第九十二章：承諾與失望497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJjk5dgbEk
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4mkBhtCFp
「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1kvvoDsWg
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVn5WxL1Sx
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7L1zZgTpjU
對，那個人……就是Mandy。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLFQgiUhLV
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSazS7JLK5T
我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaZB6M1Gah
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3WQXTZo52
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcEtBrJmV4
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hPKXqdrrx
「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOy4pTuTlPb
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzyuLGz1lN
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGc3SmEDq3
Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGv62wUsGk9
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡka6zlFnyqO
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRwGgJ8S0s
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYeIES8Sd5
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡen30S0hgL7
「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoVaqezlMa
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3qxf0240h
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKFkakz7Ei
「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXkqXXQa0d
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQsLeloETg
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvWord8WzV
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ii7UnE9Qa
然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvh1XI5rY2
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjByq2ilPzr
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhVi8fC80H
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyNNCDkf20
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnQEtRuKJW
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nkGCd8pNa
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNv4vXprlt
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYeLusdvX4
隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaewgJOLqOF
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjvHEjASnS
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGpArZqQIr
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFS4wgKF6Un
然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGGU4Kl361
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBkA6senbv
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgivr1A9Nkw
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4TuxiaR5c
但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaDRv23p6N
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWTecMVQbT
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcchmM4m3V
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOfHL50C3k
雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyQm7eLhBh
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsqRwNvr7G
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlNUcfwGGF
但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRATQEwLIR
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSNPJDWW8X
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNv9QeGveuj
我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsvECoa11E
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGalLEO8GbV
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsuMgJO5Xs
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZCFfcRu1v
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGHXALTLg6
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDxJIlrGGp
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkCe9PtzjX
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBi6AIC2ZUb
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZb8arraaBW
「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVNeezv1Sq
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBMb2UjuAL
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHS2GFx0lQg
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUHFXjMGdJ
「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoXs7dqwSc
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DA9PpyXWR
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3miB4x07l3
「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLNlfULeTA
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDgEC5dMGH
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfw8Qta5vat
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡda0tIkTM1Z
「Online住唔應嘅？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlDFcF76GZ
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKbTBEIAtb
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFtRByvl4H
接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfLkkVH6wt
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreItpRyOUr
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwpVlTp374
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SvbyTU66L
然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Kk3emVO7g
「我準備做手術啦」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdQkEd1xN3
「做完再覆你ouo<3」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVEBlmLCPT
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1n19H8BEP
我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmHcIDmo94
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡna0QU2r5Kc
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXl1YLCVck
然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZXcA20xUf
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvExcimSHgG
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLRk3GanST
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFVKbrt47S
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWwjQx6bTX
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzegohLHmPC
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0y8OiPrgr
雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPauqXsSrDd
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwjSWQNdTp
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4KW8hvAna
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQtKO2y9Ys
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6aHHNs9QK
但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgtgDR3ge2
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqgUsaN1zM
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvrfk5GHAL
「各就位……預備……」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCaT1ZbZqo
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZN1allKAIJ
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxE100M4x8
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bNkW3teI5
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4CjWyvBmc
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0k3GcVv9Wj
「呯—」 497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8jojFZJhm
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZmQR2ujk1
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FlR0XKpEi
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4XvvxtU6q
最後更成為了最後一名。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4duDYAPcO
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIHmuwOQUM
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPBQgsLEOg
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkFBXyWR2Q
這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAumbfUCitv
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB69JGcmLaY
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tiaYHyph0
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06rU7AVcTD
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ammtNgQAi
然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5PRDPDzL0
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54x0NP8SKg
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HPt918G09
是Mandy。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwxoaJ3RRt
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1e0iLbaRoz
「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmf541VSVdF
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoC398agcoj
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFZAex5MOb
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNdTG6nfc0
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMEgK68WWi
「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOFQw6stPA
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4esXKBUNrM
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzUMI2Qh6p
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4EEtP0X9x
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxisUmpXDB9
「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSX8TCwX5fU
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWzma1b46l
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUujSkN4jI
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy03S7sl7OF
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5lokq0ulV
「啪—」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhWArxSJD4
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hYe11G3d8
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsMRgaelkN
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1SwpUZAIk
「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6hNFNX7LI
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfFsjnzvXL
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKJQTznHOM
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvm8b7FHiCp
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpuXr6CakN
「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tDIrkLNHj
Penana
search
登入arrow_drop_down
註冊arrow_drop_down
