「Heart beats fast.」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRARGMo056E
「Colours and promises.」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVcCzUlLIo
「How to be brave?」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mLjzew3lO
「How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFzFWUHcMZ
「But watching you stand alone」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggBAUm8WIo
「All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyELToS6YN
「One step closer.」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeb5HQ3gypn
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今晚是一個濕冷之夜，地上留下一堆堆剛下雨而成的小水灘，我來到了在清水灣區裡的一間學校，進入禮堂。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZV2Flr4yJ
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「I have died every day waiting for you.」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanJwLEmL3f
「Darling, don't be afraid. 」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakyk2samTp
「I have loved you for a thousand years.」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZBwDBT7V0
「I'll love you a thousand more.」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFhR2wJWoY
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOW2vpObJex
晚些七時，禮堂內而有不少盛裝打扮的男女，場內燈光昏間，完美地襯上了這首抒情的英文歌。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqUxkz4NcJ
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「好喇，各位靚仔靚女，而家你可以根據返你頭先入場時抽嘅number，去搵你嘅partner喇。」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRNA6j5PgQ
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幾乎任何像這類的晚會，都必有個核心環節，就是配對。每個人進場前都要先抽一個號碼，然後進場後跟抽到相同號碼的異性配對。舉例說，我抽到90號，那麼我現在就要去找那個同樣抽到90號的女生配對。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJ0fLeVREZ
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8P2jmFRe5A
「你邊間school㗎？」找到她後，我就向她打個招呼。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CIIcFryKy
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHg3KVFwfD
「我⋯⋯Busi，你？」那個女生有170cm高，樣子普通，身穿一套白色露肩的晚服。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrytYbynHtr
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我：Engine388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrONEq9dPI3
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她：你有玩過之前Ocamp？388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefIyqZI6bi
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我：邊個ocamp？388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9EXLsziED
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她：Hall 3388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjB9CYNJyyJ
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我：我玩開hall 4嗰個。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYmTFZFDMy
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSzQtTXOie
她：哦，我係玩hall 3嗰個然後就嚟咗今個呢個，都係佢哋班人攪。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenhcZgV3g4
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPb7uAoGFiM
我很清楚自己的性格，其實我很快就會讓整個對話氣氛變成一片dead air。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBAJrAetx7
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSfAOunVAI
只要她也一樣想不出話題，就真的dead air了。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWcdjTePNS
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcNxOwbXm6
結果如我所料，她直接「結束配對」，去找回她的朋友聊天了。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxw10FfA7Da
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zaKaHhDL6
「好啦，頭先教完舞點跳相信大家都識㗎啦，而家你可以同你partner一齊跳。」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PR1S9EyC3
「當然我哋都好自由，你可以去搵其他異性嘅。」台上的MC說。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzo6qhu9oQJ
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MHwEdmych
我只好自由行，四處看看有沒有其他相熟的同學也在場。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJbFdahGM9
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73iR7Sj2so
只能說平常心看待就好，雖然學生會把這個活動的潛規則上標上「情人配對」的名義，但是我相信很多都只是因為放假期間沒事幹，才到這裡解心靈上的悶意。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCgmyYtvDz
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很快，又讓我意外看到在不足3米的範圍手，有一對身穿全黑晚服的女性朋友主動向我招手。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKARq22qAK
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXVC06kglm
「點解你今日喺度嘅？你唔去hall 4嗰個嘅？」Hilary微微一笑向我問道。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJ0glZE9wJ
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbcQ46EbGA
我：想識下唔同嘅人啫，咪專登過嚟呢度囉。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbkmX6087f
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ixR0lE5uX
Joyce：啱，我哋都係想識多啲人先嚟。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXrjdyycrL
（她展示出表示認同的手勢和表情。）388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7sQUELiD8
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAJSDAlQqO
Hilary和Joycea是一對閏密如姊妹的關係，她們老是一起牽手走著。如果大家有細心觀察身邊的女生都知道：女生之間的友誼，相比男生之間的友誼，更愛一同牽手。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCi9VIvooDJ
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxR1tTSYyUi
我：頭先唔係有仔同你跳舞嘅？咁快就俾人unmatch咗喇？388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElC45ojkHa
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Hilary：係我unmatch佢就真！388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsV0OSbuXV
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvRiho3pFB
Joyce：你快啲去搵靚女傾計啦，gogogo！388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2FErUtFwB
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzB5z6xCeqT
Hilary：係，除咗我哋兩個之外。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbHHV5Wuuj
（嘴上帶點奸的微笑）388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ChrEFzSpE
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就這樣，她們便打發我離去。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRlrlknHaS
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你知我的⋯⋯不太懂得找話題去跟別人聊天。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgYSyFAXn5
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中途還是會遇到一些長相清秀的女生，有些女生嬌小玲瓏，笑的時候臉特別甜美；有些女生則長得較高，有點明顯身型。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEvjUv4cAS
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEGcYpG6wA
正當不少男生都喜歡找前者類型搭訕之時，而我則較喜歡後者的類型。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4vZ59HR7X
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjfY7bmDak
如果你以為我是為了追求身材正所以選後者，那你就想得太膚淺了！我的主要考慮，是覺得這種女生通常性格較為大方，不小器，十分有價值去認識，至少憑我那丁點的「相貌學」是如此認為。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCN8KejiMh
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpsTrx5wZf
儘管我有嘗試去搭訕，但是我卻不懂得怎樣有效地搭訕，這情景猶如在街頭隨機向一個陌生女子「抄牌」一樣；於是這一晚，不是跟女生聊幾句就沒下文，就是獨自一人再禮堂內徘徊。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnytBgezlOf
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Wgxxh9OjG
如是者，晚會就快要結束。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdP1jDYw0v
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW763aMRdM1
「好喇，各位俊男美女，今晚嘅ball night仲有半個鐘到就完喇，如果你而家仲未搵到partner嘅就快啲把握最後機會啦！」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NADQSiioL
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhwMR6As73
雖然台上的MC這樣說得動人，但⋯⋯你說就易呀，這也得要看緣份呀！388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuN3tj5pk3
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其實這種地方有點像參加speed dating，我對這些活動完全未接觸過，更遑論有點社交恐懼的我，要在這種場合跟女生搭訕了，真難！388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7zSQBOvIy
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2zQmVI5jV
這個晚會的最後，我還是一人獨來獨往我渡過。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0puhtpCv0
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvuAtymfm4
大會有提供紅玫瑰花出售，眼見場上幾乎每個男生都買下一大束，然後積極地一束束送給不同的女生；而我卻仍不敢行動。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kADKaNelq
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ttt9ZFP3d
唉，怎麼我會如此沒出息？388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVA7qI2RLGG
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOLXZR7DVB
「點呀，搵到女朋友未呀？」Hilary話中帶著挪揄的語氣向我道。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaqewcjlmG
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我：未呀！388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqpLKYK1lB
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Joyce：垃圾組仔。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYBfqMbYhY
（Joyce也一同挪揄。）388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPb062Locs
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我：我落去洗個手先，轉頭好快有㗎啦。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZf1jk4A3tg
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2AyhQHKhb
我只好逞強地回道，然後假裝沒事地走到洗手間裡。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnYaHKjjBF
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「呼！加油吧Andy！你一定得嘅！」我對著鏡子鼓勵著鏡中的人，然後又回到禮堂裡。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaMnI6HDUH
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBS4zWJnMN
回場不久，我又看見一個扎起兩束短辮子、整體打扮有點行走中性的路線、染上了奪目的橙髮、身穿旗袍的女生。在ball night都有人穿旗袍？是，偶爾有這種少數人也不足為奇。不過，她是行走暗黑風格的打扮，中式裡夾雜著Punk風。所謂的暗黑Punk風，當然離不開甚麼魚網絲襪、黑靴了。再加上她臉上有點浮誇的妝容，讓人感覺：她是故意想在這個舞會裡，展現出自己那種很有個性、很有個人風格的型象。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSYmKVHlkq
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTGaTikT7N
樣子方面，連平庸級數也稱不上。可是我，就是偏偏被那種帶有中性打扮的氣質吸引了。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVzq71jgE7
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYK2KpaQ90
至於你問我為甚麼連樣子醜也照樣嘗試，很簡單，我就是要甚麼都想嘗試一番，才知自己真正想要甚麼。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgldKCLIO63
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我：你邊間U㗎？388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjeIPoX9Ac
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Iris：我BU讀arts嘅388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjX6RJ3gesw
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQViYksDfwS
這下子我終於鼓起勇氣，直接詢問她的IG。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTELCJNSrtJ
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQc7a7iqcze
Iris：你想寫小說？388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5BTKG72lC
Iris：咁你應該讀文科喎，點解去左Engine嘅？388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpk53SuAmgO
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我：Engine搵食嘛388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmX45qbqwJ
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我們的聊天，都是圍繞著簡單的背景了解、例如大學生活等等。當然，參加這個舞會的人大多數都只是放假沒事幹而來，所以如果你認真相信學生會所說的「從舞會中尋找真愛」，那你就輸了。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKEuNY5Qnl
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoF5U277lK
這晚完結了，我彷彿從不同人身上，更加了解到自己的特質。原來我除了會被樣子不俗直女給引之外，我還會被一些愛中性打扮的女生給引。當然，中性打扮，不等於男性化打扮，太過男性化的話我倒是沒有好感。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bwjkSK3Sp
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