大概是幼年時期成天黏著電視，看得夠多了，加上擁有了電腦，長大後才不愛看電視。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfYtchZWOl
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某年家裡的電視壞掉，我們沒錢修、也沒打算修，就這麼開始了沒有電視的生活。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ27ymDXpGs
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父親聽廣播，我則玩電腦。朋友聽到「家裡沒電視」都覺得很稀奇。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvWI64BiAc
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誰知道，有些事就是巧合的令人發毛。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHHjiUA2QU
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那一天我住在當時的男友家，到了中午，我們要出去吃飯。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvB65Dk8Ay
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出門前經過客廳，男友的爸爸正在看新聞，我只是從客廳經過走到大門，便聽見熟悉的名字。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLQlNtWP2H
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「嫌犯……英傑……槍枝……」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZhNdhCFvo
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我停下腳步，望向電視。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOkETrf8x9
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正在報導的是一宗槍殺命案，英傑是涉入其中的嫌犯之一。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHbDS8Nyjd
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電視上穿插著監視器與英傑被上銬的畫面，讓我更震驚的是，新聞裡還提到了英傑罹患癌症，已是末期。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46Pw9iJOHZ
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我的腦子一下子空白了，突如其來的消息、太多且太重的資訊瞬間塞進腦裡，我還沒來得及消化，就已感到反胃。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwknL2eAX1
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男友從房間走出來，見我盯著電視不動，也往電視瞧。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2b8y1LBcJy
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「那是…妳哥嗎？」男友聽我說過英傑的事，怕被他父親聽到，壓低聲音問我。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDp0NCr0XB
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我點點頭，眼睛還沒辦法離開電視螢幕。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblOGyYuvpv
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直到開始報其他不相關的新聞，我才能移開目光。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGcrWd2gYb
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男友吃飯時和我說了什麼話，我沒聽進去，腦裡只有方才電視的畫面。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvK9cC5uOk
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我心裡有好多好多疑問。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKk5QihHEX
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為什麼？519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1AMbsKpZL
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為什麼這些年來都沒有消息？519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHYU2JC1P0
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為什麼沒有好好的過日子，反而越來越糟？519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWFYHxz7Oc
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為什麼殺人？519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2I0ab1ifG
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為什麼…519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMtSSH5wKq
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我該高興你還活著？或該為你即將消逝而悲傷？519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGs4Bdl78RO
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我想見他。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOVvAc1TwO
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就像當初我知道他被通緝後，急切地想見他一面的那種心情。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfYQRvZUlD
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我很想見他，問清楚這些年來發生什麼事。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAFw56HIVh
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可是，我該怎麼做？519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMl5CtkjYi
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待續。
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