「Heart beats fast.」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuVBoB8VfA
「Colours and promises.」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZ4nrVIzKk
「How to be brave?」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHnSdWVcD5
「How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuJF5TJy8e
「But watching you stand alone」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemUL5hKYeg
「All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVgMwfzZLM
「One step closer.」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ342Y7lJGAo
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今晚是一個濕冷之夜，地上留下一堆堆剛下雨而成的小水灘，我來到了在清水灣區裡的一間學校，進入禮堂。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTd4YjF5Uu
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「I have died every day waiting for you.」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUY2GdFj8z
「Darling, don't be afraid. 」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡty5QkWRzyQ
「I have loved you for a thousand years.」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKTUk1NR4M
「I'll love you a thousand more.」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDPKWOZdhQ
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1ywmIMkXh
晚些七時，禮堂內而有不少盛裝打扮的男女，場內燈光昏間，完美地襯上了這首抒情的英文歌。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0meh4pnGDq
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「好喇，各位靚仔靚女，而家你可以根據返你頭先入場時抽嘅number，去搵你嘅partner喇。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SmbEZTyfY
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qySLAb5Mh
幾乎任何像這類的晚會，都必有個核心環節，就是配對。每個人進場前都要先抽一個號碼，然後進場後跟抽到相同號碼的異性配對。舉例說，我抽到90號，那麼我現在就要去找那個同樣抽到90號的女生配對。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Dmv9vFGsk
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAh31sFbzH1
「你邊間school㗎？」找到她後，我就向她打個招呼。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoi9ggA9F7N
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXue4p613IF
「我⋯⋯Busi，你？」那個女生有170cm高，樣子普通，身穿一套白色露肩的晚服。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanZ1RwWzAS
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我：Engine387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6NuK09peQ
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她：你有玩過之前Ocamp？387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5pnFMkIPj
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我：邊個ocamp？387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMClmTpT8Gm
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她：Hall 3387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cBhihJf3v
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我：我玩開hall 4嗰個。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdoQa9YFku
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Sj0JigM3o
她：哦，我係玩hall 3嗰個然後就嚟咗今個呢個，都係佢哋班人攪。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHiwH0gFq3
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我很清楚自己的性格，其實我很快就會讓整個對話氣氛變成一片dead air。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqgFliLSyO
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只要她也一樣想不出話題，就真的dead air了。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LKi7XuavX
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHW7QRWzCI
結果如我所料，她直接「結束配對」，去找回她的朋友聊天了。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRYcHwsdYQ
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBJwuX7a7V
「好啦，頭先教完舞點跳相信大家都識㗎啦，而家你可以同你partner一齊跳。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJejMOLdWt
「當然我哋都好自由，你可以去搵其他異性嘅。」台上的MC說。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9w6H5pKoq
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0PQR8brRV
我只好自由行，四處看看有沒有其他相熟的同學也在場。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIQMEcpyJZ
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkO45xwx3Y
只能說平常心看待就好，雖然學生會把這個活動的潛規則上標上「情人配對」的名義，但是我相信很多都只是因為放假期間沒事幹，才到這裡解心靈上的悶意。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtAGr37i2i
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很快，又讓我意外看到在不足3米的範圍手，有一對身穿全黑晚服的女性朋友主動向我招手。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTI07ZTrhrc
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVE8jOGN1g
「點解你今日喺度嘅？你唔去hall 4嗰個嘅？」Hilary微微一笑向我問道。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAh3rGVWVV
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我：想識下唔同嘅人啫，咪專登過嚟呢度囉。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qt8piPnxl
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Joyce：啱，我哋都係想識多啲人先嚟。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaVf8m1CSe
（她展示出表示認同的手勢和表情。）387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXd3nG3EYAv
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoD5gxvQ6w
Hilary和Joycea是一對閏密如姊妹的關係，她們老是一起牽手走著。如果大家有細心觀察身邊的女生都知道：女生之間的友誼，相比男生之間的友誼，更愛一同牽手。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Y8VHzWeXu
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZhXYedBbg
我：頭先唔係有仔同你跳舞嘅？咁快就俾人unmatch咗喇？387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8UTLvMySZ
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgWidg6XC8
Hilary：係我unmatch佢就真！387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ohEYhYDZP
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Joyce：你快啲去搵靚女傾計啦，gogogo！387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwfgDtVwJM
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Hilary：係，除咗我哋兩個之外。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmAA6CF41g
（嘴上帶點奸的微笑）387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DS5ySClIQ
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就這樣，她們便打發我離去。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskNfVAn02e
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8T0M9OMjx
你知我的⋯⋯不太懂得找話題去跟別人聊天。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkzKYOVoOb
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中途還是會遇到一些長相清秀的女生，有些女生嬌小玲瓏，笑的時候臉特別甜美；有些女生則長得較高，有點明顯身型。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqun9cFKk23
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jGucUqDYm
正當不少男生都喜歡找前者類型搭訕之時，而我則較喜歡後者的類型。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEIXyxcyCD
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSGHhnqvpg
如果你以為我是為了追求身材正所以選後者，那你就想得太膚淺了！我的主要考慮，是覺得這種女生通常性格較為大方，不小器，十分有價值去認識，至少憑我那丁點的「相貌學」是如此認為。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMizqjMa8R
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlZisONnIE
儘管我有嘗試去搭訕，但是我卻不懂得怎樣有效地搭訕，這情景猶如在街頭隨機向一個陌生女子「抄牌」一樣；於是這一晚，不是跟女生聊幾句就沒下文，就是獨自一人再禮堂內徘徊。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyyggJMQyD
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LS2dYLGb4
如是者，晚會就快要結束。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFgpS18bfN
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOHPd51XUv
「好喇，各位俊男美女，今晚嘅ball night仲有半個鐘到就完喇，如果你而家仲未搵到partner嘅就快啲把握最後機會啦！」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQiPl4rrYe
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0CnZ8Ib9R
雖然台上的MC這樣說得動人，但⋯⋯你說就易呀，這也得要看緣份呀！387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpMv752uws
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其實這種地方有點像參加speed dating，我對這些活動完全未接觸過，更遑論有點社交恐懼的我，要在這種場合跟女生搭訕了，真難！387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XvAXFCD3B
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qxlComwGe
這個晚會的最後，我還是一人獨來獨往我渡過。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaj1pYpRHmQ
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aVhImRei0
大會有提供紅玫瑰花出售，眼見場上幾乎每個男生都買下一大束，然後積極地一束束送給不同的女生；而我卻仍不敢行動。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVzK3qtPTh
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKs8A6CCOh
唉，怎麼我會如此沒出息？387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBOP0Bkl9T
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF13sI1zAqY
「點呀，搵到女朋友未呀？」Hilary話中帶著挪揄的語氣向我道。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHuBhyY56I
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我：未呀！387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgx6kUDurU
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Joyce：垃圾組仔。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRDhXDniph
（Joyce也一同挪揄。）387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynnlZjTOCF
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmm1G2pwCz
我：我落去洗個手先，轉頭好快有㗎啦。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqWM4vQ4Cc
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYynibIAE87
我只好逞強地回道，然後假裝沒事地走到洗手間裡。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVfNnQQQ4o
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6I9AZIYOv
「呼！加油吧Andy！你一定得嘅！」我對著鏡子鼓勵著鏡中的人，然後又回到禮堂裡。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfTElf2ej7
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5oYZxZEKq
回場不久，我又看見一個扎起兩束短辮子、整體打扮有點行走中性的路線、染上了奪目的橙髮、身穿旗袍的女生。在ball night都有人穿旗袍？是，偶爾有這種少數人也不足為奇。不過，她是行走暗黑風格的打扮，中式裡夾雜著Punk風。所謂的暗黑Punk風，當然離不開甚麼魚網絲襪、黑靴了。再加上她臉上有點浮誇的妝容，讓人感覺：她是故意想在這個舞會裡，展現出自己那種很有個性、很有個人風格的型象。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0J4EhF23u
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樣子方面，連平庸級數也稱不上。可是我，就是偏偏被那種帶有中性打扮的氣質吸引了。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBEY76hYtn
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg336aIrjQq
至於你問我為甚麼連樣子醜也照樣嘗試，很簡單，我就是要甚麼都想嘗試一番，才知自己真正想要甚麼。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYylen57PKN
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRU9UpqfJw8
我：你邊間U㗎？387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfpDJm6NMB
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLLVVzRtt6
Iris：我BU讀arts嘅387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpA33mmC3x
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxLuslpjWK
這下子我終於鼓起勇氣，直接詢問她的IG。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEjgeZugHP
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjq2ylEUd3
Iris：你想寫小說？387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vv5WqWxDQ
Iris：咁你應該讀文科喎，點解去左Engine嘅？387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrWlMAf0xW
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXA8TgBj3Tx
我：Engine搵食嘛387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AaABQb5bK
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgfEJeeECi
我們的聊天，都是圍繞著簡單的背景了解、例如大學生活等等。當然，參加這個舞會的人大多數都只是放假沒事幹而來，所以如果你認真相信學生會所說的「從舞會中尋找真愛」，那你就輸了。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpWF0zt3UJ
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5T1CJVT0bV
這晚完結了，我彷彿從不同人身上，更加了解到自己的特質。原來我除了會被樣子不俗直女給引之外，我還會被一些愛中性打扮的女生給引。當然，中性打扮，不等於男性化打扮，太過男性化的話我倒是沒有好感。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTC4rlKP5qe
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