「我都係咁話。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1m6IKawbt
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但她以前相信那是正貨，真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質，更苛求那並不會過期。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsTx4f30S9
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阿樂點頭：589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GdsuuZgM7
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YkNWDwZdB
「算啦，證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4UGIvDFGO
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHBI4RWiHz
「係呀。算啦。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxmJJPkOEW
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他們各自回房。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYRIOzBRMj
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Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢？589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpondtRjHF
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有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0zFesKt3N
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XyHM4my7V
縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿，但她依然覺得，他這個人本身不錯。只是，可能，就是少了點緣分，他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨，她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSAKEwG61d
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyXUln7wiA
Matt聰明，頭腦很清晰，想事情很快、又可以多角度思考，邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好，足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBhV0XUAtl
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWSW1PuKX4
還有些細心，很温柔，很懂得照顧人。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpI49hgOLK
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gMU5O5INj
興趣很廣泛，好像什麼都能聊一下；他們戀愛期間很少Dead air，大概都要歸功於他。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9gHMh7otN
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxPLm8Khuq
他對她很好，出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物；包容心很強，包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NImnu4uD0
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JBOaanMMr
曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字，已夠她融化。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1McKKc7bkw
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjPZdDmBHi
對，就回憶到這裏吧。因為，在分手前的一段時間，其實很多事情都變了，她清楚這一切都是回憶。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeNofHbdhc
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXJRzkYuFA
正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人，她更怕。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJnzEvkhBi
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDERh210Dbq
她不明白，為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人，也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點，就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhx4wNDzxf
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnaIC9GjaU
那些最後的日子，他像變了一個人。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0WVOdTe9h
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfM9qHtJmN
她有什麼問題嗎？589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKl1XEuNL4
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUpKZiqrPu
她是不是很不堪？589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TOGPwLnm7
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSfAQZgc8m
為什麼？589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcTeLZBwb8
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMebd79CaU
青青打開Instagram，動態回顧提示她，去年今日，她曾在密友功能放閃。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NwK938IUK
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluXZImoPUx
於是，她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuy5ODnN1QA
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uKgMhi3VV
Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5LsnPSxsj
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQK2cXJZSs
Matt會回覆她的Story，會是一個表情，會誇她漂亮、可愛，會詢問她在說什麼，會說「愛你」。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAV3JghQT5c
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbCsLxOMFy
Matt也會秒回她的Direct。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlzI0h7Tss
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyJbGSkLdo
青青看見，一次，她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看，寫着：589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uhTX9956G
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbWyQ0Huzd
「曬恩愛，好驚將來會被打臉添：P」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXesNDtReKe
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6V7MGEAkca
Matt回覆：「唔會呀寶！傻瓜」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrF4tQz2UQp
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrxZPEBqKV
她吸了一口氣，繼續看，繼續翻下去。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhQO4JDcQX
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNdyBMsN4K
慢慢，他不再回覆她的Story。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfMhwoDCAb
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfJhBREjVo
慢慢，他冷漠地回覆她的回覆，可能不回，或者簡短的答。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQuMNMnBC0
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnzlU6O6ZR
慢慢，他們DM的頻率極低。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGs7DU6Nkx
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAWgg8phKi
然後，沒有了。他們已經分手。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFbkdAclTw
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOT5FrD2a3
青青想起，Matt考數學DSE那一天，她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間，只是想見他一眼，就一眼，因為她想念他，非常想見到他的臉，聽見他的聲音，觸碰他的手。她以為他也是，因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvyUiqa7Q5
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ72JMWm5XV
青青在校門外等。終於，她見到Matt低頭行過，她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩：589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUikZ3YMB6
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1IdClP9c0
「靚仔，考成點啊？」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCZIbci2Ql
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJnmKdt7Co
但Matt轉頭，馬上瞪大眼睛，瞬間反應過來後，非常厭惡地看着青青，問：589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PyPwH7bau
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsWlIySpms
「點解你喺度？」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgvI3tZY3F
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWK3uJezRXz
語氣非常不情願，仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然，因和預想中他的反應很不同，身邊有人回頭打量他們，她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑：589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfS6jZRxgxm
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zAtVpVZ6v
「冇啊，我想嚟見吓你咋嘛！」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvS1N6Dnesd
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyq2ox0LMo
他皺眉，有些兇地講：589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EM75tYzSm
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkmp6bZoep
「點解嚟啊？嚟做咩啊？」下一秒，見到她呆滯的表情，才稍稍放輕語氣：「你屋企離呢度咁遠，我驚你辛苦咋，做咩咁傻啊？」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbC7GPDLx1
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqTILreTVu
「唔辛苦吖，都係一陣咋嘛。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnhm8FPYmc
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8Vta4AG4r
傻嗎？這個舉動本身，她覺得不傻；但被他這樣講一講，又有些洩氣，即使她毫不辛苦。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3c3d4S6h0b
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2k5Ld8nyD
然後他牽起她的手，送她到旁邊的車站乘車，期間一邊行，一邊說：「以後唔好啦，做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他，變了兩個人一樣。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXA0HZHlU9
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6nihD65UY
「咁我想見你吖嘛，唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎，我只係想見你一陣咋嘛！你掛唔掛住我啊？我掛住你。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7yMY52Dqp
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7b1MafS2oa
她將聲音放軟，聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2dKCiMOkF
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgK1NnMQy0
他沒有回答她的問題，只看着前方的路道：589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDkZcVlSEJ
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GCTCRNdld
「以後唔好啦。」589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡperfqZZHRP
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTksaKh0C8
她問他考得怎樣，他說OK；也就聊聊最近怎樣，但是他好像很不耐煩，真的，Matt，你當時很不耐煩。她想，是因為壓力太大，或者未盡人意吧，所以她也不多說什麼，可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeP2R9nRKog
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUK4Nva2V6Z
直到去往車站，Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」，像青青真的做錯事一樣；她越聽越委屈。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycphAtQS0C
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHw5TgP7AAw
他沒有錯，這只是他的情緒表達。其實，她只是想來見他一面，沒想過他如此反感的。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWS2v7XPaf
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Aad8kq19e
青青努力微笑，務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到，如果她哭，Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛，只會覺得她很煩。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBiSLmRKnS
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbDf6J9hdm
愛哭的孩子有糖食，但她已不能夠是孩子了，因為，他不愛她了。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHzZ8icyzW
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYvi0tTl2P
那天，他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候，看見Matt的笑容，她也回報他一個微笑。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5wHrGHB5c
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbpyTPqtsO
不夠一個星期後，Matt和青青提出分手。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQ26DjUZes
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡot77mXZHPE
其實，就算沒有Yuki，青青也不能和Matt在一起了，因為，他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒，都與當初他熱烈追求她時，大相逕庭。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomaoXja3op
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很明顯了吧。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1eO6YcecE
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGAsxkMbHi
何需怪責他人？是他們不夠緣分。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMyIy1bwLU
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEUTyo2wuO
叫她怎能不害怕呢，這次戀愛，血淋淋的告訴她，就算一開始有多好，最後都難免傷心。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSMAaLfsNZ
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJzTpkG0ZY
所以，她恐懼。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQ1hCLODqm
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcRUDta3eX
青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒，只是她矯情，想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0oBbwtCPN
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkjsXqM391
但閉眼，湧上心頭的還是好時光，這是她貪戀舊故的理由，因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTQQkX9RzU
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lCD2jCQYf
她不知道自己是在想念舊人，還是那段舊情。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJJUJIACVn
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ831DYRBbgn
如果這是一部小說，讀者還有耐性看下去嗎？因為，女主角一定很煩膠，很不討喜。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rGBkU3Xz9
589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DnXzee30Q
創傷的復原，需要時間、新鮮，或者，另一種傷害。589Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4wJDExXz0
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