVv
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「唔要啊,我唔食哩啲!」陳菲菲拒絕,兩人推讓起來。 691Please respect copyright.PENANAjGvhLEKkMG
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看見雪芳蛋糕,我想起了昨晚的事。691Please respect copyright.PENANAz7vGEJfCmc
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「孫正直,陸傾兒祝你生日快樂。」她露出笑容地說。691Please respect copyright.PENANAxFaczuNN67
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不其然地,我望向窗邊的陸傾兒——691Please respect copyright.PENANA8r6vSGPedc
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而她也正好看過來。691Please respect copyright.PENANANErnBYe3LA
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兩人目光就這樣交投著,互相看了大約一秒。691Please respect copyright.PENANAqdqYZs6wTE
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接著她就看回去了,打開書包,拿出手冊和功課。691Please respect copyright.PENANAKCMbInO2so
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「喂,你係咪要?」歐陽派問。691Please respect copyright.PENANAz0QYvQETKm
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「吓?要咩?」我發完呆,把視線從她身上抽離,望向歐陽派。691Please respect copyright.PENANAQY0EcrZwpi
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又偷望陸傾兒一眼。691Please respect copyright.PENANAK9GZy2K91Q
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當人生走過學校階段,進入職場之後,很多時都會抱怨交不到知己朋友,總覺得新認識的人都不像中學時的能建立深刻的友誼。女同事也是,就算能做成朋友,也好像無法往深處發展成男女關係。691Please respect copyright.PENANATbgv32AYJo
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原因並不是相處時間少,也不是共事合作的機會少。691Please respect copyright.PENANA3cuJatG6E5
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而是做「壞事」的機會少了。691Please respect copyright.PENANAisJl65s40v
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人與人之間的感情在什麼時候能得到昇華?做正事,功課、工作、正經地吃頓飯等等是不會昇華的。最有效的途徑,就是一同做一件壞事。691Please respect copyright.PENANAVXByKsmksp
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做壞事,最刺激了,也能成為彼此之間的小秘密。691Please respect copyright.PENANAIerHK8IbcD
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兩人有了共同秘密,關係就不一般了。691Please respect copyright.PENANAHmMRO2Tkvj
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「我電話號碼啊。」歐陽派不耐煩說,「拎部手機嚟啦,入畀你啊。」691Please respect copyright.PENANAUOLHzxLeLy
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然而昨晚,我們偶然的碰面,算不算做了一件壞事?我不知道。只是,已經成為我們的小秘密。691Please respect copyright.PENANAQJqJhfhNuq
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「哦……」我遲鈍地把手機交給歐陽派。691Please respect copyright.PENANActXgW4d7E1
691Please respect copyright.PENANAVo1LSajlau
歐陽派接過後,馬上悄悄跟其他同學說,「你睇下條戇鳩,夠膽買Note 7。」691Please respect copyright.PENANAb8uHQpaB2j
691Please respect copyright.PENANAQBlGLQadFn
「傾姐,你要唔要啊?幫手食啲丫。」謝美婷走到傾姐旁邊推銷。691Please respect copyright.PENANAMdlBfHYvmY
691Please respect copyright.PENANAcLxlCTUXYW
「唔洗喇,你畀啊邊個食啦,佢好似好鍾意食雪芳……」陸傾兒正在看手冊,說著就停頓了。691Please respect copyright.PENANADySBRmAx6i
691Please respect copyright.PENANA2Kzayk9e5Y
「吓……邊個啊?」謝美婷從困惑,轉成興奮,「乜我地班有人好鍾意食雪芳蛋糕咩?」691Please respect copyright.PENANAsAxYtjtZVM
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對號入座的我,馬上回避視線。691Please respect copyright.PENANAaPdADm5swZ
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「可能……係張Sir掛,唔知有冇記錯。」傾姐說,打發她說,「或者你再問其他人啦。」691Please respect copyright.PENANA4tHOcIEbqJ
691Please respect copyright.PENANAzCr3Uux3K2
謝美婷隨後再問了數人,不久就回到座位。691Please respect copyright.PENANAws5c9nJLK7
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班主任課正式開始。691Please respect copyright.PENANApsOU3cm5ys
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「咦點解有咁多雪芳蛋糕?」張Sir看著教師桌。691Please respect copyright.PENANANidYIYUuPH
691Please respect copyright.PENANAuJ7hCnQFlC
「請你食,聽講你鍾意雪芳蛋糕……」女同學的聲音四起。691Please respect copyright.PENANAiiB0j7VWSj
691Please respect copyright.PENANAuBL3YoBHzO
這時,我才用手肘碰碰歐陽派。691Please respect copyright.PENANA7jsDlBHfsB
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「做咩?」他問。691Please respect copyright.PENANAXwCv4Rz3l9
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「我部手機呢?」我問。691Please respect copyright.PENANAS6ITf9yjcu
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「啱啱傳到去李可兒嗰度。」他說。691Please respect copyright.PENANAjTruZFJrK6
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「屌你呀。」我瞪著他,「快撚啲拎返嚟!」691Please respect copyright.PENANAvP5R4ADaBQ
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班主任課很快就結束了,首兩堂是選修科。691Please respect copyright.PENANAUIiUik5YyH
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我打開手冊,寫著我要上「視覺藝術」。691Please respect copyright.PENANAKrhov3Xb4S
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什麼?我竟然選修視藝?我完全不懂畫畫、雕刻之類的。691Please respect copyright.PENANAZJlz5rIsr9
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有同學起身了,帶同繪畫工具,似乎要去美術室上。691Please respect copyright.PENANAa9uscPvpBF
691Please respect copyright.PENANAl0PQgjLbek
萬一要做什麼勞作、測驗就麻煩了,因為不能用神的學生桌來處理。691Please respect copyright.PENANAZXShYIZos1
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這時候,陸傾兒起身了,連同幾位姊妹一起走出去。691Please respect copyright.PENANAQrxtw9UAe6
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「終於有一科選修科係同班。」我心想。691Please respect copyright.PENANAy54MRfazMo
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「你係出去就快啦。」歐陽派催促。691Please respect copyright.PENANAbcqx5KcWhI
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我對他豎一根中指,打開書包,根本沒有繪畫工具。691Please respect copyright.PENANAJBxRLLOYyr
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只好瀟灑地直接走出去,臨行前再對他豎一根中指。691Please respect copyright.PENANA2jFgQPI800
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到了美術室,新名叫「視覺藝術室」的門前,女老師開門讓同學進去。691Please respect copyright.PENANASrc1VtqQOe
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她叫Miss Chan,三十多歲,打扮有著一些藝術氣息。691Please respect copyright.PENANAAlExFesCd0
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「今日開始,大家可以製作自己嘅作品集,用嚟呈交畀考評局評分。」Miss Chan說。691Please respect copyright.PENANAMtRWjjyS73
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「首先,大家要設立一個有深度嘅『主題』,然後選擇適當嘅材料、手法去將主題表現出嚟。」691Please respect copyright.PENANAjR5B47NMS0
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「手法方面,咁大家可以揀繪畫、雕塑,或者用各樣嘅材料去砌一啲立體藝術品等等。」她說,「不過,歷屆嘅同學,通常都係揀繪畫多。」691Please respect copyright.PENANATIt70du6Km
691Please respect copyright.PENANAAIjhrCfW0n
「至於作品數量,你地畫幾多幅都得,但最後只會揀最好嗰四幅呈上去評分,所以大家一開始可以抱住嘗試嘅心態,試下設定主題,同埋試下用創作去表現主題先。」691Please respect copyright.PENANAzHedkcr7By
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「盡量自由發揮多啲,盡量運用自己嘅想像力!」她鼓勵大家。691Please respect copyright.PENANArQcMXXJzIR
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最後,幾乎全部同學都立起了畫架,選擇了繪畫。691Please respect copyright.PENANAqAGKGk1b8t
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我似乎別無選擇,都去領了一個畫架。691Please respect copyright.PENANA5jUUQuNW8S
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「新同學,你喺之前間學校,有冇已經創作咗啲咩成品?」Miss Chan問。691Please respect copyright.PENANArVWfyAT9xQ
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「冇啊。」我繼續搬畫架。691Please respect copyright.PENANAAfvRsMouo1
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「啊,我冇帶任何畫畫嘅工具,有冇得借?」我回頭問。691Please respect copyright.PENANAPimCcv0dCx
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「可以啊,窗口位有好多舊畫筆同顏料碟,你可以隨便用。」Miss Chan很熱心,「顏料,你陣間出嚟問我借啦。」691Please respect copyright.PENANAphDRIJYQ6h
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「多謝Miss Chan……」我有禮地說,乖乖遵從吩咐。691Please respect copyright.PENANAS6xcoNu16j
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五分鐘後,大家都各就各位了,在自己的畫架面前構思。691Please respect copyright.PENANAwHBkf3ptxf
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我心裡慌得不得了。691Please respect copyright.PENANAXsvZChUTpw
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左手是畫碟,右手是畫筆。691Please respect copyright.PENANAL6pY5TChAu
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現時所站的位置看不到陸傾兒,我似乎只能先照顧自己了。691Please respect copyright.PENANA1QolV52H2A
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畫什麼?我應該畫什麼?691Please respect copyright.PENANAOwbTfFhpyc
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靈機一動,不如試下畫傾姐,反正以我的畫功也不會畫得像。691Please respect copyright.PENANAGAPcB44trw
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最後如果傾姐看出我畫的是她,或者她會暗地裡高興呢?691Please respect copyright.PENANAYN5hn1VpPY
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這樣想著,我就開始畫了。691Please respect copyright.PENANAc6aFyPv24Q
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一筆一筆地畫著,愈畫愈難看,但我還是努力地畫著。691Please respect copyright.PENANAHbqTJvhaA3
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一堂時間過去,我至少畫了一個女性。691Please respect copyright.PENANANXmDV3DyCs
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由於不懂畫眼睛,所以眼睛是全黑的,畫完有點黑暗的氛圍。691Please respect copyright.PENANAKDA4iBZfJI
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畫到這裡,我已經不敢說跟傾姐有關了。691Please respect copyright.PENANAPRFzfalpsx
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「背景……」我沉入苦思,不能夠只有一個人在中心,要有周圍。691Please respect copyright.PENANAnVIaul6Z6B
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可是,我完全不懂畫背景。691Please respect copyright.PENANAfrEA7BFhmm
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慌了一下,我的手指沾到一些顏料。691Please respect copyright.PENANAnuUT0xWVd1
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「不如印啲指紋上去?」我忽發奇想,印了一個指紋在空白位。691Please respect copyright.PENANACZBkSZlB0q
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覺得很過癮,印了幾下,最後我索性放下畫筆——691Please respect copyright.PENANAYsQ8wpmoDc
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直接把右手五指印在顏料碟上,沾了陰沉的五色,再不停印在空白的位置。691Please respect copyright.PENANADnhhauqd6W
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以大量指紋作為背景,包圍著一個女孩。691Please respect copyright.PENANApRpl2WSVKj
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第二堂完結前,我已經把作品完成了。691Please respect copyright.PENANAc2eXPWkZPE
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「幅畫叫咩好呢?」我構思著。691Please respect copyright.PENANAfkIXKzmc9K
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簡單點,《被指紋覆蓋的女孩》,主題是懼怕。691Please respect copyright.PENANA2BNBQFasnz
691Please respect copyright.PENANAYEUTbK2Kod
「嗯,冇錯。」我在自我肯定。691Please respect copyright.PENANAzFV6L43bcw
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由於我總是用一枝畫筆來沾顏料,導致顏料碟的五格顏料都混和得十分陰暗。691Please respect copyright.PENANAW0FdjIsFPZ
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以這些顏色來印製指紋背景,無疑為畫作增添了濃厚的恐怖氣氛。691Please respect copyright.PENANAscCciMxKl2
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女孩害怕周圍,害怕那些黑暗的觸碰;那些會沾到自己身上的陌生指模,她害怕著、畏縮著,用再強烈一些的說法,是懼怕。因此,主題是懼怕。691Please respect copyright.PENANAUYMRHqnzXx
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「呼……」我總算鬆一口氣,可以看看其他人的作品了。691Please respect copyright.PENANAumzq6oT7VI
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陸傾兒會畫什麼呢?691Please respect copyright.PENANA5VpIeaaG18
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在前去洗畫具和洗手的時候,我故意在途中稍作停留,偷看她到底畫什麼。691Please respect copyright.PENANA7eIEqWBx7X
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她在畫昨晚我們去過的地方!691Please respect copyright.PENANAmreLD9ckm4
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最上方是夜空,長椅在中央、長椅右邊有街燈、石地,下方有大石堆,最下方是黑海。691Please respect copyright.PENANAGMo8pxVPoE
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長椅上坐著一個女人。691Please respect copyright.PENANASIgZd26K6R
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嗯,那就是她自己。那她旁邊應該還有一個人才對,就是我啊。昨晚的情景,怎能少了我呢?691Please respect copyright.PENANAA6A2QFPGtO
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可是,她停筆了,沒有繼續畫下去。691Please respect copyright.PENANAciKoxu9QHA
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意味著,在她眼裡,這幅畫已經完成了。691Please respect copyright.PENANAPRmgwSsFxX
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全幅畫就是她一個人,坐在海邊的長椅上。691Please respect copyright.PENANAyaUvqxlKz3
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看到這裡,我就走去洗畫具了。691Please respect copyright.PENANAxdOsDL56hU
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「沖沖沖沖……」用水猛沖著手,拭擦著指摸和顏料碟。691Please respect copyright.PENANAsEbZTQKOHW
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這時我才明白,原來……691Please respect copyright.PENANADbeMVPnpSx
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沒有我的位置。691Please respect copyright.PENANAa9tKOmMKIs
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