彼時，青青正在阿樂的屋裏，無聊度日。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jJGidw4ua
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTg8bvxNnx
不用上學，又因為武漢肺炎疫情，大學的實體活動取消了，兼職也暫時擱置。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NSs1fZaqz
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vXakD0P24
無聊，就真是一個好機會去胡思亂想，青青會對着電腦打文，然後發呆，可能一個小時只打了幾句，因為她會上YouTube看食物ASMR，聽着聽着就十分專注地看別人在吃，她什麼都沒有做，只將時間浪費。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaGFLt0xxs
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她心裏沒有可以愛的人，就算想找些事去寄托，也未如人事，總有種迷糊的感覺。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizQ9hTKs6Y
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDeuM5CPj7
作為失戀者，她的記憶落在最美好的瞬間，不知為什麼，只是懷念起從前開心的時光，總是止不住地感動，這令她對過往更加着迷；即使她失望於愛人的離去，仍然忍不住回味最初的快樂。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPjXVblumy
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但她拒絕這一種回憶的襲來，因為傷心只會尾隨而至。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WiYRNBRRP
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOabpH7iQFF
青青乾脆躺在床上玩電話，來回掃遍連登、Facebook、Instagram，連建議帖文都看了一遍遍，不斷刷新。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWx9NpNl8S8
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfx0DfzUBZI
然後，她聽見客廳有聲響——阿樂回來了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMyh8RcHF4
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6BxCahWV1
她起身，出門打一聲招呼，卻看見一個女生在阿樂身後慢慢地除鞋。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmbJnkI6i4
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVUZkmAC7H
阿樂看見青青，他站在兩個女生的中間，突然覺得客廳很局促，空間似在無限地縮小。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRjGjZWNJG
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6shfvCVtLM
其實剛才他已預想這個情景，原本覺得，最多是有些尷尬，因為Tanya就會知道他在和另一個女生同居。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79UQfRzFDM
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55B7atTowF
但此刻，他覺得困窘，原因是自己可能會被青青鄙視吧——578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwNbzlUvRw
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgU8jUrCOKT
明明這段時間都說喜歡青青、追求她、對她好，甚至不過昨天還向她求愛；然後今天，帶昔日女神回家。說得多麼、多麼真誠，甚至用暴烈的情緒佐證，但此刻，卻像在告訴青青一切都是謊言。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4L0Gcjql7L
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUJqdcIlCJ
青青會不會以為他在示威？是為了氣她才這樣做？但他不是。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7joFvXXW8
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYD38ystAw
這一種真心話被揭穿的慚愧令他無地自容。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOQgTCmcqm
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvTMrofaz6
想到此處，一刻，阿樂完全靜止，他的眼落在青青的臉上，他們不發一言地對視，阿樂的臉因難堪越來越紅。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmJ8BCJUgq
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPBWO3hcKl
青青看見阿樂像Lag機一樣，她也有些尷尬，為着她這不知所措的多餘；只好踏步向前，和Tanya打個招呼：「Hi！」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkOuj0vLQa
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAMbTFIgoE
Tanya一邊打量青青，一邊對青青微笑，又行到阿樂旁邊：578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJU8iF0YS8b
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFyz2stzZF
「樂仔，快啲介紹吓我哋啦。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Gvg9Xd4WI
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRwlNhy9bQ
阿樂反應過來，向青青攤手：「佢係青青，係——我阿媽嘅朋友嘅女，有啲事嚟住幾日。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTA5viBrZAZ
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFRxi0Z3zi
青青聽了阿樂的描述，頓了一頓，幾秒後突然釋懷，又向Tanya點點頭。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjesTVaDtU
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5QjVb46Xh
阿樂續向Tanya攤手，道：「呢個係Tanya，我朋友。」Tanya正仔細看青青的五官，又對青青說：578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3Od3yqV2M
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsxIOhtLf2
「同樂仔住係咩感覺啊？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5F5Us4UkU9
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWFTNodstk
青青看一眼阿樂，思考怎樣答Tanya才對大家都好：578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6OOOqBi26
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8usmM37MVe
「冇咩特別啦，咪又係咁過，我哋都係識咗一陣啫。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZKJ4tQt8Z
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMHaeabyYn
其實，當青青看到Tanya的第一眼，她已經猜到這就是阿樂的女神。Tanya美麗，奶茶色的斜瀏海下，小臉十分明艷，眼尾上揚，牙齒整齊潔白，笑容非常有感染感力。青青又看到阿樂一動不動的呆，這一種凝滯，應該是女神才能帶給他的吧……578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pxUrS90aj
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrFqU9HlMO
Tanya直覺氣氛有些奇怪，故試探地對青青說：578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq66Z9VTAas
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFy1M2Fzm5m
「都辛苦你呢段時間睇住阿樂啦。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSZa4iyook
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdW33CkjR1
青青戴着近視眼鏡，穿着居家的睡衣，頭髮因躺在床上而散亂，Tanya卻認為她看起來還不錯，就是氣息有點差；這一點，不知為何，就是引起Tanya內心隱隱的不適，莫名其妙地。尤其當Tanya看見，阿樂整個人都靜止了，直覺引起她微微的——578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxD3cdXYir6
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6c4y1b4Ee
嫉妒？擔心？危機感？認為原屬她的東西，有機會被人奪去了？578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgKIki64C8
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWdrXYJHei
「唔會啊，都冇點睇住。唔阻你哋啦，我入房做嘢先。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJmE8wHM8Q
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzIlMvrFX1
青青聽得出Tanya的意思：Tanya想確認青青對阿樂的態度。Tanya以「女主人」的語氣來測試青青會否反感，但凡看出青青感到不妥，Tanya的戒心只會加重。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1VbRb53ld
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBRdCcp46c
青青不想惹事，只想逃離，何況，其實她和阿樂又沒有什麼關係。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYh02KyrmaM
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAL18Hkhzq6
她向阿樂和Tanya欠一欠身，回房；關門後，她長舒一口氣。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAgqvQ4gCn
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMz544LGS9i
第一個反應，當然是愕然。明明阿樂說喜歡青青，但轉頭又與Tanya見面，更將她帶回家。瞬間，青青異常疑惑，又有一些委屈地想：不知道為什麼，總沒有男人能喜歡她很久——578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmid5iX3NJJ
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她笑了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jqUXJh8Gd
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但下一秒，青青又覺得不出奇。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nBkTyoYnX
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUFpWadC7M
她知道阿樂很喜歡Tanya，青青聽他講過為Tanya做的事，她這旁觀者都動容。這樣的女神和不過如此、又不接受他的青青，阿樂當然更對Tanya更有渴求，他根本未有放下。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YmWonpKuh
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJJhwIi10K
而且，青青一直覺得阿樂並不是很喜歡她，這仿佛是一個美麗的誤會。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9l5xPFfVq
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sO0G1DjM4
最後，青青釋然。此前，她的心頭一直有點內疚，始終她有份誤導阿樂，令他追求她、失落、憤怒、傷心，她也不是無辜的。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1IHMekxDP
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpalg3aNDWA
這一種愧疚的感覺，就在此刻自私地悄然流逝，她說服自己，其實阿樂只是「剛巧」喜歡她，換個別人和他在一起愉快相處，可能他也會出現情感的投射，這個人，不需要是她。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxwM3XwZSb
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEL1Vm9SA0K
而阿樂，根本未放下Tanya，她的存在很難複制，他的每一次心動就變得很模糊。說到底，他最愛的也是Tanya。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBk05Ssurh
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeUjFDbQ75
青青放心，安慰自己，她的惡行終於停止。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXC2vNQKZp
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBlFJPyyOx
她沒有覺得阿樂是「狗公」、隨便喜歡、隨便求愛。因為他們都需要時間和經歷去成長、確認自己的情感，有時也會迷失，被當下的環境氣氛來催化自己的情愫。一如她自己，也曾經認為可以與阿樂嘗試發展。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIj6vxjOMr
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5j0Y3Fuby
算了吧，平手，打和，Super。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6DrEe9bOf
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnm4eWhnB5T
他們都幼稚，說到底，清楚自己想要什麼，從不是易事。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGYwY5VpdK
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUDe2pP1ad
青青的心情馬上好了很多。至少，若然想念Matt，她的負罪感也會減輕，再沒有愧對他人，她只愧對自己。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGB1fwy2OZ7
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7Tiq7HrnW
Tanya問阿樂：「做咩木口木面嘅你？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMZQ3sLao6
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMoRNgAWq6
「冇啊，突然屋企多咗個靚女，唔適應咋嘛。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIt0AVZSqmR
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUVqFFQyVI
阿樂回神，又如常誇獎她；他發現，就算很久沒有講這些滑頭的話，還是很流利，Tanya一出現就打開了這個開關。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4YSL579nm
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoBq8hjDG8
「係咩，你屋企唔係不嬲都有個靚女咩？」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADyR7G07KU
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFp2nRPr3AU
Tanya的眼㬓向青青的房間，挑一挑眉。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgkM8SYm0m
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXmtspN5nx
「OK啦，哈哈。」578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhxYDirdK4
578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡql5OIqXHbZ
阿樂有種受審的感覺，只得乾笑幾聲，不知怎樣應答。原本，他想向Tanya說「唔夠你靚」，良心卻忽然譴責他，叫他不要太過分了。578Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2EE410uRh
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