而阿樂，也回到了當初。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIbaTTnlT8
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXsz48Cxjn
青青常常聽見阿樂在講電話，經常「嗯」、「哦——」、「係啊」、「係咩」、「咁得意嘅」，青青都會向他投向奸狡的眼神，一聽就知在和女神聊天。阿樂會沒好氣地笑笑，目送她回房的背影。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFot7SC5LP
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXx5I2pElau
阿樂像以前一樣，會和Tanya聊電話。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVKGWlSXpp
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgi2qwCzJT
他們會連線煲劇，他會打電話叫她起身，偶然會出街食飯。只要Tanya約，阿樂就會應約。他們的WhatsApp、Instagram direct幾乎沒有斷過，不斷和對方分享所見，看到無聊的笑話會一起笑，看到嚴肅的政事會一起討論，看到共同朋友的帖文會一起八卦。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoq7EbD4rp
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXXdMBJ8ZE
又是如此，又、又、又。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMRsZ3XsId
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhh7NiZdCVF
和以前不同的是，Tanya單身，完全單身，情感狀態應該是穩定的。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7PZYXs5eS
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCdtdKTYsI
有天，阿樂和Tanya外出，有說有笑，非常開心。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNg3YInz6S
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEtk3f0NFQ
晚上，他送她回家，到達她住的大廈面前。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIOBi9uU5Q
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzZ7h2Nrfs
Tanya温馴地擁抱了阿樂一下，說：617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1bXdJEgQx
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZlgdnVvvZ
「拜拜，今日我好開心，多謝你啊樂仔。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvA2QhrLde
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvF0FtC1349
當下，阿樂不懂反應，只靜靜地感受這一刻的美好，他緊張、胡思亂想——她竟抱了他，不再因為求安慰，而是就這麼單純地擁抱了他。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4hxyUPTk2
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbadkluomSM
她對他瞇起眼睛笑，然後轉身。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOwFADoxh3
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkOkoWHFLw
有瓦行人路頂的燈照射在他們身上，冷清，阿樂突然覺得身上的餘温應該要延續，不應如此逐點揮發、流亡於沒有記憶的街道。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC66YtkLvmy
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QaH7fad8Z
他追上去，拍拍她的肩。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwFZNVqZ4m
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYwJx7lHpy
Tanya回頭，和阿樂對視，好奇地問：617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtb6fTYm3hh
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMrUg0L4ls
「做咩啊？」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9P3YEOQXm
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4G0ahJRFmw
阿樂心跳加速，像要跳爆了。他吞一吞口水，抱住了Tanya，他的下巴擱置在她的頭上——像她剛才埋首於他的懷內一樣。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxqqRKrd7P
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eHVSyFKe5
他享受了她的體温。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTRUC1VnZk
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4uJeANXXv
他才享受了她的體温不夠兩秒，她就伸手推開他，皺着眉頭道：617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAeo8t6pVh
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bzEy8iDJN
「你做咩啊？」和剛才的語氣不一樣了，帶點反感。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9evzlGEw0y
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfHSqv1nwT
阿樂錯愕，但明明他只是，對Tanya做了她對他做的事。僅此而已。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFA5NWURYC
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他不解。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTgXq9X84f
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVrmTy7yax
「冇啊，我、我想——」阿樂無法組織語言，一刻洩氣：「對唔住。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64e2YdNIxn
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgN6F14UyZ
Tanya將頭轉向右方，只點點頭。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLij62KQql
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvGkKjNu40
「其實係，我見到你攬我，所以——」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhu7XD69y6n
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5QQJH7fAz
所以，我以為我都可以。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmw37niKEeE
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOyvbv2H9q
阿樂沒有講出口，就在這一刻，Tanya的神色告訴他，有些事，她可以做，但他不可以。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKWmru5804
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即使他們同為人類。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4zgvgu9Mu
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但是，他們卻有階級之分，從他喜歡她開始。很明顯。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeI6NXUlmCk
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtOqMuD5ec
此刻，他做出僭越的行為；原來抱她一下都已是逾越，始終，他是「低等」的。即使，她先主動抱了他。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLL3dfLp6us
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是嗎？617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrw4g9l8oE
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuP3PwkefZ7
單戀者。兵。沒有資格提要求，只能被索取，不可乞求一點點的愛欲嗎？617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieU6cZMyPC
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是嗎？617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbRhJPHQyu
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFbdoQaZqp
「哦哦，好，冇事。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWln9c5r6yq
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0ulhlVry1
Tanya回復以往的平靜，對他微笑，然後邁步向前，回家。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTouBBIFj9h
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhYmUy0DHD
一刻，阿樂的胃有些抽搐。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gGeqXlIxo
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaU7vfJwcXT
他認清，他們之間還有一段很大的距離，即使他已與她每天通訊，但原來他們仍然遙遠……大概，所謂親密與疏離，都取決於心的距離，摟肩翹手不過是閒來無事的恩賜，並非實則的憑據。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcQ1eBoD5J
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaT5rO3mcP
但他痛恨自己並不驚訝。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Nqw7BNr88
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5j9BFpbGO
他的錯愕只維持數秒，後退，卻理解、認為這是「理所當然」的。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSrNxAH7DF
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0epraSNLvC
說到底，他的主動於Tanya屢屢無果。表白？失敗。約會，若然她想才能見面。擁抱？只能她給。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡux7JWWnd3T
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cm4J2hswp
他應該明白，應該早已習慣……617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEviACLMKcK
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIFQGqKwmc
他生氣不來，認清他沒有氣她的權利。是他自己刎頸奉血，她都沒有說要，他就獻了這個殷勤，既然自尋煩惱，煩惱終於找上他來，得償所願。但始終他也是人，他不只是披盔戴甲的死士，還是一個有血有肉、仍活能死的人，他不樂。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdU2XeeilW
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvigAKs2Qs2
回家，阿樂仍然苦口苦面，思緒混亂。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ge8PMLTid
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrfRbNH8Uq
客廳沒有開燈，只得廚房有光，青青在洗提子。她拿出客廳，坐在梳化上，借着廚房的燈看見了阿樂垂頭喪氣的側臉，而且，他不發一語。617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMojomAPKm9
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcR73w4r6S
青青看見他低落的樣子，問：617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFfkxSeYa2
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsgXdje6YL
「做咩咁嘅樣啊，唔係同女神出街咩？」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnjJUMx74M
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bMiC522cr
她拍拍梳化的空位，着他坐下，又指了指提子着他吃。阿樂點頭，問：617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNt6y9c86G9
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANwxTa8EVp
「可唔可以問你一個問題？」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VNCXkHee5
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNADqP1MRu
這語氣死寂得生意盎然。她連忙說：617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleRQS5i4OS
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAmAS0chMF
「好。」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnqbzhIxGu
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeH2W3iTiMp
阿樂認真地問，即使他已經有答案：617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaCuwKtRp6
617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkDtprK4hM
「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsNm3nVsxT
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