「Tanya啱啱臨走前，攬咗我一吓，之後，我又去攬返佢一吓。但佢推開我，個樣好反感咁……你覺得係點解？」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ykP5cmg77
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSzaH93u9W
啫係叫你收皮囉……576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTL5Nb2LVl
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcodEYt1UID
青青內心如此嘀咕，對上他氣餒的臉，問：576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQkC6jDJrp
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFvdah39yc
「你以咩身份去攬佢？」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2phb9JKQUE
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlByOJhEDbR
他沉默兩秒，他沒有任何身份，只有一顆於Tanya不知何意何義的真心；反而Tanya才是那個地位崇高的人。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzw5v8azamY
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjR6PY7c2oZ
「咁我見佢攬我——我以為我都可以……」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyV0kodNUD0
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rhGixjPI0
阿樂越講越細聲，像萎縮一樣。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZL1De5HNA
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUc0njpV8ro
青青說話一向很直接，唯有努力令語調聽來柔和一點：576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExaySQWbnJ
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNigqKOWkRo
「佢攬你，係派糧啩，或者佢就係想攬吓你呢。你攬佢，就……可能，佢唔想啦，都已經攬咗。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAzP7PxgYz
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVJuxglsc2
她拍一拍他的肩，廚房的光照在青青的眼上，他盯着她的瞳仁：576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNw9TvX3rk
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6F2DdhBHDJ
「點算？」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsatE8EzVGg
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExxn3b9gNH
「睇你㗎咋。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmREz1LwDew
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2UbV80Sao
放棄，或者，狗衝，大家都心知肚明。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhfzozJulq
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UohShT3os
阿樂明白，只是，如果放棄他不甘，如果狗衝卻無果、直接失去Tanya。在不甘與不再奉獻之間，他選擇不來。他含糊地說：576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkT7l2J8ye4
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8FlKyD8sz
「我覺得宜家咁樣都幾好嘅。但係，原來，又唔夠好。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0R8lfEqBB
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQ1J3NP4Tj
青青咬下一粒提子，點頭示意明白：576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptAWujtPoE
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLyU7pllLw
「冇計啦，一日唔達陣，一日都唔心足嘅。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUTiKwrZf4
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgckqJGJmhQ
她內心想：單戀真係好濕滯，好難搞。為什麼Tanya不喜歡他，卻要擁抱他呢？正常人，都會覺得這是一個訊號吧？但她沒有資格質疑別人，因為她也跟阿樂做了愛，然後也沒有然後。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYhG3eMDzm
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjO8LUJS2lY
「咁，點算？」阿樂又問。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmFxuELyBC
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOvXRbX5vN
「冇呀，睇你。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bSoTtBWsE
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmd1IYhkACc
他們的對話開始重複，在又暗又明的客廳中相視一笑。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGNSXhrttc
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulZmRX5QeN
這種感覺很奇妙，他們兩個不算開放的人在上了床後，有過一些糾纏，但最終，各有心上人；現在，還與對方剖白對別人的心意，仿佛一切都沒發生過。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3zU6AxL5X
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDKxqBWYAv
有趣的成人世界，氛圍和善得像戒毒分享會。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmR99VhB2w
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOIOD9Rxy8
「你要對自己好啲，唔好乜都諗女神啦，你覺得點樣自己會開心啲啊？」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmv1pi1PIg8
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD00EqIxwpX
講經了，青青開始變身煩膠，她已很久沒對人說很多的話。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaTHs9MC2r
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekeI2vlv1o
「唔知啊。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwv75804MxQ
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7srh8HRWGU
阿樂空洞的看着沒有打開的電視機。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplhwgyaZGI
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FZx9YbGNI
「同佢一齊？」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uiKTgOht8
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbdbT19BE3
「可能係啦……」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFG2WJpj9l
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbqKtX3T06
阿樂常常都說「唔知」、「可能」這種字眼；青青問：576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqAqCgJpVj
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0q29fS8Da4
「咩叫可能，係定唔係㗎？」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBiHcqB6N7
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoD8pztm2Tb
「係嘅。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3GXN1eOHN
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2c3UHxSUcV
青青覺得阿樂的心很模糊——不過行動二選一；但又有個大概——終於確認自己喜歡誰人，像剛剛好五百度近視眼中的風景。她竟然也敢批判他，她理應慚愧。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWg9F0OaWfb
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsZpoOImQp
「咁其實你當兵，開唔開心？」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoKf77CXGX
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFy0vJNXh45
她又跟隨他的視線看黑色的電視螢幕，身往梳化的背挨。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fFWtFeYBQ
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdJBKkQAts
「見到佢開心，我都開心。如果我哋傾得好埋，又開心。有時佢讚我，或者需要我，嗯，都開心。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhNc2j2F79
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TskTDRHuO
阿樂認真思考，他真的在說心底話，這客廳的感覺過分舒緩神經。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjMNwz6VNE
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEh9ROHfdo1
「咁『鍾意佢』呢件事本身呢，開唔開心？」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJix0SwII8d
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDFyeM8ag5
阿樂沉默。青青也不再說話，她就專心地吃提子。良久，他說：576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2t6OWOCM9
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHS1s6SRkCq
「分唔開。啲記憶Mix埋一齊㗎嘛——唔知啊。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3UEOOFEYn
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdCvSc5tNO
「你咩都唔知㗎。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qK5fPx9Hk
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWp0muK7Kjp
青青笑他，但看見他沒精打采的樣子，突然覺得不忍——他的悲傷，似乎是來自不夠愛自己。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmv3t6CMZYW
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVI3Ckf9Hq
「係啊，可以點，又唔到我決定。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgjKgL4KIp
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaYjfU4bpM
阿樂不可置否，他確實無法找到一個方向發力，忽然佩服自己何以能夠追求青青。她反問，大膽起來：576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnneJZ3vjQ4
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6UIUd2q9R
「係咩？你可以決定自己要點做㗎嘛。你真係好捨得令自己唔開心。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzWB9dYbsT
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0B9EQhKHSm
「其實你之前已經話娘娘係唔好惹，叫我女死女還在。但係，就係冇計啊，我就係鍾意佢。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBeoBwvMks
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXN0DEIP1MC
他也誠實地、肯定地講出心上人。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1gqxhTpc5
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkIV5EXVer
「唓，一時一樣嘅。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ztBQ4TuIy
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YHTzPjlIu
「Sorry。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ491BGB2fg0
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8DOrT7rKC
「我都係。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WP8npuwKj
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RgN4JcIrU
這沒頭沒腦的道歉和跟機，他們一同歎氣。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjNUagsq0I
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWavvZa73gE
「真係唔明佢諗咩。」阿樂感慨。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrctflE24Xp
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonTRmiltXJ
「你連自己諗咩都唔知，仲想諗人哋？」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTzbzgPwnh
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPdZ42wVQJ
「係嘅。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XdkIVejab
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl39QLroTQR
他們坐在梳化上，得斜右方的廚房有光，昏昏暗暗，感覺極度安全，世界好似只剩下他們，無人窺探他們的秘密。站式風扇輕輕地轉頭，帶給他們一點點舒適的涼意。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSN1yUx6Cm
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlto646LfOi
他們都沉默許久，青青說：576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijhavWVVgg
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5xAX33uu7
「阿樂啊。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspoQAQNKF1
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRTFWbAtkl
阿樂，你可以更加珍惜自己啊。你嘅搖擺不定同埋考慮，好似都、未曾將自己嘅心意擺喺首位咁嘅。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYt59Nlln0B
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUA6mq8AAJ
兜兜轉轉又陪喺女神身邊，但係，又好似唔知想點咁。咁你自己呢？你想要咩？576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhJdJnxCVq
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgeETxSRCo
你自己開唔開心啊？」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PnEuMeOZ0
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwihcE1ybrL
青青就是覺得，他不夠將關注放在自身。自尊呢？卻因心儀對象捨棄……但對方似乎不痛不癢。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdCdnDpl3V
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9PxEnl6BB
「媽媽。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡythTnxq32m
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqq5haL1rz
阿樂笑她長氣；她反了一個白眼：576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ976xkmDC29
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyG52vyQZT7
「咪笑啦，係有啲講經嘅。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHyW5Fd24d
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9c1hLPlot
阿樂喃喃，但又是說給她聽的：576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3FRxOjgzq
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mpKJcgUWM
「你個《十年》故，我睇完之後，其實好羨慕阿朗（男主角）。就算佢迷失，但最後都諗得通，又有思思（女主角）陪佢。其實點解呢？」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQD8oCP8pQ
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OVKYwyLzk
「哦，阿朗靚仔啩。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMHzyMkxaU
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9UvB0BFxm
「屌你咩。」阿樂笑。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NBYCwQj1j
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxctxird0hK
青青筆下的男主角，與阿樂在性格上差距很大，她嘗試梳理記憶：576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8f1Acf29ku
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQ0RJzLnpN
「佢好知道自己要咩㗎喎，要老婆，要屋企。而且，佢迷失嗰時都係Focus喺自己情緒㗎，揾Fiona（女配角）其實講得好聽啲，都係照顧緊自己個心啊。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3NFpK7qew
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zuSsUPuet
同你唔同啊，揾親女神，你都係唔開心嘅，或者係佢開心你先開心。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwg9M3xilY
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rCv5Of1nu
如果，你可以為鍾意女神呢件事本身而開心，咁就最好啦。欣賞吓自己嘅堅持同毅力囉，好勁吖，喺呢個世代，好難得㗎，你已經好犀利。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYB2Y2zcE6
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEE5Kt3opW
阿樂的眼眶濕潤，青青看見他不斷眨眼。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoMoEGKhPs
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMFDj3QzpD
「多謝。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXUu4tlhPz
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq993oJEiDL
「呢個氣氛，好啱我，即刻成個阿婆咁。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHnChveMis
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2r9nNBFL4x
她突然好為人師——對住比她年長的人。這算是她的缺點吧。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYOzsfD5x5
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VQIjRcLsv
「係有啲長氣。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BB438Kct8
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEegwl3f7bC
阿樂又嘲笑她。青青也笑，看看他，點頭問：「咁所以點？」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO831dauhmb
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIpXcVpBCX
「見步行步囉。」阿樂答。576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4E5MiX6HIA
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPW6JamVwg
「可以啊。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlKCP3Nx7h
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsV5A3R1QGj
「繼續，直到我唔可以再繼續。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDIyNhWBqH
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMt5jvzuoR
「好。」576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTcSDV33iZ
576Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDl28m43kpi
一次沒有什麼進展的對話；但總有想通了一些什麼。
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