阿樂突然跑去廁所，跪在馬桶前一下下地嘔，聲音像要挖出心肝脾肺腎；青青跟過去，掃掃他的背，又出去斟了一杯温水給他。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKwXikd9wA
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他接過，沒有喝下，只保持跪姿抬頭、定神看她，看了好久好久。他的眼睛因酒醉與嘔吐而通紅和濕潤，像哭泣一樣，他這樣腥辣地盯着她，像是在控訴一切的罪魁禍首是她。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrIZ0njyFR
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她再平靜，也想起了Tim少說的話，內疚而不忍：599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMSJGfVqvm
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「快啲飲啖啦，你喉嚨會唔舒服。」599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFpgokDtOh
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她想轉身出去，但他捉住了她的手腕。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynG1ix8rbR
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兩秒後，他站起來喝下，他們擠在同一個廁所裏。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxKv8NY5sh
599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡco43K1f5O1
阿樂嘔完，沒有原先難受，又清醒了一點；但仍然借醉，擁抱了青青，將重量放在她的身上，包括那二十一克的靈魂。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlHa9bCrSg
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「喂——」599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFP5yww6kK
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青青皺眉，想要推開他；他作環抱狀擁得更緊，沉沉地說：「我有啲暈。」599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GBX2E2kiT
599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8utVwEJX1F
他語帶哭腔，像哀求，又像撒嬌，整個人都變得異常温糯。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡds0NFEijfu
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她沒有再郁動，就這樣埋在他的胸口處，只說：599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWD00CZQQt
599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygWf0jfDzH
「沖杯茶俾你？或者你早啲休息？」599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLpuxgNEc1
599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakYDWf3GMF
「唔洗，等陣先。」599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUWM2wh9Gs
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然後，阿樂就這麼一直抱住青青，突然內心一陣悲慟湧出，因為他知道，連這一個擁抱，都只是偷來的，他沒有名、沒有責、沒有義去擁抱她，要不是他妥協般的聲線沙啞地一陣哀求，根本不能將她擁入懷裏……599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnZDZEamOh
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終於，阿樂放開青青；她抬頭：599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bQdXT8efV
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「好啲啦？」599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsHzzg5EX3
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「嗯，我想食餐蛋麵。」599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWQXxnMJzN
599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLcNYzbjiL
阿樂知道，青青是一個受軟不受硬的人，他若吟吟地向她撒嬌，她必然妥協。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FIiTlRe77
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「好。」599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSORHmKE3I
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阿樂跟在青青的身後，擔了一張椅子坐下。從側身看去，見到她趷腳開櫃，拿下罐頭和即食麵，再開始煮食。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ELCjLbWcw
599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQ09ce8DWz
他就這樣清晰又迷糊地看她，看她開火、下油，煎、翻、煮、攪。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6Rq7lGWD6
599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ls6rpOBaM
「落唔落麻油？」599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnNRUXqKcf
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她轉身，頭向他坐着的方向，問；他輕輕的點頭。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNViiOxIsmr
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然後，她將麵拿出餐桌：599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhRrhTH0zo
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「以後唔好飲咁多，睇住身體。」599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedYdoupve4
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他點頭，再扯開話題：599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGk18dipUS
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「揾日我哋去街好冇？」599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzAfmxzd2f
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阿樂要約青青出去，不能再困在有間隔的屋內上演平行時空，Tim少說感情是流動的，要有來有往，不要上演自我感動的戲碼。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90uSftizkD
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「好。」599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuBWg8I1Qh
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青青已想通，既然她本身對阿樂有好感，不如一試，嘗試看看二人有沒有可能；機會若然流失，就此錯過。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIIX38QOqz
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何況，她已經無法喜歡Matt了。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YHyiBeS7M
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她不否認自己愛他，只是，不喜歡他了；如此，這一種愛也會慢慢消逝。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBXbpzgWWy
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Matt傷害了青青的自尊，嚴重地。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTOpZo69MB
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他既不喜歡她、又喜歡別人；既借辭暗示她是這段感情的過錯方，又欺瞞她變心的真相，如非最後她問，他根本不會提記，只像什麼都沒發生過一樣欺瞞她。原本一直陪伴身旁的人離棄了她，她感到十分受傷。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lFSauVejf
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直到現在，她還覺得是自己的問題：599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLFxrfId0l
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係咪我唔夠好？係咪我冇能力令留住你？599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdK7Yuuzv4W
599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDbmkJ9Oi7
係咪我俾你嘅印象太恐怖，就算你變咗心都唔敢同我講？係咪你覺得我好唔掂，所以就算傷害我，你都唔會覺得內疚？或者，呢一份內疚微弱到唔會影響你嘅所有所有？599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoLIj8uyKG
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係唔係？599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Va1RnJp33
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是？不是？不、不，無論如何。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwJMbs763x
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總之，青青若對Matt心懷喜歡，她就會覺得自己很低賤。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiU14AfAtT
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因為Matt已是別人的男人，熱情都在別人眼中熊熊燃燒，青青不過難堪地、被新鮮而有魄力的火焰波及，可是她已是那一吹即散的、無意義的灰燼。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgRqan4Hwg
599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aFGEIpedw
感覺像，Matt向青青走來，要求交歡，她心歡喜自覺袒胸露乳，他正攤開手伸向她的胸膊，卻忽然將手指並攏，以指甲插穿她的皮肉、急躁地挖出她的心來，用力捏碎它，無視那種鮮活，不管當中對他的無窮情意；然後輕輕轉身，彷彿她的祼露、她的傷感，都與他無關。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01Ddw5hYug
599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWVrMC94Z8
感情是流動的，要有來有往，不要上演自我感動的戲碼。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmFM41lRIp
599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9UDparRPG
青青對阿樂有一種不能言說的抱歉，因為，她在想要不要給大家一次發展的機會時，心裏想的人，並不是他；而且，她也不確定自己對阿樂的感情。但她有種念頭，覺得，如果一切都好好地進行下去，說不定她真的會喜歡他。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fXYSxa81c
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他們很夾。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh0eLVtHVM
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她喜歡和他相處，她不抗拒他的擁抱，甚至剛才他緊抱她不放的時候，她竟然有些感動。她分不清這是心動，還是因寂寞而無法撒手的一種温暖。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4Bh1yFRm0
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即使，他對她是如此如此地好，但她總是猶豫，她又暗暗地質疑他並非很喜歡自己。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNta8eJeh6j
599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg64DCP1Rub
猶豫過後，她想，應該要試一試。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTOSNrG7bm
599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqlVEkccIU
追求之事，不應過早談得失，二人都是。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTGHla9huF
599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyKbyNZ08B
阿樂高興，雖然他得到的資訊只是一句「好」、只是她肯和他出去玩，別人看來可能是小事，但只有他知道這一句「好」，而非「唔好」的意義是什麼。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZ0o5YPlKc
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除了代表她不抗拒與他共處外，還代表他開始正式追求她，她也不會再回絕他的好意。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23oEYUcEh1
599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gM5WkLSxU
更重要的是，他清楚知道，這代表她願意放過自己，不再自我束縛，嘗試給他加入她的生命裏。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSRW7ks0Rq
599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0iJvMNjTv
阿樂又想起Tanya，他想問Tanya：599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BpCpubLwg
599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nBXlq82TV
「其實你有冇諗過、我哋有機會可以一齊？而唔係永遠都只可以做好朋友？有冇諗過俾呢個機會我？定係由一開始就知道，一定冇可能？」599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflzZbokedi
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至今，阿樂也不知道答案——因為他沒敢問，卻仍然非常介意；然後他又望一望青青，沒來由地笑一下。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTPelFnfa8
599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpLyJ0kzac
至少，這次，阿樂覺得有個人願意肯定自己的用心，而非強行將他安放到一個「最佳位置」，若實現最大可能性，能夠不只做一個大將軍。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOaPf4Utfv
599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwtczeH15V
對，至少，青青有這一份考慮，無論最後結果如何，他都覺得比以前好。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8psL28DPMJ
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他稍為心安。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDPDK1eNU8
599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxTMkCK2wG
如果最後青青真的和他在一起，生命似添亮色，他就會很開心。599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarTLLb3S56
599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyA8P0nRtBR
但其實誰沒有了誰，也能夠好好活下去，599Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3CWTxeWbi
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