被練習簿蓋住的臉,流下兩行淚。709Please respect copyright.PENANANUJvqDkeHX
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甦醒了,仍然躺在大岩石上。709Please respect copyright.PENANALhrxX3qA92
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海浪拍岸,浪聲傳入耳邊。709Please respect copyright.PENANAzghiMS08Bu
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神明丁悄悄地,掀起練習簿偷看我,又放下,又忍不住再偷看我。709Please respect copyright.PENANA94j5vPTXZS
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「做咩啫你?」我右手按住練習簿,不讓祂看我的哭臉。709Please respect copyright.PENANA1LxCmdv56a
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「我驚你……整濕本簿。」祂不好意思地說。709Please respect copyright.PENANAwNZenFgjzW
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我側躺,把練習簿拿下。709Please respect copyright.PENANAn1twZcBeTp
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第三天「END」標記,下面浮現:「Mission complete.」(任務完成)709Please respect copyright.PENANAWRjDONizP6
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祂取走了練習簿。709Please respect copyright.PENANAvmrwnpqAZ0
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翻回前幾頁,從第三天開始的時候看起。709Please respect copyright.PENANAbi8dVixuHM
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「啊啊啊!」我發狂地打祂,雙手不斷鎚打祂背部。709Please respect copyright.PENANAmTmVZB54Rn
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神明丁淡定地站著,把右肩移下來,被我鎚鎚鎚著。709Please respect copyright.PENANAAKIPqSfZ3j
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十多下後,祂換成左肩,被我鎚鎚鎚著。709Please respect copyright.PENANAwOfBsnkX2E
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「好舒服,但我差唔多夠喇,你OK啲未?」神明丁問。709Please respect copyright.PENANAJdKCdgs6qV
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「啊啊啊!」我沒有停下來。709Please respect copyright.PENANA1aydPprTB5
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「唉,都估到你會泥足深陷。」祂說,看著練習簿,「但你手又拖過,攬過,又錫過,OK啦係咪?」709Please respect copyright.PENANA9Ui4DamyAa
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「唔OK啊!」我繼續鎚鎚鎚著。709Please respect copyright.PENANAzBUzNxhX6o
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「結果你同我預知嘅一樣。」祂平靜地說,「好彩我琴日已經話咗畀你知測試唔合格,如果我依家先話畀你知,你可能打得我仲甘。」709Please respect copyright.PENANA2GawEouIEn
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我停了手。709Please respect copyright.PENANA0BVNi6EfIy
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「喂……你最後做乜,咁直接講自己係神派嚟啊?」神明丁煩惱起來,繼續讀著,「神幫助人係好間接家嘛。」709Please respect copyright.PENANAdqRWhtoYcQ
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「不過算啦,既然你都唔合格,係唔需要用神嘅思維嘅。」祂寬恕地說。709Please respect copyright.PENANA0mepNBqhoi
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開始向神發問。709Please respect copyright.PENANAWfdCtuKT2T
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「神明丁,到底哩個世界係咪真係有咁多個神?係咪真係有神明辛?」我軟弱地問。709Please respect copyright.PENANAZj5FNmnfxq
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內心有點疑惑,又變成了不安。709Please respect copyright.PENANA1dHhE49O1m
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神明丁沒有回答。709Please respect copyright.PENANA6kLUCcbWYK
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「答我啊。」我抓住祂的白淨衣服。709Please respect copyright.PENANADfqpnb8i11
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「重要咩?」祂問。709Please respect copyright.PENANAvwYOXt6A8q
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祂轉身看著我,像天父看著兒女一樣,充滿著憐憫和關懷。709Please respect copyright.PENANA62LdTYmW9i
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「重要嘅係,哩三日,你已經改變咗好多。」神明丁說。709Please respect copyright.PENANAgpwRzQaYip
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我鬆了手,沉重地聽著。709Please respect copyright.PENANA5yc9jluVgF
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「重要嘅係,你以前講唔出口嘅說話,依家已經夠膽講出口。重要嘅係,以前你唔敢做嘅事,你都已經做得到。」709Please respect copyright.PENANAp0Vw7YhCkF
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「記唔記得你喺活動室面對蔣少嘅時候,你嘅諗法?你話要『原諒自己』。」709Please respect copyright.PENANAgLamZBYYu3
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神明丁讀著練習簿的記錄,「你當時諗:709Please respect copyright.PENANAZtU88y9Lbw
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這幾年來,我一直為過錯而懺悔,不敢向前踏出一步。709Please respect copyright.PENANAg0ntIK1or4
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忘記了,其實每個人都會犯錯。709Please respect copyright.PENANAVsOQAaZyWL
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犯了錯,不准原諒自己,讓自己深刻地記住,逼自己日後不再犯同樣的錯。709Please respect copyright.PENANAorzwuhdruS
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我知道了,也做到了。只是,我一直不知道,原來還有『下一步』的,就是『原諒自己』。709Please respect copyright.PENANAn1ddEdYzpd
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今天,我要犯足夠多的錯,然後——709Please respect copyright.PENANAc0SRmm5d7p
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原諒自己。」709Please respect copyright.PENANA4ERmTQ1Aw8
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神明丁看著我。709Please respect copyright.PENANAbcu0DJ3QYM
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「今日嘅你,勇敢同陳菲菲對抗,係欺凌者面前毫不示弱,係大家面前,展現咗勇氣嘅一面,勇敢咁做咗好多以前你唔會敢做嘅事。」祂說,「以前你缺少嘅『勇氣』,今日你已經有晒。」709Please respect copyright.PENANAQDAvNeXiDb
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一句接一句的肯定,出自神明丁的口中。709Please respect copyright.PENANA4aY3RcKIvJ
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「過去你一直為陸同學嘅事而後悔,今日你已經將哩段經歷,化為自己嘅推動力,令自己唔再輕易錯過喜歡嘅人。」709Please respect copyright.PENANAXsANIKMboh
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「過去你一直糾結於阿傑同阿進嘅關係,為失去兩位朋友而心痛。今日你已經可以為冇乜交情嘅同學,挺身而出、加以規勸,無論係李可兒、鄭家明,定係歐陽派。」祂說。709Please respect copyright.PENANA0YbqZRTvqm
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「所以,過去嘅『包袱』,經過咗哩三日,已經變成咗你嘅『行李』。隨時可以拎嚟用,隨時可以收起。」709Please respect copyright.PENANAIZ9tauU8yT
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「哩啲,先係真正重要嘅事!」神明丁語重心長地看著我。709Please respect copyright.PENANAbPQNqTmg00
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聽著,我的心開始沉澱。709Please respect copyright.PENANAfqMDMqQm1f
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「即係話……根本就冇咩神明辛。」我凝淚地說,「咩平行世界嘅我,咩成為神的測試,都係呃人嘅。」709Please respect copyright.PENANA0VzoUrsGmT
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「神明辛,真係有。」神明丁慈悲地說。709Please respect copyright.PENANA46c6pViJw7
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「只不過,唔係你諗咁啫……」709Please respect copyright.PENANAJM3nWBfGkV
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我仍然聽著。709Please respect copyright.PENANAyib1dIejLz
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「所謂『辛』——」祂遞起食指,指尖冒發神聖的白光,在空氣上寫了三個字母。709Please respect copyright.PENANAwUPEbT5JPk
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Son。(兒子)709Please respect copyright.PENANAVM58sZhMVc
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「所以神明辛就係你,你就係神明Son,神明的兒子。」祂以父愛的口吻說。709Please respect copyright.PENANAD4ENb6d21G
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「對神嚟講,每一個誠心向神禱告嘅人,我都會當佢地係子女咁看待。」祂再說。709Please respect copyright.PENANAAPu2CLNUjx
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神聖的白光字母,愈來愈強光,把神明丁包裹了起來。709Please respect copyright.PENANAz2M6QywnyO
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「你要走嗱?」我意識到。709Please respect copyright.PENANAphzvYxAA8B
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「任務已經完成咗,我都係時候要走。」祂把神的練習簿,收到左手的一堆書中。709Please respect copyright.PENANAtF9kd4vQuf
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「至於你……」祂不捨地看著我,考慮要不要說,「不如考慮下返去現實世界。」709Please respect copyright.PENANAdp0AG5N8pu
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「只要你諗返起自己係點樣嚟到哩度,你就會知點樣走。」祂說,又打量一眼四周。709Please respect copyright.PENANAF64uYukijQ
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「不過,如果你覺得哩度風景好,想住多一排嘅話,我都唔會阻止你嘅。」神明丁說,「畢竟,人生嘅選擇權喺你手上。」709Please respect copyright.PENANAMOqX1Uf4AE
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「神明丁,我……」我還想說。709Please respect copyright.PENANAnQoWRhZctj
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「有緣再見啦,拜拜。」神明丁說,展露微笑。709Please respect copyright.PENANA91qFHzhnQB
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「等等……」我只能說,沒準備道別。709Please respect copyright.PENANAjT8PWCYNOd
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隨即強光極度耀眼,把夜空的浮雲通通照白。709Please respect copyright.PENANAtX38SrvvH1
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一瞬間,地面的神光消失。709Please respect copyright.PENANAsWSVY2sZEg
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四周回復了黑暗。709Please respect copyright.PENANA7pKF9Cpwbz
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只剩下我和海浪。709Please respect copyright.PENANANM1ggJ0TgB
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這算什麼?這算……什麼?709Please respect copyright.PENANAi4r2q1GYQx
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我仰望著星空、浮雲,把身體放到最鬆。709Please respect copyright.PENANAsTu6amKmfv
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獨自一人留在島上。709Please respect copyright.PENANAfKZy4LSaJT
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雙目漆黑,感覺一切都完結了。709Please respect copyright.PENANAGbtl7rIjeu
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「神明丁、陸傾兒……」709Please respect copyright.PENANAT3BqtsfsW1
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慢慢地走回岩石。709Please respect copyright.PENANA2TGf5TgI9D
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屁股坐在岩石上,拾起厚皮的日記。這本陪伴了我五年的筆記簿,裡面夾了一片樹葉。709Please respect copyright.PENANAi8TLktxSfu
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手翻到葉片那一頁,眼睛繼續之前的閱讀。709Please respect copyright.PENANA1o2GPRHmY3
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--------- 孤島日記 第26天 ---------709Please respect copyright.PENANAD8YJqZNRSO
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心情:差到想自爆709Please respect copyright.PENANAFvrxlz3DsI
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在這個繁華紛擾的世界裡,每日都有很多車、很多人走過,有些會走進你的生命,陪你走一段路,最後才離開你。709Please respect copyright.PENANACNmIv0dRFw
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有些只會與你擦肩而過。709Please respect copyright.PENANAPOkceLGQnB
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我不希望彼此的關係變差,但是,人無法和所有人都維持良好關係。709Please respect copyright.PENANAuoa1jdQ4kV
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有時候,我很羡慕一些八面玲瓏的人,能夠獲得很多的愛護和關懷。雖然很羡慕,羡慕得很,但是我無法成為那樣的人。這是無論如何也做不到的事。709Please respect copyright.PENANAnNXY5VNRIz
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既然如此,我就只有做自己。一天,我有了一個奇妙的想法:709Please respect copyright.PENANAaBVTnS5Q8c
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「不如放逐自己,流浪什麼都好。」709Please respect copyright.PENANAcfirHwQdOA
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嘗試過一個人的生活,走一個人的旅程。709Please respect copyright.PENANA6gwTMsbkxj
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只是,我萬萬沒想到……709Please respect copyright.PENANAB70VlMK0hF
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有一天我竟然流落孤島。709Please respect copyright.PENANAfQcb0bLVrz
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如果,這個世界有神……709Please respect copyright.PENANAy5Oh54oWpn
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請你聽我的禱告,我希望可以再過一次17歲,我人生中所有的錯誤都是從17歲開始的。如果可以再來一次,我會好好幫助別人來贖罪,我會愛惜自己喜歡的人。709Please respect copyright.PENANApropm7VMRM
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如果,這個世界有神……709Please respect copyright.PENANAzV53vqtCwa
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請你聽我的禱告,我希望你能夠赦免我的罪,結束我無限期的懺悔。我希望可以放下過去的往事,解開我腳下的鎖鏈鐵球。709Please respect copyright.PENANAdcsW2QkhOx
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右手摸著最後這幾行字,覺得很溫暖。709Please respect copyright.PENANAb4fDlA5Bu2
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看著,眼睛泛起了淚。709Please respect copyright.PENANAYYgO926eCt
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神幫助人果然是很間接的。709Please respect copyright.PENANA5vY5AtHJLN