「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qklnw1w27
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啫係叫你收皮囉……605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQIbu0jG6v
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青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApmd7A4qir
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「你以咩身份去攬佢？」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZSQXTgHW6
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他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIG1zAmjEZ
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「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscnZ1LY5Br
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阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JXFyITYKe
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青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxoVziZq4W
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「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxZutYKeaC
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她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡod63SdeqyX
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「點算？」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyL1EeVUKn2
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「睇你㗎咋。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoL1qn28GaN
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放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdkTvHjCVM
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阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkGfGopqj9
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「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDbsHYGOAt
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青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiywYNdFHo4
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「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiS5nRgcyLW
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她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3FXFnl992
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「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWXlUXiJya
605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYmLCtTDI3
「冇呀，睇你。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcg8EM6oHS
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他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFnN5cihJS
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這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpqEF1xsC8
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有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrN0LsoG9q
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「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTKBmOp8YP
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講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhzDWxjumm
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「唔知啊。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACb1JD6lEn
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阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUgQ4Mo0Ze
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「同佢一齊？」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZdf0iCryy
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「可能係啦……」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcM1lr7RXOt
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阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrlPDk3gPO
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「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGkSNd2HWa
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「係嘅。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGQMv42Pv4
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青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡId8izhUXcj
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「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqYPJD2yDv
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她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZ574Rd7gO
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「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1TNlOiDTN
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阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiklgdZ5wAC
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「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjJ9PgCdPg
605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9cAMidS5N
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMvMf246Fe
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「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9vDxZIjtm
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「你咩都唔知㗎。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWwkstDLrk
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青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQ50usXXwi
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「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajalHNXWR0
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阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAtHR8YkYi
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「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCIrr37yDV
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「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoRQNTwXC6
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他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcih9Qa2mS
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「唓，一時一樣嘅。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMz9kfHXG2M
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「Sorry。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTJRRaMiOb
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「我都係。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3xdaHXGnT
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這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA41qLxWTNN
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「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZ7qtOqFYK
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「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhm698aQqx7
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「係嘅。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomsLWDnyZy
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他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEbxOsVxzA
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他們都沉默許久，青青說：605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaFenmGLUd
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「阿樂啊。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSR1C9RlnYB
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阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjmhJdCIOT
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兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8xIn23oWI
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你自己開唔開心啊？」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpP68CGgMY
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青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyG4Pvcthdi
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「媽媽。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxF6HydvJ8a
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阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiF8l2GCqZr
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「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3929HrqZ8k
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阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYlW657iti
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「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtL90mXyFz
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「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiBcqn32n1
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「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk15aaBCDT4
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青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvwEetjBrA
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「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndeKzT3FxT
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同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNyWi0BcpV
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如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡix4J4TgRSv
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阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4xC8HQD48
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「多謝。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFphiECpEYe
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「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcXUA4cGud
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她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMwyPcz2WA
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「係有啲長氣。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXDCet84jW
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阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReSQmucVzV
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「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSPkSbQJqT
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「可以啊。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIsVY9QHry
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「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡealDY3NSiK
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「好。」605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCX14q88iV
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一次沒有什麼進展的對話；但總有想通了一些什麼。
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