在我和Ivy交流的同期，我當然match過其他女生。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5PNOrbzab
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然而，有些是感情騙子。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2fAy5DLKY
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「Hi，做緊咩呀？」成功跟Candy配對後，她拋出這句開場白。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJF6H0rRxKu
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvO9QHiZIPM
我：考完DSE等緊JUPAS放榜488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RwCxQNBSJ
我：點解你張相咁攪笑嘅？（笑喊488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQU0t5bAs8
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvWXSAnWUk
Candy：係意外嚟啫（笑喊488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIsOMbAgq8
Candy：我嗰一刻唔小心kiss到條燈柱呀嘛（笑喊488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0itGnmJ8m
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqFo6vu0W2
Candy的樣子普普通通，對我的第一印象只是朋友感覺，沒有戀人的感覺。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpN541jEU3s
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5T1KQH4FSq
隔了幾小時，我又發信息給她。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqKI9vZghE
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCC0DXeM9G
我：咁你呢？做咩工？488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKtRKTHIaO
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPE9gwK1nbe
Candy：我做sales㗎488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnknMl3Dob0
Candy：今日幫公司同事手488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnVLXOTco2
Candy：係喇，我唔係成日上Tinder，不如加個WhatsApp啦？488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWCaFK5uI0
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7uxaYCu37
我專重每一份職業，銷售員亦然，於是我們交換了電話號碼。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpbLeolmGk
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaeLbB7VY9
在WhatsApp上⋯⋯488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8lcetKppw
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我：你第一印象覺得我似做咩職業？（笑喊488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPiXvzZ3mP
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2udFEHV7SM
Candy：你係咪好中意動漫㗎？（笑喊488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBUXDwBe04
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnrv9qjNnj
我：主要係火影迷囉488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlh0SUUui6j
我：我cos過男角同女角488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn78y6AM8TW
我：你第一印象覺得我似做咩工？488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGYJNxJFUF
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaYL1AK0O9
Candy：化妝師（笑喊488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BnLgWNWjj
Candy：你係咪成日幫人做唔同打扮㗎？488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybwFHZzxXl
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmzTOV4NAM
等等，談了這麼久，難道她還沒有留意到我是一個偽娘嗎？我的個人檔案都已經描述得這麼明顯了，她還是沒留意到嗎？488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡre6t8EMZcT
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfzPfKtyQW
你可能說我神經過敏，這只是很平凡的聊天，可能只是別人特別愚鈍所以意識不到；但是從我的經驗裡，通常真正來交友的女生，看見我的個人檔案之後，是極容易把第一印象投放在我這個偽娘身份之上；然後在聊天室裡，第一個聊天焦點是「偽娘」。例如：她們的開場白通常是讚美我的女裝打扮有多美麗。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8OtynFiJi
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOErWUguNtP
當然可能有例外，但即使是再愚鈍的女生，通常在交談一段時間之後，她都必定意識到我是偽娘。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtfimnpl2w
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobk1dqpchv
所以，如果有女生異常愚鈍：明明我都上載了自己的女裝打扮照，也講得很清楚自己是偽娘；但你還是要問我是男的女的，或只懂得把焦點放在「化妝師」的話，那麼我倒是懷疑你是怎樣match我的？只是隨便swipe我？沒有認真地與人社交嗎？488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXK9psOjbZA
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcY1SXKThj3
這個女生的上線時間不穩定，有時候秒回信息，有時候隔幾天才回覆。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UWbsl75jc
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBRILvC69m
不知不覺已經一個星期了，由於她上線時間不穩定，回覆時快時慢；因此我們只是停留在最片面的了解，只是了解到她是sales，沒有詳細過問哪一行業。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplBmJvtd0v
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ966VWn4FTs
於是，我提出加IG的請求。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1in98dOwh7
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我：傾咁耐，不如大家交換個IG呀？488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AAs7OjWhX
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81h4GqHypq
Candy：唔係幾方便呢，我個IG剩係俾女仔follow咋（笑喊488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXzCU1X1I7
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29gGZUb5yb
聽到這句說話，我心裡生出一點莫名其妙的妒嫉感；就在此，大家之間的關係就不了了之。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQ9mR2oUn1
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnh9o6TAfRL
為什麼真正的女生能加你IG，而我這個「仿製」女生就不能呢？488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQij5ePAeo
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0yWddV3ZE
產生妒嫉感，是因為我曾經渴望，跟某些女生發生純友誼的關係；然而又失敗了，只能仰慕著真正的女生，活得像親生姊妹。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQABmbhqcEv
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoOartx9sZ
男和女真的有心理上的差異，終歸我還是保留著男性的心理。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWSH6Fou2Z
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIyNt50x2M
不過，我還是相信男女之間存在純友誼的。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSm2r4t4osD
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