在KO便利店吃飽後，我回到住所，把電話卡安插在手機裡。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2wvOISZZT
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHk6fgUJwUz
這樣手機就有了電話號碼，雖然我一個聯絡人也沒有。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8aBfDVhcK
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1jkhmVzhv
站在大鏡子面前，我拿著牙刷，看著自己。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjAb4Qaskh
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjegfXyj99S
刷刷刷牙，灌水，吐——712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGk6TFf1txR
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyfqAOEjb5
用毛巾抹臉。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdW3H5QVzT
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkFkJ3d6e4
走進我的房間，落地玻璃外面是夜晚大海景。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IBUHTM8Ma
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wgLFdnnyg
我卸下外套，掛在牆勾，便撲到床上。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XMmIoHRy5
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zR9tKlFwl
「好神奇嘅一日。」我蓋好被子，把被子拉上鼻頭的位置。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6Gy91Oxyf
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡag3jMcWpwG
這時我發現自己多了一種奇妙的感覺。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ioyY2I4hi
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0UkGQ0O66
我居然有點期待明天的來臨。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5lrXkhy2n
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJK2PVah9w
我很少會這樣想的，以前做學生的時候也不多，上班之後也很少，除了星期五。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1N3azaFHn4
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxzJMBAZKE
流落到孤島之後，就完全沒有了。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnnVRfKY2M
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFCSEQX6h2
「晚安。」我對天花板說，徐徐合上了眼。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMo2sxqbaV
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4P2z4df3u
在一片寧靜中安睡，很舒暢，呼出鬆弛的氣息，全身都放鬆了。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QdPikjt7O
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtjkgoTa4s
隨即，意識被一下子吸走。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIXM9qSPKg
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWAHZ88Lzx
耳邊聽見風聲，更感到涼意，張開眼睛——712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBtkYO71sW
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNgc9IcXVS
我站立山上，拿著寫滿滿的神的練習簿。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqEKtU1XKK
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ROWyHovwZ
在浩大星空之下，手上的練習簿記錄了我所有的行動和想法。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3cqTtx1BC
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUw2sN5KMNW
「返嚟喇？」神明丁微笑地走來，取走我手上的練習簿。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1298n8cbyp
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4JYrKDeRT
「吓？完喇？」我才回過神來。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlNMPdq4Gb
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VN8s96j6F
「個測試就咁？得一日時間咁短？」我追著神明丁問。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwZsEKcKCa
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PccUnfmh8
神明丁一邊散步，一邊翻閱，狀甚悠閒。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcPOcmHGHe
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLRc1ea96f
「一日咁短？畀夠一年你好唔好？」祂反問，繼續閱讀。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEjnpdJtSC
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcuCgpl3b9
「一年又……」我有點難堪。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9z0j7CsqK6
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrGm3DmB0G
「速戰速決OK？」神明丁要求，「如果多幾個人要你幫，個個都要N日先搞掂，咪要排好耐？」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrRGezueZ4
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOswN5ga6K
聽了這話，我又有點不滿了，「我又唔係神，又唔識讀心，我點知啲人煩惱緊啲咩？」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvIJP4Qq3M
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoZ6iUN7qz
「樣樣都要我自己查，係要啲時間啦！」我繼續說。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBAbrKhOKH
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVI0hXZtKa
「咁你又唔洗激動，我又冇話個測試完咗。」神明丁瞇笑地說，「我係想你珍惜每一日啫，唔好以為測試係無限期，可能隨時完都唔定。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2NlSsvoXg
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNREo0Mhjm
「我好珍惜喇已經！」我替自己辯護。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5K0tnfN9AT
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDhB5rt2Kv
「咁我都睇得出……」神明丁繼續翻閱。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaE0Hmlgi0
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlZxU9Jhx6
「咁目前為止，我表現點啊？分數高唔高？」我熱烈地追問。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfaTVcYXd8
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcDKS3Sczf
「無可奉告。」祂說，再翻了一頁，便把練習簿合上。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutFXWsN4TT
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNm0oxTFNi4
祂直視著我，「係測試完結之前，我係唔會透露目前嘅成績。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIS0mlPuUOC
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyC4GhPyA1
「不過，如果你有嘢唔明，又屬於我可以回答嘅範圍，我都會盡量答你嘅。」神明丁善意地說。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0utQr85t5e
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWDPg7RHtt
不明白的事情實在太多，我整理一下有什麼可以問。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BInEXjkI2
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDbz4wX54f
「點解我會返咗嚟？」我問，「我明明想瞓覺。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4zevgYDB2
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAQRuTkKyt
「哩個我可以答。」神明丁說，「本測試嘅機制係，你一上『床』瞓覺，就會被視為一題嘅終結，練習簿會暫停記錄，你就會返返嚟。只要你再打開練習簿，翻到下一題嘅位置，測試就會繼續。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiQDKIBTCc
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnplRGGkaUk
「如果我冇上床瞓覺呢？」我問。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ728yPShomU
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwihPtSx02
「咁最盡係去到清晨六點，練習簿就會因為記錄已滿，而強制召你返嚟。因為每一題嘅答題空間有限。」祂說。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgcEU7sIIM
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbshkpe07w
原來如此。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7VdJ2IOlp
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoc67hdaIq3
我想了一想，「我想問個1404室，點解咁特別嘅，有一半以上同我以前屋企好似，幾乎一樣，係大小唔同，同埋廁所唔同，再多間房。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lPdOOrzM1
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIphUKJ5kXj
這個問題，原本我只是隨口一問，沒想到神明丁的臉色十分凝重。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ50yuj72SU
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6r5ztCdqPt
「哩個設計……唔關我事。」神明丁說，想回避我的眼神。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7hmGXsIeU
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEXAUZJYef
「咁關邊個事？」我站到祂的前方。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazCWU7AsBt
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VAU1xZi34
祂摸著下巴，思考了一會兒，才再次看著我。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0E3qpkOML
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuq6BC6uu7
「1404室係神明辛設計。」祂凝重地說，「應該話，係神明辛戰死前，所住嘅地方。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGC1CkvbqX
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqi1EdifLa
神明「辛」就是最近在八大神之中，因戰死而出現空缺的神位，也就是我正在爭取的位置。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYZWbmTMnN
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOheOmxm5zi
「吓？佢做咩要設計到好似我屋企咁？」我不解。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4npVSmVKG5
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhynhA00R6
「因為佢都係孫正直。」神明丁說，慢慢回想當年，「大約五年前，前任神明辛離職後，我同依加一樣四圍去搵合適嘅人嚟填補空缺。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWu00WMGP78
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqxRy4efmr
「當時，遇到另一個平行世界嘅你。」神明丁憶述，「佢好特別，有一種魅力，一種影響人嘅正向力量。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FfVCCvbro
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVXjVsDCOS
「我第一眼就睇中咗佢。」祂說，「然後如我所料，佢成功通過測試，得到我嘅提名。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvw7nSpgWs
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALE1wVB4Dk
「係下一步遴選，雖然佢最後只係勉強險勝其他對手，好險咁當選神明『辛』，但係佢留畀我地嘅印象好深。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrlersaLFS
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKw1UXETnx
「作為神，我自問，有時都覺得神係好無情。」神明丁沉色地說。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMToBsSW1X
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oCv3k0PLr
「但……神明辛畀我嘅印象係，一個好有情嘅神。」祂說，露出一絲感慨，「有時我都諗，如果其他神明都可以做到佢咁，世界或者……又會唔一樣。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoFqZFRlYy
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzauPuP1Ra
默默地聽著神明丁的自白，我理解的只有一部分。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xUNMVWRzy
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8zk031slf
就是戰死的神明辛也是叫孫正直，是另一個平行世界的我。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnScow8JGW9
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuB59sROB9b
「佢同我有咩唔同？」我忍不住了。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflEqkUzz3Y
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr05UjwWkbp
「佢嘅人生同你好唔同。」神明丁回答。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmNNhjLUvU
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlYlEDf9tP
「總有相同嘅嘢掛，例如讀同一間小學……」我嘗試舉例。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7LJyKQGEY
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBwJPdvXqn
「佢同你嘅分歧點係，係中學。」神明丁說，想了一下，「你記唔記得……」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTHlhYcgoy
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1N6ZaCrVnR
「你曾經為咗，同你暗戀嘅陸同學慶祝生日，花心思安排咗一日嘅行程，由朝早見面，下午去邊，至到夜晚去浪漫嘅地方表白。你又偷偷買禮物，打算畀佢一個驚喜。為咗買哩份禮物，你仲約咗女仔出嚟幫眼。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8y68E95kw4
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwizPRxeAD0
「夠喇。唔好再講喇……」我的心受傷了。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkFa6xKsWT
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydGzcEkUmI
「而最後，你係冇約佢出嚟。」神明丁一針見血，「白費晒所有心機，禮物亦都一直收喺櫃桶，冇送出去。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpMJWKlXg4
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOg3xjv4tD
「唔通……嗰一個我……」我瞳孔放大。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40WbpgXJjU
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfMvWIfhTr
「冇錯，佢係咁多個平行世界之中，唯一一個係遇到『嗰件事』之後，仍然主動去約陸同學嘅孫正直。」神明丁說。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToDVAt5Aht
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpqTyCUYBa
「咁……佢……約唔約到陸同學出嚟？」我心痛如麻，還是爭取發問，「個行程點啊？計劃成唔成功？」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeX5dCrWpoa
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnMWuMBmlW
「你真係想知？諗清楚喎。」神明丁觀察著我，不知有何打算。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCW3bMQldi7
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAkSU1O447
深深地吸一口氣，平靜一下。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFQIMiLbfX
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknkFu2iFis
「算啦都係。」我阻止了自己，「另一個世界嘅過去，冇必要再提。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdRVU6rNyp
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ljHTInoFN
「對哩個世界嘅我嚟講，錯過咗就係錯過咗，已經無法挽回。」我強逼自己說，再對祂問，「重點，係之後吖嘛係咪？」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKyJZyGuig
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlZb917RNa
神明丁沒有回答，只是露出了一絲微笑。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NkxeipIhU
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4l7341WSgg
「講！點解要搵我嚟做測試？」我問，「唔通你會以為，可以搵到第二個佢？」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwVcYMxebc
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡre87h7E0Jy
「唔係，我冇咁諗。」祂說，整理思路再說：712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwjAdNwF5O
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dJ3BNTrNY
「人唔知點下決定嘅時候，選擇去馬定退縮，有時好睇一時衝動。如果嗰刻嚟嘅係一時勇猛，咪拍心口去馬囉。如果嗰刻嚟嘅係怯懦，咪退縮囉。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDcypZi3L2
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPWMviVjhg
「只係哩個比例唔係一半一半，有啲人勇敢嘅瞬間比較多，少退縮，咁咪會出現唔同嘅人生囉。」神明丁說，「就好似之前嘅神明辛咁，係一個勇敢嘅神。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfy3TDJhYC
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzqEHKkacP
「佢嘅戰死，救咗數之不盡嘅人，雖然世人未必察覺，但所有神都一致對佢抱有最崇高嘅敬意。」祂敬重地說。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsk1RkiigU
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zYysR8n6Y
聽著，我心裡不是滋味。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz46Bi8hmas
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy593mlgy3Z
「冇錯，我就係怯懦比較多，少勇敢嘅人，咁又點吖？」我挺起胸膛問。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SPSXF6osb
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtMkeThvk4
「冇錯，哩個世界就係有類咁嘅人，多數情況之下都係啞忍、退縮、忍讓……」神明丁說。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSXga2DvPz
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEn8l6Kolj
慢慢地，祂把手搭在我的肩膀上。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eTJnpNZ3P
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AzUD3UOuQ
「但關鍵時刻絕對會企出嚟嘅人！」祂對我說。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEGyRuYGut
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEdjs0R0LQ
「本神並唔係要搵另一個，好似上任神明辛咁嘅孫正直。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zB3SO4fma
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDTyLs0JZG
「我係希望搵一個，經歷過諸多磨難同後悔，變得睿智而充滿慧根，最後超越上任神明辛嘅孫正直啊。」神明丁說，眼神滿是期望。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKw1aCtYZGv
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEH80B5Td4
一時之間，我被打動得滿目含淚。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3dQiGiOah
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