「這個擺飾真可愛。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtglzwtIGRo
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wnCqBKDLj
「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupjTjzvH8L
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0JWlaFZTU
「妳換拖鞋了啊？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8iThM1Gya
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoTnqOoAXc
看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQIxb45pTg
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjuk6Nvuj5
「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy545VYYm0S
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldCy0olCwp
自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxFTKqMcXu
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycNd9iYL01
好像，做錯事情的是我。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTrfw9fTJo
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSHBkPzvTS
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1G9Dp5GMlz
「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKP0RMfIgRr
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvta2LHcXsF
「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUMsZmsS2I
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UAxZuI0FI
「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vGvGxetzc
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoM7NYhohwN
我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWwoUYiYPd
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunDeVBVb5w
他仍笑吟吟的看著我。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdH39isAI1
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxdTOrt2q4
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8o75V6eaRi
「為什麼是我？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRb8nxXMOqE
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80PnuCi0RA
我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdYL9aovcf
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNojJjue9C
「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopdAt43KSd
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYlAId7jMI
他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7HhsO3sqq
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGcTk22rlD
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEZ77oeamW
「因為妳漂亮。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4W6KQkwEVB
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4Jr8QI582
「……………」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXrbPf24pW
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzn3lPETbi
「所以喜歡妳。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQYqaIWsrn
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9S1LHmIkDH
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzPdm9DBUd
「你真的是爛透了。」我說。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9ANsKn7ab
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuS5EcdCN6
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZuNp87fcL
「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7V0r6RtKNT
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcA8ATlHvc
「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0PkdhlMfi
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKB4acHd2iO
「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2CT6qH7ri
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfryshyerxj
他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqI9hOnf36l
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sgF9tulgX
他看我不說話，急了。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU17cB5oEmf
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEx8Ok4V58
「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy71C1otKKu
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NiS4PZ3um
我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgM4InePXDD
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHj7FRnDgeU
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PZaxMHpHL
「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7B7XjT92Ym
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSrRWeZKl0
「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWr7P2K3eb
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCynseDyOG
當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6e0q4NXxs
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTolEjLj97
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBX8FSULNa
「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TZ3lDhLSk
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPori4G6KUR
「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBIsKOGc6k
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjNcUq4tNS
「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKyYPxOrC7
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5ZP1XKBUY
「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmjrgRsGaD
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrlpKqzyFh
「…………」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIpxLSF2XS
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHDmMWgkYG
他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKz2Bcd5FG
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHDL3gqc9b
而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDulR0kM0k
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZawHYccK2
妳怎麼會，如此盲目？473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGq6nDs744Z
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mxAWLISID
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzw8WMroln
「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtGnspttEH
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXLQ10Xxk0
「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHgyraErfg
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvi0uyxkrY
他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXNUBGGTn9
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbjJvzymy7
「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsVdri0dnZ
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUjlLxcvQR
「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQc0s6mCKX
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUdUws3s9d
他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu94goZfRVd
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4Smwa2j9u
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkPSUeCZda
「你回去吧。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZyxBoxHCU
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzePsaGnuQR
「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXMNgdlWrR
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6ohl7EI55
「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaryNYnE3Wy
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbqPmXZaOK
「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2REkYZ2LfD
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kxyU7eGcL
「憑什麼這樣認為？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BUWelfT5t
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOh015YwAcx
「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorXA6hPaEg
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHD6y1kEOeG
我的心痛了一大下。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmhOe7DSlb
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZV8L0YPEmY
怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQYjFoeaPc
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwyUFGAF6n
「你回去吧，拜託你。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhWs1l9W4i
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqHTm62P4H
「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaxUSr8zWU
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJhVhS0Gfb
「拿去。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGI2qzAJhy
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdo1wPz5W60
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm26WC593rn
他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4lCii5cic
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnKNmfkP3e
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXu2Y34wJT
「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmi71f7DpS
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsyw6Kv6zD
「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbM5AkxNYA8
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5ExksAa44
「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKWLVokbvt
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3X3IdCgKqJ
他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54jmJoJPe9
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAxCS772dg
這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUn9RQeeoI
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbtd7OOWPz
說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI91osfHwKt
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqS8xGoVfG
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5JsCA1uQW
我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSMCAmYyWT
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJvdQbXQkJ
開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyIREMiryX
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmapbWIkVWT
我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQK0JaOlS7Q
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTqEb7lf0y
然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGXEKRY0Jq
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Cbk5tHo31
因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ddBrYfEwf
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3EViD9V7U
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoK8LZ8YYC
473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oX0sH8Mmq
待續。
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