阿樂突然跑去廁所，跪在馬桶前一下下地嘔，聲音像要挖出心肝脾肺腎；青青跟過去，掃掃他的背，又出去斟了一杯温水給他。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDtpoKxHAE
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Or2WIThTs
他接過，沒有喝下，只保持跪姿抬頭、定神看她，看了好久好久。他的眼睛因酒醉與嘔吐而通紅和濕潤，像哭泣一樣，他這樣腥辣地盯着她，像是在控訴一切的罪魁禍首是她。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKfb6RxdwP
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xnqtRd4dM
她再平靜，也想起了Tim少說的話，內疚而不忍：586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iA9vRr3vr
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFYc5HvZwg
「快啲飲啖啦，你喉嚨會唔舒服。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRA6u0jMvtR
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tALV7cQnj
她想轉身出去，但他捉住了她的手腕。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63tWyonkJ0
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNURQpkA2y
兩秒後，他站起來喝下，他們擠在同一個廁所裏。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3Q6l3s6DZ
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV620yUcf5o
阿樂嘔完，沒有原先難受，又清醒了一點；但仍然借醉，擁抱了青青，將重量放在她的身上，包括那二十一克的靈魂。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8UWz4TPnt
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BoZ4kVa1a
「喂——」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAalAyuD3QH
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwa8DVyMD3X
青青皺眉，想要推開他；他作環抱狀擁得更緊，沉沉地說：「我有啲暈。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFhxiPVE3W
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdE9LBGZaA
他語帶哭腔，像哀求，又像撒嬌，整個人都變得異常温糯。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEDQNKob6T
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fNf7GUQ8L
她沒有再郁動，就這樣埋在他的胸口處，只說：586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYdkXZ3hHf
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnUDjcpm3H
「沖杯茶俾你？或者你早啲休息？」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvJNrPaSyL
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmh1mEqp5K8
「唔洗，等陣先。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8A3hubWZJf
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKosA4FdaAA
然後，阿樂就這麼一直抱住青青，突然內心一陣悲慟湧出，因為他知道，連這一個擁抱，都只是偷來的，他沒有名、沒有責、沒有義去擁抱她，要不是他妥協般的聲線沙啞地一陣哀求，根本不能將她擁入懷裏……586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltgrKIEacw
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroK5lCoUnx
終於，阿樂放開青青；她抬頭：586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcrfqceR1i
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyiaEw0KQC
「好啲啦？」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ajDmRnGx3
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXby0mQ5a8
「嗯，我想食餐蛋麵。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNmoJYUbPh
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSerQPbnOK
阿樂知道，青青是一個受軟不受硬的人，他若吟吟地向她撒嬌，她必然妥協。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBilw4LGtf
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrfCevNwMV
「好。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicnCQLMmnL
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhb9Ea4W2Ra
阿樂跟在青青的身後，擔了一張椅子坐下。從側身看去，見到她趷腳開櫃，拿下罐頭和即食麵，再開始煮食。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iVxYWdWT1
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZb9rmSmtN5
他就這樣清晰又迷糊地看她，看她開火、下油，煎、翻、煮、攪。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqZuCYUsgB
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxl5LbZXwc
「落唔落麻油？」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4ZUcTMcYr
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIwuWqMB6A
她轉身，頭向他坐着的方向，問；他輕輕的點頭。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaT6fImTiDu
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDigHBSruNL
然後，她將麵拿出餐桌：586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVNj27lHJ2
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2uUUZbyb9
「以後唔好飲咁多，睇住身體。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwbowpXPG1
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bBr131xnu
他點頭，再扯開話題：586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbXk04YvTu
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaCAIO3DUO
「揾日我哋去街好冇？」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQwDTLjYLx
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡych4NluNnE
阿樂要約青青出去，不能再困在有間隔的屋內上演平行時空，Tim少說感情是流動的，要有來有往，不要上演自我感動的戲碼。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBpj0GYOed
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9tVYanBRB
「好。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRHEjWPR2R
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9J5bnw65z
青青已想通，既然她本身對阿樂有好感，不如一試，嘗試看看二人有沒有可能；機會若然流失，就此錯過。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BMcSSZzXC
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CKminSeIH
何況，她已經無法喜歡Matt了。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRLJNtTv40
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWs3uuHfcJ
她不否認自己愛他，只是，不喜歡他了；如此，這一種愛也會慢慢消逝。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDLLUJejbP
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEw9FF0t38N
Matt傷害了青青的自尊，嚴重地。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9up7lE5amN
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXy1azd5cPq
他既不喜歡她、又喜歡別人；既借辭暗示她是這段感情的過錯方，又欺瞞她變心的真相，如非最後她問，他根本不會提記，只像什麼都沒發生過一樣欺瞞她。原本一直陪伴身旁的人離棄了她，她感到十分受傷。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFsF2vNdMW
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2X20SGnB0
直到現在，她還覺得是自己的問題：586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXFtCiAL1m
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMt81yxB5ms
係咪我唔夠好？係咪我冇能力令留住你？586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySbo0sSZct
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNXb7upcX7
係咪我俾你嘅印象太恐怖，就算你變咗心都唔敢同我講？係咪你覺得我好唔掂，所以就算傷害我，你都唔會覺得內疚？或者，呢一份內疚微弱到唔會影響你嘅所有所有？586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuduS8bEWlo
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENTVh5Ly0o
係唔係？586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5vQkvICcv
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9w6r3CIbol
是？不是？不、不，無論如何。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszaEfSXnIh
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dzii0Zr6O
總之，青青若對Matt心懷喜歡，她就會覺得自己很低賤。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5rZIAGm6v
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMdw1xINBU
因為Matt已是別人的男人，熱情都在別人眼中熊熊燃燒，青青不過難堪地、被新鮮而有魄力的火焰波及，可是她已是那一吹即散的、無意義的灰燼。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJ30EhuUhm
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ13VnNHy3e
感覺像，Matt向青青走來，要求交歡，她心歡喜自覺袒胸露乳，他正攤開手伸向她的胸膊，卻忽然將手指並攏，以指甲插穿她的皮肉、急躁地挖出她的心來，用力捏碎它，無視那種鮮活，不管當中對他的無窮情意；然後輕輕轉身，彷彿她的祼露、她的傷感，都與他無關。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ562LoXw6c9
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYXeMIxuAX
感情是流動的，要有來有往，不要上演自我感動的戲碼。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuNdAOC2EG
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDMNJSrT2B
青青對阿樂有一種不能言說的抱歉，因為，她在想要不要給大家一次發展的機會時，心裏想的人，並不是他；而且，她也不確定自己對阿樂的感情。但她有種念頭，覺得，如果一切都好好地進行下去，說不定她真的會喜歡他。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkoalkNB3a
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNAxOJFIgj
他們很夾。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjSczwDX2D
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBdOcGCaWP
她喜歡和他相處，她不抗拒他的擁抱，甚至剛才他緊抱她不放的時候，她竟然有些感動。她分不清這是心動，還是因寂寞而無法撒手的一種温暖。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrF4e5i4qA
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65jgTMn4Vu
即使，他對她是如此如此地好，但她總是猶豫，她又暗暗地質疑他並非很喜歡自己。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwzvBQlhGY
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjm8daLcJG
猶豫過後，她想，應該要試一試。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcL5ZYMCNG
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTh20Dlk0IU
追求之事，不應過早談得失，二人都是。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOALi3elmxm
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5D0StRMSV
阿樂高興，雖然他得到的資訊只是一句「好」、只是她肯和他出去玩，別人看來可能是小事，但只有他知道這一句「好」，而非「唔好」的意義是什麼。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QIbhIqTzT
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6URp9JArH9
除了代表她不抗拒與他共處外，還代表他開始正式追求她，她也不會再回絕他的好意。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡID3cnGGEJZ
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRWxT5R19O
更重要的是，他清楚知道，這代表她願意放過自己，不再自我束縛，嘗試給他加入她的生命裏。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1AdFaTkB7
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtwxA5Bq5b
阿樂又想起Tanya，他想問Tanya：586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUXSrPeyfx
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNk5VXzerX
「其實你有冇諗過、我哋有機會可以一齊？而唔係永遠都只可以做好朋友？有冇諗過俾呢個機會我？定係由一開始就知道，一定冇可能？」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqhpeXNLJu
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lit3TNz31
至今，阿樂也不知道答案——因為他沒敢問，卻仍然非常介意；然後他又望一望青青，沒來由地笑一下。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9BuCI8xZX
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVQIG0QlBN
至少，這次，阿樂覺得有個人願意肯定自己的用心，而非強行將他安放到一個「最佳位置」，若實現最大可能性，能夠不只做一個大將軍。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbCGGLoR95
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5wCw2E4Ju
對，至少，青青有這一份考慮，無論最後結果如何，他都覺得比以前好。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7k3sPQyDLp
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJwkXK6TXq
他稍為心安。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVc2uiVME2
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLr69vp5x3j
如果最後青青真的和他在一起，生命似添亮色，他就會很開心。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0gF5ovbJp
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJODV2Rdnj9
但其實誰沒有了誰，也能夠好好活下去，586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZ1VsM7IXM
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jDFZbPvAa
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